MasukKailee Bennett
If awkward tension could be served on a platter, my family would be the head chefs. Breakfast was… painful. Like chewing glass while smiling. Mom had made pancakes, all bright-eyed and determined to play happy families. Greg—Ryder’s dad—sat at the end of the table reading some business report like he was too rich for human interaction. And then there was Ryder. Sitting across from me. Looking like sin incarnate in a plain black T-shirt, twirling a fork like he wasn’t the cause of my emotional breakdown yesterday. “You two should hang out more,” Mom said cheerfully, slicing a strawberry like it hadn’t just sliced my soul. “Maybe go shopping or see a movie. Bond a little!” I choked on my orange juice. Ryder didn’t even flinch. “I think Kailee would rather set herself on fire.” “He’s not wrong,” I muttered. Greg looked up. “It wouldn’t kill either of you to try. You live under the same roof now. Might as well get used to each other.” Yeah. Great idea. Let me just trauma bond with the guy who steamrolled my pride and accidentally made me ruin my life. “I have rehearsal after school,” I said quickly, grabbing my bag and avoiding eye contact. Ryder spoke without looking up. “If she survives another day as Juliet.” My eye twitched. Murder charges were starting to feel worth it. School was a battlefield. I felt it the second I stepped through the doors. The whispering. The looks. The poorly-disguised snickers. “She really thought she had a chance with Noah…” “…Did you see that outfit? My grandma wouldn’t even wear that.” “She’s, like, delusional. Honestly.” “It was brutal. I heard she cried in the bathroom.” And the laughter. Oh God, the laughter. Each word hit like a pebble. Small, but adding up. I was drowning in humiliation. Every step felt heavier. Every glance like a dagger. I wanted to disappear. I wanted my hoodie back. I wanted to crawl under a table and never resurface. “Kai!” Char’s voice yanked me from my spiral. She caught up beside me, eyes wide and half-shocked, half-smirking. “I can’t believe that I skipped school sick for just two days, and you have a hot stepbrother.” I groaned. “Please don’t.” The Ryder Vale that everyone’s been drooling over since sophomore year? The one with the lip ring, nicotine addiction, and permanent ‘I hate everything bad boy’ energy?” I groaned and shoved open my locker. “Can you say it louder? I don’t think the janitor in the basement heard you.” She gasped dramatically. “Kailee! You live with that and didn’t tell me? You’re literally one steamy shower scene away from a W*****d fantasy.” “I. Hate. Him.” I said, punctuating each word like a curse. “He’s arrogant, infuriating, and thinks he knows everything. He just—he gets under my skin.” She grinned. “That’s what makes it juicy.” I scowled. “You’re impossible.” She shrugged. “Just saying, if my stepbrother looked like that, I’d accidentally marry him.” “Gross.” I’ll admit he was hot but none of that mattered because he has a shitty personality. I just want to go back to my normal life. Be invisible with less bullies. I was going to give the role of Juliet back. I never wanted it. I never asked for it. And clearly, the universe agreed I wasn’t meant for it. “I’ll meet you in class. Save a seat beside you for me. I gotta go do something real quick” I told Charlotte She nodded I turned toward the drama hallway. But of course—the universe had more to say. “Aww, going to cry to Ms. Langston?” Sienna blocked my path, all glossy hair and fake sympathy. I stopped. Didn’t even last a week as Juliet,” she said, eyes raking over me. “Honestly? I thought you’d break down mid-rehearsal, not try to flirt with” I tightened my grip on the script I was holding “You really thought dressing like one of us would make him notice you?” she sneered. “You’re a joke, Bennett.” Something snapped. Maybe—just maybe—I was tired of hating myself. I stepped closer, chin lifted. “At least I’m not scared to try. You walk around this school like you own it, but deep down, we both know the only power you have is built on fear. You don’t lead. You intimidate. You mock. But you know what? You don’t scare me anymore.” Sienna’s smirk faltered. “I may have flopped,” I said, voice rising, “but I got back up. And you? You’re still standing in the same spot you’ve always been—saying the same tired crap because you’re too scared someone like me might actually outshine you.” She stepped forward, eyes narrowing. “You’re going to regret that.” “No. I’m not giving the role back. In fact, I’m going to rehearse harder, louder, and better. And you’re going to watch. Front row.” I said, turning toward the auditorium doors. I didn’t give her a second glance. I