Katarina
Katarina… Katarina. I hear my name, but it feels distant, like a faint sound in my mind. My eyes are fixed on the door, where Alpha Zane stood moments ago. “Katarina,” Dad’s harsh voice snaps me out of it. I turn to him, confused. I glance back at the door—Alpha Zane is gone. “What are you looking at?” Dad demands, his face dark with anger. “The Alpha is dead. What you need to focus on is right here, in front of you.” Wait. Didn’t they see him? My gaze shifts between the men. They didn’t see him. They didn’t see what I saw. I could swear Alpha Zane was right there. I glance at the door again—nothing. Did I imagine him? But it felt so real, like he was actually here. He’s messing with my mind, somehow. Get a hold of yourself, Katarina. I look back at the men, my heart beating. They’re all waiting for me to say yes, for me to accept Francis’s proposal. But I can’t. I didn’t kill the Alpha. Francis’s proposal couldn’t have come at a worse time. “There’s something you should know,” I say immediately. “Whatever it is, it can wait,” Dad snaps. “Your future husband is kneeling, waiting for an answer.” “Say yes, Katarina,” Jeremy urges gently, though his eyes are stern. “Say yes,” Dad repeats, his tone impatient and commanding. But I can’t hold it in anymore. My heart races, and before I can stop myself, the words burst out: “The Alpha is alive.” “What?” Dad’s voice cracks with disbelief. All of them stare at me in shock, their excitement turning to confusion. “I didn’t kill him,” I admit, my voice trembling. “I couldn’t. He overpowered me. I failed. I’m so sorry.” Tears well up in my eyes. Francis stands up abruptly, confused. “What are you saying? How are you still alive then?” “What the hell are you talking about?” Dad’s voice booms with anger. “If he’s alive, how did you get away?” Jeremy asks, clearly in disbelief. I swallow, my throat tight. “He said… there are fates worse than death. That he’s going to tear us apart, bit by bit. He spared my life because he wants revenge.” I pause, my voice cracking. “He’s coming for you, Dad. For killing his mate.” “That’s impossible,” Dad says, shaking his head, refusing to believe it. “The Alpha hates hunters—he hates me. If he had you, why wouldn’t he kill you?” “But he didn’t,” I say, my voice trembling. “I tried. I tried everything. But… he knew. He knew who I was from the start. Our plan was flawed, Dad. He saw me coming from miles away.” “Damn it,” Dad mutters under his breath. “How the hell did he know in just one night? You’ve been away for years. How the hell did he know?” His voice rises in frustration. “I don’t know,” I mutter, feeling terrible for letting him down. “But he knew.” I hold out my bruised wrists for them to see. The shock on their faces is immediate. “This… this happened when he grabbed me,” I explain, my voice already strained. “I tried to fight him, but I couldn’t. He overpowered me.” A sob escapes from my throat, and I struggle to steady my breathing. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean for it to end this way.” Francis looks completely lost, his eyes bouncing between me, his father, and Dad. They don’t understand. How could they? I turn and run up the stairs, tears finally spilling over. I slam the door behind me, locking it as I collapse onto the floor. I can still feel him—Alpha Zane—his presence lingering like he’s here, watching me. The thought sends a chill through me. My hands tremble as I touch the marks on my neck, just before my shoulder. His mark is still there, faint traces of blood where his teeth sank in. My stomach churns with disgust. I need to get rid of it. I need to forget. I strip off my dress and rush into the shower, turning the water on full blast, hoping it’ll wash away his scent. “Why can’t I just forget?” I whisper to myself, scrubbing at the mark like it’ll erase him from my skin. But no matter how hard I scrub, it feels like he’s still there, his touch lingering. The more I try, the stronger his presence feels. It’s suffocating. His scent, his touch, all of it—trapped on me. Finally, I stumble out of the shower and collapse on the bed, exhausted. Sleep doesn’t come easily, but somehow, in the early hours of the morning, I drift into a dream. It’s him—Alpha Zane—his hands are on me, his lips hot against mine. He trails kisses down my neck, soft at first, then sharp pain rips through me as his teeth sink into my flesh, and I scream in agony—and something deeper. Something I’m afraid to explain: pleasure. “You’re