The past few days have actually been nice and serene, with no double shifts and no intensive emergencies at the hospital. Everything is just normal, and my life always goes on a normal daily basis.
Here I am again today, sitting at the entrance with Kassie, the receptionist, waiting for one emergency or the other. “Marina, have you seen a new doctor that just replaced the new psychiatrist?” Kassie said, looking dreamy as she stared out. Doctor Norman, he’s the new psychiatrist here and everyone is all over him, most of the nurses in his department always strive to work with him but seriously he is not that dreamy as they all scream it he’s okay, good looking that’s all. I will say the kids’ father is hotter than him. ‘You said the kids’ father,’ Ana, my subconscious, said. Fudge, every now and then, I find myself thinking of the kids and their father. After that day, I didn’t get to see them again, and I really missed them. “Marina he’s coming over” I hear Kassie squeal beside which makes me look up to see the new psychiatrist walking towards us with a smile on his face, his blonde hair scattered around, his blue eyes shining. “Good afternoon, ladies,” he said with a wink, which made Kassie look down, blushing. What in the hell is wrong with this girl? Clearing my throat, “How may we help you?” I said with a simple smile. “I need the contact details of the patient that has been here for a while Mrs Barley, I need her relatives contact details to be able to tell them when to come get her she seems okay now” Doctor Norman said calm and collectively. “I will get that,” Kassie said as she began going through some files on her table. I felt my phone vibrate whenever I’m at work. I always kept my phone in vibration, I brought out my phone to check the caller ID to see if it was an unknown number. Weird. I rarely have people calling me, connecting the call. “Hello.” “Auntie,” I heard a loud voice from the other side of the phone, and the voice sounded like Vincent. “Vincent is that you” I ask wanting to be sure of who was calling but I can’t help but feel happy that they called, I don’t know I have a soft spot for these kids already. “Yes, auntie, it’s me,” Vincent said, giggling loudly. “How are you, Vincent?” “I’m fine, Mommy,” he answered giggling Xavier? “That’s good, what about Xavier?” I ask, I really want to talk to the cute little boy. “Mommy,” I hear Xavier’s little voice say quietly. “Hey baby, how are you?” “I’m fine, I miss you,” he said chokingly, sounding as if he wanted to cry. “I miss you too, baby,” I say, I really want to see these boys. “What are my boys doing?” I ask. “We are watching TV,” Vincent answered this time. “How did you guys get my number?” “Daddy gave us” Of course it had to be their father since he already knew the way to my house. Why did he have my contact details? I won’t be shocked if he already knows everything about me. “Can we see you at the park today?” I hear Vincent ask, I look at my wristwatch to see if it was already 3PM. My shift will be over in an hour’s time “Of course darling, you will see me,” I answered quickly, happy at the thought of seeing them this evening. I hear Xavier clap happily laughing. “Dad, she said we can see her today.” I hear Vincent scream at their father. I guess he was with them during the call. “Bye, we will see you soon,” Vincent said, sounding so pleased. “Bye,” I said as I cut the call. “Marina, who were you talking to?” Kassie said, looking at me with raised brows. Now, what is she thinking for God’s sake? “I was talking to my neighbours kids,” I lied swiftly without thinking. ........................................................... “Mommy,” I heard Xavier squeal as he jumped into my arms, I hugged him tight with a smile on my face, ruffling his hair. “I missed you, baby,” I said as I set him on my lap. “You aren’t meant to call me mummy, baby, your daddy doesn’t like it, I’m not your mommy” I said to him. “Mommy.” I turned to see Vincent taking his space beside me, and I pulled him into a hug, hugging him and Xavier together. “Please don’t call me mommy, boys, your daddy doesn’t like it” I tried explaining to them. “But...” “I can’t let you call me that boys, I’m not your mother, let’s drop it for now” I said to them. “How have you guys been?” I ask, trying to change the topic. “We are fine, but we just missed you,” Vincent said cutely. “No sad faces. I’m here now, huh?” I said tickling, and he giggled. I heard a clearing of throat in front of me, I looked up to be met with a pair of grey eyes staring at me. It was the kids’ father. He was right in front of me looking blank. There was no scowl on his face hinting that he was not angry or thinking I was going to take his kids away. “Dad,” Vincent said as he stretched his handle, signalling his father to carry him . Immediately, his father carried him and sat beside me, making Vincent sit on his lap I shifted myself to the side, feeling