Ep-07

"Now you explain what you mean?"

Nevan kept on forcing Bobby to talk. But unfortunately Bobby chose to remain silent without wanting to say a word. His eyes also continued to stare at Chrissy who seemed silent with his friend.

The woman had lowered her head earlier, more precisely hiding her face in the crook of her arms, Until finally she lifted her head to look back. More precisely to look at Nevan who had been watching him.

“Bob, don't make me curious. Come on, what did you know all about Chrissy while I was away. "

Again, Bobby just stared at Nevan dryly. He nodded his head in response. “A lot has changed from Chrissy after you left. Especially when you find out that you are cheating on Lolita. "

"Explain Bob."

Bobby nodded and immediately told him what had happened to Chrissy. In the past, the woman was known to be cheerful and talkative. Even she has manners and also respects others more than herself. But when Nevan betrays him everything changes. Even Bobby didn't know who Chrissy was right now. Women who are selfish, women who are ignorant of their surroundings, women who cannot respect anyone, including themselves. In the past Bobby had seen Chrissy drunk, smoking and swallowing illicit pills. It was all for the sake of forgetting her hurt for Nevan. However, unfortunately all was in vain and Chrissy chose to live with her own world.

She must get selfishness, greed and also high desire. She always gets whatever she wants, including Edgar.

“He includes men who have stayed close to Chrissy these two years. He likes Chrissy but Chrissy never responds to feelings, that's just so you know Chrissy is now a stone. Cold, rude and disrespectful to people at all. "

Nevan rubbed his face roughly; he looked straight at Chrissy who was silent, smiling. And now Nevan could see that Edgar was sitting next to the woman.

“You see, since Chrissy was close to Edgar she has changed a lot. She's not drunk. Only his words are spicy like chilies. " Bobby pointed at Chrissy who pampered Edgar. Even though as far as Bobby remembered, Edgar already had a girlfriend. It's just that he is more focused and prioritized Chrissy than her lover. "Then now you come. I know you might come back to find her and explain everything. Better not Van, she might not want to talk to you. The wound that you gave is still discussed for her. Take the right time to talk to her. But not now. Do you understand what I mean? "

Nevan nodded he understood very well what Bobby was saying. But Nevan also couldn't help but talk to Chrissy. Nevan knew that the woman had misunderstood him, but at that moment Nevan was also wrong by being seduced by another woman. And he wanted to apologize to Chrissy for his attitude first. And fix their relationship if you can. But the attitude that Chrissy showed seemed to show that Chrissy didn't need any explanation from Nevan.

"Her struggle to forget you is hard, you have to go through the haram way first. So it's better if you don't approach her first. " said Bobby.

"How long are you going? I want to explain everything to her. But every time I approached him he immediately left and didn't want to discuss anything with me. "

"You know, a sign that she doesn't want you to discuss her past. Because if she remembers, she will immediately remember what she did to forget you. "

"I have to talk to her, Bob."

Bobby wanted to keep Nevan from approaching Chrissy, remembering that there was Edgar who was ready to beat up at Nevan. But in fact the man didn't want to know and stood beside Chrissy.

Nevan asks Chrissy to come with him, he wants to discuss something with Chrissy. But Edgar who sat beside Chrissy refused, and asked Nevan not to approach Chrissy. After all, Chrissy didn't necessarily want to talk privately with Nevan.

"If you refuse, I'll follow you wherever you go." threatens Nevan.

Chrissy sighed heavily, she chose to go and make Nevan really follow him. Chrissy chose to go to the rooftop. The first thing she does is stand on the edge of the rooftop and stare down. His head immediately gave a headache, his feet stepped forward. If she is desperate then Chrissy will fall down.

But quickly Nevan grabbed Chrissy's waist and kept her away from the edge of the rooftop.

“Are you crazy !! You want to die !! " snapped Nevan.

The remark was still the same when Chrissy wanted to drink one of the drugs and also a soda. But it was thwarted by Nevan, because he said it could be dangerous. Not dead, just hospitalized for digestion.

Chrissy smiled bitterly, "What do you care if I die?"

"Issy, that's not what I mean, I--"

"What do you want to say? I don't have much time for you. "

Nevan paused for a moment to stare at Chrissy deeply, and now her tongue suddenly went out to say one word for Chrissy. Even though he has compiled the right sentence for her.

Because there was no answer from Nevan. Chrissy also raised her finger in the air. She started counting silently. Until finally Nevan took the hand and began to hold it.

"I want to apologize to you. But I also want to come back with you. "

Even that casual and innocent remark made Chrissy chuckle. She also pulled his hand and let go of Nevan's hand.

"What is your goal to come back with me? Haven't you already chosen another woman than me? You have also chosen your destiny to be away from me. And now you want to come back with me? And you know what my answer is, right? "

"I know I was wrong. You have to know one thing Issy. Even though I'm with other women, I love you. "

Bulshit !! Chrissy could only smile, at this time when they didn't have any relationship, she just said love to Chrissy. Even though in the past, when I was still dating, Nevan never said that. Except for the first time Nevan expressed his feelings. After that the word affection or even love never came from Nevan's lips though. Chrissy used to be quite doubtful, but because she also loved him so much, she nodded and agreed to a relationship with Nevan. And now---

“Sorry, but I'm comfortable with my world without you. So I don't want to come back with you. "

Chrissy chose to go and she left Nevan alone. Not without reason she refused Nevan. If it's a problem of the heart, of course her little heart still wants that man. But Chrissy knew how hard her life had been during the two years after Nevan had left. And now he comes and wants to come back to Chrissy. Did he not realize what he said just now which added to the wound on Chrissy's heart?

Every step down the stairs Chrissy counted to herself. Hope that greeting is just all the beautiful gifts in the beginning, and sad in it. What to expect? Nothing is all over including Chrissy's old life.

I struggled for two years to forget you. Live a life that I didn't know because of you. Is the world this kidding? So when I almost succeed, forget it, and God sends you back to me. God ... please take her back, I don't need a boy who has hurt me and come back to me again.

-To Be Continued-