FAZER LOGINPOV: Emily
The penthouse didn't feel like anyone lived there. That was the first thing I noticed when the elevator opened directly into the living room. Everything was grey and white and glass. Clean lines, no clutter, no photographs on the walls. A large window ran the full length of one side, showing the city below like a painting someone had hung there purely for aesthetic value. Beautiful. Distant. Untouchable.
A woman named Clara, who introduced herself as the housekeeper, showed me to my room. It was large, well-furnished, and had its own bathroom stocked with things in my size that I had never asked for. Someone had done their homework.
I sat on the edge of the bed and listened to the silence.
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Alexander found me in the kitchen an hour later. I was making tea, mostly because I needed something to do with my hands. He walked in, loosened his tie, and stopped when he saw me standing at the stove.
"Clara handles meals," he said.
"I'm not making a meal. I'm making tea."
He looked at the kettle like it had appeared without his permission. Then he moved to the counter, opened a laptop, and stood there reading something while I finished.
I poured my cup and turned around. "Would you like some?"
"No."
I leaned against the counter and looked at him. "Are we going to talk about how this works?"
He closed the laptop halfway. "I planned to cover that tonight, yes."
"Then cover it."
He looked up. Something moved in his eyes, a flicker of surprise, quickly gone, he straightened.
"My schedule is my own. I leave early and return late. You don't wait up, and you don't ask where I've been." He said it evenly, like he was reading bullet points from a document in his head. "You attend three events per month with me, minimum. I'll give you advance notice. Outside of those, your time is yours."
"And this place?"
"You live here, but my office and the room beside it are off limits."
"What's in the room beside it?"
"That's why it's off limits."
I wrapped both hands around my mug. "Any other rules?"
"Don't bring people here without telling me. Don't speak to the press without my PR team present. And don't—" He paused. "Don't try to make this into something it isn't."
The kitchen was quiet for a moment.
"You mean don't catch feelings," I said.
"I mean don't complicate a simple arrangement."
I looked at him steadily. "I signed a contract, Alexander. Not a lobotomy."
His jaw tightened. The first crack in the composure, small but real.
"I'm not your concern," he said.
"You're my husband. For a year. That means we're going to exist in the same space and occasionally have to speak to each other like humans." I set my mug down. "I'm not trying to get inside your life. I'm just not going to disappear into the walls either."
He stared at me for a long moment.
"Fine," he said finally. He picked up his laptop and walked out.
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The argument happened three days later. It started small. I had moved a stack of files from the kitchen counter because I needed space to work on my laptop. When Alexander came home and found them on the side table instead, something in him went very still.
"I had those organized," he said.
"They were in the only clear space in the kitchen."
"So you moved them without asking."
"I didn't think a pile of folders needed a conversation."
He set his keys down slowly. "Don't touch my things, Emily."
Something snapped inside me. Maybe it was three days of careful silence. Maybe it was the way he said my name, like it was a minor inconvenience.
"I've been walking on glass since I got here," I said. "I haven't touched your office. I haven't asked questions. I eat at different times to avoid bothering you. I've followed every rule you laid out." My voice was rising and I didn't stop it. "But I'm not a staff, Alexander. I'm not going to ask permission to exist in a kitchen."
"This is my home."
"For the next year, it's mine too."
"That was a legal arrangement, not an invitation."
I laughed, short and humorless. "You think I don't know that? You told me what I was at our wedding reception. The night of our wedding." I took a step toward him. "You didn't have to say it. I already knew. But saying it out loud, like I needed the reminder, like you were afraid I might forget for one second and feel something you hadn't approved.."
"Stop."
"Why? Because I'm saying something that's true?"
He crossed the room in three steps and I didn't back away. We were close now, closer than we had been since the altar. I could see the tension in his jaw, the rigid set of his shoulders, the way he was holding himself like stillness was a decision he was actively making.
"You don't know anything about me," he said quietly.
"Then stop punishing me for things I don't know."
Something broke open in his expression. Not completely. Just a fracture. His eyes dropped, just briefly, and when they came back up there was something raw in them that hadn't been there before.
I don't know which of us moved first. I'm not sure it matters, we had raw and deep passionate sex..
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In the morning, light came through the curtains in long pale strips across the floor. I lay still for a moment, listening. The other side of the bed was empty. I reached over without thinking and pressed my palm flat against the sheet.
Cold, I sat up slowly. Through the half-open door I could hear movement in the kitchen. The low sound of the coffee machine, a cabinet closing. Normal sounds. Morning sounds.
I got up, pulled on a robe, and walked to the doorway.