mine now,” he whispers, his voice sending a shiver through me. I jolt awake, my chest tightening. My fingers fly to my neck, expecting to feel the Alpha’s teeth—but there’s nothing. My hands trace the bite marks. It was just a dream. “What the hell is wrong with me?” I mutter, my breath ragged. “Why do I feel so… bound to him? Why do I feel like I belong to him?” I bury my face in my hands, trying to push the thoughts away. This can’t be real. I can’t be drawn to him. I hate him. His pack killed my mom. I won’t let him take control of me. I won’t let them take my dad too. I won’t be his. But the pull inside me won’t go away. The connection feels stronger, and I can’t shake it. There’s a knock at the door. It’s Dad. “Hello, Katty,” he says, his voice harsh, like he knows something’s wrong. “Hi, Dad,” I reply, my voice weak and tired. He gives me a long, probing look, and I quickly avert my gaze, hoping he doesn’t see the truth in my eyes. “What are you hiding from me?” he asks, his face serious and stern. My phone rings, saving me from answering Dad’s question, at least for now. I glance at the screen. “It’s Francis,” I say, forcing the words out. After a quick call, I turn back to Dad, who’s still staring, waiting. “He wants to meet,” I add. Dad gives me a cold stare. He knows I’m using Francis as an excuse, but I just need some space. I’m not ready to tell him everything yet. “There’s a cafe nearby. I’m meeting him there,” I say, trying to sound calm. “Okay,” Dad agrees, though his voice is tense and reluctant. “We will finish our discussion later, Katty.” He says sternly. I nod as he leaves the room. I already knew Dad wouldn’t stop me from seeing Francis. His father is Dad’s deputy, and our families are closely aligned. Dad wants our families united, and what better way than marriage? Francis and I have always known we’d end up together—it’s what our families want. I quickly get dressed, hoping that some fresh air and a walk will help clear my head. I avoid Dad’s watchful gaze and slip out the door. I need to think, to figure out what I’m going to do. As I walk down the road toward the cafe, an unsettling feeling creeps over me. I stop, glancing around. Something feels wrong. A chill runs through me, and my pulse quickens. I can feel him. I don’t know how, but I just know—Alpha Zane is here, watching me. My heart beats faster as I scan the area, searching for him. My skin tingles with the sensation of his gaze. It’s not only fear that grips me; there’s a burning desire, too. No, I whisper to myself. “Katarina, you don’t want him. His pack killed your mom. He nearly killed your dad. He’s dangerous. You don’t want Alpha Zane.” But deep down, I know the truth. I can’t deny it. Just then, I hear his voice behind me. “You want me,” he says, his voice rugged and sure, like he knows every secret I’m hiding. I spin around, anger bubbling up inside me. “I hate you,” I manage to say, though the words feel forced. “Do you?” he asks, stepping closer. “Or do you hate that you want me?” I instinctively step back, trying to keep some distance, but my body betrays me. There’s a pull I can’t resist. I turn and start to run, hoping to escape him, but as I stop, he’s there. I run again, but no matter where I turn, he’s there. Every corner I take, he’s right behind me, like a shadow I can’t shake. I stop, panting, my heart hammers in my chest. And there he is, again, watching me. “What do you want from me?” I shout, desperate. “I want you,” he replies, his voice dark and tempting. “Why? So you can carry out your stupid revenge?” I spit out, my anger barely masking my fear. “Oh, but you will be mine,” he says with certainty. “Soon. Very soon.” I open my mouth to speak, but he presses his finger to my lips, silencing me. He steps closer, his eyes burning with an intensity that makes me freeze. “You have no choice,” he says, his voice colder now. “What you feel is a mate bond. It’s pulling you to me. I’ll invade your thoughts, your heart, your mind… your soul. I’m already inside you. And you want me. I can smell it on you.” I freeze as his hand grazes my skin, sending a shock through me. My breath catches. His touch is both spontaneous and deliberate, sweet and dangerous, as his fingers trail down my arms, my body. I hate how much I love it. My body doesn’t reject him—it’s as if I’m drawn to him, helpless against the bond. “Come to me willingly,” he murmurs, his lips dangerously close to mine. “Or I’ll make you.” My heart races, fear