slightly intimidated by his huge domineering presence beside me. I don’t know what to say, I’m short of words, I can’t help but just look at what game they were playing on their tablet. God, I feel so insecure by just sitting beside their father. “I don’t think we have met formally.” I hear their father's deep yet alluring voice say beside me. It’s true we haven’t met. When I don’t even know his name, I only know the kids. “Oh yes, Marina Thompson,” I said with a small smile as I faced him. He was just looking blankly. I couldn’t read his face. I don’t know what he was thinking. “Alexander Torricelli,” he said. Alexander, what a nice name. Wait. Torricelli, as in Torricelli’s electronics, The Torricelli restaurant, Torricelli and freaking Co. I hear him chuckle slowly beside me. “Whatever you are thinking, yes, I’m the owner of everything.” He said with a slight smirk. Cocky I think he already noticed my confused face. But wait, this man is a fudging billionaire, I am here carrying his kids. God. What is this? Isn’t he liked scared of the paparazzi? “No need to panic, everything is alright no one can identify me here” he said that made me notice the kids are always with a face mask and a cap but today they are only with a face mask. “Nice meeting you, sir,” I say, I seriously don’t know what to say right now, I’m short of words. He just nodded, and silence fell between us . The sound of the game the boys were playing was heard. After a short time, I heard him clear his throat again, which made me look at him. “I want to apologise for the other day, I didn’t mean to raise my voice at you, I thought you were a stalker trying to take the kids.” He said at a go. I think it was hard for him to say that because his jaws looked clenched and he was staring hard unnecessarily. “No worries, sir, I have actually forgotten about that.” Lie, I still remember that day, which actually makes me fear him. “Auntie, when will you come visit us at home?” I heard Vincent say, which made me turn my attention to him. Visiting him at home, I never thought I was actually going to visit their house, but I was actually going to a billionaire’s house. How bizarre that sounds. “I don’t know, darling,” I answered honestly, “You can visit us on Saturday. It’s the weekend.” He said I have nothing to do this weekend, so why not?” “Okay, I’ll come visit you...” I turn to Alexander. “Can I get your address? “ I ask. “Don’t worry, my driver will come pick you up on Saturday by 10AM,” Alex said immediately, and I nod “Okay that’s easier.” “Xavier, Auntie is coming home on Saturday,” Vincent said to Xavier, who was engrossed in his game. “Really?” He asked, almost screaming, “Yes baby, I’ll be coming. “ “Yaaaay,” he said, clapping. “It's getting late boys, it's time to go home,” Alexander said, and the boys jumped down immediately, holding their respective tablets in their hands. “Bye,” I said, waving at them, and they held their father's hands. “Come on, we’ll drop you at your apartment,” Alex said. It was not a suggestion, it was a command. He wasn’t taking no for an answer, his tone made that quite clear.ALEXANDER “I am not telling you shit,” the man gritted out as Jack used a plier to pick his nipple. One thing I hate is when I ask for something and you lie to me, I know I myself tell lies, but when you lie to me, I hate it so much, it’s fucking irritating. Hearing his whimpering reduction, I look up from my phone to see the man bleeding from different parts of his body. Jack can be rough at times. He doesn’t do a neat job. But who cares. “Are you going to tell the truth or not? Who are you working for?” Jack snapped at him as he applied more pressure on the plier, making the man scream out. “St..Ste..Stephano,” he breathed out, making me smile.What a pussy. Stephano is the only bitch I know that makes people do his shitty work for him, he can’t behave like a man and come right in front to fight, he lets people do his fighting. What a chicken. Satisfied with the answer, which I already guessed, I stood up to look at the mess the man had already made. “
ALEXANDER “Dad, please, can we go to the park today?” Vincent begged me. He has been doing that for the past ten minutes now, but I am not ready to budge. It’s not that I don’t want to take them. It’s just that I don’t think I want to see the lady again. Marina. It’s something simple but nice to pronounce at the same time. I know the way I behaved to her was very wrong but I can’t apologise to her, it is not me to apologise to anyone, I don’t wish to see her at all. Seeing the way she acted with Xavier, I don’t know how but it stirred something within me, she helped him so easily, I know it is her job to help him but still the way she kept calling him baby as if it was something she was used to or the way she hugged him so close like a scared mother who about to loose her child, I don’t like the fact that the kids are kinda getting attached to her. It’s weird. She is a black, I am not a racist but it was kinda of weird to see a black touching my kids. Acc
