My mind suggests me to ignore that woman who is certainly out of her mind. After all, no sensible bride would say such a thing on her own wedding day.
"I don't think you're in your senses right now. Whatever it is, not my concern. I'm leaving."
I turn around with an intention to storm out of this room, but she comes forward and blocks my way, "First hear me out. I'm not asking you to get married at my place." Her voice is panicky, "I'm only asking you to wear my dress and pretend to be me just for an hour. I've to go somewhere right now. It's urgent."
My nostrils flare as I give her angry look, crossing my arms under my chest, "Are you dumb? Or you're just acting like one? I'm not your twin. People can easily recognize me that I'm not You. You can just call your fiance or someone and delay the wedding and finish whatever work you need to."
I can't believe I'm even arguing with her about this. Something is definitely wrong with her. What a pain.
She exhales out a loud, deep breath as if she is controlling her outburst. She looks restless, "I'm calling Ashar, but he's not picking up his phone. Two thousand people from all over the country and even from overseas are coming to the wedding. If the bride wouldn't be on time, it will spoil the image of the two families. You don't understand how much good reputation is important for Hobsons. I'm going to put a thick veil on your face, so no one would recognize you. Your height, weight and body shape matches with mine. No one will find out, believe me."
She is right about our weight, but not height. She is few inches taller. But this doesn't solve the problem. It's impossible. It's fraud, a trickery. If anyone would find out about it, I would go behind bars...straight away. Hobsons are powerful people.
"We don't have time. Just listen to me. I need to leave right now in order to return quickly. I, I have to stop someone." She begs, but still I sense authority in her voice.
"I'm leaving, Samara." I say, getting panic, "I can't be a part of your playing."
"No." She grabs my wrist tightly. I get surprised.
I can't understand what could be this urgent that she is ready to take such a dangerous risk. She would be in deep trouble too if someone find out the different face.
She is about to say something, but stops when her phone begins ringing. She hisses aloud and reaches for it.
I get my time to run, but I couldn't. I'm feeling weird about her restless behavior. The problem seems severe.
"Stop calling me. I'm trying to come." She shouts on the phone, afterwards, throws the phone back on the bed and walks back to me.
"Please help me. I've to go now. You've to just sit here in my room and act as me. And just in case if they ask you to go to the Church then listen to them. I'll come there directly, will do something with the lights there so that we can return to our rightful places. My plan is strong. No one will find out."
Fear is flashing in her moistened eyes. Her ballad fists are indicating her anxiety. "What's the emergency?"
"I don't have time to explain. I'll tell you later. Just get ready for now. Wear my wedding dress. I'll go after making you look like a bride."
"No. This is wrong. I can't do this." I shake my head.
"Woman, I told you, I don't have time." She gets irritated, "If I won't go there, this wedding won't happen. I'm just asking you to not let anyone find out. I don't want to ruin my wedding. There are so many people out there."
I can be recognized easily. Why is she dragging me in her problem? I want to run away from here. Her dominating aura and firm voice is weakening me.
"I'm scared." I blurt out. Goosebumps appearing on my arms.
"Don't be." She said, grabbing my shoulders, "Just stay quite. If anyone asks you any question, try not to answer. Just an hour. Handle everything here only for an hour."
Her plan sounds safe and simple, but when it comes to following it in real, it wouldn't be this simple. God, what should I do?
Strong fear is taking control of my body, wobbling my legs. This whole situation is frightening me to death.
"What's your name?" She asks.
"Sanaya. You don't even know my name and you are asking me to be a replaced bride for you."
Samara hisses, "I remember you by your face. I know you are a new cook of Hobsons, that's why I'm asking you to do this for me because no one can even think in their dream that you could be a bride behind the veil, I told you, trust my plan. Nothing will go wrong."
I stare at her in utter disbelief, trying to register this situation in my head because I'm unable to believe that the bride herself asking me to wear her wedding dress. My stomach churns at the thought. I begin feeling sweaty.
Samara again pleads to me, "If bride would not reach to the Church, this event will be a mess. You know I can go without informing anyone, but Hobsons are like family to me. I don't want to destroy their image in front of the media. Reporters are also coming to cover the wedding. Just think, if bride wouldn't be there how journalists are going to make fun of them. Tomorrow's newspaper will be full of nasty news stories about them."
Her every argument sounds so strong, so right even when I know that this crazy idea of her is not ethical. But since Hobsons family have helped me so much since I've started working for them. It's because of them, I'm doing well financially. They are not bad people. Shouldn't I be helping them in their difficult as in returning the favor they gave me?
"Are you really going out for a short time?" My conscience sends me red alerts. I shouldn't be considering this.
Corners of her lips lift up into a smile, "Yes. I promise. I'll be back as soon as possible."
Seriously? She can't smile in such a situation.
I'm here horrified to the last level. She abruptly pulls my arm and makes me sit in front of her dresser.
"No. I can't-" I try to rise up, but she grabs my shoulders and forces me to sit down again.
"Relax." She gets annoyed again, "You're a timid. I told you nothing will go wrong."
