~ ANASTASIA ~
“Say ‘I do’.” Claud’s voice rings in my ears and I gulp. “Do you, Anastasia Zhukov, accept Damien Vicenzo as your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do you part?” “I…” I open my mouth, my eyes landing on the devilishly handsome man clad in a black suit before me. It's hard. I wonder how he said ‘I do’ so effortlessly and I gulped again. I can't subject Isabella to the gruesome fate of wedding him in my stead. “I do.” I say. The crowd erupts into cheers and my eyes dart to Alexander who's staring at me in satisfaction. I grit my teeth, glad that the veil is still covering my face. The ring bearer brings the ring and Damien steps closer to slip the golden ring with a ruby stone into my left ring finger. My hands shake as I take the second ring from the case. I hold my breath, slipping it into his extended finger as the crowd erupts into cheers and claps once again. The priest waits for the noise to dwindle before saying, “You may now kiss the bride.” Time stands still as Damien's eyes lock onto mine, a hint of a smile playing on his lips. He lifts my veil, his fingers grazing my skin, sending tingling shivers down my spine. But I gulp it down. I don't care if I'm wedded to him even though I lust after him. The fact that he's my enemy and I hate him with every fibre of my being still stands. I hold his gaze, making sure that he sees the deviance in my eyes. Anxiety clouds my senses as he leans in until I can feel his hot breath on my lips. The crowd was silent. Then, his lips brush against mine, sending a jolt of electricity that shoots straight to my core and I suddenly get the urge to clench my thighs together. This is bad. It was as if he was testing the waters with the mild brush because in the next moment, he seals his lips with mine and I clench my teeth together. He sucks on my bottom lip while his tongue probes my teeth, demanding entry but despite the pleasure, I hold on tight. The fucker can go to hell for all I care. However, an involuntary moan slips from my throat when he bites on my lips, using that chance to slide his hot tongue into my mouth and I can feel my legs growing weak. He hand coils around my waist, drawing me closer to him as he deepens the kiss. Jesusfuckingchrist. I'm going insane. Damien wasn't kissing me. He was devouring my mouth. And I hate it. I hate that I'm enjoying it. I hate that I hate him but my body doesn't feel the same. He smiles into the kiss before pulling back. Then, his tongue peeks out and licks his lips. I stand there, staring at his grinning face in daze. The sound of the priest clearing his throat broke me out of my reverie. “Ladies and gentlemen, it's my pleasure to introduce to you, Mr and Mrs Vicenzo.” He announces. Damien turns to the small crowd, his face hard as if he wasn't smiling a moment ago. I gulp as he pulls me lightly, urging me to follow him. We step into the crowd and I swallow the lump in my throat. Everyone except the main family congratulates us. And I couldn't be more than relieved. The congratulatory session is a blur and I watch as the crowd slowly disperse. We all step out into the chapel's parking lot after the paparazzi which Alexander approved their entry left. I sigh, turning to Damien who's still holding my hand. “So, what now?” “What?” I roll my eyes. “Is that even supposed to be a question?” He glances back at Isabella and Claud who are stepping out of the chapel's double doors. I peel his hand away from mine. “We are only married by name, remember?” “I remembered telling you that you don't get to have a say in this, baby.” He whispers, his deep voice dropping to a low edge. I gulp, stepping back while shaking my head. “Alex wouldn't do that.” “Well, he did.” He says with mock pity as his hand grabs mine again. “You are my wife now. So, let's go home.” I turn back to the chapel's entrance to see Alexander standing there with his hands in his pocket. I'm afraid that if this goes on, I will have two murder cases on my neck. Damien literally drags me into his waiting car and urges me inside before following. I sit opposite him, glaring at him. “I will never be your wife, Damien.” His gaze intensifies. “Have I ever told you that I love how you call my name?” “This will be the last time you will ever hear it?” He winks and I cringe. What the fuck is wrong with him? What happened to the Damien I knew? I turn away from him, hoping upon all hope that the ride should come to an end. His car smells like him and I don't want to inhale his smoky spicy scent any longer. Infact, I don't want him near me. Soon enough, the car stops and I wait with bated breath for the door to be unlocked. Then, I'm rushing out of the car. The two huge buildings stand side by side and our penthouses are on the first floor. His was my dream one and when I finally got the chance to buy it, my consultant said it'd been bought, so I had to settle on the one beside it but unfortunately, I ended up becoming the devil's neighbour. I remove my veil and lift the front of my gown, marching towards the building. But his voice halts me on my steps, “Where are you going?” I turn to him, wondering if he'd really gone nuts. “My place obviously.” “We are married now.” He says, walking towards me. “Only by name, remember?” He grabs my arm. “I said you don't have a say in that.” He grits out. “Your stuff has been moved to my place. We are to live together as a married couple now.”~ DAMIEN ~A mistake.That's what it is.It shouldn't have happened. I shouldn't have let my joy overwhelm me, forgetting Anastasia's wants in the process.When did it get to this?Fuck it. I think I'm losing myself.I stare at her retreating back in a daze. She didn't say anything to me as she steps into the car. Her bodyguard fixes his eyes on me and if looks could kill, I would have turned into ashes but two can play the game, so I shoot him one of mine.“I'm going to kill you.” He mouths before stepping into the car and driving her away.Do I follow her?I shake my head at the intrusive thought.If Anastasia wants space, she wants it. I've already locked her in. She should be a free bird tonight.With a sigh, I turn and make my way back into the house, trying to ignore my beating heart which I'd thought was dead.Anastasia is a thief.And she's not only a thief, but a worm too.She stole my heart or anything that's left of it with her snide sarcastic comments and she wormed her wa
