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CHAPTER 95

last update publish date: 2026-03-24 14:29:19

ESMERALDA'S POV

I make the decision on a Tuesday.

After my second therapy session.

After another conversation with Damien that went nowhere.

After staring at Julian's last voicemail for an hour without listening to it.

I'm going to see him.

One more time.

Not for closure...Lila's right, closure is a myth.

Not for revenge....though that's part of it.

But because I need to look him in the eye and know:

Am I over him?

Or am I just pretending to be?

************************

I call Marcus first.

"I
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