I don’t even think I have words to adequately describe how I feel right now. I’m not even sure which feelings are mine and which belong to Crista. I can at least determine which thoughts are Chesed’s. Even after completing the bond by marking and mating with Crista, he remains the same deviant dark personality. Which I suppose is a good thing.
I’ve obviously had sex before. Even if I didn’t want to touch the multiple women Chesed has been with, I was still intimate with Liliana. But sex with her didn’t feel anything like what happened in that shower with Crista. Of course, that’s easily explained by the mate bond.
Crista is the other half of my soul, so of course, completing the bond would surpass all previous encounters. The power that seemed on a loop flowing between us, the emotions that seemed to have no beginning or end between us, was overwhelming, to say the least. And that culminated with the physical pleasures I may have told Crista I love her.
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It’s been two days since Alec and I completed our bond. There was quite a fuss made in the morning. Mostly in congratulations and excitement about it. My sister Persephone didn’t skip a beat in teasing me about ‘giving in so easily.’ I keep reminding myself that she’ll realize it’s not easy to resist the mate bond when she is old enough and finds her mate. I’m still getting used to being mated to Alec and Chesed. Sometimes it’s hard to know which thoughts and feelings are my own. But I’m getting better at it. It’s like how I felt when I first started hearing Emilia. Not even the oldest of our pack could not determine why I could hear Emilia as a child; long before I shifted, they just assumed it meant she would be unique. And I suppose they were right, given I’m the first white wolf born in centuries. And my gut says it has something to do with the recurring dreams Alec and I keep having. Each night since our mating, since the yin-yang mark wa
‘She seems a lot more willing to try new things while in heat.’ Chesed smirked a gleam to his eyes as we soaked in the tub with Crista. ‘Don’t even think about it.’ I warned him. I know exactly what he’s thinking. But over the last two days, Crista made it clear she wanted nothing to do with his darkroom. It only serves to remind her of his past sexual escapades. ‘But what if….’ Chesed started to suggest. ‘No.’ Crista joined the conversation with a firm answer. Her body was utterly relaxed for sounding agitated as she reclined against me in the tub. ‘Kitten. You haven’t even heard what I was going to say.’ Chesed rolled his eyes. ‘Don’t need to. Whatever it is, I still say no.’ Crista answered. ‘Maybe we should hear him out? I mean, there’s no harm in hearing his idea.’ Emilia sounded like she was pouting. Crista sighed, sinking deeper into the water, making herself cozier against me. I choked back a groan as her ass wiggled against my cock.
After Alec left to speak with André, I let myself sink into the water, my mind wandering as I washed my hair and just otherwise relaxed. ‘You realize what you agreed to, right?’ Emilia taunted. ‘Yes, I know. And I might end up regretting it.’ I sighed. I knew agreeing to use the darkroom if and only if Chesed replaced everything inside was a risk. ‘You can’t take it back. You told Chesed, yes, and you felt eager to get us in there. It’s not just Chesed who’s looking forward to showing you all the ways they can pleasure us. Some of those ways may be taboo to you, but there is no reason we need to have a vanilla sex life. Not when we have a mate like them.’ Emilia licked her chops. Great, I’d say the heat is making her sex-crazed, but that’d be a lie. She’s been like this since meeting our mate. I’ll blame animal nature for her turning into a horny she-wolf. ‘Do you want me to replay some key moments? How about Alec touching us in the elevators? Better
I don’t like that a witch is helping that little shit. So help me if that witch is from Chiara’s coven. I know not all were happy with her plan to move their coven into my territory twenty years ago. But they’ve also not outright voiced any issues since moving.Aunique area in the forest was designated just for their community. Chiara had said it held the most spiritual energy within my pack.So I let them build there to draw on that energy. At first, the coven’s arrival worried some of my pack until my people realized the coven could be sought after for spells and potions.A favorite among the pack has been one that helps locate your mate. It doesn’t give an exact answer of who your mate is, but a general location of their country. And of course, it only tells you that if your mate is of age and hasn’t taken a chosen mate instead.Chiara used the spell when she heard her granddaughter had
‘We should take charge more often.’ Emilia sighed contently as I got dressed again. I couldn’t help but blush as I glanced over at Alec and saw him putting condoms into his pockets. ‘At least he’s making sure he’s prepared for when our heat hits us again.’ Emilia nodded in approval. Certainly can’t argue with that. We’d had unprotected sex twice today, three in total if you counted that first time in the shower two days ago. I worried at my lower lip, placing a hand over my abdomen as the legitimate fear started to settle in. At this moment, I could be on the path to motherhood. I’m not some naive child who doesn’t know how this all works. I know it can take days for sperm to reach an egg and more days after for the fertilized egg to implant. So I can’t say if our three careless moments resulted in a pup for almost two weeks. I made a mental note that I need to find a pharmacy in town after my heat and buy a test to have ready to take in t
This library holds the history of my pack along with great pieces of literature and information on various supernatural species. I had hoped that there would be something about our mark and those wolves somewhere in this library. Though for all I knew, my father had tossed the one book I would need. Crista did it despite the probability of finding the correct book in this sea of books. She found the exact text we needed. Chesed, of course, got off track and was more interested in teasing her looking to spark her heat. ‘As if you don’t want her again.’ Chesed scoffed. I rolled my eyes and ignored him, and started looking at the page. My mind flashed to last night’s nightmare. The black wolf had chomped into my arm as if to keep in place. Crista had a similar dream but the black wolf was lunging for her throat. And just as the white wolf was lunging for my neck, I woke up. Why are we being attacked by the originators of the Incubi pack? What could C
This was crazy. Right? Sure, there’s always been folk stories about ancient wolf spirits and how they started different packs. And the Darkness and Light is just another of those. But given I have the mark on my neck and keep seeing them in my dreams, they’re more real than any mere legend. And beyond the legend that the book told us, his Nonna Katrina left a prophecy for him to find. I can’t say why she wouldn’t have told him herself, but I can imagine many reasons would have prevented her from doing so. My mind was still reeling from that prophecy. It’s not just about Alec but me too. If he’s Darkness, then I’m Light. I didn’t even get to wrap my mind around that before my heat hit. My mind was clouded by the heat that I vaguely remember hearing Persephone and André. I didn’t care. All I knew was I needed Alec. I needed relief from the overwhelming flames that filled my body. Emilia was more than happy to take more control when our mate carried us to
I had a good idea whose voices were speaking before everything went black. It was the only thing that made sense. And of course, I opened my eyes and found I was right. I’m on my ass naked in the grass of the same clearing my father used to beat me in. Why is it always this godforsaken spot? Of course, I’m not alone. Light is sitting in front of me, the ivory fur along her muzzle stained with blood. Why is there blood on her muzzle? Instinctively I reached up and found fresh blood on my mark. “You and Darkness completed the bond when Crista and I bite each other’s marks.” It wasn’t a question; I was confident I was right. It explained the sudden urge to bite Crista’s mark. Darkness and Light were working through us. I guess they grew tired of trying to reach us through our dreams. So they used a moment of weakness during Crista’s heat to take action. “Always overthinking everything. Just like Darkness. Too analytical for yo