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Stella.
I hadn’t slept.
Not even for a second.
Pregnancy was supposed to make you sleepy, right? I was supposed to be glowing, maybe a little nauseous, sure, but… this? This exhausted ache in my bones, the heaviness behind my eyes, the constant sting in my throat? This wasn’t pregnancy. This was heartbreak.
I didn’t even want to go to the hospital when Josh called. But I picked up anyway, and he didn’t say “hi” before going into protective brother mode.
“Your voice sounds off,” he said. “Come to the hospital.”
“I’m fine,” I lied.
“Stella.”
That’s all he said. Just my name, but with that older-than-his-years seriousness that made me crumble.
So I went.
Hospitals smell like lemon cleaner and endings with it’s bright lights and thin walls. Josh met me at the door with his doctor face; gentle and firm at the same time. “Lie down,” he murmured. Cold gel, warm hand, the hum of the machine. His jaw clicked once. Twice. The third time, I knew.
After he examined me, Josh’s jaw tightened. His eyes went dark. “You’re at risk of a miscarriage,” he said quietly. “You need complete rest.”
The word risk opened under me like a trapdoor. I stared at the paper in his hand and tried not to cry. Again.
“You can’t let yourself get stressed,” he added, like he already knew I was unraveling.
Too late.
I told him everything. The slap. The letter. The accusations. The divorce papers. Alex’s coldness. How he didn’t believe me for a second.
Josh didn’t take it well. He flung the glove into the bin and stood too fast. “I knew it,” he spat. “Sophie. She’s been angling for this for years. I bet she bribed that driver. I bet the whole thing was her.”
“I don’t know,” I whispered. “I just know it hurt.”
He paced. “He hit you.”
“It was… he thought—” I heard myself trying to excuse it and hated that reflex.
“He didn’t think,” Josh said. “He chose anger. Over you.”
“I know.” I swallowed. “It’s over, Josh. He doesn’t believe me.”
“If Alex knew you were pregnant, he’d never divorce you,” he said, storm-cloud serious. “He might be a fool, but he wouldn’t abandon his own child.”
“I don’t want to trap him.”
“You’re not trapping anyone,” he said fiercely. “You’re carrying his child. That’s the truth.”
Truth used to be easy between Alex and me. Somewhere it got crowded out by other voices and shiny lies. Josh softened, because he always does when my silence grows heavy. “Look,” he said, printing the test results and sliding them into a clear sleeve. He scribbled a note: “Confirmed early intrauterine pregnancy. Threatened miscarriage, strict rest. Avoid stress.” He capped the pen, met my eyes. “This is proof. If you show him, he’ll have to stop and think. And even if he doesn’t, this is about you. And the baby.”
Maybe he was right. Maybe if Alex saw the report, he’d remember the man who once made room for my laughter, who tucked me under his chin like home.
I stood slowly, clutching the file Josh gave me. I took a breath. A single breath, and walked out of the exam room.
The corridor hummed with rubber soles and distant beeps. My heart counted along, hard and off-beat.
And ran right into Alex.
And Sophie.
They stood there like a portrait; him unreadable, her polished to a shine.
I froze.
Alex looked at me like he hadn’t once promised forever.
“What are you doing here?” I asked, my voice steadier than I felt.
“Not your business,” he said flatly.
The words sliced anyway. Not your business, like our marriage had been a clerical error. I tightened my grip on the file.
“I’m still your wife,” I said. “Can I talk to you? In private. Five minutes.”
“There’s nothing left to say.” He didn’t meet my eyes. “If you want to make sure your brother keeps his job, you’ll sign the papers.”
Josh arrived behind me, breath hot with anger. “You’re threatening her brother after everything? You really are blind. Sophie’s been manipulating you for years.”
“Josh, stop—” I reached for him, but he shook me off gently.
“She’s pregnant, Alex,” he began quietly. “Stella’s pregnant. And you’re just going to—”
“No.” I cut him off, breathless. “Don’t.”
He stared at me, shocked. “He needs to know.”
“He won’t believe it,” I said, loud enough for Alex to hear nothing and Sophie to hear everything. “Not from me. Not from you. Not like this.” I could feel Sophie’s attention like a nail dragged across a chalkboard.
She stepped forward then, voice sweet as poison. “Oh, I forgot my phone in the car. Alex, can you be a dear and get it for me?”
