LOGINELIZABETH'S POV
The whole pack was alive tonight.
Music pounded through the big open hall that served as both community center and party space for our pack. Lights glowed low, casting shadows that danced along the walls. The smell of roasted meat and spilled beer filled the air, mixing with the wild energy of wolves celebrating a victory on the ice.
The team had won, which meant everyone was riding the high. Wolves were clapping each other on the back, girls were laughing in clusters, drinks sloshed as people toasted. It was the kind of night where rules softened and lines blurred.
But I couldn’t focus on any of it.
Not when I could feel him here.
Phillip.
I hadn’t even seen him yet, but I knew he was somewhere in the room. My wolf stirred restlessly, tugging at me, the same way she always did when he was close. No matter how hard I tried, I could never fully ignore that invisible tether between us.
I stuck close to Reagan at first, my brother distracted by his teammates and already halfway into his second beer. He was laughing, surrounded by noise, not paying much attention to me. Which was exactly what I needed.
I didn’t want him to see the way my eyes kept scanning, searching the room for someone else.
And then I found him.
Phillip stood across the hall with a drink in his hand, surrounded by a group of players. His dark hair was damp from his post-practice shower, curling at the edges of his neck. His broad shoulders were tense, his jaw sharp as he laughed at something one of the guys said.
I froze, my chest tightening.
God, why did he have to look like that?
Why did my heart have to trip over itself just because he existed in the same space as me?
I forced myself to look away, focusing instead on the music. A fast song pulsed, people cheering as someone grabbed another beer from the keg. My friends pulled me toward the crowd, but my body felt heavy, like it wanted to root itself exactly where I was.
Because the longer I stood there, the more I felt his gaze burning into me.
And sure enough, when I risked another glance, Phillip’s eyes were locked on mine.
Dark. Intense. Like they always were when he thought no one was watching.
My stomach flipped.
I looked away first, heat crawling up my neck.
It didn’t matter how many times he avoided me, how many excuses he made, I knew.
I wasn’t stupid.
I felt it when he was near. The way his presence filled every corner of my chest. The way his wolf called to mine, low and insistent, every time we got too close.
He could keep pretending, but I wouldn’t. Not tonight.
“Come on, Liz!” one of the girls tugged my arm, pulling me into the dance floor. I let myself go for a while, swaying to the beat, laughing when someone spun me around. But my eyes betrayed me again and again. No matter how hard I tried, they always found Phillip.
And each time, his gaze was waiting.
I lost track of how many times our stares collided, how many times my wolf whispered, Go to him.
So when I finally turned and found him standing only a few feet away, separated from the crowd, my breath caught.
He wasn’t smiling anymore. His face was unreadable, but his eyes, they burned.
“Hey,” I said, louder than I meant to, because the music thudded around us.
He didn’t answer right away. Just studied me, his jaw tight, knuckles flexing around the bottle in his hand.
“You’ve been avoiding me,” I blurted before I could stop myself.
His shoulders stiffened. “I’m not…”
“Yes, you are.” I stepped closer, ignoring the way my heart raced. “You’ve been avoiding me since forever. You think I don’t notice? You think I don’t see the way you look at me and then suddenly can’t get away fast enough?”
“Elizabeth…”
“No.” My voice cracked, but I didn’t back down. “I’m done pretending. I know you feel it too.”
His nostrils flared, his wolf close enough I could sense it.
The pull between us was a living thing. Thick. Heavy. My skin buzzed under it, my wolf pacing in my chest.
He leaned closer, voice low so only I could hear. “You don’t understand what you’re saying.”
“Yes, I do.”
“You don’t.” His tone was sharp, but the flicker in his eyes betrayed him. “You’re my best friend’s sister. You think this is simple? You think I can just…” He broke off, shaking his head.
“I don’t care what you can or can’t do,” I shot back. “I care that you act like I don’t exist when you know damn well I do.”
His breath caught, chest rising and falling hard.
For a second, neither of us spoke. The noise of the party faded around us, replaced by the pounding of my heart.
Finally, he muttered, “You should go back inside.”
But instead of listening, I grabbed his wrist.
His eyes flashed, wild and hungry.
“Walk me outside,” I said, daring him. “Unless you’re too much of a coward.”
Something inside him snapped. His lips pressed into a thin line, and without another word, he set his bottle down and grabbed my hand.
He didn’t lead me gently. He tugged, almost rough, weaving through the crowd until we stepped into the cool night air.
The door swung shut behind us, muting the music.
The silence was worse.
The air crackled between us, sharp and dangerous.
Phillip turned to me, his face shadowed under the porch light. His breathing was uneven, his wolf practically clawing at the surface.
“Why do you keep pushing me?” he demanded, his voice low and rough.
“Because you keep running.” My own voice shook, but I forced the words out. “And I’m not letting you run anymore.”
His chest rose and fell hard.
“Do you even realize what you’re asking?”
“Yes,” I whispered. “I’m asking you to stop lying.”
His eyes darkened, and then he was moving, one step closer, then another.
Until there was barely any space left between us.
I could feel his heat, the strength in him, the storm in his chest barely held back.
“I can’t,” he muttered, almost to himself. “I shouldn’t…”
“Then don’t think,” I whispered.
That was all it took.
The dam broke.
His mouth crashed against mine, hard and desperate, like he’d been holding back for years.
The kiss was fire, my whole body lighting up, my wolf howling with victory. My hands grabbed at his shirt, pulling him closer, while his arms locked around me, strong and unyielding.
