Reality was dawning on me after that fight. Aurora had watched me get bullied, almost beaten and did nothing but the moment I started to fight back, she was already on my neck with threats. I ignored the more hostile gazes I received as she led me through another walkway. I couldn't help but realize that the slaves here looked anything but like slaves. They weren’t well dressed but they weren’t poorly or shabbily dressed either. And despite their hostility towards me, they all slowly paid their respects by bowing their heads to her.
We stopped in front of a hall and walked into a large hall and with a glance, I knew it was the kitchen.
The kitchen for cooking was this huge?
“You’ll be working in the kitchen during this period” Aurora informed me as she turned to me and I forced a smile on my face.
“What do I do?” I asked and Aurora turned and beckoned to a guy who looked slightly older than me and he came running towards us, bowing his head slightly in respect.
“Good afternoon Head Slave” he greeted and Aurora nodded her head, “She’ll be working in the kitchen from now on, show her what to do” she instructed him and the guy flashed me a smile that made my face wrinkle. Aurora didn’t let him speak before turning on her heel and walking out of the kitchen.
“Heyy” the guy started flashing me a smile and I finally allowed my lips to spread in a fake smile. “You don’t look comfortable, come with me” he added and I winced, following him around another set of hostile gazes.
“Here, for now, you can join me in washing plates” he said and I glanced at the tall set of dirty plates and the already dirty and smelling water in which the guy dipped his hands in without hesitation and continued washing the plates.
“My name is Juniper, everyone calls me Juni. What’s your name? How did you get here?” He asked and my eyes flickered to him quietly in surprise. It was a surprise that someone didn’t know who I was. Everyone had been glaring at me with hatred and here was someone who was asking me who I was. I found it hard to believe.
Juniper laughed slightly as he paused, “Do you speak at all?” he asked with an amused smile.
“Most times” I finally replied and he laughed, “Well you should tell me your name” he said as he continued washing the plates. I stared at the tall stack of plates again and it suddenly crossed my mind that I had no idea how the kitchen back home looked like, I didn’t even remember ever walking into the kitchen hall and yet I was being tasked with washing a hefty amount of plates.
I watched Juniper’s repeated motions. He seemed unaware that the water was dirty and stinky and smelly and he just continued washing without any care.
“I think everyone is really dissatisfied with you considering how hard they’ve been staring at you. You should get to work if you don’t want to be scolded. They hate when you drag your feet here” Juniper warned me and I swallowed, moving towards the sink and slowly lowering my hand into the dirty water. The slightly cold water sent sensations down my spine and I sucked in my breadth picking up the ugly looking net and picked a plate scrubbing it clumsily.
Juniper stared at me for a few seconds before bursting into laughter, “You’ve never done this before.” He said factly and I shrugged, “I learn fast” I replied quietly and he burst into another round of laughter.
“You won’t get anywhere with those plates if you spent ten minutes washing one plate” he added and I sighed, “It’s fine” I replied and Juniper shook his head, “Watch me”
I turned to him, watching as he picked up a stack of plates and dipped them into the water, his hands moved deftly and within minutes, the entire plates had been transferred to the rinsing basin.
“See? That way you’ll be faster” he added and I nodded, carrying a stack of plates like he had done before.
“You still won’t tell me your name?” Juniper asked and I turned to him slightly, “Amira, that’s my name”
“That’s a beautiful name. Can I call you Ami?” Juniper asked excitedly, “That way we can be like a duo, Juni and Ami. That sounds so cool already” he added and I almost scoffed.
“Do not….” I paused, dropping the plates in my hand, “Call me Ami” I finished and Juniper paused, the smile and excitement on his face disappearing off his face immediately.
“Don’t call me Ami, Amira is fine” I replied and Juniper nodded his head slowly, “I’m sorry about that. I didn’t know that held terrible memories for you” Juniper replied as I went back to washing the plates. It had only been a few minutes since he showed me how to wash the plates better yet I was already somewhat used to it.
