LOGINSome people grieve by pretending there's nothing to grieve.Elias went back to campus on a Wednesday.He told himself it was because the academic calendar didn't pause for personal disasters and that falling behind now would cost him in ways he couldn't afford. Both of these things were true. Neither of them was the real reason.The real reason was that his apartment had become unbearable.Not because of anything wrong with it. It was the same apartment it had always been, the same coffee maker, the same books stacked on the floor beside the desk, the same window that looked out onto the same stretch of street he had watched from for two years. Everything was exactly as he had left it.That was the problem.He had stood in the doorway the first night back and looked at all of it and felt, very clearly, that the version of himself who had lived here comfortably had not come back with him from the restaurant. That version had stayed somewhere between
Back home “Might be best if I stopped here”. “Noo. It's not true. They won't put me in such a situation. They showered me with so much love and..”“Yes. We left them with you because they wouldn't harm you. They are part of the ones that see the keeper as a priest of sorts to their god. So, their love was kinda real”. Idris said trying to calm her down but she stood up still shaking her head in denial.“I mean they… no… not really…. This…..” intangible words came out of her mouth. She was spiralling. Her mum always knew when to call her. Perfectly timed. She had always thought it was a mother's instincts. How was she to just believe this just because Idris said so.. They left her with them? Laughable.“Calm down Caelith. You're losing it.” Idris said a hint of sympathy in his voice. The room began to hum. The floorboards vibrated beneath her feet, a low, rhythmic thrumming that rattled the glass on the side table. “Caelith, Calm down.” He said,
The estate felt different the morning after. Every shadow seemed longer, every corner of the hallway more deliberate. Caelith had spent the night alternating between the memory of the museum room and countless other questions running through her mind. She had a list of questions written out in her mind, but she hadn't decided on the order. Was she brought to the house because of the portrait or the journal?. She started the day with her usual training and bath. She had texted Idris the night before, and got no reply. In the afternoon.She was in the downstairs sitting room, the air thick with the scent of lavender and old wood, when she heard the floorboards shift.She didn't have to look up to know it was Idris. She had been there with hope that she would find him if he came around."Caelith," his voice was calm, cutting through the silence. He stood in the entryway, hands clasped behind his back.“I was starting to lose hope. You didn't reply to your text
They sat on the rug in Caelith’s room. The jar of cookies sat between them. Caelith picked one up, turned it over in her fingers, and put it back down. Elara didn't press her. She just leaned back against the bed frame, eating her own cookie with a quiet, practiced patience.The silence lasted until the jar was half empty."You want to talk about it?" Elara asked, her voice low.Caelith looked at her, then down at her palms, where a trace of gray dust still lingered. "Have you ever been to the third floor? The room with the painting and antiques?”Elara stopped chewing. "The museum room?""Yes."Elara nodded. "Once. By accident.""Tell me," Caelith said, her voice barely a whisper.Elara nodded slowly. "Okay." She set the cookie down. "I was twelve. I was on the third I don't even remember why I went up there. Boredom probably. I used to explore when I was younger, before I figured out which parts of the house had invisible lines around them."
Doppelganger in OilThree days.That was how long it had been since she returned from her parents' house, and every hour had been a slow, grinding exercise in normalcy. The baseline shifted upward every few days without announcement, and you either kept up or you didn't. She kept up. Barely. But she kept up.Afterward she showered and changed and sat on the edge of her bed for twenty minutes doing nothing, which was the closest thing to rest the mansion seemed to permit.She went through the motions, the sparring sessions where her trainer pushed her until her lungs burned, the meals that she usually ate alone, the quiet hours where she tried to pretend the dream hadn't happened.She was exhausted, but the exhaustion was restless. It demanded movement. Then, because sitting still had started to feel worse than moving, she got up.She slipped away, taking the back staircase to the third floor. The third floor was a wing of the estate she ra
It became a habit Her name was Elara.She had been called other things before that. A case number at the regional intake facility where she spent the first five years of her life. A nickname the older kids gave her in the group home she transferred to at six, something unkind that she had quietly decided not to carry past that age. And then, when she was eight years old, a man had taken her from the orphanage. He had simply looked at her a fraction longer than he did the others. Next thing she knew she was in the estate with a new name.Elara. Something that sounded like light moving through water.She had never asked who chose it. By the time she was old enough to think to ask, it had stopped mattering. It was hers. That was enough.______The circumstances of how she came to be at the estate were something she had stopped trying to fully understand around the time she turned thirteen.She knew the broad shape of
The dream always started the same way.Darkness. Not the comfortable kind that came with closed eyes and a soft pillow but the kind that had weight. The kind that pressed against your chest like it was deciding whether or not to let you breathe.Caelith never screamed in the dream. She had learned
Can you trust someone who tried to kill you?Zara got up slowly.Not because she was hurt. Because she was being careful, the way you are careful around something you don't have a category for yet. She brushed off her knees with a practiced gesture that seemed more like muscle memory than actual co
The chant had found a new rhythm.Softer than before but somehow more suffocating for it, like a hand pressing down gently but with the full intention of not lifting. Caelith stood in the ring of unflickering flames and breathed and tried to think past the pressure building steadily behind her ster
She almost didn't go.That was the thing she would think about later- how close she came to just calling in, pulling the curtains back down and spending the day in bed with her headache and her unease and her half finished essay. How different everything might have looked if she had. The essay had