She moves her fingers in my hairs, "First I'll do your hair. I've to arrange them in a way so that your different hair color won't be noticeable. Once you'll get ready you'll get more confidence on my plan."
I gulp down the big lump in my mouth. I'm digging my own grave, dear God.
No.
No. I don't want to do this.
My own fear takes full control of me that my voice is not coming out either. It's stuck in my throat. This gives complete freedom to Samara to play with me, to make me a bad person too with herself.
Sighing in exasperation, I allow Zoya to do what her daddy has said. I stand on my feet and sit on the bed. Curiosity is bubbling up in me. I want to know what both of them are doing secretly. I'll be mad at Ashar if he has changed his plan of coming here. I mean, I have prepared dinner for him, even got ready for him and he's not coming here. It has been a week since I last saw him and seems like he didn't miss me. He didn't even sound excited on call while talking to me and here I'm being so eager to see him, hear him. I sit on my bed for like ten minutes all alone and try to think of Ashar's reasons when finally my doorbell rings. Maybe Zoya is back. I'm going to get all the details from her. I pull opened the door and become startled when I witness Ashar instead of Zoya. My mind forgets all complains and anger in a swift and I feel myself lose into a trance. In blue slim fit jeans, white striped shirt and a black jacket on it, he's looking dropped
Mutually Ashar and I have decided to arrange a small wedding at the Church and invite only few people like his family and my friends. We have to get married properly this time in order to get rid of all the confusions. Ashar have also asked the lawyer to renew our marriage papers also. After that he will publicly disclose our marriage.The wedding date right now is indecisive. We have planned to discuss on it after he'll be back from his business trip. He said the trip is important so he has to go, but he has promised me he'll be back in a week this time.In his absence I get a chance to spend some time with his family, even went for a baby shopping with Estella. She's so excited about her first baby that she has planned to buy all the stuff for the new-born on her own. She invited me to go with her. Katherine and Matt also gave me a warm welcome after that party and told me stories of Zoya and how they took care of her altogether.I'm surprised but above
I turn straight and slowly open my eyes. Looking here and there, I acknowledge the different environment around me. Soon everything comes back to my mind and I rise to sitting position. I notice a quilt covering me and I'm still on Ashar's sofa. "How long did I sleep?" I ask to myself, settling my hair through my fingers. "Three hours." Ashar enters into the room, looks at me, crossing his arms on his chest. "Uh?" I react in bewilderment. He has changed his clothes from tux to checkered loose trouser and crew neckline, maroon, plain tee shirt. His hair are ruffled and some of the locks are falling over on his forehead. "You've been sleeping here since three hours." "What?" I widen my eyes and immediately stand up, getting rid of the quilt. My legs are now much better, "You should've woken me up. I only thought to get a quick nap until you'll be free. Where's Zoya?" He laughs, walking towards me, "Don't worry. She's with Mom." H
Times changes, so does people, so does our situations. They realize they were wrong as they become more mature with time. A bad person doesn't always remain bad. We should appreciate him if he musters courage to apologize and repent for his mistakes with a thought that you're not a saint either.That's what I've learnt from my experience. I've decided to let go of every bad memory of my past life and start over; give myself another chance and also to Ashar. Besides, Ashar have already compensated for his mistakes by looking after my daughter all alone, by living as my husband for more than three years."What exactly you were thinking? Why did you turn off your phone?" I breath out.Ashar draws his brows together as he frowns at me. His hands are still hiding in his pockets. He's in plain formal wear, looking clean cut and fresh. His hair are perfectly combed towards his side. My stomach twists. Just a look of him takes away all of my worries and glistens my eyes
After five hours long flight, I land to my home city. Zoya is bored and haggard due to the long journey, but she's not complaining. She knows we are going to see her father.I don't know whether my decision is right or not of coming here and leaving everything behind. I started a new life in another state, but I left it with a thought that I want to stay away from Ashar and his family, but now I don't have to.Even if I and Ashar won't work out, still I don't have to leave this place. I want to live in New York. Through my contacts, I have already managed to find a place for myself and Zoya so I have decided to first go there, put our baggage there and change our clothes into comfortable ones and then I'll go to his house; Hobsons' Mansion.I jump inside the subway with Zoya and get settled on the vacant chair.I snake my arms around Zoya's shoulder. She scoots closer and put her head on my chest, "Sleep for a while, Sweetheart. You look tired."Sh
I thought a lot. I took two whole days to decide what I should do next; whether I should go after him and apologize or just leave the things the way they are right now.I'm scared and too ashamed to face him after ruthlessly pushing him out of my life. I know his whereabouts, his office, his home address, but still unable to muster audacity to apologize to him.I'm afraid of his anger, his rejection that he won't forgive me and tell me that he wants to stick to his decision. However I tried calling him, but his phone was switched off and that thing demotivated me.Zoya kept on pestering me with her questions like; where's daddy, when are you going to take me to him and why he's not taking my calls. I'm tired of making excuses to her and I guess she now smells a rat."Are you sure with your decision?" Carol whispers a question in my ear.I give her a side glance, nodding my head, "Yes. I'll leave after the wedding."She's about to say somethi