MARINA “The fuck Mari, you didn’t even tell me all these while, a fucking billionaire, how did you meet him, oh I remember the kids but he is a billionaire Mari, he is ultra rich, he literally swims in money, are you going to marry him-“ “I am not marrying him, Katie.” I cut her off as she said that. Katie has been ranting for about five minutes and kept on screaming how hot and rich Mr Torricelli is. I guess he is hot, but marrying him is way out of the box. Firstly, I am not someone in his league. As cliché as this sounds, I am not that pretty for me to like him it’s just weird. Probably, he is just managing me because the kids like me, I’m a black, I don’t think he is a racist but people around here tend to behave like one. “Trust me, darling, you are,” I hear Katie say, breaking me out of my thoughts like she knows just what I was thinking about. “Can you just let me bake my cookies and cupcakes in piece?” Katie called while I wa
MARINA To be sincere, Mr Torricelli’s stare is making me feel a little bit weird. Is my clothing okay. Is he looking at how fat or thick I was. Does he think I’m weird? Can you stop overthinking? He’s just staring no big deal. Ana said she is my subconscious or the other me. She is the one I talk to whenever I feel lonely.” Brace yourself girl he is just a normal person like you, no need to fret, just talk to him like a civilised person. “Do you want some cookies or cupcakes, sir?” I asked Mr. Torricelli carefully with my voice a little bit low. “Sure, I’ll have the cookies,” he said with a smile as he fully entered the kitchen. He settled on another barstool, looking at me silently. I immediately picked up a plate and served him some cookies, I felt my hand tremble as I passed the plate to him. “Thank you,” he said as he collected the plate. “Mom, you aren’t having any,” Vincent said as he brought his cupcake close to my lips, wanting to feed me. I al
MARINA RIGHT NOW, Mr Torricelli is staring at me like he wants to look through me or sort of. He kinda looks hot the way he is. He is wearing a blue t-shirt and a matching blue sweatpants with his glass held in his left hand. He was staring, and it doesn’t seem like he wasn’t going to look away. I cleared my throat “I needed water, sir,” I said, but he kept on staring. “Alexander,” why is he telling me his name?. Is he drunk?. Cause this is weird. “I’m sorry, what?” I said cause I clearly don’t understand what he meant. “Call me by my name” he said, still looking. He needs to stop, I feel weird. Ohhh, he wants me to call his name, but that is never happening he looks older than me, and I was taught to give elders respect. “I’m sorry sir, I can’t call you that, you are older than me by far, I think? “ I said, also questioning him. “I prefer you calling me by my name. It sounds weird with all the titles “ he said again, and I nodded. “Okay sir I will do t
MARINA“The boys want to come over to stay with you for two weeks while I’m gone” Stay with me.For two weeks.While he is gone.“Where are you going” Alex just called me as I got back from the hospital.Nice.At least he trusts me with the kids.“I will be going to Italy for business” he said. I could get the sounds of paper. It seems he is busy.“I would love for the kids to come over” I said, smiling as I lay on my bed, looking stupid, I guess.“I will drop them before going to the airport in the morning, is that okay” he asked.“I’m just thinking, would I be able to take them with me to work” I asked him, I really don’t know how it would be if I take them to work,I think it might be risky if I do so.“I’m afraid not Marina, you can stay with them indoors and you can also visit the park, but your work place is a no go area I don’t want the public to see them” he said I understood, he is a big person in the society.“That’s okay, I’ll just call in sick, I really want the boys here”
MARINAIt has been something like six days with the kids, these six days has been one of the best days of my life, being with kids made everything perfect and comfortable, the kids love it so much, every night before we sleep we talk to Alexander, I don’t know why but everyday he sounds more tired as he calls.I know what his company entails but I don’t think he is meant to be that tired, sometimes I wonder what kind of work he does apart from his normal business, I just hope it is not that dangerous.When we talk, he sounds so caring and I don’t know how to put but it just makes me feel mushy and flattered. I always end up smiling foolishly after our calls...“Mom let’s go” Xavier’s voice pulled me out my chain of thoughts.I forget to mention that we planned going to the park today, we have been cooped up in the house for so long, we never left the house since the day they came here. We already made cupcakes to take to the park to have mini picnic just to enjoy ourselves outside.“O