and uncontrollable desire swirling inside me. His dark eyes hold mine, intense and unyielding, ready to claim me. “It’s your choice,” he whispers to me. I stare at him, breathless, unable to move or speak. The bond pulls me toward him, stronger than I ever imagined. My mind screams to run, but my feet stay rooted in place. His lips pause near mine, and I can feel the heat radiating from his body. The tension between us is unbearable. He leans in closer, his breath warm on my skin and I force myself to speak. "I'll never be yours," I whisper. “I’ll never be yours,” I scream. A slow, dangerous smile spreads across his face. “We’ll see about that,” he says, his tone is deep and threatening. “Soon, you’ll be mine. A tear trickles down my cheek. “Leave me alone,” I say, hoping my words will make him disappear. He scoffs, “I’ll be back, Katarina. You can’t escape me.” I stand there, my legs weak, my body still buzzing from his touch. He’s gone, but I can still feel him—his presence, his mark, his control. My chest tightens as my pulse speeds up. He’s not done with me. Not even close. There’s no running from what’s coming next.KatarinaI gather myself and find the strength to walk to the café to meet Francis. I spot him sitting near the window, waiting. Trying to compose myself, I force a smile as I sit next to him.“Hey, Katty,” he greets me, clearly happy to see me. “It took you a while. I wasn’t sure you’d make it.”“Yeah, I got… sidetracked,” I say, unable to tell him the truth. How could I? How do I tell my boyfriend that another man is claiming me as his? Or worse—that I carry his mark as proof? It would be a disaster. Francis can never know.“No worries.” He smiles, reaching into his pocket to pull out the same box he proposed with. Here we go again. My nerves spike, but I try to stay calm.“Katty, I know last night was tough after what happened with the Alpha. But that monster can’t steal our moment,” he says with determination. He opens the box, revealing the same beautiful silver ring with a shiny stone—expensive from the looks of it. “Wear it. It’s yours,” he urges, holding the box out toward me.
KatarinaLuckily, I’m just in time to reach Dad as he’s about to drive out. I quickly jump into the passenger seat, and he speeds off. I look at him—he’s so angry, disappointed, and frustrated. None of his efforts have taken down the Alpha so far. I glance back at my phone. “Dad, there’s still time. You can still change your mind,” I say.“Be quiet, Katarina,” he snaps harshly.“Dad, can’t you see this is what he wants? This is why he mocked me—so I’d be the bait to lure you to him, and you’re giving him exactly what he wants. If you go there, he’ll kill you. He’ll kill us,” I plead, trying to make him understand.But he’s too far gone. His anger is overwhelming, and his hatred for wolves burns stronger than ever. He’s not listening.“Shut your mouth, Katarina,” he says, even harsher this time. “I’m ending this today. That damn Alpha will never take what’s mine. He’ll never take from me again. I won’t let it happen.”I go silent, tapping my fingers on my lap, and slowly begin to under
KatarinaI summon the courage to speak as his dark eyes fix on mine. “I… I mean no harm. I was just passing through.” I watch his face harden, his eyes searching mine, looking for more—looking for something that explains why I’m really here.He glances at one of the guys still groaning in pain, then back at me. “That doesn’t seem like you were just passing through,” he says.“I was only defending myself,” I respond quickly.“She’s a lying bitch,” one of them barks. “She and her ruthless father, Augustine, came here to attack us. He had guns!”“Enough,” Zane says, turning his cold gaze back to me. His face hardens even more, his anger threatening to explode. “Did you come here to attack us?” His voice drops as he moves closer.“You have the nerve to come into our territory and attack?” He steps in even further, towering over me. “Augustine is getting bolder by the day.”“That’s not how it happened!” I say, feeling the tension growing between us. He stops, his eyes narrowing.“Then, tel
