I looked to my side and saw a beautiful, Hollywood kind of beautiful redhead staring at Sebastian with utter fondness, but then she averted her gaze towards me and her facial expression shifted to annoyance.
Was she irritated? Yes.
Livid? Absolutely yes.
Afterwards, she gave me one of her dazzling, painfully forceful smile.
“Hi, I am Svetlana. If you would excuse us, I would like to have a dance with my boyfriend.” She spoke the words confidently out loud with her venom laced voice.
Svetlana. Even her name sounded beautiful. But wait, that's not the point, she said she wants to dance with her boyfriend. As in with Sebastian. As in, Sebastian was her boyfriend! Holy fucking shit! For a moment I felt like everything around me was starting to cease at this moment. It felt like I was going to be blacked out.
The realisation of what I had been doing wi
Leave it to my friends for getting the gold medal for annoying the shit out of me for their entertainment. They are also the same ones who won’t even hesitate to turn the world upside down for protecting me as well. To be honest, most of the time I was grateful for having them in my life, but the other times, I swear to God I had to resist the urge to yank them through hair down the lanes of Boston. And this is one of those latter moments. “You are the biggest nut here,” I accused Jess. “You are the drama queen.” Jessica scoffed. “Please be serious for once, Jess! You could have easily given me a heads up about Sebastian. Why the hell didn’t you?” I pressed. “And miss this whole drama? No way, baby sister.” Jess chuckled. “Traitor!” I huffed. “I am sure both you and he enjoyed fi
Sebastian's words kept repeating inside my head. Of course my body was the traitor in this case. It never listens to me when he was arround. “Sebastian!” I glared. “Christina” He approached, placing his hand on my lower back. Doesn’t he understand I just left him on the dancefloor cause I didn’t want to be with him right now? Or this man is just choosing to ignore what happened before? Which, to be honest, was frustrating. This is what you get when you go overboard. Tina, for once in your life try to think before you vomit words. I was mortified at this moment. “Go, fuck yourself Sebastian cause I am not going to, anyway,” I said and wiggled to go free, looking towards Andrew,
Mental peace was the last thing in my mind since the inceident happened a few minutes earlier. I was taken aback by his audacity. I was scorching mad at myself for not being able to control my emotions. I can’t believe what I just did that. Was I too harsh? ‘Never be a sloppy second, Tina. Never.’ were the words of my mother that I had always followed through by heart until this moment. Maybe I overreacted with him, but being with Sebastian always brings the unexplored wild side of me. I don’t even know this man very well yet, but here I was letting him affect my emotions sizably! I was not the kind of girl who hookups with strangers or does one-night stands. But in the end I did it.
If impatience had a face, it would look exactly like Sebastian’s. His eyes went wide, like a child whose favourite toy has been snatched away. But I did cockblock him, which I was not feeling guilty about at the moment. “Ask me,” He drawled. I shook myself mentally, clearing the lusty fog to get the answers to the questions that have been eating my mind since this evening. “What’s the deal with you and Svetlana?” Getting no response, I decided to continue. “I get it. You guys are over. Then why is she here and also claiming that you are her boyfriend?” There I asked for it. Real smooth Tina. “She said I was her ‘Date’ Christina, not a boyfriend.” "Just answer the question, Sebastian.” I glared. “She is my past, I don't have anything to do with her, Christin
Don’t we all hate nightmares? They not only terrify us but also snatch away our zeal to survive. Like everyone, I also hate nightmares. I am not afraid of ghosts, supernatural beings, etc. What I dreaded the most were my early childhood memories spent in the arms of a man whom I detest to label as my father. My childhood happy memories were the ones that always get foggy under the layer of trauma this man has given my family. I guess people don’t lie when they say you remember traumatic memories more vividly than the happy ones. I haven’t seen this man in fifteen years, nor ever planned to cause this was what I was afraid of, facing him again. Letting him imbalance my family’s equilibrium, I hate those hazel eyes of his. They were remarkably bottomless, filled with infidelity and betrayal. I hate his genetics for giving me this colour. If I could only change the colour
They say crying was for the weak. It makes you feel vulnerable. Well, you know what? I call it bullshit. For the very first time in my life, I didn’t feel weak or vulnerable by crying in front of someone, instead; I felt serene, letting the pain out from within. I don’t know how much time has passed and how long we have been standing in each other’s arm here, but that was not significant, what mattered more was all this time Sebastian was holding me, caressing my back and speaking sweet nothings in my ear while I was crying my heart’s content out and ruining his expensive shirt through my tears. Tears? Those are damn Niagara falls or something, girl. Hesitantly, I raised my face and looked at Sebastian. He was stari
Sebastian has unknowingly let himself in through my tough exterior. And the truth was, even though I was afraid of getting close with him, there was still a part of me that trusted this man. I know it may sound crazy. After all, a girl like me who got trust issues bigger than the Burj Khalifa was here contemplating sharing the darkest part of her life with someone whom she knows only for about two days at max. I took a deep breath, calming my nerves in his embrace and preparing myself to share my pain with him. “Judging from tonight, you obviously know who Nicolas Jackson is. That man may appear a sheer perfection to the eyes of the public, but he is way far from that.” I disclosed, holding Sebastian’s hand. His touch was giving me an odd sense of comfort, and after tonight’s rollercoaster, I was grateful for that. “And if you won’t mind, may I ask why?” Sebastian questioned.“Of course, you c
Last night Sebastian took us to his hotel where he kept his promise about making the night unforgettable. My body was becoming very addicted to him and the sex. "At least it was phenomenal, while it lasted," I pouted. Phenomenal indeed. The water from the shower was starting to pour cold so it was time to exit. From the rack, Sebastian took a towel and gave it to me and I wrapped it up around my body. Sebastian took a towel for himself as well and then we exited the bathroom together. Honestly, Sebastian looked absolutely delicious with his athletic lean and fit chiseled body draped in a white towel. He looked so handsome with his hair wet and down. Shit! I was feeling hungry, and no not for food. Ah, what a waste of a piece of cloth. As we came to the bedroom, my stomach growled. Sebastian told me to