There was nothing gentle about it. Nothing careful.
It was hunger. Need. The kind of kiss that stripped away every excuse, every lie.
When he finally tore back, both of us were breathing like we’d run a marathon. His forehead pressed against mine, eyes shut tight, like he was fighting himself.
ElizabethWolves - too many to count - falling around me, their blood soaking the snow rapidly. Some I recognized, some I didn’t. I ran, shifted, lunged and fought, but I was always too slow. Every time I reached one, another went down somewhere else. I was outnumbered. They’d been outnumbered. Surrounded. Slaughtered. And I couldn’t save them.Dawn searched around, picking up the familiar scent amidst the unpleasant stench of corpses and red snow.‘Where is he?’ I asked her, desperately. ‘WHERE IS HE?’I ran, leaping over limp bodies, till I came to him. He was still alive, barely, gasping.“No NO! Phillip, please.” The tears flowed down unrelentingly, the shock causing me to shift back. With the blood on my hands, I gathered him into my arms, wetting his face. “Please. Please. Please.” I wailed into him, unable to see anything else.He looked into my eyes, his pupils shaky. His frail arm struggled all the way to my face and rested in his palm, assisting it under my cheek.“Eliz
PhillipThe walls of the council chamber felt thicker than usual today, but they didn’t do much to muffle the raised voices inside.I sat on a chair, away from the door, facing it. My elbows dug into my knees and my fingers were interlocked in front of me, my eyes glued to the ground.The rest were littered around, close. Reagan leaned against the wall beside me. Calder and Cole stood opposite us. Rowan was closest to the door, looking up to the ceiling, head resting on the wall, like he was praying to the goddess to save us. And with the way we felt, we needed all the prayers we could get.Declan paced, as he always did when he was nervous. And it always irked Harlan because it made him more nervous when Declan paced. Mason simply crouched on the ground, back to the wall, head bowed. You’d think we were already defeated. We were especially jittery about this council meeting, because for the first time ever, we’d be invited into the council chamber; into the presence of our fathers,
Elizabeth I was led into a passageway I didn’t know was behind the Alpha and Luna’s thrones. Only a handful of us crowded the space; The Luna, her three children, Delta’s wife and her daughters, and a few other women from noble houses. I felt like I shouldn’t be in the midst, but imposter syndrome wasn’t higher than my will to live. The only feeling that stretched above that was my fear for Phillip and Reagan.I hoped Anthony was okay too. But I couldn’t help but wonder where his parents were during the attack. The Gamma was nowhere to be seen either. I couldn’t know if those two things were related.A hand touched my left shoulder ever so softly. I looked beside me and met Luna Aurelia’s blue eyes.“Are you alright, Elizabeth.” Her voice wafted into my ears like a low song, soothing the tempest within me to a great extent.“I..” something about her made me incapable of hiding the truth. “I’m scared.” I admitted in a hushed tone.“It’s okay for you to be. But we’ll get out of this s
PhillipThe moment I stepped into the Pack hall, I knew something was wrong. I couldn’t put a finger on it, but I couldn’t relax either. The first person I searched for was Elizabeth, up on a pedestal beside the person that may very well be the cause of whatever stirred wrongly in this hall.Maybe I was being emotional. He alone couldn’t be the cause, but I was almost certain he knew a thing or two about it.Whatever it was, it was closer than I knew. I scanned the hall, unsure of what I was even looking for. And when I would tell myself I was paranoid and may be on about nothing, Forrest would push gently, and I’d be alert again. Across from me, a shadow darkened the walls of the courtyard - just a shift, a ripple where there should have been none. I stared, narrowing my eyes.The speaker’s voice carried on, oblivious “.. a reminder of our strength as a pack.”A distant sound cut through the air. Not loud. Not obvious. A falseness rather than a noise. I made a move towards it whe
ElizabethI noticed too.The air shifted when Anthony and Beta Hart walked in, crashing the party with just their presence before the Beta even said a word.My Dad had stepped forward and handled it well. He’d always had a calm head on his shoulders. It was one of his most admirable qualities - one I tried to emulate.Certainly, I noticed Anthony wouldn’t take his eyes off me. It was a bit embarrassing. It had all the rest glancing and whispering. I tried my best to ignore, to keep my head down and my eyes away from him as much as possible. I busied myself with serving those around me, engaging in conversations and ensuring to look like I was having a good time - not being mindful of him at all. It was difficult.He didn’t move away from his father. He just stood there, watching and scanning, as if there was a separate mission. I found myself wondering what sort of journey father and son were going on that morning, but I couldn’t care much about it.Yet, when his fixated gaze poked m
PhillipThe councilmen didn’t meet often enough, but when they did, no one bothered to call it a meeting.It was bi annual, never announced, wasn’t formalized, and certainly wasn’t sanctioned by the Elite. It was framed as it always was when men like them wanted to talk freely while not forgetting to still be cautious of being heard. A lighthearted gathering in the big yard of one of the councilmen’s abodes. Fairy light decorations, low music and plentiful food. A harmless afternoon where wives cooked and laughed in the kitchen, children drifted between rooms, and the men discussed nothing important while circling everything that was.I stood near the drinks table when the memory hit me.Years ago in a familiar setting, the sun was too bright. Reagan and I squared off in a yard like this, tempers flaring over something stupid and long forgotten. We spat sharp words, our shoulders rolling back, and claws itching beneath skin.It had gotten so bad that we’d shifted, face to face, when







