LOGINI hate surprises.
Connor knows this. He’s known it for the entire eight months we’ve been dating – through my birthday disaster, through the “romantic” weekend that turned out to be his mom’s lake house with his entire family, through every single time he thought spontaneity was cute instead of fucking annoying.
So when he texts me dress cute, frat house tonight, date night with zero other details, I should know better.
But I’m a goddamn idiot, apparently.
I wear the sundress. The white one with the tiny buttons down the front that he likes to undo with his teeth when he’s feeling frisky. No bra because it doesn’t need one and because I’m hoping we sneak off to his room later. Matching panties – pale pink, lacy, the ones that make him groan.
Eight months of Connor Miller and I’ve learned to weaponize pretty underwear.
The Kappa Sigma house sits at the end of Greek Row like a threat. It’s the biggest one, the oldest one, the one every freshman girl whispers about at orientation. Don’t go there alone. Don’t take drinks from them. Don’t make eye contact with the seniors.
I’ve heard the stories. Everyone has.
Connor’s waiting on the porch, bouncing on his heels like a golden retriever who needs to pee. He’s nervous. He’s always nervous around the senior brothers – desperate for their approval in a way that makes me cringe sometimes.
“Hey, baby.” He kisses me fast, distracted. “You look hot.”
“What are we doing here?”
“Movie night. Pizza. Just a chill thing with some of the guys.”
He’s lying. I can tell because he won’t look at me, because his hand is clammy in mine, because there’s sweat beading at his temples even though it’s sixty degrees out.
But I follow him anyway.
The common room is empty. The kitchen is dark. The whole first floor feels abandoned – which is impossible for a Friday night at the most notorious frat on campus.
“Connor. Where is everyone?”
“Basement,” he says, and his voice cracks.
Red flag. Massive red flag. But he’s already pulling me toward the stairs, and I’m already following because that’s what I do – I follow Connor into his bad decisions and clean up the mess afterward.
The basement door closes behind us with a click that sounds way too final.
And I understand.
Oh.
Oh, fuck.
Five men. Five senior men. Arranged in a loose semicircle on leather couches and armchairs, drinks in hand, watching us descend the stairs like we’re the evening’s entertainment.
Which, apparently, we are.
I recognize them all. Everyone on campus does.
Blake Carter. President. Six-four, built like a linebacker, Black, with a jaw that could cut glass and eyes that have made better women than me forget their own names. He’s the one they call The Wolf – because he hunts in packs and always gets his prey.
Declan Cross. Vice president. Irish, pale, freckled, with red hair and a reputation for being creative. The kind of creative that sends girls home walking funny and smiling about it.
Mason Monroe. Secretary or treasurer or whatever the fuck – I don’t care about his title. Mixed, pretty-boy face, body like a Greek statue, known for filming his conquests and having them thank him for it afterward.
Tyler Sinclair. The quiet one. Blond, blue-eyed, all-American, looks like he should be captaining a yacht somewhere. They say he’s the worst of them. They say the pretty ones always are.
And finally – finally – Brandon Lee. Legacy kid, family money, effortlessly gorgeous in that East Asian model way. Supposedly the nice one. Though “nice” is relative in this house.
No TV. No pizza. No movie night.
Just five predators and one very, very stupid girl in a sundress.
“Connor.” My voice comes out steadier than I feel. “What the fuck is this?”
He won’t look at me. He’s staring at the floor, at his shoes, at anything except my face.
“Tell her.” Blake’s voice is low and deep, commanding in a way that makes my spine straighten automatically. “Tell your girlfriend what you promised us.”
“I – ” Connor swallows hard. “Baby, listen, it’s just – they said if I wanted to get in, if I wanted to be a brother, I had to – ”
“You had to what?”
“I had to – ” He finally looks at me, and there are actual tears in his eyes, the pathetic little bitch. “I had to give them you. For the night. All five of them. However they want.”
The words don’t compute at first.
My brain short-circuits, reboots, tries again.
