Chapter 58: Fuck me

I'm not sure how I managed to turn my back on him without glancing back. I used to be unable to do that to him because I was always terrified to see him alone, now; I wanted to make him experience what it is like to be forsaken and left behind. I want him to realize how much it hurt me when he abandoned me, and I can do nothing but accept that thing, he actually left me, and the only thing I can do to erase the agony is drink alcohol.

"Can you tell me where your apartment is?"

When Tayler asked, I awoke in deep thought. We were still a long way away when I peered outside, but I didn't want him to drive me to my house because I was frightened of what may happen. I previously had a phobia of Derek, so I don't want to go through it again. When I stared at Tayler, he didn't take his eyes off me. I believe he was mesmerized by my looks.

"You can drop me here; I'm going to see a friend and don't want to burden you." I lied to him even if it's not true. I noticed a scowl on his face, and I s