He nodded and walked away.
The second he turned the corner, Sophie faced me, smile dropping into something sharp. “You couldn’t keep your man,” she said coolly. “Just like your mother couldn’t keep her husband. Now it’s your turn to lose everything.”
The line hit an old bruise. I lifted my chin. “Don’t talk about my mother.”
Josh edged forward, fists tight. “You’re a vile, shameless snake.”
“Oh, please.” She laughed softly. “Want to know why I’m here? Because I’m pregnant. With Alex’s child. His real heir. Not like you. You’re a placeholder. A woman abandoned.”
I blinked.
Pregnant?
She was… pregnant?
Sound narrowed to a tunnel. My stomach twisted; for a second I thought I’d throw up. So it had been going on longer than I wanted to imagine. While I set the dinner table, she was climbing into my husband’s bed. While I waited for his calls, she was silencing them with her lips. While I planned to give him a family, she was already trying to give him one.
“You’re lying,” Josh said, though anger, not doubt, colored his voice.
Sophie’s head tilted. “Ask him. He wants to ‘do things right’ this time. The ring, the announcement… the fairy tale. He’s done settling for less.” Her gaze slid over me, cruel. “Look at you. Pathetic.”
I could have screamed. Could have thrown the report at her, could have said I was pregnant too, louder, brighter. But the baby deserved more than a hallway brawl and her teeth on every word I said.
“Leave,” I said. It sounded small, but I meant it. “Leave me alone.”
She stepped closer, perfume cloying. “Sign the papers,” she whispered. “Go quietly. There’s nothing left here for you.”
In my periphery, a nurse glanced over; two orderlies slowed. We were a scene people would tell strangers about later. The file sweated in my palm. Josh shifted, jaw working.
“Back off,” he warned.
“Or what?” Sophie’s smile returned, thin and satisfied. “You’ll hit a pregnant woman?” She dragged the words out so anyone nearby could hear.
“You’re pushing it,” Josh said.
I reached for him again. “Josh, please.”
He moved fast, lunging at her.
A fist flew.
And Alex returned just in time to catch him mid-swing.
“Enough,” Alex barked, fingers crushing around Josh’s wrist. His eyes cut to me and flashed with something like panic before it vanished. “Security!”
Two guards hurried over, drawn by that word. Alex pointed at Josh. “Restrain him.”
The guards hesitated when they saw Josh’s badge. My brother’s chest heaved. “He’s protecting me,” I said, stepping forward. “Please—”
“Protocol,” one guard muttered, already reaching.
“Alex, no!” I shouted, moving between them. Voices rose; someone behind a curtain said “What’s happening?” A monitor quickened.
Tell him now, I thought. End this. But Sophie hovered near his shoulder, eyes bright with triumph, collecting any truth I might offer so she could twist it. Not here. Not like this.
“Stella,” Josh rasped, “back up.”
“I’ve got her,” Sophie chirped, and before I could turn, before I could brace, she shoved me from behind and I fell.
The floor came up hard. My elbow slammed, my hip followed, and pain exploded through my abdomen, sharp and searing. The file tore from my hand; paper fluttered everywhere. A nurse dropped to her knees. “Ma’am? Don’t move.” Josh’s voice frayed into pieces; I couldn’t catch words. Alex’s shoes stopped an inch from my cheek. The lemon-cleaner smell burned my throat. Lights pulsed white. My hands flew to my stomach, desperate.
Please. Please. Please.
Then everything went black.
