CHAPTER ONE HUNDRED NINETY-TWO - LET'S GO TO VEGAS

Amanda’s POV

I am hurting him. 

I could see how hard he was trying to control himself. 

My reluctance to marry him hurts the man I loved with all my heart.  

I closed my eyes. 

I didn’t want to be scared, but so many questions nagged my brain. 

For years, I thought that I didn’t deserve to be happy. My condition prevented me from doing things normal girls would do at my age. Until we found the right donor.

Imagine being given hope one minute and dashing it the next. That was how I felt when I found a heart donor in Margareth. Because her act of goodness, though it would extend my life – would mean cutting off the air from me.  

I had to leave Adam to fulfill Margareth’s wish. 

I had a chance to prolong my life at the cost o