When I entered the house, I closed the door behind me and leaned against it, breathing heavily. Julian had made me very intrigued and curious about him. Who was he? Because I was so awkward around him, in a way I had never felt before in my life. I felt like a fool for what happened in the car, I was vulnerable and if he was a bad man he would have taken advantage of me with ease.
My mind was fuzzy, I was on the verge of crying. Was it normal for me to be attracted to a strange man and practically allow him to touch me without protest? But I felt in the depths of my being, something told me that he wasn't just anyone, I felt it as soon as I laid eyes on him. The man was a Greek god of beauty. Except that was beyond beauty, I felt something different with his touch and closeness. His deep, beautiful voice, his confident, elegant presence.
I decided to let it go. Sure it was fleeting and I would never hear from him again.
"Grandma! I'm home." I called.
"I'm in the kitchen!" she screamed.
"Your blessing, grandma. I'm starving... How are you?" I walked up to her and greeted her with a kiss on the cheek.
"God bless you daughter. I'm heating up lunch, I've been waiting for you to eat." She said stirring the pan.
"I didn't need grandma... Damn, I'm sorry I took so long. It wasn't my fault. I waited more than half an hour for a bus and none came by, same thing in the morning, I had to walk." I explained.
"I understand daughter, I was just worried about you, I tried to call you but it was getting voicemail. I already told you to put credit on that cell phone, but you never accept it because you say there's no one to call, but what about me?" She made a hurt look, but I knew it was a joke. Dona Florence was very playful.
"I'm sorry grandma. Besides, something very strange happened on the way back, there wasn't a bus going by and a man drove by and covered me with mud and immediately afterwards he offered me a ride, I wouldn't accept it because of the that you taught me, but he reminded me of the maniac on the loose and I preferred to hitch a ride, besides it was quite close to here and he didn't seem like a bad person." I explained when I realized I was talking too fast.
"Go take a shower, you're all dirty and you're going to catch a cold. Then you're going to tell me what this hitchhiking story is all about." I tremble at the base. I didn't want to be scolded by my grandmother at 18 years old.
I just nodded and went up to my room, I went into my bathroom taking off my dirty and wet clothes, I put the clothes in a bag and soon after in the dirty clothes basket so as not to get the others dirty or wet. I looked in the mirror and saw some ribs sticking out but that's ok, I ate like a lion, so my thinness wasn't my fault.
I got under the shower and shivered as the hot water fell on my cold skin, I washed my hair and scrubbed my whole body, removing all the mud. I closed my eyes and automatically started thinking about Julian's touch on my skin that went up in flames at the moment, I was so intrigued as to who he was.
I finished my shower, dried off, put on an old sweatshirt that I loved, combed my hair and went down to talk to Dona Florence. Arriving downstairs she was sitting on the couch watching TV.
"Hey." I said softly sitting down next to her.
"Hey. Let's eat." She got up and turned off the television.
I put my plate, which looked more like a mountain and grandma put hers. Lunch was rice, beans, grilled chicken, and lettuce and tomato salad. We sat down at the table and started to eat, I devoured the food as if I hadn't eaten for days. It must have been around one o'clock in the afternoon.
"I was at the stop waiting for a bus to go home." I started to speak. "As usual, but it had been more than twenty minutes and none had passed, then a man walked through a muddy puddle in front of me and got me all dirty, as you saw me coming, all dirty." I took a break and drank some water remembering that pair of blue eyes. "I cursed at him and decided to walk away, very irritated for having a bad day. Soon he was there with the car stopped, I went to him to take satisfaction, but he was kind to me and offered me a ride, and he also knew about the escaped maniac and worried that I was alone." I suppressed a smile at the memory of him coaxing me into the car.
"Under other circumstances, I would think it was bad that you took a ride with a stranger, but this man brought you home safely, my love. The buses went on strike without warning and passed on some news about the maniac's case, revealed his name. meet this man to thank him for bringing my little girl home." She replied with a relieved and affectionate look at me. I felt much more relieved that she understood and I gave her a warm smile.
"Thanks
for understanding grandma. But about the maniac, what is his name, do you have his portrait yet? I heard that the profile he likes is redheaded girls." I asked strangely interested.
"His name is Julian Vicenzo, but the photo has not yet been released. They just warned us to be careful, but they believe he is not here in our city. And in the newspaper they did not disclose anything about the profile of the girls he attacked." Upon hearing that name, my heart turned a drum inside my chest. I swallowed hard and immediately tried to dismiss that silly thought.
The Julian who brought me home didn't seem remotely insane, there could very well be several people with the same name. But I couldn't long ignore the fact that I was almost obsessed with a man I'd met less than two hours ago. He already dominated every second of my thinking and I didn't even want to think about him. Julian...
