LOGINGRAYSON
She can't leave. She can't just up and leave like 5 years were nothing. And the audacity of her to file for a divorce. The house was quiet, awfully so. I mean it always was but knowing she had moved out brought another silence that was new to the house. And there was Johnny asking for Addie, his mother. How was I supposed to tell him that she was gone? How could she be so cruel to leave just like that? I couldn't take care of a 5 year old alone. I didn't know what I would be required to do. I stared at the boy's teary eyes and back at the divorce papers. This cannot hold at all. She has to come back. I'll make her if I have to. I glanced over the counter to find something he could eat. There was none. It was safe to say Adeline left the house without thinking about anyone but herself. Not even little Johnny. “How about we do pizza tonight, just me and you?” I tried to smile as I spoke to him, softly as I could but he frowned, tears falling from his eyes. Even I could feel the strain in my voice, let alone him. “But Addie always makes spaghetti meatballs for me whenever I want some and scones too…” he whined. Well she's not here kid. My head was already pounding from the day's workload. I nodded, my mind already swirling with how to get her back. Not because I cared a shit about her, but Johnny did. It took forever for me to find a good spot that made spaghetti meatballs, and by the time it got sent to the house, Johnny had been so pissed he'd ran upstairs and locked himself up. Taking care of a child was hard. How was I supposed to do it on my own without her? “Johnny, the spaghetti will get cold, open the door right now…” I called from behind his door. Not a word came from him. Not even a sound. I let out a frustrated sigh. The night was not supposed to go like this. It was Valentine's Day for goodness sake. There were no gifts at all. She really left. It's never been like this. Sure, I never gave her the light of day but she played her role well, even on days meant for lovers, hoping that one day I could love her. But instead she chose this day to leave me. To leave Johnny. I was used to coming home to a hot bath, a meal waiting and nothing but the sweetness of peace. Now, everything was totally the opposite. I just couldn't understand. Was it more money she wanted? Fuck. I left Johnny's door and headed for mine. I was still in my suit from work and where I was going, a change was needed. I quickly hopped in the shower to freshen up and wore a new set of clothing before skipping down the stairs. Damian's number was on speed-dial and my phone trapped between my ear and the tip of my shoulder as I worked my wrist watch. “This is a surprise. Did someone die?” Came his voice the second the phone rang. It was almost as if he was expecting my call. “Shut up, get dressed and meet me and Duncan's…” It was our usual spot back in the day. But I hadn't been there in a hot minute. I didn't even know if the place still existed. “Fuck, Gray. What happened?” He sounded concerned and he should be. This was a serious matter for me to have called him. While he and I met at each other's work occasionally, calling him to meet me at a bar was almost like an emergency. “You know what, don't even answer. I'll be down in a minute…” And with that he hung up. The front door opened moments before I reached for it and both my mother and sister walked in with heavy bags in their hands. At least their night wasn't ruined. I thought as they came to a halt at the sight of me. “I'm heading out.” I started, not giving my mind the chance to speak about the thoughts flying in my head over the things Adeline said. “Johnny hasn't had dinner yet, make sure he does. I won't be back till whenever so don't wait up for me…” I was out of the door before they could ask me questions. But not long before I could walk a few steps, my mother spoke. “Doesn't Adeline usually do that? Where is she? And the maids? Where are they?” Where she is, is definitely not here. I wanted to say but I bit my tongue and walked on to my car. It was a miracle I made it to Duncan's in one piece and at the time I did. My mind was against me. “Alright princess, spill…” Damian, the good friend he was already ordered drinks and was waiting. But sometimes his humor could make me want to punch him. Maybe if I do it'll ease out the anger I'm feeling right now. I lifted a finger as I took a seat beside him, grabbed a bottle and poured myself a glass, downed the entire thing in one go - it fucking burned but it was needed. “She's gone…” My voice strained, the burn from the drink almost numbing the pain I didn't know I had. Damian stared at me confused. “Adeline is gone. Can you imagine she served me divorce papers this evening? I didn't even fucking know its been five years already.” The bar was packed. A perfect day for some couples but here I was with my best friend, about to drink my ass to stupor over a woman who decided to make it the worst day ever. “You should sign it.” I wanted to punch him square in the face. He was supposed to be on my side. “Are you fucking with me? Why the fuck should I?” I was almost screaming at this point. Not that it would have mattered over the loud music but why the fuck would he say that? “Johnny still needs a mother. She cannot up and leave just like that.” Damian frowned and set his glass on the table, staring at me with a serious expression. “Actually she can. You know why? You don't respect her, you never have. You basically forced her into this marriage, made sure to remind her that that boy was no son of hers. You can only make her stay if she's willing to stay…” The hell I can't. I gritted my teeth, his words were truth, a blow but I didn't fucking care. I needed to find a way to make her stay. “No, actually I can make her stay even if she doesn't want to…” I started, leaning back into the leather couch I was sitting on letting the idea brew in my mind. Damian gave me a look, I could tell he knew where this was going because he shook his head. “Grayson…” “I'll go to the casino tomorrow, meet her gambling father and loan him a large sum enough to make Adeline stay for another five or ten years…” I said with a smile that was nothing close to being innocent and genuine. “You're a fucking asshole. It's bad enough I let you drag me into this five years ago. I'm not going to be a part of ruining lives for your selfish interest, Gray.” Sometimes I hated how much of a softie Damian was. Five years ago it took a lot of convincing to get him to draft the contract, even then he only gave in because he saw how desperate both Adeline and I were. Both of us with our reasons. I needed someone to care for my newborn son and Adeline wanted to save her dying mother. “That woman has her own life to live, man. Just