ZaneMy wolves growl, and I catch the panic in her face as her eyes dart around, trying to trace the sounds. But they’re everywhere, hidden in the woods. Her gaze returns to me.“I don’t want to be here,” she says, starting to walk away from me.“Katarina!” I bark. “Never walk away from me,” I growl low, and her blue eyes lock onto mine—filled with fear. As the howls continue, she panics, looking around again, trying to trace the sound. Then, she turns back to me.“I want to go home,” she says. “Please,” she begs.Fine. I admit it. It’s too dangerous for her to stay any longer, not with my wolves out and on the hunt.“Let’s go then,” I say, my dark gaze pinning her in place.“What?” She looks at me, shocked.“I’m taking you home,” I reply coldly.“No, you can’t. I want to go alone.”“Why?” I bite back. “It’s not safe for you to go home all by yourself,” I say, my tone still cold.She scoffs, chuckling bitterly. “Safe? You care about my safety?” She points at me. “Since when do you car
ZaneThe mate bond pulls at me. I fight it. I should let Magdalena kill her—that’s what she deserves. I save her life from my wolves, and still she does this. The wolves are my responsibility; I have to keep them safe, and if she’s hell-bent on attacking us, then she’ll have to die. Mate or not. But the mate bond overwhelms me. Instinctively, I have to protect her.“Stop,” I command, gripping Magdalena’s wrist and pulling her back down. “I’ll handle her.”Hesitating, she glares at me. “The last time you said you’d handle her, and now look what happened. Maybe I should be the one to handle her.”She sparks the rage in me. “How dare you question me?” I snap.Although she’s right, I should have handled Katarina myself from the first day we met. But fate had a different plan, making her my mate. Even though I know it complicates everything, I should kill her.Am I only making excuses to keep her alive?I could end her right here, right now, and watch Augustine’s pathetic face as he grieve
KatarinaMy eyes dart between Alpha Zane and Francis, watching the tension between them build with each passing second. Zane’s energy is overwhelming, even dangerous, and Francis is no match for him. I can feel the testosterone and dominance rolling off Zane, and if I don’t act quickly, this will end badly. I have to do something, otherwise they could attack each other. I doubt Francis would make it out alive if he enters into a confrontation with Alpha Zane.What do I do?I have to think really fast. The only thing that comes to my mind is to separate them.I throw myself between them just as their faces are inches from each other, barely avoiding a full-blown confrontation. If I walk away with Francis now, without speaking with Alpha Zane, it will only fuel his anger. I don’t know why but I think he hates it when I leave without his permission. He’s always infuriated when I walk out on him. Maybe he finds it weird. For whatever reason, it seems to trigger something primal in him.I
KatarinaI stare at Francis. “What else? To humiliate me, obviously,” I quickly say, trying to deflect.“Don’t worry, Katty. The next time I see him, I’ll take care of him for you,” he says, his thumb gently rubbing my cheek. He leans in to kiss me again, but I pull away.“I’m really exhausted, Francis. I think you should leave now.”“What? You’re asking me to leave your house?”“No… I’m just saying, go home for tonight. I need to get some rest.”He sighs. “Alright then. Good night, Katty.”“Good night, Francis,” I say, watching him leave the room.I lay on my bed reminiscing on the day that I just had. I remember Alpha Zane’s strong hands on mine, his tempting masculine scent, his dark eyes that stared at me and the way he touched me.Why did I let him do that?I turn my body to the other side of the bed. How could I let his hand go under my skirt and only for him to humiliate me afterward? Every time I’m with the Alpha, it’s like I have no control over my body, like it moves on its
KatarinaI can feel Zane’s presence like he is here, watching me.“The young wolf hunter is about to become a wolf,” his mocking voice taunts me, followed by his wicked laugh. I can feel him over my face. My eyes fly open, and I jerk upright, glancing around.There’s no sign of Zane.I exhale heavily. “Was I dreaming? Or was Zane really here, in my room, watching me sleep?”I sluggishly push the sheets off and get out of bed, heading downstairs. The scent of pancakes fills my nostrils. Dad is making breakfast.“Good morning, Dad,” I greet, noticing him at the stove. His eyes shift to me, and I sense something different about his demeanor.“Good morning, Katty,” he replies, his voice gruff as usual. “Sit down. You came at the right time.”I nod and sit as he sets a plate of pancakes in front of me. He pours me a glass of milk, his eyes locking onto mine, as if searching for something. He sits down across from me, hands resting on the table.“So, Francis said something interesting last