"So he doesn't seem crazy to me, on the contrary, he seems to be very smart to plan all this, or he had help. Disappear all documents and information about him." I felt a strange chill all of a sudden.
"But nothing will happen to you princess, I pray for you every day. And recharge your cell phone so you can call me when you're going to be late." She said and I realized she was trying to reassure me by changing the subject.
"All good." I said finishing my food.
My grandmother and I talked a little more about random things, then we finished the food, I washed the dishes and tidied up the kitchen. She went to the porch to read a book as usual. I kissed her and went up to my room, I was tired and wanted to get some sleep.
Arriving in my room, I lay down on the bed and started looking for my cell phone inside the backpack, desperate not to find it, I opened all the pockets but it wasn't there. I went to my dirty clothes and checked them just in case, but I couldn't find them either. There, he had lost his cell phone, what a hell of a day it was!
I lay on my back and stared at the ceiling in silence. Amazingly, at that moment, nothing was going through my head. I ended up falling asleep, only waking up hours later.
My stomach started growling so I got up and went to find something to eat. I looked at the clock and it was almost four in the afternoon. My grandmother was napping in her armchair with a book on her lap, I went over to her and covered her with a blanket, it was cold.
I went to the kitchen and made some coffee, I loved coffee. I took some cookies and ate them. When I was going back upstairs to the bedroom, Grandma's cell phone started ringing. I ran to answer it so as not to wake her up, I knew that at night she didn't sleep very well, she never told me anything but I knew. I picked it up without looking at who she was and answered.
"Hello" I whispered running up the stairs.
"Hello, Eloise." The dark and strangely sensual voice sent a shiver through my being and I shuddered.
It was him.
Julian.
"It turned out really good!" I exclaimed admiring our model of the Eiffel Tower assembled just the way we wanted it."It turned out much better than I imagined." Harry agreed smiling."Glad we got this done." I sighed mentally. I looked at my fingers and they were all covered in ink and colored glue."Was it torturous like that?" he asked."What?" I asked confused by being distracted."Doing the job with me. Was it that bad, being in my company?" He asked, I thought the face he made was so cute that all I did was laugh."Of course not Harry. At first you were quite grumpy, let's be honest. But now you're reasonable..." I admitted."So... Will you agree to go out with me?" I widened my eyes, totally taken back by his proposal. Harry scratched his head, and looked to the side, looking nervous."Harry…" I started to speak but he cut me off."I get it! You don't want to go out with a troubled guy like me. Let me take this model to class tomorrow, I'll take you home now." He exclaimed pick
I arrived home with heavy breathing. The day was cloudy but I felt hot because of the fast pedaling I did. What took me fifteen minutes every day, I took eleven that day. I was strangely eager to get into that house and find out more about Harry's family.I really intended to be friends with him, I didn't know much about him but he seemed emotionally unstable, I could tell by some things he said without meaning to. Perhaps he lacked the attention of his parents or his family."Is anyone home?" I asked as soon as I walked in after putting my bike away."I'm here, honey." My grandmother screamed from the kitchen. I went there and came across a gentleman, apparently the same age as grandma."Hello." I greeted."Hello everything is fine?" he asked."All yes." I replied."Daughter, this is Arthur Mollina. Arthur, this is my granddaughter Eloise." She introduced us."Pleased to meet you, miss. I want you to know that your grandmother is very important to me, right now." He said smiling at m
After the breakthrough Julian and I had, nothing but that happened. We went back to his small but perfect cabin."I think I'm going to turn on my cell phone, I need to know what's going on. If my grandmother called, if João said something... It's already dawn and I have to go back home, I have class and work I do." I spoke while Julian was in the kitchen making coffee."I think it's okay." Julian said, but I was still worried.I grabbed my cell phone off the table and turned it on. After a few minutes it only vibrated twice. It was a message from each one, Florence and João.Grandma: It's okay, I'm sorry I can't come home today. But your grandmother deserves a treat. I'm sure you'll be fine with your friends. Kiss, I love you.How could my grandmother be so wonderful? I didn't know how she existed, she was the best woman and grandmother in the whole world, she was always so dedicated to me that she deserved a lot of leisure, dating, going out and having fun, throughout my childhood I
