LOGINJim carried Kat off the elevator in her building, down the dark hallway to her apartment. She had briefly come to in his truck, and she’d stared at him in total confusion. He’d soothed her as best he could when he wasn’t able to touch her, and she had passed out again.
Now her head lolled against his muscular chest, and she lay in his arms, totally helpless. He held her tighter as her breathing hitched and her body tensed up a bit.
Jim lowered his lips to her ear. “It’s OK, Kat, I’ve got you. It’s me, honey.”
Kat muttered something unintelligible, but she relaxed again. He took her key from his jeans pocket and unlocked her door, kicking it open with his booted foot. He flicked on the lights and stood for a minute, blinking, letting his eyes adjust.
He carried her to her bedroom, set her down on the bed carefully. He stared down at her for a few seconds, waiting to see if she’d wake up. When she remained out cold, he sighed, then took off her shoes. He bit his lip, considering, then pulled off her jeans, keeping his eyes averted. He knew she had no idea what was happening, and somehow that made it even more important for him to respect her modesty.
Wow. Am I a gentleman or what, huh?
He covered her with the blanket, then he went back to the living room, stripping off his own clothing as he went, and settled onto the sofa. It was way too small for his long, bulky frame, and he thought about pulling it out to a bed, but he was so tired, he thought he’d be able to sleep standing up. He grabbed the knit blanket from the back of the chair, and burrowed under it in his boxers and a t-shirt.
That was when he saw the suitcase standing next to the door. Wide awake again, he sat up and glared at it. He hesitated for precisely four seconds before bounding to his feet, setting the case on the table, and opening it up.
Uh-huh. She’s ready to run.
Feeling no guilt whatsoever at his snooping, Jim went through every single item packed there. A few pairs of jeans, some t-shirts and warmer tops, changes of socks and underwear, basic toiletries. Enough for a week and a change of climate, he figured. The two glaringly missing things were any kind of ID or money, he was interested to notice, but he guessed that a runner like Kat would have those stashed away separately. Probably sewn into the lining of a coat, or a backpack.
That’s how I’d do it if I were her.
He sighed for what felt like the hundredth time that night, and repacked the suitcase. He set it back where he'd found it, then returned to the sofa not tired any more, but still feeling like he should be horizontal.
Jim lay in the darkness, staring up at the ceiling, his thoughts racing. He was surprised when he started to feel drowsy, and he shut his eyes, let himself drift away to sleep.
Where are you going, Kat? And just what the hell are you running and hiding from?
The sun was high in the sky when Jim opened his eyes again. Beth was next to him, still sleeping, and he gazed at her, amazed, grateful, worried.Carefully, he got out of bed, trying not to disturb her. He found his jean jacket in the living room and checked his cell. It was no shock at all to see that he’d missed eleven calls from Dallas. It was a surprise, however, to realize that Sully had also called him. Six times.He glanced over at the bedroom, debating waking Beth up before returning any calls, then he decided to get the news first. He’d find out what was happening, if anything, and then he’d fill her in. Maybe they could make some decisions today. Together.Jim called Dallas, barely breathing as he waited for the other man to pick up.“Jim? Where the fuck have you been, Alden?”Jim grinned. “Uh, well. That’s kind of a story. What’s up?”“Ferguson is holed up on a farm in Utah.”Jim stood totally still. “What?”“Yeah. Sully and Mark went to Oregon yesterday and immediately, Su
“Because I got outside and I was heading for the train station, looking over my shoulder, totally panicked, and I realized that I’d been doing that exact same fucking thing for four years. Four years, Jim.” She shook her head. “Four years of being so scared and so lonely and not being able to sleep at night. And I stood there, about to flag down a taxi, and all I saw was four more years of the same. Then four more after that… then another four. You know? I saw my future. The only future I have if I keep running, and it’s exactly like my past.”Jim stayed silent.“Then I started to think about what you said… about being safer here with you and the guys than I’ve ever been before, and ever will be again. And I knew that you were right, that being out there alone was stupid. Almost suicidal, probably.”“Yeah.”“And then I realized that I had to make a choice. I had to choose a place to stay. To – to make a stand. You know what I mean? If I don’t want to run anymore, then I have to stand