Alexander was standing at the counter in a suit, reading something on his phone, coffee in hand. He looked up when I appeared.
His expression was completely neutral.
"Clara left breakfast," he said. "I have a seven o'clock meeting."
He picked up his keys.
And walked out.
I stood in the doorway of the empty kitchen and understood, with a clarity that felt like cold water, exactly what last night had meant to him. Nothing actually. It had meant absolutely nothing.
POV: EmilyI moved faster than I had ever moved in my life. The test went into my robe pocket in one motion. I stood up from the floor and turned on the tap and splashed cold water on my face just as Alexander stepped fully into the bathroom doorway."What are you doing on the floor?" he asked."I slipped." I reached for the hand towel and pressed it to my face. "The tiles are wet."A pause. I felt his eyes on my back."You didn't eat today," he said again."I wasn't hungry." I folded the towel and hung it back carefully. My hands had stopped shaking, which surprised me. "I'll eat something now."Another pause. Longer this time."Fine," he said. And he left.I gripped the edge of the sink and looked at myself in the mirror for a long moment. Then I reached into my pocket and closed my fist around the test and walked to my room and pushed it to the very back of my underwear drawer beneath a folded scarf.I stood in the middle of my room and breathed.++++++Three days passed. I watched
POV: EmilyThe nausea hit me first in the elevator. I had been standing there, coffee in hand, on my way down to meet Alexander's driver for a scheduled appearance at some charity luncheon. The elevator started moving and my stomach turned so violently I had to press my free hand flat against the wall.I made it through the luncheon by drinking water and rearranging food on my plate and smiling at the right moments. Nobody noticed. I had gotten very good at performing fine.That was three weeks after the night I had decided not to think about.+++++++By the second week of feeling wrong, I started paying attention. Not to the nausea alone. To the tiredness that sat behind my eyes no matter how much I slept. To the way certain smells hit me like something physical. Clara had made fish one evening and I had walked out of the kitchen so fast she called after me asking if I was alright."Just a headache," I said.I said that a lot now.At night I lay in bed and counted backwards and then
POV: EmilyThe penthouse didn't feel like anyone lived there. That was the first thing I noticed when the elevator opened directly into the living room. Everything was grey and white and glass. Clean lines, no clutter, no photographs on the walls. A large window ran the full length of one side, showing the city below like a painting someone had hung there purely for aesthetic value. Beautiful. Distant. Untouchable.A woman named Clara, who introduced herself as the housekeeper, showed me to my room. It was large, well-furnished, and had its own bathroom stocked with things in my size that I had never asked for. Someone had done their homework.I sat on the edge of the bed and listened to the silence.++++++++Alexander found me in the kitchen an hour later. I was making tea, mostly because I needed something to do with my hands. He walked in, loosened his tie, and stopped when he saw me standing at the stove."Clara handles meals," he said."I'm not making a meal. I'm making tea."He
POV: EmilyThe dress cost more than my father's first car. I knew because the stylist told me, cheerfully, while tightening the corset at the back. I stood in front of the mirror and looked at a woman I didn't recognize. White lace, fitted waist, hair pinned up with small pearls threaded through it. Beautiful, in the way that things purchased with money tend to be.Outside the church doors, I could already hear them. Cameras. Voices. The low roar of a crowd that had gathered because Alexander Kane was getting married and that was apparently news worth standing in the cold for."Sixty seconds," someone said near the door.I picked up my bouquet. White roses. No one had asked what I liked.The doors opened. The noise hit me first. Camera shutters firing like rainfall, voices rising, a blur of faces pressed against barriers lining the path. I walked, because that was the only option. I kept my chin level and my shoulders back and I thought about my father, who was home this morning, safe
POV: Emily"Miss Carter, Mr. Kane will see you now."I didn't move at first. My dress was soaked through, my hair plastered to my neck, and my hands wouldn't stop shaking. The receptionist looked at me the way people look at something they'd rather not touch. I stood up anyway.The elevator ride to the thirty-second floor felt like ascending to a sentencing. I watched my reflection in the polished steel doors. Red eyes. Pale face. A woman who had run out of options three days ago and was only now admitting it.The doors opened. The office was enormous and cold. Floor-to-ceiling windows showed a city drowning in rain, and the man behind the desk looked like he belonged to it. Alexander Kane didn't look up when I walked in. He was reading something, pen in hand, jacket perfectly pressed like the storm outside was a personal insult he had chosen to ignore.I stopped a few feet from his desk. He still didn't look up."Sit down," he said. His voice was low. Not unkind. Just empty of anythi







