~Avery~
I could not attend lectures because I was not feeling good at all, I could not remember everything that happened the previous night, the only memory that I had was the sex with Xander even though, he did not mark me, I tried not to think about it because it would only make me cry.
At least, I made a new friend at his coronation party, so, the only people that I had were Tyler and Ashley, I was patiently waiting for school to be over, so, that I would go to her room and maybe, sleep over because I did not want to be in the same space with him.
The words that he told me kept ringing in my head and there was no way to make it stop.
I was still deep in my thoughts when I heard a loud knock on the door, it was so aggressive and I knew exactly who it was, the same person that I wanted to run away from.
I reluctantly stood up from my bed and walked to the door to open it with shaky hands and a racing heart
~Avery~My eyes were already sore from crying and I had a serious migraine, I could not even sleep because his words kept haunting me, he hated me so much and he was not the only one, my pack did as well, it was like I was a serious problem that needed to be fixed, if he could not stand me anymore, I would help him by moving out of the room, I did not care if I slept in the janitor’s closet and anywhere worse, my room back in my father’s pack was not so good, anyways.If we were not in the same space, I would not see him all the time and I would not be reminded of the pain, if my father was a nice man, I would have been able to convince him to take me to another school but the devil in form of his son would never allow it besides this was the best school for supernatural, I could not deny that fact.Alison did not have to worry about me taking him away and I was not going to get a second chance m
Avery~Ashley and Tyler had spent the past few hours training me to be stronger and it has not been easy, the only good part about this was that they were patient even though, I felt nervous because I knew that he was somehow watching me and hating himself for being paired to a loser like me.I had successfully shot the arrow at the target and it felt like the biggest win for me, I had to train so hard, so, I would impress my father, I did not want to go back to being an ordinary maid.‘’I knew that you would be able to do it!’’ Ashley ran to hug me like a proud mother to her daughter.‘’Thank you.’’ I replied with a wide grin.‘’In no time, you would be good to go.’’ Tyler asserted as he returned the weapons to their various places.If I could be better, I would definitely have my mate all to myself, he would not have a reason to reject me at the end.I heard tha
~Avery~For some reason, Alex had invited me to his party with the claim that he did not want me to be alone since Ashley and Tyler were invited but I did not completely believe it, he had never been nice to me, so, this act of kindness was suspicious and I did not feel at ease at all.I just prayed that he would not humiliate in front of his guys, ever since the party started, I had been avoiding him, I made sure that I was far away from him, Ashley was busy with her dirty business, Tyler tried to keep me company but some random girl pulled him into a dance, that only happened because I assured him that I would be fine on my own.I was currently seated by the side of the pool, admiring how peaceful the waters were, if only my life could be like that, I would be really grateful.The only good thing about the situation was that Alison was not around since it was an all wolf party, so, I had a bit of my
~Alexander~I could not even enjoy myself at my own party because I was worried about her, she was nowhere to be found and if anything happened to her, my beta and best friend would blame it on me, it was not as if I actually cared about her, I would not want people to see me as the Alpha who neglected his mate even at the point of death.I did not have much to do, I would just have to keep up with her until she leaves, if possible, I would have formed an alliance with her brother but he was such a difficult human being to work with.I left the bar and went in search of her, I found her seated calmly by the side of the pool, probably deep into her thoughts, my wolf had not been going easy on me since day one, he has been pricking my conscience and always tried to disconnect our link whenever I wanted to talk to him, I could not understand what he saw in her, I knew that my taste in women was very high and she was not so bad but still,
~Avery~Waiting for the second coming of Jesus Christ was much better than waiting for Alpha Alexander Ethan to make an apology for his wrong deeds, sometimes, I wondered if he had a conscience or was his wolf as bad as he was?They could have the same personality, I was sure that one of them might be different but it did not really matter anymore, I have had enough of his bullshit, I did not like to watch my reflection crying every single of my life, if I was ever going to be strong then I should make sure that nobody had power over my emotions….He was my mate but not officially since none of us had accepted each other, I do not even see that happening anytime in the future.He did not even have to worry much because I might be out of his life very soon.My heart beat increased rapidly as I waited for my father to meet me in the living room, when I received the message that he had sent for me, I knew exac
~Avery~There was only one thing on my mind and that was the rejection speech that I was going to say to Alex, I have been trying to ignore my wolf’s opinion against it, she needed to understand that it was for our good, his wolf might like her but the person in question did not.She had even threaten that if I decided to go ahead with it, she would never left me shift into my wolf form but I knew that it was all a lie, she was the only one who genuinely loved me so I did not have to bother much about it.I still had no idea where I was going to run to, I was not ready to be a rogue yet, my father might or might not find me, I was going to die of starvation or shot by another hunter or bullied by my fellow rogues, a lot of things could wrong but I tried not to panic, my mother and the goddess would definitely be by my side, they know how much I have suffered in the hands of my pack and mate, nobody had the right to
~Alexander~I had been waiting, so long for her to vent all her anger and hurt on me, I wanted her to hate me badly so she would willingly leave my life for good but then, I could not understand why I had a moment of weakness when I saw her crying, I was not supposed to feel a thing for her, not sympathy or remorse or even love.It was possible that my wolf took over, it has been so difficult trying to cage him so he would not make me do things that would haunt me for years, he was pushing me to love her, to care for her but I would not.Finally, she had realized that I was not good for her, she would reject me and my father would not have to hate me because it was not my fault, she was the one who had a problem with me as her mate.‘’You are such a wicked being, how on Earth can you not feel compassion for her?’’ My wolf questioned me, angrily.‘’I could ask you the same, what
~Avery~I was not shocked when the Lycan had ordered his son to train me, my father was trying so hard for me to become stronger, I had to choose between accepting him as my mate or being sent to the war front to die since I would be of no use to Alpha Grey.He did not seem happy at all about the development and I could not blame him, I was really a burden to him and I hated it, the only way to make my mate happy was to leave him and I had that in mind.My heart fluttered when I remembered what transpired in the car, I yearned for his lips to lock with mine again, I wanted to feel his touch badly…He made it difficult for me to reject him and for a split second, I could swear that he was remorseful about it, what exactly did he want?There was an awkward silence that filled the air as we got into the car, I was a bit scared of talking to him because he might flare up.I cleared my throat as I summoned coura