“Do I really have to do this?” I whine to Chris as we drive to my gig. We haven't even arrived but I know this party will be filled with obnoxious VIPs and rich people. I mean who hosts a party outside the city? Big-shot celebrities, that's who.
“Yes, you really have to do this,” Chris replies, looking over at me briefly from the driver's seat. “You already agreed to do it, and besides we’re almost there, you can’t back out now.”
I sure can! But I don't say that aloud. I know I can't back out now, I was just being a brat over it. I hated doing parties because people expected you to interact with them, before, after, and during the set. And the kinds of people at these kinds of parties are those I hate the most. I'm not trying to hate on people in high society but they make it hard not to.
“But the people there will want to talk to me,” I whine even more.
“Shut up, Brandy. You’re going to be fine.” Chris replies obviously done with me. Sometimes, I feel sorry for Chris on his behalf for being stuck with me. But I'm thankful that he's my friend.
“Fine.” It's already well past eleven and my set starts at midnight. I’ll get there just in time for my set and I’d bounce out immediately after. No need to dally and chat with strangers, right? In and out just like an agent in an old spy movie. I think to myself as the house comes into view. But calling it a house is an understatement, that is a mansion!
Chris whistles his appreciation for the luxury home. “Whoo, what I would give to live in a house like this every day, am I right?”
I look at him laughing, “Um, are you serious? A house like that would be a pain to clean. You’d need to hire cleaners and a whole team to get everything in order!”
Chris looks at me incredulously, “Let me ask you that question right back. Are you being serious? When you live in a house like that, you’d be rich enough to hire that whole thing! Imagine servants at your beck and call. Ah, that would be the life.”
I just give him a sheepish smile and he immediately realizes what I mean. “Oh, right, you don’t like people. I get it. A tiny apartment for you for the rest of your life then.”
I laugh at the joke. “When the time comes that I could actually afford to live alone, that would be the dream.”
We both laugh at the truth of it all, just as we pull up the parking area of the house. And to make things even grander, a valet attendant walks up to the car, opens the door for us, and offers to give us valet parking completely free of charge care of our dear hosts.
“Well, don’t mind if I do.” Chris hands over his keys and together we walk to the main entrance of the party. The whole front of the house is covered in light, I was pretty sure it would have blinded any satellites above us.
“Do you think this is visible from the moon?” Chris asks, also struck by the sheer amount of decorative lights. “They sure know how to shine, am I right?”
I laugh at that. We enter the mansion and the inside of it is breathtaking. It's not at all tacky like the stupid light show outside. The mansion looks like one used in movies. Several people litter the halls, and a few waiters too, walking with champagne glasses on golden trays. Several others hold trays full of appetizers, going around offering them to the guests. A waiter walks up to us to offer us drinks, which Chris did not refuse. “I’ll take two of those, thank you.”
When the waiter leaves, Chris downs both glasses. I look at him, an eyebrow raised. “What?"He replies as if there's nothing wrong with what he did. "You’re not drinking, so what’s that look for?” he shrugs as if his logic was sound.
I shake my head at him, amused. “You are unbelievable,” I answer. Then, looking at the party-goers mingling around us, I notice they were all rather beautiful. “Are you sure I’m not underdressed for this party?” Most of the women here look like actors from a Hollywood movie. Their dresses sparkled under the light and their heels were all sky-high. I wonder how they could enjoy a whole night of dancing without breaking an ankle or blistering.
Chris looks at me up and down assessing the whole look. The skin-tight material of the long sleeve black shirt I had on hugged my torso just right. It was tight, but I could still move in it. I wore the sheer glittery material over a black bralette. And when the light hits my body, the sheer material almost becomes invisible, leaving only a glittery cover over my whole torso with only the tiny bralette to cover the important bits.
“What are you talking about, girl?” Chris exclaims. “You look hot! Emphasis on hot.” Chris reaches forward to brush a stray strand of hair out of my face. “You got this, Brandy. Now go, shoo. It’s almost midnight, Cinderella.”
The thought makes me smile. But in this case, I was like the reverse of Cinderella, I won't run away at midnight; instead, I'm taking that time to shine my best. I put my game face on and started for the DJ booth. You got this, Keira.
The main party is happening outside, in a huge open yard, opposite the pool area. If the house was big from the inside, then the outside was even more impressive. The pool is massive, beautifully lit, and filled with dancing bodies clad in the skimpiest bikinis. On the other side of the pool, towards the open garden is where the real party's at. There must be at least a hundred people on the dance floor.