I laughed at myself internally, if someone had told me that I would be washing plates a week ago, I would have laughed hard enough to make my insides fall out but here I was, washing huge stacks of plates. Even the stinking water I was reluctant to put my hands inside a few minutes ago didn’t look so bad anymore.
“I used to be a member of the pack” Juniper started and I glanced at him from the corner of my eyes. He seemed unable to keep his mouth shut.
“But my parents betrayed the pack and he had them killed” Juniper continued and I didn’t have to ask who he was. “Slaughtered would have been a better word” Juniper laughed at his statement.
“But I was a boy then, he was a boy then but you know he had already had a fierce temper then. I thought I was going to die too but he said I didn’t deserve to pay for the sins of my parents, so he merely stripped me of my right as a member of the pack and made me a slave. Allowing me to live, it was the greatest grace anyone had shown me in my entire life” he finished and I paused, turning to him with amusement in my eyes.
“He made you a slave and you think that’s the greatest grace anyone has shown you?” I mocked and Juniper smiled, “Yes. I mean, I would have died without that grace. And life is all that matters, that you are alive is the most important” he replied and the words at the edge of my mouth got stuck in my throat.
Being alive is the most important. At least I was still breathing.
I turned back to the plates I was washing without another word. Juniper’s words had struck a nerve in me and I was at loss on what to say or do or think or even feel.
“What about your story? Do you want to tell me your story?” He asked and I turned to him again with a smile plastered on my face.
“No Juniper, I don’t want to tell you about my background or my history so try not to ask me” I replied and he stared at me again, his mouth agape. He didn’t let him respond this time around before turning back to my plate.
I didn’t know why I was taking out my anger on Juniper, he had done nothing but help me and made me feel comfortable but the problem was that I couldn’t feel comfortable here no matter what. My existence should have been erased and Jonathan should have tried to save me when I jumped off that cliff.
Family.
The thought made my bones freeze over. Would Jonathan had gone ahead to massacre my entire family after I jumped? He spared Juniper, why didn’t he spare me? Why did I have to take responsibility for my father’s sins? Unfortunately, there was no one to answer any questions.
“You are done with the plates, that was really fast” Juniper commented and I turned to realize that indeed, I had finished the entire stack of plates that seemed enormous when I first came in but I was more surprised that even after giving him the cold shoulder that Juniper was still willing to talk to me.
“You can wash your hands and let’s go and grab some food. It’s lunch time” He informed me and on cue, my stomach rumbled making Juniper burst into a short laughter and I blushed in embarrassment.
“I’m sorry” I quickly apologized but he was quick to wave his hands negatively, “You don’t need to be sorry for being hungry” he replied as he wrinkled his eyebrows at me, “At least now I have something to blame your feistiness on” he added and I laughed awkwardly.
“Right” I replied, washing my hands and followed him out of the kitchen. Realizing that ever since I had been captured, I hadn’t eaten any food became more obvious when as we entered the huge dining hall, my stomach grumbled again and I was embarrassed to death.
For supposed slaves, the food being served very okay, not too bad, not too good. I used to think slaves were enemies of the pack and they would do anything in their capacity to do otherwise to them but I was being proven wrong with every minute I spent here. I picked up my tray waiting eagerly till it reached my turn.
The lady serving took a glance at me and carelessly served me a spoon, more than half of the spoon spilling everywhere on my plate and on my cloth.
“Nextt!” she yelled and I blinked my eyes unbelievably at her, “Next? What do you mean by next? You served everyone at least two to three spoons, you served me one spoon and you even spilled most of it everywhere” I complained unhappily.
“That’s your share, please don’t waste my time” the lady retorted with a sneer. I didn’t have to think twice to know that she had done it intentionally.
“So you want to cheat me?” I asked but before the lady could respond, a voice behind me did, “Oh my god. Who would have thought that an highly esteemed Princess would be haggling for a few spoons of food” I didn’t have to turn, I recognized the voice immediately and the moment she arrived in my line of vision, I could see her and my new roommates surrounding me and already causing a commotion.