KatarinaI gasp, unable to control myself, my breathing coming in heavy. The ash-colored wolf with red eyes stares at me. There it is again—the draw I feel toward him. Slowly, I close the distance between us, lifting my right hand to his chin. As I touch him, my nerves calm, and my heart rate steadies. Being near him gives me a sense of safety, of protection.I stroke him gently, and his eyes close, feeling my touch.“Zane,” I whisper, staring at his face, and then I piece it together. “Kris.” His red eyes open, locking onto mine, and he lets out a soft, high-pitched whine, recognizing my voice. I lean into him, feeling as though I’ve found my resting place. He nuzzles me, making snuffling sounds with deep, affectionate snorts, his tail thumping against the ground.God, Katarina, you have to stop this. But I’m in awe, gazing at Kris. This is my first time seeing Zane’s wolf, and he’s beautiful. My mate is perfect—if I were someone who wanted a wolf as a mate. This is crazy.He sniffs,
KatarinaThe cold bites into my skin, and I shiver as I lie here, sobbing, feeling like I’m crying from a heartbreak—or one that was almost there. I was starting to open my heart to him today, and he crushed it. Zane has made a fool of me again. How could I have been so naive? He deceived me, made me think he cared, made me feel like I mattered to him. But it was all a lie, just like before. Now, he’s left me here to die, alone and helpless. Aunt Mary was right—I should have listened to her.She always said, “Never trust a man.” I never really believed her until now. Maybe she was speaking from experience. Aunt Mary always blamed my dad—she said he’s the reason Mom is dead. She never missed a chance to talk about how Augustine caused her younger sister’s death. That’s why they aren’t close. That’s why Aunt Mary took me in, happy to drag me away from the life that killed my mother. And now it’s my turn. Zane has left me here, just like Dad left Mom. Just like love has trapped me in thi
ZaneActions always have consequences, and Katarina has to learn that for trying to kill me. I have to punish her. If I don’t, then the council is right—the mate bond is clouding my judgment. And that’s not possible. I am Alpha Zane, and nothing, no one, controls me.I walk into the house and immediately sense her. She’s in her room. I wonder if she’s been waiting for me, as I commanded. God, I want to touch her—now more than ever. Snap out of it, Zane. That’s the mate bond talking. You’re stronger than this. You have to take control, or the council will see you as weak. Handle Katarina, I tell myself as I climb the stairs to her room. If you let her go unpunished, what’s stopping her from trying to kill you again?I open her door and see her sitting on the bed. She looks tired, like she’s been sitting there for hours, waiting for me.“Finally. I’ve been waiting for you,” Katarina says, looking at me with relief.“I’m back now,” I say coldly.“Yeah,” she responds, biting her lower lip
ZaneI’m in a meeting with the Wolf Council, discussing the latest attacks by the wolf hunters. There was another one last night in the woods.“Alpha Zane,” Alpha Ethan speaks up, “We need to put an end to those damn wolf hunters permanently.”“I agree,” Alpha Hawthorne nods.“If we let this continue, how long before they’re at our gates, threatening to take our territory? We need to retaliate, Alpha Zane. And we need to act fast,” Alpha Ethan advises.I listen to their reports and advice carefully. “How do you suggest we move forward?” I ask.“I say we show them exactly who we are,” Adam cuts in, preventing Alpha Ethan from continuing, and Ethan leans back in his seat to let Adam, the head of the council, respond.“And how exactly do we do that, Uncle?” My gaze fixes on him, waiting for his grand plan.“Alpha Zane, we need to make an example of someone. And who better than Katarina?”The mention of her name makes me uncomfortable. “What about Katarina?” I ask.“Alpha Zane, you’ve let