“Brandy!” The DJ performing before me greets me. I don’t remember him, but it’s most likely from a club so I say a small “Hi!” Just to be nice. I don't want to seem like a snob. I can manage this much social interaction at least.
“I didn’t know you were spinning tonight,” he says, offering to wave a waiter over for drinks, which I politely refuse. “Alexander didn’t say anything. I’m just waiting for my buddy Matt, he’s spinning right now.”
I look over to where he was pointing and sure enough, I recognize the DJ at the booth. I know him from a party I attended before, but what really caught my attention was the name Alexander, I had to ask. “Wait, did you say Alexander?”
He looks at me like I just asked him a stupid question. “Yeah, the guy from Raze. Wait, did you come here not knowing who hired you?”
I shake my head no and he laughs. “Dude, this party is for Liam’s birthday, Alexander basically organized the whole thing, he’s the one who hired us.”
My lips form an ‘O’ with his words, and he laughs again. “That’s right, 'Oh' But don’t sweat it, I used to DJ not knowing where I’m spinning at too, so it's perfectly alright.”
This was Liam’s birthday party? I look back at the way I came to search for Chris in the sea of dancing bodies but I can't find him. I feel myself starting to panic. This is Liam’s birthday party which means members of Raze are here, among the throng of bodies on the dance floor. I work for them, if they see me spin tonight, one word from them can get me fired. I can't afford to get fired, not after all the hard work I've put in.
My contract with the company states that I could only work exclusively for them. Although technically, I'm not producing music for any other artist and I've just spinning, I still feel like what I'm doing is illegal, hence my secrecy to them about my whereabouts. What should I do? Should I just run?
“Thank you, everyone! Good night!” that was Matt. He had just finished his set which means I’m up next. Shit.
There's no other choice but to go up on stage, but before I do, I grab the [air of sunglasses tucked into the neckline of Matt’s shirt as he passed by me.
I shout a quick “Thanks!” and go up the platform. I take a deep breath of air before facing the crowd. Showtime.
I play a mix of my introduction music or what I personally call my showboat. Just a little teaser of what the audience would expect from my set. Then using Brandy’s voice, a low version of mine; sweet and seductive, I urge the partygoers to the dance floor. “Now that I’m here, let’s get this party started!”
Cheers from the crowd ring in my ears despite the loud bass pumping. I feel it from througg the soles of my feet through to my whole body. The people below me, a mass of swaying bodies. Sticking together and dancing to the music despite the heat.
An hour into the set and I'm already starting to get affected by the people dancing on the the dancefloor. I absorb their energy, the way they absorb my music. It’s like a dance, I lead and they follow, and in turn, I follow them. They follow whatever I play and I absorb the energies they emit, their dancing, the hollers, the cheers, I absorb it all.
It’s time.
This past hour, I’ve been playing music from my Tuesday sets but it’s time to change it up. By a lot.
Using Brandy’s seductive voice, I grab the microphone, and speak low and sexy. “What do you guys say about getting down and dirty?”
The whole place shakes from how loud the cheers are. It shouldn't be long now. These people who are drunk on booze would soon be drunk on my music. I like to call it a little spell that I cast on them—a little music witchcraft.