MARINAI feel weak. My body feels numb, as I tried to move my body, but I didn’t just get the strength to move. It feels like there is a heavy weight on me, that is stopping me from moving.I opened my eyes, but I was greeted with a very bright light, which caused me to flinch a little.“Mom,” I heard Vincent’s voice. I felt him moving closer to me as he kept calling me.“Dad, mom’s awake,” he screamed loudly, making me wince. In a few minutes, I heard the door burst open.“Marina,” I heard Alex voice call me softly, which made me open my eyes as it had adjusted to the bright light of the room.I saw Alex grey eyes staring at me softly. “Marina, are you okay?” He asked as he placed his hands on my face. His hands were warm, which made me unconsciously lean into his warm touch.“I.. I’m.. okay, “ I managed to say. My throat feels dry. He carefully removed his hands from my face and left.“Mommy,” Vincent said, his voice cracking. I turned to him to see him in tears.I tried moving my h
ALEXANDER I stayed low behind the crates, watching the building. It was quiet. Still.But I knew better.Stillness could be a lie. I checked my weapon, ears trained on every sound, every creak of wind, every whisper of gravel. And then out of nowhere it hit me.Her laugh.Not real. Not here.A memory.Uninvited, unannounced.Just… there.I saw her in the kitchen, sleeves rolled up, hair a mess, Xavier clinging to her legs while she tried to stir something on the stove. Vincent sitting on the counter, his small voice asking about planets, and her answering like it was the most important thing in the world.I hadn’t even meant to walk in.But I did.And I didn’t say a word.I just stood there, watching the way she moved soft but certain, tired but glowing, completely unaware of how seen she was in that moment.That was the first time I realized I wanted more.Not just someone in my house.But someone in my life.Someone who didn’t ask me to be softer, but made me want to be
ALEXANDER The map in front of me was covered in red marks, pins, post-its, and digital overlays. Dots where cameras went dark. Dots where the car might’ve changed routes. Dots where my enemies lived. None of them mattered. Not really. Because my sons were missing. And Marina Every second, I couldn’t find her feeling like a slow, deliberate death. I hadn’t slept. I hadn’t eaten. Carlos tried to get me to rest, but I couldn’t even sit still. I paced the perimeter of my own damn home like a wolf trapped behind glass. I’d done everything right. Increased security. Prepped emergency protocols. I thought I’d been ahead. And still, they were gone. The only people who mattered. And I knew exactly who had them. “Stephano,” I growled under my breath. His name tasted like Ash. I’d let him live too long. Given him too much leash. I thought cutting ties and drawing boundaries was enough that he’d respect fear the way most men do. But Stephano didn’t fear. He hungered.
MARINA And then… silence.The kind that settles into your bones stretches long and cruel and leaves your heart beating too loudly in your chest.I sat perfectly still, Vincent’s head against my shoulder, Xavier tucked into his side. My body ached. My face throbbed where I’d been hit, and my wrists were raw from the ropes. But the pain wasn’t the worst part.It was the helplessness.The knowing that there was nothing I could do in that moment except endure.But I would.I would endure it a hundred times over. Because the boys were still breathing. Still here. Still mine.“Mom,” Xavier whispered, his voice so soft it barely made it through the air. “Is Daddy coming?”I closed my eyes for a second, swallowing the fear that threatened to crack my voice.“Yes,” I said. “He’s coming.”Vincent didn’t say anything, but I felt him nod. He believed it, too.And I held onto that belief like a lifeline.I shifted a little, moving despite the burn in my shoulders so I could wrap my arms as much a
MARINA For three days now, I have ignored Alexander, I think he noticed, his stares lasted longer than usual. He looked at me like he knew something was wrong, he knew I was ignoring him. He deserves it, is what I kept telling myself. What Alex did to me, it feels so painful, it hurts more than Tristan. I think I felt connected to Alexander on a more deeper level. The distance between us didn’t get pass the kids, Vincent already asked me why I wasn’t talking to his daddy. I didn’t know what to say to him at that moment, I just brushed off the topic, but I knew the conversation wasn’t over. I don’t know what to do, the best option is for me to leave but it is also not the best option since I have a target on my back. I don’t want to die, I still want to enjoy the good of this life. I’m not ready to di, so I have no other option than to stay here. If I was to also leave, the kids will be heartbroken. They see me as their mother, I love them both like how a mother should. It wil