~ ANASTASIA ~“What actually happened?” Claud asks as we speed off into the night.I say nothing, my gaze outside the window. “Nothing you should worry about.” I whisper.“You know you can tell me anything.” How do I tell him that I was angry because Damien didn't put my personal feelings first at first and he'd let his joy overwhelm him? How do I tell him that I'm angry that I'm angry? How do I tell him that my mood is slowly getting haywire and I'm irritated for nothing?Telling him I'm pregnant is not an option.The purpose of this arranged marriage is merging. The child that's slowly growing in me is the result of the merging. Telling them I'm pregnant will bring attention and I will feel like… an animal. An animal that was led to the slaughter that finally produced leather or an animal that was grazed that finally started producing milk.I don't want to feel like that. Ever again.“Fuck it.” Claud suddenly curses, jerking me out of my thoughts.Claud never curses unless overwhel
~ ANASTASIA ~“Oh darling.” She chimes before standing up and engulfing me in a warm hug - or, as warm as her lithe body could allow.She cups my face, her eyes searching mine before they dart to Damien behind me and they wrinkle in the corners as she smiles.Were they talking about me?Was she telling him about my resemblance to mother or father?My heart beats fast in my chest as I stay still, my palm feeling sweaty. She smiles at me one last time before pulling away and grabbing my hand.“We have dinner waiting, my dear. Come come, let's eat.” She says, leading me to the dining hall.I gulp, hoping she won't notice how sweaty my palm is. My other hand tightens on my bag which has my phone, my tummy tingling in paranoia.I spare Damien who was walking behind a glance and a shuddering breath slips past my throat. Nothing is wrong.It's just my anxiety and paranoia.I convince myself as we step foot into the vast dining hall.Damien's brother was there. Including Dimitra. Seems like
~ ANASTASIA ~I hold my breath, my eyes on his face, waiting for his reaction.Is he as confused as me? Did he hear his dreams and hopes shatter with the news of the pregnancy? Is his mind and heart torn between keeping the pregnancy and aborting it? Did he–He smiles. Not his regular tight-lipped one or his hearty laughters or his annoying grins and smirks. But he smiles, showing all his thirty-two white pearl-like teeth as he walks towards me and lifts me before spinning me.I stare at him in confusion, watching as his eyes crinkles at the side. Then, he drops me and kisses my forehead. Maybe I didn't know what I was thinking, but my lips stretch into a smile too and my heart blooms in happiness as I inhale his scent, his happiness rubbing off me. His puckered lips meet my forehead, pecking me before descending to my neck.I tilt my neck, giving him more accessibility.“I'm so happy right now.” He whispers against my skin, pulling me closer to him as if wanting to eliminate the li
~ ANASTASIA ~° A week later ~ Still under ‘home arrest’.°“Take. You pee inside a bowl or potty. Then, you dip it inside it to check.” Isabella says, passing me a pregnancy test strip she'd gotten for me.With scrunched nose, I collect the strip from her. “It's just fever.” I grumble. “That's how I always feel when I have fever.”“Yes, it's just fever but still, use it. I'm leaving now. Text the results to me sissy. So, I can know if I'm going to be an aunt soon.”“Shut up bitch.” I say with a chuckle. “I use my pill after the third round and my calendar says that's not a fertile day.”“Hmmm, your pale face says something else.” She says, leaving me as she walks towards the door. She blows me a kiss before shutting the door close.My gaze lingers on the kit in annoyance, a strange feeling starting to pool in my belly. It's… dread.I don't feel good.But I can't be pregnant.I let out a sigh and stand up, taking my shorts off while I mentally praise the being above. Damien had gone t
~ ANASTASIA ~That day was the first time we would have sex. But it wasn't the last.The other day, Damein bent me over the counter and fucked me until I cried. There was a day he fucked me with my face pressed against the wall to wall window, overlooking the city while I fear that no one would catch a sight of me getting railed from behind.So many scenarios I'd forgotten in the span of eight days.And now? I'm tired!Like, I've had enough!And yeah, I can't walk without feeling him in me.With my pussy throbbing mildly, I walk towards him. He lifts his gaze, his eyes landing on my face as I sit down on the sofa opposite me.“You good?” He asks.I shake my head. “I can't keep up anymore.”Not with the thorough fucking.“I need to go out.”He sighs and leans his back against the head rest of the sofa. “Someone is after your life, Anastasia. We have two attempts in just two weeks. If you are to go out, you must take at least six guards with you.”My brows shoot up, my mind wandering to