sign the fucking papers and let her go…” Never. As much as he knew about the situation, he didn't truly understand that I couldn't take care of Johnny on my own. Not now when I had new projects to work on. “If you don't want to help me, that's alright. I can always find another lawyer to take over. But that woman's life is mine. I will find a way to make her stay…” I shot up on my feet, ready to leave when Damian stood up with an expression that had me wondering why he cared so much about Adeline. “She’s going to hate you!” he screamed back at me and that was when it clicked. She might hate me now but I could make her fall for me. What clicked was an idea. A brilliant one. “Maybe…” I smiled and patted his shoulder. “But I will make her fall for me. And I will get her pregnant. Let's see how she leaves me then…”ADELINEUnstable. A wobbly mess. Those were the only ways I could think of to describe the vessel I was trapped in. My eyes were wide open but all I could see was pitch black, darkness surrounded me like a cloak.And that wasn't even the worse of it. Whatever they had tossed over my head smelled worse than dog shit mixed in rotten eggs with a side helping of a week old left overs that weren't stored properly. It made me want to puke my guts out all over myself.A jiggle and what sounded like a bump and I was sent flying forward. A pair of hands wrapped around my wrist, rough and uncaring if I bruised. Fingers thick like a man's and palm, the type of rough that told me he must have undergone years of hard labour. Before I could complain about being handled like an animal, I was shoved back with so much force, the air was knocked right out of my lungs and brain.I didn't get another chance to be thrown forward again either. Whoever they were, they tied my already bound hands even tighte
GRAYSON"You're such a goner!" Damian didn't hold back, laughed his ass off like the idiot he was at my expense."It's not even funny. I was having the best time of my life and boom, Scarlett had to ruin in and for what? Icecream for Johnny." I scoffed. Scarlett needed to leave that house and fast, she'd overstepped. She never listens, assumes everyone should bow at her feet like the queen she claimed to be, even when she had absolutely nothing to offer."Well, you have to admit, it's a little funny." His shoulders shook with laughter, at my expense."Fuck off." I eased into the plush couches in his living room. Soccer highlights played in the background but I couldn't focus on that. With both legs over the arm of the couch and spread comfortably on its soft offering, I twirled the glass of white wine. The liquid swirled from side to side in an almost turbulent fashion, exactly how my life had become, but not for long.My private investigator had texted me saying he had something for
ADELINEIt was like getting a moment breather after long minutes in the water. Kris and Jay would always be home, anchors no matter how chaotic my life got. Kris dreamed bigger, but Jay always had one dream, to live a simple life no matter how rich he got. Maybe I should have listened to him because whatever I was doing sure as hell wasn’t working in anyway for my peace of mind.“Adeline!” Kris’s excitement broke through my area of despair and concern. Rich family problems can wait till later!She bundled me into the tightest hug I’ve received in a while, there wasn’t even enough air to tell her she was actually going to kill me if she didn’t let up.I tapped her shoulders in panic because my lungs were starting to close in and remind me that I was infact only but a feeble human at its mercy.“Well, you said you’d be back in no time, it’s your fault for making us miss you so much!” She whined already yanking my wrist towards the house like I was some child.“Can we stay out for a bit?
ADELINE“Who do you think you are, bitch?!” We’d barely made it more than three steps from Grayson’s room before her mask fell right off like a stack of poorly arranged cards. She shoved me to the wall before I could think of reacting any other way. My back crashed against the hard surface with a worrying crunch. Pain shot from my right shoulder and spread like a virus down the length of my arm.It’s always when you decide to change your spots that the universe decides to test you. Breathing was a chore, patience was impossible. I forced what little air agreed peace was the route to go, and the next time I faced her, the annoyance on her face ease some, shock coated her face for a second before she shoved it out barely a second later.“I’m Adeline.” The words were like metal on metal, unbearable to my ears, but the last thing I wanted was to start a war with Scarlett, especially with how she crazed out last time. I happen to like my face very much.I pushed off the wall, ignoring the
GRAYSONWilling.That was the only accurate way to describe her. So damn willing. I couldn’t tell if it was the pregnancy hormones or she actually wanted to but my body craved her so much, I wasn’t even thinking straight anymore. One moment she was at the door and I was struggling not to pull her in for a crushing hug and the next I couldn’t get enough of her. Her touch, her scent, the smell of her hair, the feel of her against me, it was all so intoxicating I didn’t ever want to have her away from me, ever again. I was exactly where I wanted to be.Crazy thinking really, considering I still needed to keep Scarlett happy enough not to go digging for answers. And that meant putting up with a few excesses that might put a strain on us.“Are you sure?” It was her chance to stop me, heck, I thought she would the moment I touched her, all things considered, but she still hadn’t and it was getting increasingly harder to be…gentle. Everytime I reached for her, took a bolder step with her, I
ADELINEKris. Kris would be able to help. She always knew so much about so much anyways, this would probably be a walk in the park for her. I halted at the door, his scent wafted through the crack in the door straight to my nose. The strong woody mix and my hormones were the absolute worst combination for my sanity.I lingered by the door, caught between entering his room, just because, or going ahead to actually speed things up by finding out more about Scarlett and her life before coming back here under the guise of missing her son, the same son she couldn’t wait to toss to Grayson when she up and left years ago, not months, years! Yeah, I didn’t believe shit that came out of her mouth, that was for sure.Maybe I’d just tell him where I was headed. What with what happened last time Scarlett was involved, communication might actually do some good. Grayson was obviously not used to it, so someone had to start things up.“Hey” I poked my head through the door, did more of a quick scan







