Antara's pov Present "Di, why did you not say anything to me or anyone else? Why did you hide it from us? Ma is thinking wrong about you. She is misunderstanding you. We need to tell her and Aashish jiju.. Yes we need to tell him as well. He will surely help us. Yes we will do it. Get up Di we have a lot of work to do. "Pakhi said and I shook my head at her words She is still a kid and does not understand the gravity of this situation. She does not understand that it is not the way it works. And even if it does nothing can change my fate that I already have signed with that Devil Raichand. "Di, get up now! Why are you still sitting here?" Pakhi said and I hold her hand and made her sit beside me "You are very innocent my dear Pakhi. It is not that easy like you think it is. Whatever is happening, whatever will happen no one can change it. I have already signed my fate with him. Now nothing can be changed. Amma is angry with me maybe she will start hating me as well just like Aash
Antara's pov Present "that means you are already married to him?" Pakhi asked with a hurt look "Yes unfortunately I am. If I would not then he would have killed you and others and that is the last thing I would have let happen. I took you to the hospital that day and told others you fainted on the road and local people admitted you to the hospital. Those people whom Anirudh Raichand sent acted perfectly and that is how no one doubted what happened that day "I told her, caressing her cheek. "but it will destroy your life di. He is a bad man. If he can do these things with his own brother's fiance then think what kind of man he is." Pakhi said with disgust evident on her face "he is a monster under human skin Pakhi he can do anything any time now promise me that you will never tell this to anyone ever. I am giving you my swear you will not tell this to anybody ever in your life. Because if anyone came to know this then their life will be at risk. "I told her seriously " Di can not
Antara's pov Today is the day of our so called engagement or I say the start of my official destruction. They have sent everything for me... Heavy jewellery, beautiful clothes, accessories, and what not. Is it like he is trying to buy me with all these things? But he still does not know me. No one can buy me not like this at all. I am not a gold digger for god sake! But I guess he thinks I am anyways that is not my problem if he thinks like that. I am feeling like a goat who is about to get sacrificed. But in my case I am already sacrificed. The pre process is happening later on. I looked at the heavy engagement dress they sent for me. It is a beautiful Cream colour lehenga with brown stone work quarter sleeves blouse and red dupatta with golden thread work. It is more heavy then my previous engagement one. The mere thought of that day brings tears in my eyes. Maybe I was not destined to be with him but this devil. I sighed at my thoughts. "Why are not you ready yet? We have
Antara's pov "My jaan was innocent, she was not a liar. Bad move! Anyways it did not fit you right? Tonight I will see where it did not fit you so I can send clothes according to your size." He said with an evil smirk making me looking at him in fear "What do you mean by that?" I asked him totally scared of his expression and words "you will know jaan, you will tonight. Now let's go everyone is waiting for us for the couple of night," He said and held my hand in his own very gently so that for a moment I questioned myself that is it him only? It is him obviously it is! Who can take this Devil's place? He placed his hand on my waist and guided me inside. I so wanted to jerk his hand away from my body but I know better than doing that when the Devil is already angry. I will dig my own grave if I do something like that now. "like you have not digged that already," My brain mocked me and I can not help but agree with her as I am feeling that I did a mistake by doing this We reache
Antara's pov Today is my mehendi and sangeet ceremony. The next stage of my destruction. Though I am already destroyed. I sighed as I looked at the dress kept beside me. This is the dress sent by them or I say him. I will not dare to disobey him again by not wearing this dress. What ever happened the day before yesterday was enough for me not anymore. The dress is very beautiful. It is a Dark green floral lehenga with quarter sleeves and a pink net dupatta. It is simple yet so classy. No matter how much I hate to admit it, this guy has some really good taste in things. The way he dresses up and sends these things I can say that easily that he is a choosy person but what ever he chooses is the best. "and he chose you. The so called best" My mind mocked me And I realised what I was doing. I was praising my tormentor who has destroyed me. I shook my head to think about something else. This is not the thing I should think about. But what ever I was thinking is true, he has great
Antara's pov "you are looking very beautiful mam!" one of those girls said who did my make up "Yes mam! The Roses we added in your hair are looking dull in front of your beauty." another one said "Thank you but you do not need to flatter me!" I told them politely "we are telling the truth mam! We are not flattering you." The first one said "OK thank you for making me look this much beautiful. It is your hard work that makes me look beautiful." I told them with a smile"Now we are done with our work. If you permit us then we will leave." the girl said and I nodded my head in yes and took their leave I sighed after they left and tried my best to not cry because crying will not solve my problems and if I cry that Devil in disguise will know and will ask me why I cried. And I do not want that because he will catch my lie and then I have to tell him the truth and I will never do that. "Di the car is here to take us!" I heard Pakhi screaming from downstairs as amma has forbidden her
Antara's pov Today is my haldi ceremony and the only ceremony that is taking place in the orphanage.(haldi ceremony is a ceremony where turmeric paste is applied on the groom and bride's body using mango leaves) That Devil is not allowed to see me before the marriage which is going to take place tomorrow. Tomorrow is that day when I will be socially doomed in front of everyone. I am doomed already but it will be socialised. Right now I am wearing a lemon yellow colour chiffon saree along with a sleeveless blouse and matching flower jewellery. The blouse has a deep neck and almost non existent back. I do not know why he chose something like this for me when he knows I do not appreciate this kind of revealing clothing. The saree is semi transparent already. If I get drenched by mistake my whole body will be on display for others. No man is allowed here and that is a relief for me because I would have died out of shame if I had to wear this in front of some male. I am sitting in
Antara's pov Red lehenga, Red bangles along with gold ones, heavy bridal make up, flowers on my hair, heavy gold ornaments adoring my body like any other bride. If it was someone else in my place she would have been over the moon because whatever I have got is every girl's dream. Even I would have been over the moon if my husband was the person I love, not the one whom I hate. Who is forced on me! I can not wait to get rid of this tragic life of mine. Enough of this now! "you are looking like a goddess mam!" the make up artist said making me come out of my imagination This time the girls are different from before. "thank you" I replied politely Those girls are giggling among each other and I know the reason behind that giggle as well. They are gushing about the Devil! I am least interested in that. I am just waiting for the thing I asked Pakhi to bring. Pakhi came inside my room all dolled up for today's occasion. They are leaving the city today as I had asked from the Devil