KeiraThe whole arena explodes into gasps and whispers. Normally, you’d be able to ignore whispers, but when twenty thousand people start to collectively gossip about you in your presence, then it starts to become bothersome.My eyes meet Ethan’s asking for help, but he offers me a determined look and a reassuring smile.“You’ve seen her in the news and tabloids, and I’d like to ask everyone to please leave her alone,” Ethan speaks with a sternness in his voice, that I’ve only heard him use on me a few times. “She didn’t ask for this—to be in the spotlight. It was my fault that this happened. So, any hate toward her should be directed at me instead.”The crowd starts to shout comforting words at him, then.“It’s not your fault!”“We’re sorry!”Ethan smiles at his fans and I’m glad that he has those who genuinely support him. “Thank you all for your support. I promise not to let you down again in the future. From this moment forth, I promise to always be honest with you… no more surpri
KeiraWhen the four members of RAZE came to me with VIP tickets to their concert, I knew they were up to no good.“I’ll take this as collateral,” Alexander tells me as he unclasps the necklace and keeps it in his pocket. I cried about my necklace that night. I missed it the moment Alexander took it from me. It felt like it has always been a part of me, and when they took it, it felt like a part of me was missing.I sat on it, slept on it, and pondered on it for a long time before I decided that I had nothing left to lose except the man that I love.So without finishing my shift at the club, I shoot Jax a message, apologizing for disappearing all of a sudden.JAX [8:42 PM]Hurry up or you won’t make it.Dumbass.Did Jax know about this? It wasn’t impossible given how Alexander, Ethan, and apparently Luke too were friends with him. I shoot Jax a quick thank you before running up to my uber.“Sir, I’m in a hurry. Please drive fast.” This wasn’t the first time that I had asked an uber dri
Ethan“It’s the final day! Let’s give it our best!” Alexander leads the group to cheer again and we scream together to hype each other up.The previous concert days have gone smoothly and I’m confident that I can give a perfect performance today as well and I have Keira to thank for that.I’ve received positive responses from the fans telling me how they love my new look. And how they wished they could have seen me in this concept earlier.It makes me smile, but I can’t tell them that this isn’t a concept. This is my real personality, plain and simple.The concert goes well and without a hitch. It wasn’t until Liam pulls me aside during Aiden’s solo song that I notice that the boys are antsy.“Hey, are you okay?” I ask curiously. “You’ve been jumpy since the concert started. Are you nervous about something?”Liam’s nervous look transforms into a confused one real quick. “Nervous? I’m not nervous. Maybe you’re nervous—”“Okay, Liam, I got this.” Alexander cuts him off and the look of r
EthanMaking sure I’m still safe in my hiding spot, I reread Keira’s message over and over. This is real, right? Did she message me? This isn’t just some mirage that I’d imagined because I’m so deprived of Keira in my life, right?Just as I’m wondering about the possibility of Keira sending me a message, another one comes in.KEIRA PATEL [10:16 PM]It’s annoying and Naomi’s starting to hate me.Stop.I didn’t dream it.Holy shit, she’s talking to me. I’m overjoyed. There’s a part of me that entertained the idea of Keira moving on and leaving me. I was hopeful but I must admit I was starting to think she’d never be able to forgive me for what happened. This doesn’t mean she has forgiven me, but talking to me is at least a step forward. I feared that she was lost to me forever, but I guess there’s still hope.Quickly, I type out my reply.ETHAN REED [10:16 PM]You replied!Wait.YOU CAN SEE ME?If she could see me then maybe Keira really is at home. I peer outside the window but I can’
EthanThe concert goes on as planned.Alexander huddles us together before the concert starts, like how he does at the beginning of every major event.“Everything that happened tonight, let’s forget about it and give all of our energy back to the fans who came here to see us. We owe all of our success to them and despite everything, they’re still here to support us. Let’s give them the show of their lives.”We all cheer after Alex’s speech and it was moving.As we wait in the wings as the opening VCR starts, Alex pulls me aside and crushes me with a tight hug.“I’m proud of you,” he says into my ear and I can’t help the sigh of relief that leaves my lips. “I’m proud of you, Ethan.”He lets me go and I’m too ashamed to face him.“God, I’m sorry, Alex—for everything—”‘You’Ve apologized enough,” he says with a smile and he claps a hand on my shoulder. “Whatever happens, we got you. We’re a team, remember? I’m sorry if I made you feel like you couldn’t rely on me. But you always have my
KeiraI think I made a mistake. Whatever possessed me to think I could face the club owner sober?Jax is intimidating when I’m drunk, and he’s downright terrifying now that I’m sober. He stares at me like I’m prey and he’s a predator waiting for me to make a move before he devours me alive.“So?” he asks. Shit. He spoke first. Jax spreads his hands out in a welcoming manner. “I have a few minutes, go ahead. Plead your case.”“Okay,” I huff out and take a deep breath. “First of all, I’m really sorry about what happened. I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. And believe me, it wasn’t my intention… I’d understand if you’d want to fire me if I brought any bad rep to your club—”One of Jax’s eyebrows quirks up in question. “You’re asking me to fire you?”“No!” I blurt out, eyes wide in panic. “No, I’m sorry. No, quite the opposite. I’m here to beg you for a job.”Phew. It’s out. I managed to get it out. Great job, Keira.Observing Jax, nothing changed with his demeanor. The same playful