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“Is he trying to piss me off?” Sofia glared at Leo as he sat, more interested in whatever was on his cell phone than our conversation.After bowling we’d gone to Cindy’s Grill for something to eat, but the whole date had gone from bad to worse.Sofia had won at bowling, which only sent Leo spiraling into an even worse mood. Eli got pissedat him and the two of them had a heated discussion on the ride over here, and Sofia wanted to leave.But I’d begged her to stay, hoping that we still might salvage the night.I was rapidly losing hope though.“Dude.” Eli elbowed his friend in the side and Leo winced.“What the hell was that for?”“Poppy asked you a question.”“She did?”“You’d know if you were listening—”“Okay, I’m done.” Sofia shot up. “I’ve tried, I really have. But I’m done. I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?” She gave me a small smile, but it didn’t reach her eyes.And I got it, I did.If our roles were reversed, I would have wanted to leave too.“We’ll give you a ride home,” Eli said
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A question I had no intention of answering.What if it didn’t?At lunch, I stopped by Mom’s office to see if she wanted anything. It was something I did sometimes, to spread a little love to one of the most important women in my life. But when I approached her slightly ajar door, Coach Ford’s voice made me stop dead in my tracks.“Dammit,” Mom said. “You’re sure?”“Yeah, spoke to him myself. They’re not interested.”“It’s his top pick, he’s going to be devastated.” No.No.I scanned the empty hall, checking that the coast was clear before inching closer.“The bottom line is they have better players on their list. Aaron is good, but he’s—”“Not good enough.” Mom sighed, and I could imagine her brows pinched with motherly concern.“What do we do now?”“Wait to see what Connecticut and Iowa say. Maybe try and get him to think about some Division II or III teams. He might stand more of a chance. Or he stays the course, applies to one of his top picks for an academic program and tries to g
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Relief flowed through me and I nodded. “Can we go for a ride?” “Yeah.” She smiled but it didn’t reach her eyes. “Okay.”“Ready to talk about it?” Poppy asked.We’d gotten ice creams from Sprinkles before I’d driven us down to our spot down by the lake.“Pittsburgh doesn’t want me.”“Oh, Aaron, I’m sorry. I know how much you wanted to go there.” I shrugged. “It’s no big deal.” The lie gnawed at my insides.“Is that why we’re eating our body weight in ice cream sitting out here?” A knowing smile played on her lips.Fuck, she was beautiful. All that long dark hair and thick dark lashes that framed her big green eyes. Everyone thought she was all her mom. But whenever she looked at me with that intense gaze of hers, I saw her father.Something I’d spent years trying to ignore, only to remember twice as hard whenever my thoughts wandered into less than innocent places.“Oh God, do I have sauce on my face or something?” She blushed, grabbing the sun visor and pulling it down to check the mi
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Lily wasn’t like me. She was shy and quiet and found it difficult being around a lot of people. Mom was constantly fussing over her. She didn’t fuss over me. In fact, when Lily was going through a rough patch, she barely even had time for me.“Hey, what’s with the frown?” Aaron slung his arm around me and I laid my head on his shoulder.I loved Aaron’s hugs. He always made me feel so safe and cherished. I didn’t tell him though because his ego was already big enough, but he really was the greatest.Aaron the Greatest. I smothered a laugh. Maybe it did have a nice ring to it.“Am I a bad person for being jealous?” “Of Lily?” He frowned.“No, of course not, it’s horrible for her. I mean, the way Mom is always there. Like the two of them have this special club that I’m not a part of.”“They do not have a special club, Poppy.”“Sometimes, it feels like they do. Like earlier, I tried to go and say hi and see if Lily was okay and Mom basically shooed me away.”“I’m sure that’s not—”“Aaron,
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In time, my feelings for Aaron would fade into the background. And I wouldn’t look at him and feel the ground shift beneath me. Feel the butterflies take flight in my stomach, my heart pounding inside my chest.“Listen, do you want—” Aaron’s cell phone started blaring and he muttered something under his breath, grabbing it from its holster.“What?”“Yeah, she’s with me.” He turned to me and mouthed, ‘Sofia.’ “No, we’re not—Sofe, it isn’t any of your business. Yeah, yeah, okay. Bye.”He hung up and exhaled a long breath.“Everything okay?” I asked, aware that once again things felt tense between us.Sofia wouldn’t make a big thing about us hanging out together, but she would have questions.Sure enough, my cell vibrated and a faint smile traced my lip at her predictability.Sofe: What’s going on?Me: Aaron wanted to talk, so we’re talking.Sofe: Together… alone… in his car?Me: One point to you!Sofe: I want details. ALL the details later.“Let me guess. She wants to know what’s going
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“I am sorry though. We just got wrapped up in the moment.”“I’m happy for you, Lil. Truly.”“Anyway, I was talking to Kaiden about how bad I felt for forgetting to call and he suggested you come visit soon.”“For real?”“I wouldn’t ask if I didn’t mean it. Besides, I feel settled now. I don’t want to jinx it, Poppy, but it feels like home here.”“Home. Wow. Those are some big words.” My stomach sank.“I know, I know. But it’s good for me here. Kaiden’s teammates are surprisingly great and some of them have girlfriends. I’ve actually been hanging out with a couple of them.”“That’s really great, Lily. I’m so proud of you.”“Listen, about before, with Mom—”“It’s fine.”“It’s not fine. You know how she gets. Since I left for college she’s been a little overbearing.” With Lily.She’d been overbearing with Lily.It was my senior year, and I was an afterthought. Even when I’d gone down to the clinic to help out with the puppies the other day, the conversation had revolved around Lily’s new
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The five of them grinning at me when they spotted me. I waved sheepishly, searching for her.The second I found her, I wished I hadn’t.Poppy wasn’t seated with our families. No, she was with Eli. But what had I really expected after our talk last night? I’d practically pushed her into his arms because it was the right thing to do—the only thing.Above a couple of playful kisses when we were younger and the stupid sex pact we’d made the summer before tenth grade, there was a reason we’d never crossed that line.Still, it felt strange watching her with another guy. Watching her laugh and hang on his every word.Especially when I knew what it felt like to be on the receiving end of those smiles and that laughter.Fuck.“Bennet, get over here,” someone yelled, and I jerked out of the trance I’d fallen under.“Hey, what’s going on?” Ezra asked as I moved into the huddle while Coach Macintosh ran over a couple of plays.“Nothing, why?”“You were just standing there, staring at the bleacher
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Relief slammed into me. He couldn’t take away the rest of my season. I wouldn’t let him.“You got it, doc. I’ll take it easy for the next couple of weeks.”“And watch those tackles. If you’d have torn your cuff we’d be having a very different conversation right now.”A knock at the door sounded and Coach poked his head around it. “How we looking, doc?”“It’s an AC joint sprain. No tear. He’s lucky it’s mild. With rest and cold therapy he should be good to go in a couple of weeks. I’m going to write you a prescription.” He pinned me with a stern look. “You can get dressed now.”Easier said than done. I snorted.Coach passed the doctor on his way in and dropped his ass on the edge of the desk. “How are you feeling?”“Could be worse. I could be out for the season.”“You’ll need to sit out—”“Doc said I can play in two weeks.”“I’ll be the judge of that,” he said, scrubbing his jaw.“We won?” I asked, refusing to acknowledge the warning in his tone.“Yeah. Ezra and Cole make quite the tea
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