I don't know at what point, but after making out with Julian on the couch, I fell asleep. I realized when I slowly opened my eyes and felt his big, warm body next to mine, it was one of the best sensations I've ever felt before. I lifted my head slowly and quickly felt the muscles in his chest tighten."I woke you up?" he asked hoarsely."No... You didn't sleep?" I asked sitting down on the couch."No, today you didn't sing Julian's friends song." He said and gave a slight smile."Want me to sing?" I asked smiling."If you want, yes. But I wanted to take advantage of your waking up." He said getting up too and coming to me."Oh yeah? And for what?" I asked in a teasing tone."For that." He spoke and pulled me in giving me a kiss. An intense and hot kiss."If that was it, why didn't you wake me up right away?" I answered and kissed him again with heavy breathing. I mentally thanked Julian for showing me what it was like to kiss, it was very good, with him it was very good.We stopped a
We were there, sitting on that couch in silence for a few seconds before he started talking. At that moment I didn't know if I really wanted to know everything, if that by chance could keep us apart. But it was important to know, I needed to hear him and he needed to talk too. Julian took a long breath and began:"Have you heard of arranged marriages?" He asked me and I nodded. "That's how it all started, it was two families, the Vicenzo's and the Roman's. Listen to me carefully, now I'm going to tell you a story.""I'm listening…" I replied quietly and gave him a steady look, he had to know I was willing to listen to him."On the 19th of February 1980 in Billericay, UK, two babies were born, a boy into the Vicenzo family and a girl into the Roman family. That boy was me and the girl was Brenda Roman. Our parents in agreement years before We were born ordained a wedding for both of us. As we were totally manipulated by them, we turned eighteen and got married in a huge and unnecessary
After Julian had said that, an internal conflict began within me, my subconscious, still normal, told me to go back home, ask him to take me back and never see him again, leave him together with his baggage of suffering and obscurity. for there. But on the other side, there was the part that was winning the war, my heart wanted him, that damn handsome man, my body wanted it, and my heart too. He asked me to listen to him and help him with whatever it was."We're here." Said Julian after driving for about fifty minutes."What place is this?" I asked looking around. Julian still silently got me out of the car.The place was surrounded by several trees, in the distance you could see a house, looking more like a chalet. It was perfect, all dark wood and very well maintained. In its upper part there was a small balcony in the shape of a triangle, the lower part had its glass windows with white curtains that could be seen from the outside. In front of the small house or cottage, there was a
The clothes I was wearing were completely wrinkled, my hair messed up as if I had just gotten out of a fight, my lips swollen and my breathing labored. Julian was no different, his nice suit and shirt were wrinkled and a few buttons undone on his pants. Her hair was also messed up and her mouth wet for me.Both paralyzed looking at each other, and I had no idea what I would say to my grandmother if she asked me what happened to me in there. Another beat had me breathing again and coming to my senses. I pushed Julian into the bathroom and closed the door. I looked at the mirror that was glued behind the door and quickly fixed my hair, covered myself with a sheet and opened the door."Hi Grandma." I said smiling nervously."Are you well?" She asked examining me with her eyes."Yes, I was watching a movie on my phone and fell asleep." I responded hurriedly and faked a sneeze. "I think I'm catching a cold.""I see, your lips are very red. I'll get you some syrup my love." She said with a
I went back to where I was, when a few seconds later Harry left. I suppose he lied to me when he said he was João's neighbor. The last time he saw me with Harry, Julian had such a meltdown that I still didn't understand what had happened. That's when I had a stupidly brilliant idea; would kiss Harry. At that moment I didn't know what I was doing, it was wrong, Harry didn't deserve it, nobody deserved to be used. But only I would know.My heart was still racing and my hands were sweating, adrenaline coursing through my veins. Since when had I become that? Desperate for a man's attention, Julian's exactly. Even willing to kiss Harry Barriere to awaken in him the rage he felt the other day. But from the moment I laid eyes on that man, those eyes, that smile, it got worse after we kissed intensely in my house. I could disregard myself as a normal person."Let's go?" Harry said smiling and only then did I notice how handsome he was too, of course he couldn't compare to Julian but his smile
shock state. I was in shock. You know that denial inside your brain and heart, which says no, it's not what they say and you need to hear from the person's mouth that it's all a misunderstanding? I was like this. I don't know how long I stayed that way, I just know that when I realized I was lying on my bed with my grandmother and João talking in a corner of the room.I must have passed out from the wave of nervousness I felt, when I remember again I could feel immense agony, I couldn't be normal, a normal person would call the police, tell them what they knew. But I wasn't normal, I wasn't going to do that, I needed to find him again, even if I was his next victim, I didn't believe he would have the courage to hurt me. In fact, that's why he didn't stay with me when I asked. I needed to hear from his beautiful mouth that he had done it all."Daughter, you woke up!" Exclaimed my grandmother with a look of relief coming towards me. "How are you feeling?" She asked caressing my face. I