127Stella.I kept the twins home from school the next morning, the decision made before I’d even finished my first cup of coffee. I could feel it in my chest, that gnawing sense that the world outside our front door was suddenly too sharp, too full of things I couldn’t control. When Eli padded into the kitchen, hair sticking up and eyes still foggy with sleep, he looked surprised to see me hovering over the stove.“No school?” he asked, his voice hopeful.“Not today, honey.” I smiled, trying to make it sound like a treat, not a precaution. “We’re having a day at home. Pancakes and pajamas.”Emma, trailing Patch the dog, peeked around the doorway. “Is it a holiday?”“It is for us.” I bent to kiss her forehead, brushing her curls back. “Special family day.”I could feel Alex’s eyes on me as he came in behind them, carrying his phone and a mug of coffee. He didn’t say anything, just met my gaze for a beat that lasted a little too long. There was something heavy there, something unspoken
126Alex.The sound that woke me was sharp and out of place. It sliced right through the haze of exhaustion, sent a jolt down my spine. I grabbed for my phone, then realized my hands were shaking. The house was still except for that creak, the same one we’d heard before, only this time it felt like a summons.I moved fast—bare feet cold against the hardwood, a heavy candlestick from the mantle clenched tight in my fist. It wasn’t much, but it felt solid, real, something I could swing if it came to that. I was already halfway up the stairs before I realized I hadn’t thought about my own safety, just Stella’s, just the twins’.The hall was dark except for a slant of light from the bathroom at the far end. I moved quietly, every step measured, heart pounding in my chest so loud I was sure the whole street could hear it. When I passed the twins’ door, I pressed my ear against the wood—two soft breaths, a sleepy murmur. Relief, immediate and overwhelming, flooded me.But the house felt wro
125Stella.The day began with the kind of quiet that always felt like a trick. Sunlight poured through the kitchen windows, chasing away the shadows from the corners, and for the first time in weeks, I let myself believe that maybe—just maybe—things could be normal, even if only for a day.Alex’s mood had shifted overnight. He was here early, already brewing coffee by the time I shuffled downstairs in my robe. He looked up when I entered, his mouth quirking into a small, private smile. It was a real one, I could tell, but the way his shoulders tensed every time his phone buzzed didn’t escape me. He tried to hide it, but I saw the muscle working in his jaw, the way he gripped his mug too tight.“Did you sleep?” I asked, voice still thick with dreams.He shrugged, turning away. “Some.” The lie was gentle, but a lie all the same. His eyes lingered on me as I poured a cup of coffee and slid into the seat across from him.Before either of us could say more, Eli padded in, hair sticking up
124Alex.The envelope felt heavier than it should. Even before I tore it open, I could sense the ugliness inside. I glanced once at Stella’s face—her jaw tight, worry carving new lines around her mouth—and I made a silent vow not to let her see what was coming. Not until I could shield her from it, somehow.I took the envelope from her hands. The paper was expensive, thick beneath my fingers, the ink on “Mrs. Marwood” starting to smudge from how hard I gripped it. Mark, one of the guards, hovered by the door, his eyes alert. I nodded at him. “Thanks. You can go back outside.” He hesitated a moment, then left, shutting the door with a soft click that felt far too loud in the tense hush of the room.I waited until Stella had sat down on the edge of the couch, arms crossed over her chest, eyes fixed on me but wary. “Let me see,” she said, voice barely above a whisper.“No.” I kept my tone even. “Not yet.” I peeled the envelope open, slow and careful, wanting to buy time—half for her, ha
123Stella.Morning came gray and cold, the kind of day that crept through the walls and into your bones. I was up before the twins, awake long before the sun cracked through the clouds. The kitchen was quiet, just the faint hum of the refrigerator and the steady tick of the clock above the stove. I made coffee and tried to push away the feeling that I’d slept with one eye open all night, heart half in a dream and half in a warning.I moved around the kitchen in silence, making toast, slicing apples, pouring milk into two chipped mugs—one with a faded superhero and the other with a cartoon dog. Eli and Emma would be down soon, and the little rituals gave me comfort. As the kettle hissed, I turned to look out the window, drawn by something I couldn’t quite name. That’s when I saw them: muddy boot prints, pressed deep into the wet grass by the side fence.For a long minute, I just stood there, my hand wrapped around the mug, watching the light catch on the smeared footprints. My heart t
122Alex.When patience snapped, it wasn’t dramatic. No slamming of doors or shouted threats. It happened in the space between breaths, sometime after lunch, when I caught Stella standing at the kitchen window, her shoulders tight and her face pale in the autumn light. She hadn’t noticed I was watching her, and for a long minute, she just stared out at the street, fingers drumming against her mug, lips pressed together in a line that spelled out more than words ever could.I thought of the wrappers with her address, the way the twins had recounted the “friendly” man at the school gate, and I felt something give way inside me. I’d spent days, maybe weeks, trying to be reasonable. To play things smart. To gather evidence and keep my temper in check, not wanting to make things worse. But I couldn’t do it anymore. I was done waiting for the next warning, the next veiled threat, the next brush with danger. Enough.I found my car keys without thinking. Stella looked up, a question in her ey