He sold me. He fucking sold me for a membership.
“You’re joking.” I laugh, but it sounds wrong. “This is a joke, right? Some kind of hazing prank?”
“It’s not a joke.” Blake stands, and the whole room shifts. He’s magnetic – the kind of presence that demands attention just by existing. “Your boyfriend made a deal. His spot in the brotherhood for one night with his pretty little girlfriend.” He smiles, and it’s not nice. “All five of us. All three holes. Every load we’ve got.”
My stomach drops.
My heart pounds.
And something else – something traitorous and hot and wrong – pulses between my legs.
No. No, no, no.
“You can’t be serious.” I back up a step, but the stairs are behind me and there’s nowhere to go. “You can’t just – I didn’t agree to this. This is – ”
“Illegal?” Declan tilts his head, grinning. “Maybe. But who’s going to believe you? Campus sweetheart gets gangbanged by five seniors – sounds like she wanted it. Sounds like she asked for it.” He spreads his hands. “And honestly? You’re going to.”
“Fuck you.”
“Eventually.” He winks.
I turn to Connor, rage boiling in my chest. “I’m leaving. And we’re done. We’re so fucking done, you pathetic piece of – ”
Blake moves.
One second he’s across the room. The next he’s right in front of me, so close I can smell his cologne – sandalwood and something darker, something that makes my thighs clench involuntarily.
His hand fists in my hair and yanks, pulling my head back until I’m staring up at him, throat exposed, completely at his mercy.
“You can leave,” he says softly. “Door’s right there. Unlocked. No one’s going to stop you.”
I blink.
“But – ” He leans closer, lips brushing my ear, voice dropping to a growl that vibrates through my whole body. “We both know you’re not going to. Because I can smell how wet you are from here, sweetheart. I can see the way you’re pressing your thighs together. You’ve thought about this. Fantasized about it. Wondered what it would be like to get taken by men who know exactly what they’re doing.”
“I – ”
“Connor’s a boy.” His free hand slides up my bare thigh, beneath the hem of my sundress, and I should push him away, I should scream, I should run – but I don’t. I don’t move. I barely breathe. “He fumbles around, gets himself off, leaves you wet and frustrated. Right?”
Fuck.
His fingers find my panties. Find the soaked fabric. Find the undeniable evidence of my body’s betrayal.
“Jesus Christ,” he breathes, laughing low and dark. “She’s fucking drenched.”
He pulls his hand back, holds up his fingers – glistening, coated with my arousal – and shows Connor.
Shows all of them.
“This is what your girlfriend thinks about being sold.” Blake’s voice carries across the room. “She’s dripping through her panties like a desperate little slut.”
I want to die.
I want to disappear.
I want him to put his hand back.
“So here’s what’s going to happen.” He releases my hair, steps back, gives me space I suddenly don’t want. “You’re going to take off that pretty dress. You’re going to get on that mattress. And you’re going to let five men show you what you’ve been missing with this pathetic excuse for a boyfriend.” He glances at Connor. “Or you walk. Your choice.”
