Mag-log inDevin's Pov
The villa hummed with the faint chatter of the last stragglers from dinner heading home. I had barely shaken off the sting of my father’s words when…
“Oh, this is my boyfriend, Marcus.”
“Marcus, this is Devin. Devin, Marcus.”
Adrian announced with all the flair of a showman introducing his co-star.
“Marcus here is my better half, though he likes to claim otherwise.”
Marcus gave a polite smile and a firm handshake. “Nice to meet you.”
“Yeah,” I muttered, forcing something resembling a smile. For reasons I couldn’t put into words, the words boyfriend and better half cut deeper than they should have. I excused myself quickly, leaving them to their scotch and company. I retreated into the villa before either of them could read the shift in my expression.
By then, it was night already, the corridors glowed with warm lamps. The air smelled faintly of roses from Stella’s obsession with floral arrangements. I pushed open the door to my room, loosening my tie, only to find glowing arrows pointing to another door ajar further down the hall.
‘What is going on here?’
Curiosity tugged at me until I followed.
It took less than a couple steps. I cracked the door open to see it was our wedding suite.
In some other life this would have been the highlight of my day. Stella was there, perched like temptation draped in fine linens, her hair falling over one shoulder. The sight froze me. She looked up, her lips curling with a grin as she crawled slowly across the bed toward me, eyes locked on mine.
“Finally,” she teased, as her fingers tugged at my tie before I could speak. She pulled me closer until our faces almost touched. Her breath brushed my skin, cosy and warm. “I was beginning to think you’d run off on me. On our wedding night no less.”
I swallowed hard. My body should have answered hers, the exhaustion should have melted from my bones. They used to… not anymore.
Everything on my mind weighed heavier than lust. I kissed her once, gently, then pulled back. “Stell, I can’t tonight. I’m drained.”
She was about to push, when I said. “Star Shopping.”
It was our safe word.
Her expression faltered. Disappointment flickered but was quickly masked by a soft chuckle. “Big man can’t handle a little tradition?”
She gestured for me to sit, and turn around as she pressed her thumbs into my shoulders, kneeling behind me on the mattress, working at the knots of tension. “Fine. I’m beat too. The girls practically pushed me into this dress with chants about wedding night duties. I felt obliged."
Her words, light and playful, eased the guilt gnawing at me. I laughed, leaned back slightly into her hands, and let the comfort carry me.
“Thanks babe.” I sighed.
Soon enough, we collapsed onto the bed together. Sleep found us quicker than it usually did. We really were spent.
When morning crept in, I woke to the weight of her arm draped around me, her breathing slow and warm against my back. I slid away carefully, pulling on my pants and making for the bathroom to take a piss.
I was over the seat, just about to let the liquid free and experience sweet sweet relief.
And for a couple precious seconds, that was the case…
“Nhghhhh. What the fuc—”
It felt like my piss was replaced with boiling water.
No
It felt like my insides had been doused with acid. Every attempt to piss came with a sting sharp enough to make my eyes water. I gripped the sink, staring into the mirror as sweat dotted my forehead. “What the hell?” The whisper sounded foreign in the tiled silence. My reflection stared back, mocking, as realization carved into me.
No. It couldn’t be.
Within the hour I was at a private clinic, pacing the sterile halls until the doctor returned. He handed me a clipboard with the test results. A name glared up at me.
The doctor spoke with an accent. “You have an STD… sir. Specifically ***”
I burned with shame and rage. My first thought wasn’t the doctor’s lecture about antibiotics. It was Adrian.
By the time I returned to the villa, the sun was high. My pulse hammered as I searched the halls, until a muffled clink of glass led me to a side room. Adrian was there, crouched by a cabinet, lifting a bottle of champagne with a satisfied smirk.
“Well, well,” I said, slamming the door shut behind me.
He looked up, eyebrows rising with faux innocence. “Caught me. Want a glass?”
“Cut the crap. What the hell did you give me?”
Adrian blinked. “Excuse me?”
“You heard me.” I stepped closer, chest heaving. “You gave me something.”
For a moment he just studied me, his smirk twitching at the edges. Then laughter burst out of him. He set the bottle down and clapped his hands once.
“Give you… what are you talking about?”
I pulled out my phone and slammed it into his chest. The image of the results stared back at him for a couple seconds. As he muttered something under his breath.
“You have an STD? Why are you going around fucking people without telling them about your history?
The realization hit him. “No wayyyy. No way you're saying I gave you that.”
“I refuse to stand here and listen to this bullshit, Devin.” Adrian started.
Even now, he couldn't help but be annoyingly sarcastic. He spat curses, after slur, after profanity at me.
When his mouth dried from all the cussing. He took a sip of the champagne he had just stolen and picked up where he left off.
I stiffened. “I’m serious, Adrian. Don’t play games.”
“I got what you’re talking about. But damn, Devin, do you go around accusing people willy nilly? If anything, maybe you gave me something.”
My fists curled. “That’s rich, coming from you and your boy toy.”
Adrian’s eyes narrowed, his grin widening into something wicked as he tilted his head slowly.
