تسجيل الدخولI should be given an award in endurance; in fact, there should be a statue of me located in Heald Square just next to George Washington, and it would be titled "For Your Enduring Spirit."
Because here I was, standing in front of my husband, a title that would officially be his in 5 minutes if the damn priest would stop acting like a sloth. I ignored the words of admonition he was dishing out, choosing to focus on my man. Decked in a single-breasted beige suit from Husbands Paris, he was breathtaking. His hair had been pushed back, and with the undercut, he was lethal. He had ditched his glasses for contact lenses the exact color of his eyes, and they reminded me of the skies in the winter. Slowly, I blinked, as if taking a snapshot of him, committing the entire look to mind because this would be the last memory of him in my dying bed. “I love you.” He mouthed, his eyes twinkling with so much love, and I was weak against those words, especially coming from those lips I so desperately wanted to kiss. “I love you too.” I whispered, giving him my hands as he reached out to it, and all of the memories of our first meeting flooded my mind. We had met at a fundraiser for children with congenital disease, and he had spilled wine on my dress in a hurry to go out. I was as pissed off as any rational human would be. The Maria Lucia Hohan dress was my favorite, and it was the first time I was wearing it. Of course, I had blown up on him, but Davy, ever calm and collected, had only asked for my address, and about four days later, I saw two of the dresses in my front door. I reached out to him, demanding he take it back, but Davy was stubborn and evaded every attempt until I finally tracked him down. Somehow, the dress was forgotten, and we ended up in bed. Ironically, I wore the dress for our first date, and we have been going steady since then. That was about 7 years ago. It was also how I earned the nickname "Red," for the color of wine that spilled on my clothes and for my ‘anger,’ although he was only lying. “Do you, Davy Hale Walton, take Anna Sinclair to be your lawful wedded wife?” The priest asked, jolting my focus back to the reception, and I looked on in anticipation. “Yes, I do.” He said firmly, and I swallowed, my eyes already glistening. “Do you, Anna Sinclair, take Davy Hale Walton to be your lawful wedded husband?” The priest repeated, and the reply was already spilling out before I could think so much about it. “Yes, I do.” I said with so much conviction and assurance, and the audience erupted in cheers. The rest of the ceremony passed in a blur. We said our vows, my handkerchief dabbing desperately at my eyes as I tried to catch the stray tears. From the corner of my vision, I spotted my makeup artist shaking her head, silently pleading with me to show mercy to my face. After the priest’s final blessing and his declaration of us as husband and wife, it was finally time for our first kiss and for the first time since the ceremony began, I flushed. The hall was packed with friends and family; all gathered were here to witness our joining. My brother was literally in the hall, and there was no way I would be locking lips with a man when they were all staring at me. “Don’t tell me you are growing shy on me, Anna Walton.” Davy teased, his arms wrapping around the small of my waist, and my breath caught in my throat as I felt the tingles just from his touch. “Hmmm, Walton,” I whispered, my arms circling around his neck. “It has a nice ring to it, doesn’t it?” He teased, cocking his brows, yet his eyes were solely focused on my lips, his desire made so plain that I rubbed my thighs together. Lord have mercy. I needed to be able to get through this reception. “It sure does.” And no sooner had I spoken than he reached out, joining our lips together. Fireworks exploded wherever we touched, his hands burning a hole in my waist. His lips were nice and soft, filled with so much love that I fell even deeper for him. It was easy to forget the cheering crowd, easy to forget everything and focus only on the feel of his lips on mine, and my fingers eased higher, getting tangled in his hair. And we would have progressed farther than that if my best friend hadn’t disrupted us. “You want to save that for the honeymoon, babies.” Kim yelled, and the hall erupted once again in laughter, but we parted, reluctantly. However, our fingers remained tangled with each other, needing an excuse to continue touching. The wedding was finally over, and we filed to the second hall, where the reception was to be held. My eyes took in the decorated hall, nodding slowly. I had to give it to my mother-in-law; she was a great planner, and even though I wanted to rip out every yellow decoration, which currently covered the entire hall, it