Hi, I wrote this chapter yesterday, but wanted to wait until I wrote the next chapter. so you have Eddie's pov about his first time.
Eddie’s pov It was really random of April to be asking me and Mei to ride her horses. Didn’t they have staff? Maybe Lily just wanted us out of the house for a bit, I could see all these kids in the packhouse were getting on her nerves. As much as she likes having us around, a lot of noise isn’t really her thing. Even when we were kids, she would just paint in her room, while the rest of us played. I was happy Mei, Tao and Amelia were here. I had missed them, especially little Amy. I know she’s my niece, but growing up with her, made her feel like more of sister. And Mei, it was warm here so she was wearing dresses and shorts and I was totally not over her. Not one bit. Being friends meant that I still had her in my life, but it wasn’t easy. Every time I saw her, I wanted to touch her. Just touch her arm or hair. Did that made me sound like a creep? Probably, but I want to be near her so badly. When April said that thing about mates, it made me wonder. Because honestly, I am obsess
Lily’s povEddie and Mei came back looking like they had rolled around in the grass. Shit, April was right. They even smelled like each other. I guess they realized it too, because they quickly came up with an excuse to shower.Saying, “we smell like horses.”But I only heard one door open and close, so they were showering together?“You did this you know.” Arya laughed.“But it’s my baby brother. They were only supposed to admit they liked each other and kiss. Not get all nasty and stuff.”“You were a few months older than Eddie when you had sex with Osiris.” Arya replied.Is this what mom and dad felt, when they saw me and Osiris together and noticed I had marked him? Goddess, how was I going to handle my kids having sex. Asher was probably going to be a ladies man like his dad. I just prayed Kate would be stronger than me and say no more clearly, if guys like Noah tried to pressure her.“You have years to go before that happens and you can guide them through it. Make sure they both
Mei’s pov It had been so hard saying goodbye to Eddie. But I knew postponing it, would only make things harder. When I turned eighteen I would be leaving and I couldn’t ask Eddie to follow me. He needed to be the Alpha, it was his destiny. He would be a great Alpha too, I was sure. He was kind, caring and protective. So when I left the Iron River pack, we broke things off, just like we had promised each other. I knew Eddie was heartbroken, I was heartbroken too. But this was for the better. I was sure. Well, mostly sure, because I kept longing for Eddie. Kept thinking about that magical weekend, our first time together and the times after that. Eddie had his eighteen’s birthday a few months ago. We tried to be friends, but it wasn’t easy. Eddie kept touching me, just slight touches, like bumping into me or stroking my hair out of my face. I wanted to tell him to stop, but part of me really missed his touch. At night I would dream about having sex with Eddie and wake up all flustere
Eddie’s pov It’s been a month now since Mei left and I can’t even think straight. I have to get her back. One way or another. I know she’s my mate. I just have this strong feeling that Mei is supposed to be mine. Last week Mei called Beta Eros and told him she wanted to stay in Singapore forever. That she wasn’t coming back and had joined her old pack. So that’s what she had planned. That is why she broke it off with me, because she wanted to move back to her old pack. Was she so miserable here? She had some friends, she had me and her family. She had her brothers and sisters, that she would miss. I didn’t understand it. “Yeah, but she has a family there too. And friends. Her mom is from Singapore and her memories of her are there,” my wolf Adrian said. He wasn’t as pissed off and worried as I was. Maybe because he never got to meet Mei’s wolf and feel that connection. But I was angry. I was sad. I was feeling a lot of things and none of them were positive feelings. I just didn’t
Mei’s pov Things had been so bad. Most of my friends changed and apparently so did I. So when we would meet up, it was awkward and nothing like how it used to be. I had asked the Alpha for a job, but since I didn’t even finish high school, I didn’t have many experience or skill for a good job. In the end I got a job cleaning the Beta’s house. Me, the daughter of a Beta. It was embarrassing and people here really weren’t nice to their omega’s. I felt so silly and dumb. But most of all, I felt selfish. Fen had tried to convince me to just go back, that everyone wouldn’t be upset. But I felt like a failure. This had been my plan for years and now that I was doing it, I was going to give up after only a few weeks. I knew I could make this work. Maybe I needed this. Life had been pretty easy for me, well, except for losing my mom. I thought being here would make me feel closer to mom, but it didn’t. It was nice seeing the places I used to visit with her, but it also brought back the ba
Osiris pov “Why did she leave him like that?!” Lily shouted angrily. “They’re together now, so everything worked out right?” I asked. “He’s my baby brother and he deserves the world.” Lily said, “she is going to have to earn his forgiveness.” I wasn’t going to tell her that it sounded like Eddie already forgave Mei. “Good thinking, chose your mate’s side on this.” Santos advised. “They need some time I think.” I said, not knowing what else to say. “A lot of time and a lot of hard work. I still can’t believe Mei left without saying a word. And this is why she dumped him the first time?!” “Maybe she wanted to be close to her mom?” I asked. “Then she could have taken a trip there with Eddie! I can’t believe you’re defending her.” Lily shouted. “I can’t believe it either.” Santos said, “I told you, pick her side.” I sighed, I had no idea why Lily was so upset about this. I get that she was trying to protect her brother, but this was something else. Maybe she was on her period.
Osiris’ pov Mia offered to watch Kate, so Lily and I could see the midwife during school hours. We didn’t tell the kids yet, we wanted to be sure. Well, Lily wanted to be sure. I didn’t know why she felt like something was wrong or why it didn’t feel real to her. “Maybe because you didn’t plan this one?” Santos asked. Maybe, or it’s because she was on the pill. Or maybe she doesn’t want this baby? I wasn’t going to bombard my mate with questions, right now we only needed one answer. Was Lily really pregnant? Lily laid down on the table while the midwife inserted a big weird looking thing. “Just say it. It looks like a giant dildo.” Santos laughed. Apparently you can’t scan the belly yet at this time, but I wondered what the hell Lily was thinking while the doctor had this thing up there poking around. “It’s fine. It doesn’t hurt, just a bit uncomfortable.” Lily mindlinked me, clearly feeling my discomfort with the whole thing. We looked at the screen, while the doctor tried to
Lily’s pov I saw dr. Angela a few times and it helped. But what helped most was time. I really was happy with my life and Asher and Kate kept me really busy. Life went on and eventually so did I. Osiris was dealing with things in his own way, but we would go to our tree together and talk about it. It had been six months now and I was fine. I still didn’t want to try again though. Ariel and Ela had given birth, three weeks apart from each other and seeing these babies was beautiful and sad at the same time. It made me wonder how old my baby would be now, how he would look like. But I was happy for them. “I know you are. You can be happy and sad at the same time.” Arya said. I was painting a lot too, it helped me. I was currently working on a big canvas, trying to create something for Kate’s room. My baby girl was not such a baby anymore. She was so smart and talked like she was ten. I noticed her friends sometimes gave her a funny look, when she spoke. Except for Leia, that girl lov