“Oh hoh hoh,” he drawled. “Don’t you dare.”
DEVINS P.O.VI woke up before my eyes opened.There was a tightness in my chest, like the kind that didn't come from a bad dream but from something real and waiting. My body felt coiled, restless, the way it feels when it's been bracing itself all night for impact. When the phone on the nightstand started vibrating again, I didn't jump. I already knew it was there. I already knew it wasn't going to stop.I cracked my eyes open and stared at the ceiling for a second, breathing slow, trying to convince myself I was still half-asleep. The early morning light barely filtered through the curtains, soft and pale; the world outside was still quiet. Inside my chest, though, everything was loud.I reached for the phone.The screen flickered on, and my stomach dropped so hard it felt like I might actually be sick.My father had called a lot.Not one missed call. Not two. A long list, stacked on top of each other, like he'd been calling all night and only stopped when exhaustion or rage finally wo
FESTUS POVTimone opened the door before I even started to knock. He wasn't talking. He just looked at me with his arms crossed like he was waiting for me to get there in this exact condition. I felt my chest constrict in response. My back stiffened. I puffed air through my teeth.“You look like shit,” he said, his voice flat. I jerked my jaw shut. My shoulders slid back. I had a tight stomach. “Yeah. I know.” I sounded like a five-year-old, even to my own ears. He moved aside without a word. “Get in here.” I went in, trying to make sure everything was all right when everything inside of me felt like it was all wrong. My hands wouldn’t stay in one place. My palms were slick. The back of my throat was raw, like I’d been drinking sand. My mind was spinning with Aiden’s name, Devin’s name, Stella’s. Everything that I’d screwed up on my own.Timone closed it firmly behind me. “Alright,” he grunted, entering the living room. “Now, tell me what’s with all the pacing. Either someone’s goi
DEVIN'S POVThe second Stella's expression changed, I knew. She snatched her phone so fast she almost dropped it, and the way her eyes shot over the screen told me everything. I didn't need to ask, didn't need to wonder. I just watched her panic. And instead of feeling punched in the chest or sick or dizzy like I used to, all I felt was something loosening deep inside me. Something quiet. Something real.My shoulders actually dropped. It felt weird, because I didn't remember the last time my body wasn't tense around her. I even let out this breath I didn't know I'd been holding for years. And the smile came before I could hide it. A real smile. Not the polite one I force when she drags me to her parents' dinners. Not the tired one I put on when she starts crying to avoid accountability. This was real, and I let it sit there.She looked terrified of the smile."D-Devin," she whispered, voice cracking, "I can explain. Please. Just let me talk. It's not-it wasn't-just listen to me for tw
DEVIN'S P.O.V.I stayed by the window until Aiden's car finally turned out of the driveway and went far enough down the road that I couldn't see the taillights anymore. I didn't move for a few seconds after that. I just kept staring at the empty spot where he'd been, feeling this tight pressure building in my chest because watching him leave didn't sit right with me. He didn't deserve to be the one walking out. He didn't cause any of this mess. And the fact that he left without looking back made my throat feel tight with frustration I didn't know how to swallow down.By the time I actually closed the front door and turned around, Stella was already standing in the middle of the living room. Arms crossed. Chin lifted. Like she'd been waiting for me. Like she was expecting an apology from me instead of the other way around. The second her eyes met mine, I knew she wanted a fight. I did not want to give her one, but I could not hold it anymore."Why did you ask him to leave?" I asked, st
AIDEN.I felt good. Relaxed in a way I hadn't felt in a long time. My back was against the couch, my legs spread just enough for Devin to settle between them. His hands were on my thighs, warm and steady, and his head was lowering. I had one hand in his hair, holding him close, guiding him slowly because I wanted to enjoy the moment without thinking about anything else. My breathing kept getting heavier, and my jaw was tight because the tension felt too good to control.I let out a rough sound low in my throat, and Devin looked up at me before continuing. My fingers convulsed in his hair without meaning to, and he took it like he always did, quiet and focused. My chest rose and fell hard as I let my head fall back for a second, just to breathe because it felt too good to stay still.Then the doorbell rang. The sound struck the room so suddenly that Devin was stock-still in a matter of a second. His mouth stopped, his hands stilled, and the sudden absence of warmth chafed me. I blew ou
STELLAWhen I stepped off the plane, the weight of the air hit me first, heavy and warm, and I didn’t even bother letting myself settle before reaching for my phone. I already had Devin’s message typed out halfway through the descent because there was no point in pretending. I always sent the same thing every time I came back from any trip, whether it was two days or two weeks. It didn’t matter. Nothing about this marriage felt real enough to change routine.I hit send on the text.“Just landed. I’ll be home tomorrow. I hope you missed me.”I didn’t pause. I didn’t wait for the little “delivered” symbol. I didn’t check whether he opened it or not. I didn’t expect anything back because Devin never replied immediately, and even if he did, I wouldn’t have believed whatever he said. I knew he didn’t miss me, not in any way that mattered, and I didn’t miss him either. We both existed in this agreement that wasn’t born from choice or affection. It was part of Festus’ plan, part of what he w