“I don’t want any trouble” I immediately backed out, “I just want some food” I added.
“Oh here’s some” the first girl said the next moment, the food in her tray was dripping from my hair down to my face and down my clothes.
“I thought you would be packing the food from your head right now and enjoying it” she said and they barked into laughter.
Against my better judgment, against the instructions and warnings I had repeatedly given myself, I couldn’t hold back. I flashed her a grin and before she could ask why I was smiling, I had dumped my food on her head placing the tray on her head as well.
“I told you not to mess with me” I said as a matter of fact and once again, she tried to lunge at me but with one leg, I had pushed her to the ground.
“Just leave me alone!” I yelled at her seeing the way her shoulder flinched. I turned but all I heard was pah and my head swaying sideways with my cheeks feeling really hot. I touched my cheeks to find Aurora standing in front of me.
“Didn’t I warn you not to cause trouble?” she asked with a sneer.
“Well, they tried to sarve me……” I tried to explain but her laughter cut me off, “This isn’t your Kingdom and no one serves you here, you do the serving!” she hurled at me
“Guards!’ she yelled and I panicked, “I’ll do better” I promised as I moved closer to her hoping to hold her hands and get her off my back.
“Take her to the prison, she needs to learn her lesson the hard way”
I hug my legs tighter to myself and my head feels dizzy. I had gotten too much stimulation for one day, for two weeks. For some reason, I was yet to process my change in status. I had gone from a not so loved Princess, but nevertheless a princess to a slave who was slapped and bullied at every chance they got. It made me livid, made me angry and pissed but there was nothing I could do. This was my life now, a life I didn’t want, a life I would rather die than take, it was a life I didn’t wish on anyone.Aurora’s words came rushing to me in an instant, Here, you are a slave, we do not do the serving, you do the serving. It was getting glaring and glaring that the former life was becoming a thing of the past. It was becoming even harder for me to reconcile my actual life with my present situation. And asides that, Juniper’s words had not left me yet, I was alive and that was the most important thing. That I was alive. Being alive means that I can get my revenge on Jonathan, being alive
I trudged after Aurora slowly. I couldn’t believe my ears. I had been locked up in a cell for almost a day without food and yet I was expected to go and serve the king? I knew it was Jonathan that had requested it, I knew he just wanted to humiliate me and embarrass me, I knew he was just being his hateful and disgusting self.Venom spread from my thoughts to my chest and by the time I was in the kitchen, I had a newfound hatred for him. Juniper and some other slaves were already working around the kitchen and he immediately gave me a small smile as soon as he saw him but I couldn't return his smile.“Why are you walking so sluggish?” Aurora snapped at me. I raised my eyes to meet her fierce ones and the reply at the edge of my mouth was swallowed back. I wanted to tell her that the only reason I was taking one step at one time was just because of the fact that I had not eaten anything all day yet I was expected to go and serve the king with little to no stamina. I also couldn’t even
Nobody seemed to know how I had gotten back to the quarters that night, even though I didn't know. After my outburst I solely believed that Jonathan would have thrown me to the pigsty to feed with them but he had allowed me to go back to my quarters. My bed was now isolated to one corner of the room but I could be bothered less about that. I laid down on my back hoping that the gallons of water I had emptied in my stomach could sustain me till the next morning. My reality was dawning faster and faster on me. I had starved for a full day. I had eaten nothing for a full day. I was starting to become a joke and a hated and annoying one at that. I stared at the ceiling of the room, hoping that somewhere in my mind I'd realize that this was just a bad dream and I woke up back at home. I didn’t realize when I had slept off until I felt someone shaking me and I slowly opened my eyes, coming face to face with the enlarged face of my personal maid, Runa.“Runa?” I called out slowly as I trie
