{ Lunanci } The energy around Rio is starting to feel completely different than normal, it's like a mix of himself and his wolf, but it's also heavy with... with some kind of sexual force that doesn't allow me to meet his eyes because I'm too nervous. I'm trying to act like I don't notice and everything is normal while we eat dessert, but I can feel his eyes on me, burning so much that I even stopped feeling like I'm freezing. His eyes don't move away from me, his shoulders are tense so he looks bigger and even the waiters noticed the change in energy because they haven't returned to the terrace, I think they’re afraid. So we’re out here alone in front of a beautiful lake and under a warm light. It feels like the best date I've ever had... even though it's not a date. I swallow and avoid his eyes as I make a little s’more, repeating to myself that everything is fine and normal. Rio is fine, just... it must be the full moon, even though he says it's not. After taking a bite of my
We get out of the car and enter the hotel again, this time to ask for a suite. Even though Alpha wants me to stay with him, I ask for a shared suite as I said, earning an annoyed look from him. The girl at the front desk is so nervous about Alpha's presence that her fingers are shaking and she can't press the keys. I totally understand what she's feeling because I feel the same way. Maybe it's exciting to think about being with a werewolf but this won't be just a fun fantasy, what I read about ruts isn't simple at all. A werewolf is their most aggressive being at the time, they only think about breeding and fucking and it usually works because they are doing it with another werewolf just as strong as them so no problem, but me? I've never set foot in a gym in my entire life, I don't have an ounce of muscle. I eat nothing but fast food, I get tired walking up the stairs to my apartment and the only man I've ever had sex with was... weak and totally not as big as Rio, in any way. Our
"Ow, that's cute," I say with a smile, looking down at him and resting my whole body so I'm comfortable on him. It might seem like his hard body would be uncomfortable, but it really isn't. He's comfy and very warm... maybe too warm, but I still like it. His hands reach up and caress my whole body slowly. "Can I take your clothes off?" he asks suddenly, his hand finding the clasp of my bra, "I want to have your skin on mine." "You can," I whisper and once he unclasps it, I sit up and let it fall down my arms. Alpha's eyes fall to my chest and even though my head screams at me to cover up and run away, I let him watch me. It feels... right. Like my body is his to see. His hands drop to my panties then, his fingers lacing into the fabric ready to rip them off, probably. And when he sees I'm not going to stop him, he does. He rips them off like they're not expensive and pulls them off completely to leave me fully undressed in front of him for the first time. I'd say he's the second
"So... I finally had my first rut," I tell Laurie on the phone as I eat one of my amazing cookies, they’re still too hot but I can't wait any longer, I need something sweet in my system immediately. Laurie tells me to tell him how it went, "I really don't know, I don't remember shit." "Really? But... what did you do? Did you stay in the house with the human? Did you fuck her?" he asks. He seems to be in his office and obviously avoiding responsibility because we've been talking for quite a while, "Kingsley's not here, we can talk." "Of course I didn't fuck her, dumbest," I reply, biting into the warm cookie again, "I went to a hotel, we both stayed there in separate rooms. My wolf had fun with himself. Or not, I don't know, he probably did some exercising." "So he blocked you out completely? That's weird, I thought they only did that when they were... you know, really fulfilling the function of their rut. My dad said that when you go through a rut alone you're also present in your
Hi, this is your author :} I just wanted to say that there are no repeated chapters. What happened is that there was a missing chapter and the way to fix that is to move all the chapters forward, that's why it looks like there are repeats. The added missing chapter is called "unwarranted". Right now it's all fixed, I hope you can see it. If not, try to clear the cache please! Sorry about that, I'll try not to fuck up like that again { Lunanci } Rio falls completely asleep next to me and even starts snoring lightly but I can't fall asleep that easily. My nerves have been at a million since yesterday and I don't know what to do with myself. Rio's hands reach for me and pull me into his body all of a sudden, hugging me just like he hugs his pillow. I try to pull away but he won't let me and I have no choice but to stay like this. I don't know why I can't sleep, I'm completely exhausted, but my head is going a mile a second. Alpha and I... we were both under his rut most of the day.
The first two hours of our trip to Toronto pass in awkward silence because I'm still feeling a little sad, but Rio manages to bring me out of that fog little by little by being his usual annoying self. He pushes me until I have no choice but to laugh, plays music to start singing horribly and thus makes the trip start to be enjoyable. I'm okay now. I'm going to be fine. I'll enjoy my life for as long as it lasts and that's it. That's all we can ask for, isn't it? I could die at any time anyway, we could be in a horrible accident at this very moment. We're all going to die. With those pessimistic thoughts, I manage to snap out of the depressive moment and enjoy the ride, except Rio's phone keeps disconnecting the music because someone keeps calling him like crazy. "Okay, I'm starting to get annoyed. Why aren't you answering the calls?" I ask Rio when I'm fed up. "It's my cousin, but I don't want to talk to him," he replies, suddenly frowning. That intrigues me because I k
{ Lunanci } I can sense Rio is upset again when he throws his phone on the floor and stays on his bed with his arms crossed and staring at nothing. "What happened now?" I ask. In just a second Rio gets out of his bed and crawls into mine. "Get this," he starts and then proceeds to tell me about the conversation with his evil cousin, "It's bullshit, isn't it? I mean... what the hell happened with him? And Alex? They both got organized to hate on me? What did I do to them?" "Maybe just... you know, it's life," I mutter because I can feel how bad he feels about this. Rio lies face down on the bed and looks at me with his pretty eyes full of hope, he wants me to make him feel better, "I think they're just growing up, just like you. They have their own things and problems. Laurie's like a mini-president now, isn't he? He must have a lot of pressure. And Alex has issues with his designation identity, that sucks, too. And since you don't have any apparent problems or responsibilit
Hi!! I’ve been taking a little break, but I will start with daily updates this month :} hope you’re enjoying this story *************************** { Lunanci } This little trip has been fun and even better than I ever thought possible, mostly because of Rio and how amazing he is. He takes me wherever I want, he does whatever I want and only complains about the smell or the crowds but never about me. His wolf hasn’t manifested physically again in all this time but I have talked to him. Every night once Rio is deep asleep, I have my own time with Alpha, inside my head. The connection between us feels stronger every time and I know I should stop because he is very much in love with me, but I can’t. Even if I feel guilty, I can’t stop. The words he says, the way he feels about me, the deep true love he sends at me… it’s magic. It’s the most wonderful thing I’ve ever felt, but I know it’s not real. The possibility of a wolf and a human being fated is nonexistent and I don’t know h