Two fingers push back in while his mouth stays on my clit, and the combination undoes me faster than I’d like – under two minutes, because six months of arguing in doorways was foreplay and the first honest contact detonates everything that’s been stacking up since March.I cum against his mouth with my thigh locked over his shoulder and my hand fisted in his hair, and I’m loud enough that the downstairs neighbor is definitely awake now, and I don’t care, because for the first time in half a year I am making noise in this building on purpose.He stands up with his mouth and chin shining, looking obscenely pleased with himself.“Couch,” I say, pushing him backward by the chest.He goes down onto the cushions and I climb over him, and the springs make their specific squeak – the one I know, the one I’ve laid in the dark listening to while other women made sounds I pretended not to hear.There’s still fabric between us. I settle down onto the ridge of him through the joggers and grind, a
I shove past him.His apartment is mine flipped, and it’s disorienting to walk into a mirror of your own life that smells like somebody else’s soap. The speakers are two towers flanking the couch, big enough that I can see the air moving in front of them. I go for the power button with the specific fury of a woman who has not slept properly since February.He catches my wrist before I reach it.Not hard. His hand closes around my forearm and stops it, and that’s all. I turn and he’s right there, closer than he’s ever been, close enough that I can smell the sweat and the beer and something underneath both that is just him, and my body reads the proximity and floods before my brain files an objection.“Don’t touch my equipment,” he says, low.“Then turn it off yourself.”“No.”“You are the worst neighbor in this building. You’re loud, you’re selfish, you have never once considered that other people live here, and I have wanted to strangle you since March –”“And you’re standing in my ap
The note taped to my door reads: Your vacuum at 7 AM on a SATURDAY violates the Geneva Convention. – 5BI peel it off and put it in the kitchen drawer with the other eleven, which is a habit I’ve decided not to examine, and then I stand in my own hallway holding the drawer open like a woman consulting evidence in a trial that will never happen. Six months of this. Six months since Ethan in 5B moved into the unit that shares my bedroom wall and started treating a residential building like a venue.The wall is the whole problem. My headboard touches it. My pillow is maybe eight inches from whatever he’s doing over there, and what he’s doing over there at any given hour involves sub-bass, because he produces music for a living, or he claims to, and the production apparently requires a volume that walks my water glass across the nightstand in tiny increments until it commits suicide onto the floor.I’ve filed three complaints. The building manager told me the noise policy is “more of a gu
The ropes come loose and get retied before I’ve finished turning, and then I’m face-down with my wrists still bound and my hips propped high on the pillow they’ve wedged under me. One of them enters from behind and the angle lets him reach further than anything has all night, his hips cracking against my ass on every stroke. The other kneels in front of my hooded face and finds my mouth through the opening in the fabric, and the upside-down angle opens my throat for him in a way that makes both of us make sounds.Face-down. Hooded. Bound at four points. One cock in me from behind and one in my mouth from the front, in a cabin I could not locate on a map, being worked over by men whose faces I have never seen.What happens next isn’t a series of orgasms so much as one long unbroken state I get stuck inside, because the stimulation never lets up long enough for me to come down. When one of them adjusts, the other compensates. When I clamp down in climax, the cock inside me drives harder
His mouth lands on me with no warning and no gentleness, lips sealing over my clit, tongue pushing into me, his whole face committed to the work like a man executing instructions he memorized on the drive up. My back comes off the mattress before I’ve registered what’s happening. The rope at my wrists catches me and my ankles strain against their ties and every one of those restraints holds exactly the way I paid for them to hold.He read the form. All four pages of it. He knows I asked to be consumed rather than courted, and he’s honoring the request with his hands clamped around my thighs hard enough that I’ll find the marks tomorrow, which is also on the form – page two, under the heading where I wrote that I wanted evidence afterward.The sound that comes out of me isn’t a word, because words aren’t permitted, but the sounds are, and what I’m producing is closer to something an animal makes than anything I’d recognize from my own throat. An hour of denial has left me so raw that t
My breathing is rapid. My nipples are hard against my sports bra. My pussy is throbbing.“You will not see our faces. The hood stays on unless we remove it. When we touch you, you will respond with your body, not your words. The only word you are allowed to speak is your safe word. Every other sound is permitted and encouraged.”A hand touches my throat. Gloved. The leather warm from his body heat. The fingers wrap around my neck – not squeezing, holding. Establishing dominion. His thumb rests on my pulse point and I know he can feel it hammering.“Your body is already responding,” he says. His thumb pressing my racing pulse. “Heart rate elevated. Skin flushed. Pupils – we can’t see those yet. But based on your intake form –” A pause. “– your pussy is soaked right now.”I nod. Involuntary. The honesty extracted by the scenario.“We’ll start with that.”His hands find the waistband of my leggings. Pulls them down – efficiently, the fabric peeling off my sweaty skin, down my thighs, my