walked straight past the drama room where I planned to quit and shoved the crumpled script back in my bag. She wanted me to fail? Then I’d make damn sure I didn’t. Even if it killed me. I pushed open the auditorium doors like I belonged there. Even if I didn’t feel it yet, I was going to fake it until it stuck. Ms. Langston gave me a quick nod when I walked in. The rest of the cast barely glanced at me. No whispering. No laughter. Just the usual chaos of teens forgetting lines and tripping over props. Good. Let them forget. Let me vanish into the background until I could own the spotlight. I found my mark, clutching my script like it was a lifeline, and when rehearsal started—I gave it my all. I raised my voice. I planted my feet. I locked eyes when I spoke. Was I good? I don’t know. But I was trying. And that had to count for something. “Good projection, Kailee!” Ms. Langston called. “Let’s see that same fire in Act Three!” I was halfway through a line when the doors creaked open. Noah stepped in. I faltered. He approached the stage and apologized for being late and of course it was no problem. He looked different. He looked more hesitant. Guilty??? We ran lines despite the awkwardness Ms. Langston continued calling scenes, and I pushed through, but I could feel his gaze the whole time. It wrapped around my words, crawled under my skin, and somehow made me feel… noticed. And I hated that I still cared. When rehearsal wrapped, I grabbed my bag and headed straight for the doors—because I wasn’t doing the whole awkward run-in thing again. But Noah caught up before I made it out. “Hey,” he said, gently. “Kailee.” I paused. Not because I wanted to, but because I couldn’t help it. His voice was soft, almost like he actually meant it. “I just… I wanted to say I’m sorry,” he said. “For what happened. The guys were out of line. I should’ve said something.” I blinked at him, heart doing that annoying flutter thing. “You think?” He winced. “Yeah. Look, I’m not proud of it. I was stupid.” “And silent.” He nodded. “I deserve that.” We stood in that weird space between tension and understanding. I didn’t know what to say. Because part of me still wanted to scream. But the other part—the stupid, pathetic part—was looking at his jawline and remembering every photo I’d scrolled through that morning. “I guess… thanks for saying that,” I muttered. He gave a small smile. “You were good up there today.” And just like that—he had me again. “Kailee!” Ms. Langston called from the front of the stage. “Quick announcement before everyone leaves.” I turned toward her, grateful for the interruption. “We’ll be practicing the kissing scene next rehearsal,” she said cheerfully. “So come prepared, folks. Confidence, chemistry, and lip balm!” I blinked. What? Kissing scene? Already?! Panic clawed at my stomach. I felt my eyes widen, my pulse spike, and my feet go numb. I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t even close. Noah turned to me with a raised brow, clearly trying not to smirk before he walked out “Oh God,” I whispered, backing away. I haven’t even kissed anyone before. I don’t want rumors going around that I kissed like a washing machine I needed help. I needed someone to coach me through this. I needed someone who knew the lines, the scene, and unfortunately… me. I needed Ryder. Fuck. The idea alone made me gag, but desperation was louder than pride. This wasn’t just a scene anymore. It was my first kiss. And I wasn’t about to let my lips betray me in front of half the drama club. No freaking way.Kailee Bennett His hands trailed up my arm from my wrist while my eyes were on his He ran his hand through my hair, his brows twitching like he hadn’t expected it to be that soft. His hand cupped my chin, stroking my face. I found myself tilting to his touch. Fuck. It was good His touch had a way of breaking every bone in my body and giving me this feeling of calmness “Besides,” he added, “I can’t have people picking on my ‘girlfriend’. It’d ruin my street cred” He bent his fingers in mid air when he said girlfriend, adding air quotes to the word. Oh And there it was. Reality kicked me back to earth. So if we weren’t fake dating for the deal, he’d let people pick on me? I rubbed my arm, trying to chase away the chill that came with that realization. I don’t know what I was even thinking or expecting Why did I let myself think that he actually cared? I seem to want attention and care so bad that it leads me to misunderstand things Why would someone—e
