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Chapter 43 : The Shadow and the Confession 1

作者: Déesse
last update 公開日: 2026-03-08 01:54:38

Diane

The 10 AM bell rings, tearing through the monotony of economics class. A scraping of chairs, a murmur of voices, and the hallway fills with nervous, youthful energy. I gather my things with calculated slowness, letting the other students rush toward the exit. My gaze, like a magnet, immediately finds his silhouette.

Liam. Stationed near the principal's office door, at the spot where he has a clear view of my classroom entrance. Arms crossed, back straight, face turned toward the crowd but
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