Lila had always loved bookstores—the way they smelled like old paper and coffee, the quiet, the promise that anything could happen between pages. But today felt different. Maybe it was because Anthony was here. Or maybe because everything in her life had shifted slightly off its axis, in the best possible way.
He held the door open for her with a smirk. “Ladies first, angel.” There it was again. That name. Every time he said it, something fluttered behind her ribs like a bird testing its wings. She gave him a playful side glance as she stepped into the shop. “You’ve really committed to that nickname,” she murmured, brushing her hand against a stack of journals by the entrance. He was close behind her, voice low in her ear. “You’ve earned it.” She shivered. The bookstore was quiet—early afternoon light filtered in through wide front windows, casting the shelves in soft gold. The air smelled like cedarwood, espresso, and the faintest hint of vanilla from a candle burning near the register. It was cozy, familiar. Safe. Anthony wandered toward the fiction section while Lila ran her fingers along a row of spines. She paused at a worn copy of Wuthering Heights, flipping it open to a passage she’d underlined in her own copy at home. Something about passion and destruction and longing that refused to fade. “You’d make a good Catherine,” Anthony said behind her, his voice thoughtful. “But less tragic. I’d never leave you on a moor.” She turned, laughing. “That’s a weirdly romantic thing to say.” He shrugged. “Weirdly romantic is kind of my thing.” She blushed, tucking the book under her arm. “We should find something you’d like.” They drifted through the aisles together, pulling out titles, comparing tastes—him more into thrillers and old philosophy books, her favoring modern poetry and angsty novels. At one point, he challenged her to find the oldest book in the store. She found one with a broken spine and scribbled notes in the margins dated back to the 1950s. He kissed her cheek when she handed it to him, whispering, “Beautiful and clever.” At the far back of the store was a reading nook with a deep leather armchair and a tiny table covered in bookmarks and a cracked mug of pens. Lila sat on the arm of the chair while Anthony took the seat itself, tugging her legs across his lap like it was the most natural thing in the world. “You’ve been quiet today,” he said, resting his hand on her thigh. Lila hesitated. “Not in a bad way. I’m just… soaking it all in.” “Like what?” She gave a small smile. “That I get to do normal things with you. Bookstores. Wandering around. Holding hands. It’s so—soft. But still intense. Somehow.” Anthony leaned forward, pressing his forehead to hers. “You know what I love about this?” he murmured. “That no matter what we do—kissing you, texting you things I shouldn’t be saying out loud, or just this… holding you like this—it always feels like everything.” Her breath caught. “Yeah. Me too.” His hand shifted, fingertips tracing slow circles over her leg. Nothing inappropriate—just enough to make her heart race. He looked up at her like she was something sacred. “You wore the necklace,” he said, tugging gently at the cross resting just below her collarbone. “I haven’t taken it off since you gave it to me.” His eyes softened. “It looks good on you. You look good.” Lila smiled, heat blooming in her chest. “I like being yours.” Anthony’s fingers flexed on her thigh. “Say that again.” She leaned in until their noses brushed. “I’m yours.” He kissed her—sweet and slow, deepening just enough to make her toes curl. She felt his hands move, one sliding to her lower back, the other to the side of her neck, his thumb gently stroking her pulse point. Her skin buzzed with every small touch. When he pulled back, his voice was hoarse. “Let’s stay like this forever.” She laughed. “In this chair? That’ll get uncomfortable.” “We’ll rotate. You on my lap, me on yours. Problem solved.” They stayed there for another half hour, talking about everything and nothing—favorite childhood books, weird dreams, their most irrational fears. Lila confessed she used to be scared of getting too close to people because it always felt like they’d leave. Anthony held her tighter. “I’m not going anywhere, angel.” Eventually, they checked out with a small stack of books and walked hand-in-hand to a nearby café for pastries and lattes. The sun was dipping low by the time they got back to her house, arms full of stories, hearts a little fuller than before. As Lila curled up later that night under her covers, she thought about how perfect the day had been. There hadn’t been anything dramatic or wild—just books and kisses and the softest kind of love. The kind that built roots. The kind that felt real.Lila had always loved bookstores—the way they smelled like old paper and coffee, the quiet, the promise that anything could happen between pages. But today felt different. Maybe it was because Anthony was here. Or maybe because everything in her life had shifted slightly off its axis, in the best possible way.He held the door open for her with a smirk. “Ladies first, angel.”There it was again. That name. Every time he said it, something fluttered behind her ribs like a bird testing its wings. She gave him a playful side glance as she stepped into the shop.“You’ve really committed to that nickname,” she murmured, brushing her hand against a stack of journals by the entrance.He was close behind her, voice low in her ear. “You’ve earned it.”She shivered.The bookstore was quiet—early afternoon light filtered in through wide front windows, casting the shelves in soft gold. The air smelled like cedarwood, espresso, and the faintest hint of vanilla from a candle burning near the regist
