The Hotline

What does a man like me do when he changes, does he lose himself, or does he just lose parts of him that no longer exist, the parts that were bad, but not all parts were bad, at least that is what I believe.

Yesterday was amazing, but how do I do this, what happens past the kissing and fucking. I don’t know, I have never been here. I have never liked a woman so much that I want to spend all my time with her, I have never felt that incredible feeling that I feel in my guts when I am around her. How long does this last, does it last forever.

How do I let her into my life, let her into my life she knows nothing about. How do I tell her who I really am?

But just before my thoughts consume me, I am ripped away by Dominic’s voice, “Glad to see you have some clothes on this morning.”

“If I was you I'd keep my mouth shut.”

“I think it's more like you keeping it shut with all that moaning.”

“If you don't keep it shut you will be moaning.”