Jim woke up in pitch darkness. Confused, he tried to lift his head, and felt a far-too-familiar kink in his neck. He groaned.Fuck. Why am I back on her sofa-bed? Did we have a fight last night or something, and I’m in time-out?His head hurt, his whole body hurt. He lay still, trying to figure it all out, trying to remember how much he’d had to drink. It must have been an astonishing amount; this was by far the worst, most brutally-painful hangover he’d ever had. He felt floaty and dizzy, disconnected from his own limbs somehow, and he closed his eyes again, took a few deep breaths. He felt sick to his stomach, and he wondered if he was going to throw up. But did I drink last night? Why can’t I remember?Images were appearing behind his eyelids and he squeezed his eyes tighter, trying to retrieve them. Beth’s face bubbled up to the surface of his memory. Beth kissing him… telling him that she loved him. He smiled.Did I say it back? I sure as hell hope so…The memories were changing
“He’s coming,” she said quietly. “Not for sure, but maybe. Cordelia seems to think there’s a good chance.”“I know. Dallas told me.”“Right.” She drank again and he followed suit. “And in my opinion, any chance is too much. Too dangerous.”“I’ll protect you, Beth. So will Dallas.”“And Olivia, and Jenny, and Emma? Can you protect them too? Emma’s pregnant now… you honestly think that Dean isn’t going to lose his mind with paranoia and worry? And what about the guys – can you keep them safe? What about you… are you sure you’ll see him coming? What if he hurts you?”“Beth.” He took a deep breath. “Dallas has a safe house. We can hide you –”“What, hide all of us? And for how long? Nobody goes to work for six months?”Jim ran his hand over his forehead, feeling hot all of a sudden. He drank some more beer, thinking that might help. “We can figure this out. The cops will put his picture out on the wire, and every cop in the state will be looking for him…”“Sure,” she said. “And how many p
Cordelia burst into Dallas’ office without knocking. He and Sully looked up at her, shocked at her totally out-of-character behavior. Then they saw her face and both men got to their feet.“What?” Dallas said. “Is it your son?”“No,” she said. “It’s Michael Ferguson.”“What about him?”“He’s on the run.”“What the actual fuck?” Sully demanded.“He was released on bail late yesterday morning,” she said. “Ellen had no idea, but she found out this morning. She sent out a patrol car to Ferguson’s place to check on him, and he’s gone.”The men stared at her.“Gone?” Dallas’ voice was a snarl. “Gone where?”“Nobody knows.” Cordelia twisted her fingers. “Any chance he’ll come here?”“Why would he come here?” Sully asked.“Why wouldn't he?” she responded. “Look, he followed Beth as far as the previous state she was in, and we know he was still looking. Her name came up again a few days ago, when those local women started coming forward and reporting him for rape and assault. Right?”“Yeah,” D
Emma gripped the edge of the sink as a wave of dizziness washed over her. She blinked at herself in the mirror, feeling breathless and worried.OK, calm down. It’s just a dizzy spell. Totally normal; everyone gets them. It doesn’t mean anything. Right?But her mind was busy now, working and thinking, weighing and evaluating, and it was coming up with some things that she didn’t like very much at all. For example, for the past three days, she’d been totally wiped out by two o’clock in the afternoon. She’d chalked the fatigue up to a few poor nights’ sleep… but what about fatigue combined with whole-body weakness, which she’d felt just the day before? Throw in this overwhelming dizziness, and she was starting to see an emerging picture.Emma forced herself to meet her own frightened eyes in the mirror. She had to ask Dean to take her to the hospital. She had just been in for a check-up with Doctor Fife two weeks before and everything had been fine, so she’d go back and do a follow-up. N







