LOGINThe party was already winding down, and honestly I had had enough of it. My feet were hurting, my cheeks ached from smiling too much, and I was only a glass away from getting drunk.
I was also yet to consummate my marriage, and right now I was cranky, and maybe it also had to do with my husband being holed up with his mother for hours now. His mother had encased him in a hug, whispering to him, and I had half a mind to march up there and get my husband. “Easy there, tiger.” Kim cautioned, slipping into the seat next to me, and the frown instantly dissolved from my face. “Kim!” I exclaimed, grabbing her for a hug, and I got a whiff of the musk she had always dabbled herself in, one I could never place. We parted reluctantly from the hug, and I stared at her in admiration. Kim was truly carved by the goddess herself, and with her gorgeous baby pink dress that flowed over her, she looked ethereal. “Awww, you really look beautiful.” “I try my best.” She shrugged, her lips softly widening in a smile. “It was your big day, and I have no doubt you would chase me out if I showed up in anything less.” We both laughed, but of course we knew the truth. No friend of mine was allowed to be anything less than fabulous on my big day. “Congratulations, love,” she said, reaching for my hand and squeezing it gently. “You looked so beautiful; I don’t think any bride could compare.” “Please,” I scoffed. “They never stood a chance, but thank you.” I blew her an air kiss. “Now, what the hell is your mother-in-law doing?” She stared pointedly at the said person, and I frowned at the curse word. For a globally acclaimed model, her mouth was filthier than a sailor's, and it was even worse when she was tipsy. “That woman needs to get a fucking grip.” Kim hissed, draining the entirety of her glass, and I looked at the direction she was staring at. The urge to roll my eyes was so strong when I saw Margaret still cuddled up with her son, my husband. The woman had no boundaries, and if it were still possible for her to still breastfeed him, she would be willing. “She is only saying goodbye to her son?” I said in her defense, but Kim's brows shot up, not at all believing me, and we both burst out laughing. “Hale has left home since college; she needs to let him go at this point.” She slurred, rolling her eyes, and she held out a hand, hailing a server to come, but I held her arms firmly. “That is enough drink for you unless you want the paparazzi to write a nasty headline about you leaving drunk.” “Oh fuck them!” She raised her middle finger in the air, attracting looks, and again we burst into laughter. Kim and the paparazzi had a love-hate relationship. She was popular; hence, they always flocked around her trying to get a scope, but she gave no fuck. Maybe it was in her bid to not be seen as the perfect supermodel following in the footsteps of her predecessor, but she was doing a good job at it. “Ladies,” Aaron, my brother, slid into the empty seat close to us. “Have some decorum.” “Aari.” Kim practically jumped from her seat, hugging my brother, well, practically smothering him with her breast, and my brow rose up slightly. “I have missed you so much.” She drawled, the drink finally taking effect, and my brother flushed. “Kim, I told you to stop with those horrendous nicknames.” He scolded her or attempted to because there was nothing mean in that tone, and I looked at them with squinted eyes. They had never had to cross paths except occasionally when we were together; they don’t even follow each other on I*******m, yet something about the way they stood too close made my instincts prickle. “Is anything going on between you both?” “What the hell?” Aaron yelled, righting Kim in her seat. “She is your best friend. I wouldn’t touch her with a long pole.” “Hmmm.” I still stared at them, unconvinced, but I had no strength to drag this on anymore. “Why are you even here? I thought you would be scouting for the next poor lassie to flaunt your wealth and Aaron Junior.” “First off, ewww. You are my sister; you shouldn’t be saying such things. Secondly, congratulations.” He pulled me into a hug, giving me enough scent of his oud until it was becoming suffocating, and I slapped his hand to free myself. “T-thank you, brother, but we should limit this to no choking.” I retorted, and he smiled widely, showing his dimples. “So, I was going to give you a car, but our dear parents beat me to it, and I can’t think of any material things that I can give to you that you don’t already have.” He joked, and I nodded. It was no rumor that I was a shopaholic, believing in buying what I liked, so there was some truth in what he said. “So what will you be getting me then?” I asked eagerly because Aaron gave the best gifts. I watched, my eyes widening as he pulled out a black card, sliding it to me. “No.” I shook my head, pushing it back because there was no way in hell I was accepting that. I even had mine. “For emergencies.” He argued, sliding it back to me. “I can’t accept this; I still have Dad’s and Davy’s.” “Jolly, then you add mine to the list.” He shrugged, staring at me real hard. He had that lazy smile plastered on his face, but it was one that shouldn’t fool you, as it signaled finality. I was going to say something to argue that there was no need to add to my lavish lifestyle. Suddenly, I sat straighter, my body perking up as if it already knew who was coming, and my lips curved into a smile the moment I saw him. “Excuse me, I would like my wife.” Davy spoke in a low baritone that did nothing good to my insides. “Wife?” I murmured, biting my lips. Turning to face him, it was easy to ignore everything around me. Not that they could stand a chance; everything simply ceased to exist immediately he stepped into the picture. “I am not sorry to cut it short, but we have a flight to catch and a honeymoon to begin.” He whispered, kissing my forehead. “Oh really?” I perked up like I was fucking high, already standing up and bidding them goodbye as I let Davy take my hand. “You whore!” Kim slurred. “She is going to get fucked and leave us all dry and alone.” I shrieked just as Aaron covered her mouth just in time. Heat rushed to my face as several heads turned, Davy shaking in laughter, but she wasn’t wrong. I was going to get fucked, and honestly, I couldn’t wait.Anna’s POV Four years after Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!! The curse tumbled from my lips as I paced about the length of our room. Paced? I was freaking marching about, my feet pounding on the tiles. Davy was due home any minute from now, and I was doomed if he saw me in this state of panic. But I couldn’t help it, not when the red lines were boldly displayed for all to see. “Shit!” I wanted to scream at the wall and throw hands, but I managed to control myself, taking deep breaths before I tapped my phone, checking the time. Davy should be back in seventeen minutes, but it was enough time for me to run to a nearby pharmacy and get a bunch of tests because it seemed these ones couldn’t even do their work. So I hatched my plans, picking up the keys to the Cadillac CT4, my yearly car change from Daddy, even though Davy insisted he was capable enough of doing so. Anyways, back to my problem at hand. I drove with only one focus in mind, the local pharmacy finally coming into view, and