KatarinaMy eyes are locked on his, dazed.“Why do you think I didn’t let the wolf council kill you?” His dark gaze pierces mine.“I don’t know,” I whisper, clueless. I’ve tried and failed so many times to predict what he’s thinking.“I’ve had every chance to kill you, but I just can’t bring myself to do it. Why?”“I don’t know,” I sob. Zane is a closed book. He hides himself so well, it’s impossible to figure him out.“Wrong answer. You poisoned me and then tried to kill me. Why am I still protecting you, Katarina? Why haven’t I killed you yet?”“I don’t—” I stammer, but he cuts me off. It couldn’t possibly be love, could it?“You know, Katarina. We both know,” he says, wrapping his arms around my waist.“There’s a long list of over five hundred prospective mates I could have chosen to be my Luna sitting in my study.”My eyes widen in surprise. Five hundred women? The thought repeats in my head. How is that even possible?“But Kris chose you. I chose you. The most difficult woman I’v
KatarinaThe mating ceremony is fast approaching, and everyone at the Academy has been staring at me like I’m transforming into someone else. Except there’s something they don’t know: nothing is going to change because of some dumb ceremony. I’m still going to be the same Katarina. My phone vibrates in my bag, and I pull it out. Oh God, it’s Francis. I throw it back into my bag. Our last conversation didn’t go so well, and I’m not eager to talk to him. How can I even bring myself to tell him that I’m about to marry Zane? How do I even explain that? I guess I’ll call him back later.I walk through the halls of the Academy, heading to class. The whispers are endless. Some glance at me with curiosity, others with jealousy thrown in with hate—especially the ladies, as if Zane would have noticed any of them. I know what they’re thinking. I know they can’t understand why someone like me would be bound to someone like Zane. A wolf hunter mated to their Grand Alpha—that’s a wild card. I don’t
KatarinaMy heart pounds. I take a deep breath as my back rests on the wall. I can’t let him see me, not after what I just heard him say. But, what If I run and he chases me?The door to the study swings open and Zane steps out, glaring at me. It’s too late. I can’t run off now. My chest tightens as I start to take steps back, praying he doesn’t attack me here.I feel threatened by his presence alone, his cold and intimidating energy.For a moment, everything is calm. I don’t dare to breathe.“I told you to leave Katarina,” his voice calls out, cold, mocking. “Hanging around here won’t do you any good.”“I helped you get better,” I spit, reminding him but from the look on his face, It doesn’t matter to him.“I saved your life,” I begin, and he tilts his head in disagreement.“Right after you tried to take it,” he snarls.I knew it was only a matter of time before he came for revenge. Foolish of me to think for even a second that he’ll let it go.“Don’t come any closer,” I snap, nervou
KatarinaHis body is solid, strong, and the heat radiating off him spreads through me instantly. His lips are hot on mine, sending sparks of electricity through my entire body. The kiss is deep, hungry, like he’s trying to consume me, to make me feel every ounce of the pain and desire he feels inside. His lips taste like whiskey, rich and bitter at the same time. Beneath the alcohol, his lips are so sweet that kissing him makes my head spin.I let go in the kiss, not holding back, my fingers clutching at his shirt, pulling him even closer. His mouth moves over mine with such intensity, and it’s like his lips are saying everything his words never could. It’s more than just a kiss—it’s like he’s trying to tell me something, something he’s too proud to admit. Somehow, my body understands. It’s like my skin responds to his touch, like it’s always been waiting for him.His lips press harder against mine, and I can feel the desperation in them, the need. He doesn’t let go, like he can’t hel
Katarina“I hate how he gets into my head,” I blurt out, slamming a book shut in frustration. The words come out before I can stop them. “It’s like he’s always there, no matter what I do. It’s not just the bond, it’s him. He’s inside my mind, and I don’t know how to get him out.”Cassandra watches me with interest. “You’re his mate, Katarina,” she says again. “That means you have the same power over him that he has over you. Get into his head the way he gets into yours.”Her words hit me. I’ve never thought of it like that before.“But how?” I ask, curious. Zane is always so dominant, so in control. I never considered that I might have any power over him. But if Cassandra is right… maybe I’m not as helpless as I thought.Before she can reply, I see Cyprian approaching us. Cassandra and I exchange a glance, both knowing it’s time to keep quiet. Cyprian can’t know what we’re up to.“Hey, Cassandra,” he greets her, and she smiles back, responding, “Hi, Cyprian.”He shifts his gaze to me.