It began in silence.Not the absence of sound, but the kind of silence that hums—like the quiet you feel deep in water or moments before lightning. Lila stood barefoot in a vast field of night, where the stars burned brighter than she’d ever seen and the air pulsed with warmth, heavy with some unnamed promise.She didn’t remember falling asleep. But she knew—instantly, undeniably—that this wasn’t the waking world.She wore something soft. Lighter than silk. A dress? No… not exactly. The fabric clung to her like mist, flowing behind her as she walked. Every movement felt slower, more graceful. Like her body understood something her mind hadn’t caught up to yet.Then, she felt him.Before she saw him.That heat, that shift in the air—like gravity tilting in his direction.Anthony.He stood at the edge of the field, leaning against a stone arch that hadn’t been there seconds ago. His shirt was unbuttoned at the top, sleeves rolled to his elbows. His expression was unreadable, but his eye
The warm glow of the late afternoon sun slipped softly through the windows of Nicole’s house as I stepped inside, my heart fluttering with anticipation. It was my seventeenth birthday—May 14th—a day I had quietly hoped would feel as special as it did strange growing up. But tonight felt different. Tonight felt like a turning point.Nicole’s mom, Alice, greeted me at the door with a bright smile and a knowing glance. “Happy birthday, Lila! Nicole told me you’d be spending the night, and I wanted to say you’re always welcome here.” Her easy warmth made me feel instantly at home.Nicole appeared from the kitchen, her usual bright grin lighting up her face. “You ready for a night to remember?” she teased, nudging me gently. I laughed nervously and nodded, still clutching my backpack. The house smelled like vanilla and cinnamon from a candle Alice had lit, soft music playing quietly in the background.I was still settling in when Anthony arrived, his familiar grin broad and eyes sparkling
The silence of my bedroom felt too loud after the day we’d had. My skin still held the memory of the sun, and my hair smelled faintly like chlorine and his cologne. The pillows were still warm from where his body had rested next to mine.I laid there in the dark for a long time, staring at the ceiling. My chest was full — too full — like something might burst if I didn’t let it out.So I sat up, flicked on the little lamp beside my bed, and reached for the worn diary tucked back under the mattress.The pen slid into my fingers as naturally as breath, and I opened to a fresh page.May 6thI don’t even know where to begin.Today was… everything. I mean that in the way that people say something changed them. The kind of “everything” you feel in your bones. He swam with me. He tied my strap. He made me food. He held me like I was his whole world.And the scariest part?I liked every second of it.No — I loved it.There. I said it.God, I love him.I don’t know exactly when it happened. Ma
The sun was high and the pool sparkled, clear and inviting, like it knew what kind of day it was going to be. Anthony had brought his swim trunks in a backpack, towel slung over his shoulder, eyes already scanning the water like it was daring him to dive in.“You’re going down,” he said, tossing the bag aside.I raised an eyebrow. “Is that so?”“We’re making a whirlpool. Winner gets bragging rights. And possibly a popsicle.”“Oh, well then,” I said, walking to the edge, water lapping at my toes, “prepare to lose.”We got in and immediately started the game — swimming along the edge of the pool in one continuous circle, picking up speed with every lap. Water began to spiral around us, dragging at our limbs, churning beneath our feet. It felt silly and childish and perfect. Like something out of a summer I never wanted to end.Once the current felt strong enough, Anthony shouted, “Switch!”We turned, trying to push against the current we’d just created. It was harder than it looked. My
Spring couldn’t come fast enough.After a week of late-night texting and hallway glances that felt like secrets, Anthony was finally coming over. My parents were out for the afternoon, and the plan was simple: hang out, swim, and maybe steal a few more of those kisses that left me dizzy.I’d spent too long picking out a bikini. Not because I had that many — but because this was different. This was Anthony seeing me like that for the first time. Up close. Skin and curves and all the little things I usually kept hidden beneath school clothes and oversized hoodies.I settled on a deep blue two-piece. Not too revealing, but just enough. When I slipped into it in the bathroom, I caught my reflection in the mirror and held my breath.My body was changing. It wasn’t just about looking good. It was about feeling… aware. Of how his eyes might follow the dip of my waist. Or how his hands might graze places they hadn’t before.I stood in my bedroom adjusting the straps on my top, tugging them in