ALEXANDERThe house was too quiet.Not peaceful. Not restful. It was the kind of silence that gnawed at the edges of your mind, creeping into the spaces where distraction used to live.I sat in my study with the lights dimmed, the fire long dead in the hearth, and a glass of scotch I hadn’t touched.I didn’t even remember pouring it.I barely remembered dinner — Marina’s absence at the table felt more noticeable than her presence ever did. She said she wasn’t hungry, claimed she had a headache. But I knew better.She was tired.Tired of me.She used to ask questions. Gently, always. Careful not to press too hard. She’d watch me with those soft brown eyes and wait for me to give her something — a piece of truth, a piece of me.Now she didn’t ask anything.Didn’t look.Didn’t wait.She moved like someone going through the motions, only speaking when spoken to, only existing where necessary. Her laughter — that quiet, unguarded sound — hadn’t echoed in these halls for days.I ran a hand
MARINA Waking up to the sound of my alarm blaring is not one thing I was looking forward to this morning. “Turn it off,” Alex groans as he pulls me tighter to himself. I smile as I remember I am starting work today, and the kids are starting school. Oh my God.I have to prepare their lunch.I’m going to be late.“Alex, let go. I have to prepare lunch for the kids, I have work today, “ I say as I pull myself away from him but just make him pull me closer. I stretch my hands and turn the alarm off. “Just a minute,” Alex says as he pulls me more to himself. I’m trying to pull away as an idea came, making me press kisses all over his face. He laughs out loud, his laughter sounding deeper since he just woke up sending tingles down to my core.“I’m up,” He says after calming down, releasing me from his hold. “Good morning, love,” He says, smiling as he sits up on the bed having that hot smile.“Good morning to you too,” I sing as I walk into the bathroom, doing my business fast
MARINAI found a school for the kids, it was actually a ten minutes drive from the hospital, I pray the kids like it but I’m sure they are going to like it from what I’ve seen, we went to see the school yesterday, Xavier looked excited to be there while Vincent just look normal he said he was okay with it. I pray he likes it, though.“Mommy, there are no pencils in my bag,” Xavier say as he brings his schoolbag to me, we are preparing for school, and they will be starting classes tomorrow and I will be resuming my shift at the hospital also. “Here they are,” I say as he pick the pencils from his bedside table to put in his bag. “Thanks, Mama,” he says, pecking my cheeks, making me smile.“Vince, have you packed your bags? Do you need my help?” I turn to Vincent as he just sat on the couch watching Xavier and I. “I already packed them mom, no worries,” He say, smiling. “I’m really happy that you guys want to go to school, I want you to make friends, but the good ones, please no fight
ALEXANDER“You are telling me she fought for the kids, that’s what you have been looking for since, you want a woman that cares about the kids more than who you are, and you yourself you are finding yourself falling for her, I think you know what to do Alex” Marcel said sipping his drink.He is right, Marina is the type of lady I wanted for the kids and I know I am kind of finding myself falling for her. She is just what I want in a woman, I don’t want someone that is slim and thin not trying to body shame but I prefer someone with those thick thighs that if I’m to go down on you, you are going to wrap those thighs around my head. The way she is going to moan my name while I eat her out, the thought of that just made my dick twitch. I want Marina for the kids, I want her in my life, I want her as Mia Regina, I want her as everything.Marina just woke up after been unconscious for three weeks, she already explained everything that happened which is making me angry the more, if I shoul
MARINAIt’s been a week I have been staying with Alex and the kids, it has been nice so far.Alexander is very okay, always made sure I took all my drugs. He has been all touchy and so. He always says goodbye before leaving the house and always stealing a kiss whenever he is leaving.I don’t know where we stand, sometimes I feel he is just doing it because I saved his kids. I don’t even know If he genuinely likes me. I fear knowing he doesn’t like me. I don’t want that to happen. I know it myself I was already falling for this particular Mr Alexander Torricelli. Its been a week in the house with them, I feel welcome but I feel I have overstayed my welcome. I plan on telling Alex during dinner tonight that I was going back to my apartment.“Mom, look” Vincent called out to me breaking my train of thoughts. I looked at him swimming in the pool. Since it was sunny we chose to take a swim and put the swimming pool to use.“Proud of you baby” I said to him blowing a kiss to him. He blushe