was still beautiful. “May I have the attention of the couple?” My dad said, tapping his glass with a fork, and the hall became quiet. “First I must congratulate my beautiful daughter and now my handsome son, sorry Aaron,” he yelled to my brother, but he only waved them off. “I am one of the happiest men alive, and to spread the joy, I will be gifting the couple a beautiful 2025 Prado jeep.” Gasps erupted throughout the hall, mine the loudest, my jaw hanging open. “Dad!” I whined, already standing up to meet him, and I hugged him fiercely. “Thank you.” I whispered into his shoulder, blinking back tears that were already making their way down. My father had always been my safety net, reassuring me that no matter how high I climbed or how hard I fell, I would never land alone. It was one reason I had never gotten a car with my money because he had that covered. I leaned further into him, inhaling the expensive Arabian perfume he had decked himself in, all that smelled undeniably of home, when another tap of the glass broke us apart. My in-laws stood, their shoulders raised high with so much pride, and I could almost see the words in their eyes. To them, this was a challenge, and they were not going to back down, but right now I couldn’t care. “May I see the new couple?” Margaret spoke with a haughty voice that had me rolling my eyes, but Davy noticed it, and he shook his head. He held out his hands, and I drifted towards him before we walked to meet our in-laws, and we both stood in front of them. “It pleases me to see the union of such great individuals. My son is a respectable gynecologist raised by two equally great doctors, and I have no doubt he will be a wonderful husband,” she began, her gaze fixed firmly on Davy, as though I were a decorative addition rather than the woman he would be spending the rest of his life with. Davy squeezed my hands gently, his hold the only thing keeping me sane. “We will be giving the couple an all-expense-paid honeymoon to any place of choice for two weeks, complete with a private jet and a property in any estate of choice.” My jaw dropped open, and I glanced at my husband, but he shook his head. A pathetic ‘thank you’ was all I could manage, Davy immediately taking over and saying something more suitable than the mumbles that were leaving my lips. Soon enough, the music picked back up, and we went back to dancing and pretending our lives weren’t ridiculously perfect.I inhaled deeply, gathering enough air in my lungs, but even I knew it was already useless. His scent had filled my nose, clouding my brain and probably my sense of judgement.Yet, one look at him, and it was easy for the anger to rush back in. It flowed like an endless stream, almost like an active volcano, bubbling to a point of combustion, and it took everything in me not to bolt out there or even do something stupid, like slapping him.At this point, it was justified.My fingers twitched beside me, folding and unfolding, and I had half the mind to ignore him, but he was standing literally face-to-face with me; I couldn’t do that without being considered outrightly rude.So I took another deep breath, slapping a smile on my face.“Aaron.” I called in a voice so detached the echo reaching me sounded nothing like me. He thought so too because he jerked back, his brows immediately pulling tightly in a frown. However, the frown was swept away, giving way to a face more remorseful, or
The storm had settled finally. Martin was prosecuted and fined. He had demanded to see me to apologize and make things right, but I refused to grant his wish. Sometimes, the out of sight, out of mind rule that was placed seemed necessary now, and I was unaware of what I was capable of doing seeing him in such close range. However, one thing was sure: he wasn’t going home with all his body parts complete. So, I chose to remain on the sideline, reluctant to step back into my world. I didn't realize how suffocating and toxic it was until I was forced away from it. And now, the more I stayed in this peace and quiet, the more my reluctance grew. My schedule was practically clear for another two weeks, so there was no rush. Especially now that I didn’t have a phone and spent most of my days with Raina and Nana. But things had to start changing. “Raina?” I called gently from outside her room, waiting to hear her, but the silence that came was baffling. It wasn’t time for her beauty nap,