Kailee Bennett The post was blowing up as more and more people kept commenting and liking the post. Hold up. Is that who I think it is? No way Ryder actually posted someone?? Man got a girlfriend? What did detention do to you, bro Wait… is that Kailee?? She looks so pretty omg ngl this is kinda cute… didn’t think he had it in him This is actually really cute. Didn’t expect this from Ryder of all people lol My face broke from a little smile to a wide grin as I read the comments and the replies I don’t know how but they were no hate comments towards me, and that was really suspicious but it made me feel good For once, I let myself believe that it was all in my head—my size, the way I felt I looked— maybe I was letting my bullies define me and blurring my own vision of myself I couldn’t deny that I still had a problem. Ryder was now bringing me into the limelight and I was used to being invisible. Was I okay with this change? Maybe this was what being seen
Kailee Bennett Oh no! Was someone watching all along? Did Sienna come to take another picture so she could humiliate me all over again? A lot of questions ran through my mind as I opened my eyes. I looked around but there was no one else but Ryder and I in the auditorium I turned to ask Ryder if he heard the shutter sound too but he was smiling at his phone. I went closer to him and stood on my toes to see what he smiling at It was a picture of us. He had taken a picture while he kissed my neck Was the kiss just a distraction? “Ryder, what the fuck?” I breathed out, my hands on my waist, my brows furrowed He looked away from his phone and looked down at me, his lips curving into a wide smile He tilted his head, slightly amused. “Why are you standing like that?” “Why did you take a picture of me without my consent? Are you going to give this to Sienna to post it on the internet? Wait, are you the one who gave out our location on the bleachers so she could
Kailee Bennett “I bet she cried and pleaded with Sienna to take it down” “She probably promised her lunch money or something” “Or she probably cried to a teacher and told them to tell Sienna to take it down. Fat girl tears always work” I wanted to scream ‘I’m walking right past you gossip machines and I can hear you!’ but I knew they wouldn’t even care and they were probably talking about me so loudly because I was walking past them You’d think the rumors would die down as the picture was taken down, nope, people just started speculating why it could have been taken down But who can blame them, they just lost their only source of entertainment Charlotte had gone home early but I hung around. Being in school was better than going back to a house that felt empty even when people were there Plus, I’d hate if anyone figured out Ryder was my step brother because they noticed we used the same routes home I slipped back into the auditorium. I might as well try to rehea
Kailee Bennett As if the constant binging of my phone wasn’t enough, people had to point at me and laugh when I passed. Even the teachers had seen the video and they gave me those tight little pitiable smiles Charlotte snapped back at anyone pointing, but it didn’t erase the fact that people thought I was just a pity pick. Just a revenge piece I mean I was, but for some reason, it still hurt Charlotte had P.E. and I didn’t offer P.E. for obvious plus sized reasons so I had a free period while Charlotte had to go, leaving me alone She was the only reason I could walk around without begging the school floors to swallow me up—though I doubt they’d contain me So I did the most reasonable thing that came to my mind, I hid My usual spot: The janitors’ closet Don’t judge me, I just wanted peace I got hit by the familiar scent of bleach I was now used to. I just cleared out a spot and took a seat. I should have read a book or played a word game but I decided to watch some v
Kailee Bennett Noah Carter was kissing me. Slow. Careful. His hand curved around my cheek like I was something delicate. Something worth touching. “I always knew you had it in you,” he whispered. “You just needed someone to see it.” I smiled, heart racing. “You see me?” “I’ve always seen you.” My chest squeezed. And then— My alarm clock rang, a shrill annoying sound I had purposely set to get me out of bed. Reality slapped me in the face. I jolted upright in bed, heart thudding in my chest as I just woke up to the sound of mom’s voice downstairs. Laughing. Probably at one of Greg’s jokes. The kind that made her forget I existed. I groaned into my pillow, slamming it over my head. Noah Carter was still just a dream. Yesterday’s scene on the bleachers came flooding back. The heat of Ryder’s hand on my waist, the echo of Sienna’s voice calling me desperate… a pity pick. Sienna thought I was throwing myself into Ryder’s lap like a stray desperate for attention.