Six months later “You have never told me why you call me princess.” I chirped from where I was curled on Aaron’s lap while he was bent over his laptop, working. Today was my rest day, and what better way to spend it than with Aaron? We were in his home in New York, one of the many estates the Sinclair owned. He had made the change two months ago to be close to the city due to his work, but why was I having assurance that I had to do with at least sixty percent of the change? Anyway, whether or not I took the highest percentage, it was welcomed. I had told Aaron I would think about it, and I did, soon realizing that I cared about him more than I would let on, more than the fear of his sister finding out. And even though we hadn’t exchanged the ‘L’ words, what he felt for me was genuine, and I shared the same feelings, so we started over. Although our relationship was yet to be defined. No ‘I love you’ was said, but this was already going well for us, so there was no need t
Aaron had made it his life mission to torture me. It was the only logical reason to say he kept showing himself in my face or even his deeds.Like how I got flowers after every event I completed, and on the days I had none, they would still magically appear in front of my door, sometimes still fresh with morning dew.I was convinced Jamie was helping him because there was no way Aaron could magically know my schedule, but Jamie had kept his lips sealed, so there was nothing I could do about it.However, the flowers always came with the same note.‘I am sorry.’But recently, there had been a change. Now, they carried his scent.Aaron must have realized I never hesitated to throw them away because this time, every bouquet smelled unmistakably like him.And no matter how hard I tried, I could never stop myself from reaching out, sniffing the rich muck, mixed with the soft and slightly spicy scent of the roses. Eventually, I stopped throwing them away altogether. Instead, I found myself b
I watched as he made his exit, slowly reaching for his shirt, deliberately as if to prolong our time together. He took even more time, turning away from me, slowly moving towards the door. His steps were unhurried, as if he were waiting for me to stop him, but right now, the only joy I could feel would be if he were out of my presence and I waited. I watched, waited as he took his time, but I made no comment about it. There was no need to waste any drop of saliva for him anymore; it was over. It was over. The words echoed in my mind as the door slammed shut behind me, loud enough to make me flinch. However, now I was left alone in this silence, one nearly suffocating, but I did my best to breathe through it. Slowly, in and out. In and out. ‘This was for the best.’ I whispered to myself, yet why does it feel like anything but that? Why does my heart ache so, a gaping hole left from where he has gone? I thought I didn’t feel anything for him. This was supposed to be physi
I woke up disoriented. Actually, disoriented couldn’t really explain everything that was happening to me, but it was all my limited vocabulary could bring up. First, the room was in pure darkness, doing little to calm the raging storm in my head. Apparently, I was in a bed, even tucked in under the sheets. However, I managed to push myself to a sitting position. Reaching towards the nightstand, I found a little remote that sat there, and I pressed a button, and the curtain slowly parted. “Shit,” I cursed slowly as the ray of sun attacked my eyesight, and I shrank from it like a vampire would. My stomach rumbled, as if trying to churn out whatever it had last night, but I swallowed hard, pushing it down. Instead, I shuffled towards the edge of the bed, placing my feet gingerly on the ground, and I stood. A violent wave of vertigo hit me hard, the world spinning so fast, and I immediately sat back, taking deep breaths to stabilize myself. I waited for some minutes, inhaling and
I inhaled deeply, gathering enough air in my lungs, but even I knew it was already useless. His scent had filled my nose, clouding my brain and probably my sense of judgement.Yet, one look at him, and it was easy for the anger to rush back in. It flowed like an endless stream, almost like an active volcano, bubbling to a point of combustion, and it took everything in me not to bolt out there or even do something stupid, like slapping him.At this point, it was justified.My fingers twitched beside me, folding and unfolding, and I had half the mind to ignore him, but he was standing literally face-to-face with me; I couldn’t do that without being considered outrightly rude.So I took another deep breath, slapping a smile on my face.“Aaron.” I called in a voice so detached the echo reaching me sounded nothing like me. He thought so too because he jerked back, his brows immediately pulling tightly in a frown. However, the frown was swept away, giving way to a face more remorseful, or
“Davy!” I screamed, the sound tearing from me, strong enough to pull down the roof of our house. I made a mad dash toward him, my pulse racing as panic clawed up. I lunged for him, running my hands all over his body, feeling for his temperature. “Shit!” His skin burned beneath the palm, the heat do
I breathed a sigh of relief as the car pulled into the garage, my ass already itching to be out of here. Other times I would have waited until Davy stepped out to get my door. Truth be told, I couldn’t even remember when I last did something as simple as opening my own door when he was around, but
“Anna,” he sighed like he had found breath, but my brows furrowed as I tried to make sense of it, and then I remembered how he had left me alone on my honeymoon, and anger engulfed me.“Why are you here?” I asked, surprised at how calm my voice was despite the fact I was shaking with rage. “Yeah,
I did as I was told, slipping into the cutest Zimmermann white polka-dot sleeveless dress that stopped a few inches above my butt, twirling as I admired the way it moved with me.Davy was beside me, dressed in a white, flowery, short-sleeved shirt and shorts far shorter than he usually wore, exposi