And the storm did subside, although it took way longer than it should.Jamie had been furious about my decision to suddenly leave the face of the earth, his exact words, and so were the numerous emails he had sent until I finally shut the MacBook.But he couldn’t fault me; I would be useless to them there, so it was better this way.It was nice though, staying in the house with Raina and Nana, and this time, they tried to do everything to ensure I was well and ready for whatever.For one, Raina didn’t try to bore me with fasting, nor did she bother me with eating veggies, an action I was thankful for. Nana had also decided to treat me to her rare special meals.I was resting in my room, catching up to the series of America's Next Top Model, when a soft knock was heard.“Kim, are you asleep?” Raina’s soft voice passed through the openings of the door, reaching me, and I immediately straightened.“No. Come in.” I waited as she twisted the knob, wondering what could have brought her ins
Tears poured from my eyes at a very alarming rate, my chest rising and falling so rapidly, like I had run a marathon. But this was no marathon, or maybe it was.I knew I had asked him to take his call, basically giving him the leverage to leave, but I wish he had insisted. I wish he had hugged me. I wish…The only rational being spoke in my head, blaring her alarm so loud I shrunk further into the floor.‘Don’t you dare. He abandoned us.’ Her voice drowned whatever longing I was feeling because it was the truth.Yeah, he did.He had ghosted me for weeks now. I could understand if he had mentioned he was busy then, but I entered into this mess that was threatening to tear me apart, and not even when the issue was in the heat of the moment did he come to at least support me. Now he claimed he had so many things to do, and as time went on, it was impossible to reach out.Did he take me to be a fool?The anger I had thought fizzled out swelled inside me, feeding every reason why I should
Kim’s POVI had never understood people who took long breaks on social media, the so-called ‘social media detox.' I never understood it when they claimed they wanted nothing of the internet but still needed information from others about things going on the damn net.It was why I could never understand Raina when she had moved to a seemingly quiet state and decided to go off-grid.But I do now. I understood better than anyone the need to leave everything and just be by myself.It was necessary, after I found out the internet was too toxic for me, that after every scroll, I was hyperventilating and having panic attacks.I couldn’t let something I bought with my money—actually it was a gift—ruin me, so I smashed the phone to the floor, gaining a little satisfaction when I saw it shattered to pieces.And now, I was in peace, blissfully unaware of whatever the fuck was going on. The world could be burning and I would be in my living room, swaying to the rhythm of my favorite artist.Yes.I
Aaron’s POVParis was a dream, one I wished to relive every day, but fashion week was over, and I was thrown into my life again. Work wasn’t just hectic; it was suffocating.I had meetings stacked on meetings, deals slipping through my fingers, and somewhere in the middle of it all was Kim.I promised it wasn’t my fault; I would never try to push Kim away, but I had a strict code when it comes to work: never let emotions interfere with business.But Kim wasn’t just interfering anymore. She was becoming the reason I checked my phone every five minutes.So I did the only thing I knew how to do.I pulled away.It was cowardice, ignoring her after the wonderful time we had in Paris, but I had promised once I was through with the contact, I would reach out to her. But the gap had only widened; seeking her was a task so daunting it made me relent.But I was justified.The success of Fashion Week had catapulted her to new heights, and she was everywhere. Kim was on every channel, every scree
My breath caught in my throat, the reality that we might not be together circling in my mind. I hated to admit it, but I was scared. Scared that if I gave her the room she did need, she would never find her way back to me; scared she may decide she didn’t need me anymore. Scared that I would spend
“Are you sure?” I asked Davy as we were cuddled on the sofa, watching a sitcom I had no interest in. It was one of those boring ones they shove down your own throat when they should have canceled it.But who was I to judge?“Yes,” he nodded, glancing at me. “She would love to.” He reassured me, yet
I curled into a ball, sobbing quietly, my pain almost too heavy to bear. My throat felt like it was closing up, and my tongue suddenly too dry. I gnawed at my lower lip, tears spilling from my eyes.The words he had spoken echoed in my mind like a broken record. It was as if a TV had been placed in
Davy’s POVAnna had been unstable for days now, and that was putting it slightly. I knew who I had gotten married to, and Anna was in no sense a ‘calm’ woman. But now? She was entirely different.She reminded me of a cornered snake, striking with every strength she had, venom in each bite.Every me







