Benjamin made me sit in the car. "Why do you think you are registered dead like this? How can someone do that?" the queries began, but what am I suppose to reply when even I am unaware that why I am registered dead? When I am alive and fine! I mean what could be the reason for him to register me dead like this? What did he wanted?
Why he wanted my name changed was already always a mystery. And now, I am registered dead? How can this be? And why?
I kept thinking. "Rosanna!" I heard someone calling my name, my head up in the air, "Whats wrong? You have been zoned out for a while now?" He again asked me, taking my hand in his clutching it tightly, "Don't worry! I will register the new changes and make the Amends," He assured me my hand in his. But I just don't care, not that I will stay or anything I will find reasons or maybe a way out and run away. I have better things to do in life then being someone's wife!
I didn't reali
ROSEANNEWalking around on the rooftop if the house iw as looking beneath me, thinking about all the things happened to me lately, I thought about the facts and lies he have gold me so far, thinking, that oh so thats why he said that, oh that's why he Didi that. Why he didn't wanted me to come california because I will be witnessed alive. Why he didn't wanted aunt Shelly to be here? Because she will hear it and tell me everything.That how he was planning behind me, why he was nice? Why he was all good to me! And just hide from me, thinking that yeah, this is what the gift box must have inside it, that yeah, that this why Noah was so sure I will not marry him, once I get aware of it. All the longs miseries, the little acts that use to bother me, things that Vellore told me usually, and the way he punched him. The way, Vellore and he passed each other look at the rooftop. All was clear and in front if my eyes.I was listening his words all
ROSEANNAThe one you think is the culprit isn't the one. Don't he and act according to what you hear, the world is a big place, and there are more people in the story!" He again started to make some clarification for his so called boss, but I ain't naive anymore."Stop toying with me!" I twisted his wrist, and pushed him closer to the floor. His forehead down on ground. "I know well, you and you people's deal," I told him, he laughing."Come on! Roseanne! You are trying to fool us. And yet you are believing in what others are telling you?" He laughs, who is he referring others too, "Who others?" I asked him, "You have your beads planted inside the house, I got it, who you are referring to others? That uncle? He have worked with my brother and my late father for years. Even he is more trustable then you!" I mumbled, when he kept laughing."Whatever! Roseanna! Don't trust me. I don't demand that from you. But hear me closely when I say
Roseanna."He is there too?" I asked, frowning at him when he just nodded. Kashton is there too, so I will see him there! "I wondered to myself while Benjamin took a step closer to me," I know you must be regressed by new thoughts. "He askijg me of course worried about his problems from his side.Don't worry! Benjamin! I am not going to forgive that guy for any any cost and reason. I am no more in love with anymore." I assured him, he looking down and nodding. "Well, if you say that I trust you with no doubts."We started to leave for good to take the flight. As I followed him to sit in the car. He sitting right beside me, taking my hands in his and assuring me with power.I don't know what's it about Benjamin but he kind of is like a safe space. I am not attracted or anything with him, but just his casually having around me doesn't look like a problem, I am calm this are cool. This aren't complicated I am rather first time j
oseanna."I don't fucking know what you are talking about right now. But your behaviour is really really upsetting me. Change and come to your posture or you will see those sides of mine. You never thought that existed. " He with his threatening session he thinks that this scares me? Who is he fooling?This doesn't affects me even by pinch. I think I have seen enough anger and frustration of people.He stared in my eyes intensely trying to scare me or calm me? I don't know and I don't think I care about it. He is just trying to back off.Is he not yet aware that I know all about his truth and his reality if what kind of a man he is? I thought his loyal mates he have left behind me like Ryan had already aware him. That's why he put all the blame on Vellore? Didn't he?Oh! No wait! This is all a fucking act! This is a lie!He is trying to use this strategy. So that he can fool me in making me think that I can't wa
Roseanna.The trace of his hands from mine got lost as I felt my self swaying down with my entire blood in my head. And suddenly I was now engrossed with water around me. The entire surrounding was water. I opened my eyes as I saw that I was in a deep pool and was on the very last edge as the floor were touch and the length to come out was so above.Everything blue around me, the water the floor. I was getting out of breath as I started to throw my legs and hands to come up but my consciousness was loosing me. And I was feeling suffocated. It was feeling like I was about to bust from the suffocation in my body as my eyes started to close. And even with my eyes open I started to feel everything was dark. And then I saw someone in the water along with me. In front digging deep in water as that person grabbed me, it was Kashton.He stared at me, from the little sight I had left, as a lips collided on me. I getting little water inside me now while he blo
Roseanna.I stood from the place I was sitting as soon as I heard his confession. My mind was blown away and it took me few minutes to release what he said. He haven't just lost his humanity but he have lost him mind as well! A confession at a tile like this! When I am yelling out that he is a bastard. And Ithat I hate him by the core of my heart! He is saying I love you to me?"How come you can say I love you now? Mister?" I came out frustrated at him. But now, hearing the words I crave to hear always sincerely, made my heart tickle a little. After all I am a woman.But I am not nuts! I won't let his tactics to bring me down actually wokr on me! I am well aware that everything he is doing and saying is just a fucking freaking game for this man."Yes! Because I think the most best time to confess your love for someone is when you know you are going to loose that person. And I am never ever going to loose you! So I think. I should tell you what
ROSEANNAHe just left like that leaving me alone and I am nit at shock that he felt bad about my words as con-artist to him. He was that person after all. He married me for a company under my name. Isn't that what hold diggers do? And then he played tricks with me to get the company under his name. Isn't that what con-artist do?I don't feel guilty. Even after thinking of runny away if I was stayed back, it's not because of something I have settled inside for him. I never had, and everything is just so past that now. The fact that he saw the lost child in me just for his company? And inheritance? And not once felt the ache in his heart just for loosing his child?Even if the person responsible for the fraud comes out Vellore, I will never ever turn and see Kashton that way.Maybe for a zero point one second I had hope in my stupid head back then? But not anymore! I am just not ready for taking this in anymore!I
ROSEANNAOpening my eyes under the morning sun if this strange place. I came back to realize that where I was and what was going in my life, that everything is not a fairy tale for me. And that more then I can thing of exceeding that limit - this life sucks. I am like a ball thrown back and forth in my depth of thoughts. Which I feel is playing me on the whole another level, that what Kashton is will look small at me. This fate! I must say your morning entertainment must be roasting my life! And your evening smile must be my tears.Wow! I hate whoever have wrote my fate! I am nit the person who have done alot wrong in there life that the Karma is here to bite me? Have I? I guess I was just a girl on side no one saw until the day I was exploded for being given to someone else. See me! I sure am an living example of non karma ful struggle fucked up life!I wanted to scream loudly all my frustration out. Ahh! But that's not an option th eguy