I don’t know why but I am surprised when Jonathan doesn’t tease me further. My eyes were lowered to the ground while he ate. The sounds of his food crunching together filled my ears and I could hear the silent grumbles of my stomach. In over four days, I hadn’t eaten anything besides the bread Juniper had been sneaking for me and I was getting impoverished.I stood throughout Jonathan’s eating process without a word and when he was done with his food I didn’t move because he hadn’t instructed me to but I was getting anxious, it would soon be time for the slaves to eat and I needed to eat, to put something in my stomach no matter what.I snuck anxious glances at him and Aurora but I didn’t dare say anything. After what seemed like eternity, Aurora finally asked me to pack the table and head back to the kitchen. Without a word, I quickly packed the table and carried the tray hurrying out of the hall before Jonathan remembered me and started calling me names.My legs moved faster and by
I have no idea when I got up from the floor and got back to work, the usual snide remarks and irritated glares at me were half gone and I was also surprised. Juniper as well was nowhere to be found. When it was evening, before Aurora found me and had me take food to Jonathan again, I disappeared. I walked aimlessly in the slave area trying not to think about my current situation, it was a situation that even I didn’t wish on my worst enemies.I didn’t bother going for dinner because I could already imagine the same thing happening and I had had enough embarrassment for a day, for my entire life. I sat down staring at the horizon as the sun went to its resting place but I knew that it was just the entire finishing a rotation, I wished desperately that I could turn back the hands of time but the Moon Goddess had favourite and I wasn’t on their list that’s why she had made me a Beta knowing fully well that a female Beta as a Princess would spell doom for her.That’s why no matter how sed
It’s been over a month and I was starting to see and I was able to trace the line of my bones with one glance. I had stopped fighting or even arguing; the bullying got worse after I stopped fighting back. The food I got served at the dining hall got smaller and smaller and I never got to eat it. My roommates either tripped, the food either ended in my hair and I was just wheezing around. The only person that was holding me was Juniper.He always had a hot meal for me or a loaf of bread and I was practically living on the scraps he had left for me. I was a wreck and I knew it but there was nothing I could do about it. Deep down, I was quietly already waiting to slump one day and never open my eyes again.I packed the pile of plates and slipped them into the bowl of water. I took one step and I staggered but a strong arm was immediately wrapped around my waist to steady me.“For goodness sake Amira, you have to rest." Juniper’s concerned voice washed over me and I slowly slumped to the
My consciousness started to blur at her words. Despite their conversation, I still couldn’t understand where I was or what had happened but I resolutely kept my eyes shut pretending to be still asleep but it became useless because they all stepped out of the room to resume their discussion. After several seconds of silence, I slowly pry my eyes open and I’m met with an empty room. The strong smell of herbs and disinfectants hit my nose again and with a quick look around; i realized that I was at the park clinic. I had heard about it a lot of times but I had never been there. I had no reason to be there. It didn’t matter how many times Juniper almost dragged me to see the doctor despite my injuries and falling over something.I winced as I tried to sit up on the bed and I looked around again. Their earlier conversation drifted into my mind again and I sighed softly. The beating my roommates had given me had obviously almost sent me to the arms of death, luckily death wasn’t ready to r
I blink my eyes in quick succession although Aurora had just spoken a language I did not understand.“What did you say?” I blurted out and a look of irritation and a look of impatience spread across her face, “You need me to repeat myself? Pack your things and let’s leave. From today you work in the King’s quarters” she replied and I was dumbstruck.I took a glance around. I wasn't the only one in shock, every one of my roommates had a dazed expression on their faces. I immediately shook my head in refusal.“I don’t want to,” I replied. There was no way I was going to go and work in Jonathan’s quarters. He already made life hell for me even though I was far away from him and now he wanted to punish me and make my life harder by asking me to work for him? I wasn’t going to do it.Aurora burst into laughter stunning me. It was laughter that made my bones ice over but it was the first time I was seeing her laugh.“You don’t want to?” she asked, “You are a slave, you do what you are told
“I was shocked as well when he requested to see me and then he told me a story about a young boy who had been in love with someone all his life, he watched her grow up into someone he even fell in love more and I was getting honestly invested curious where the conversation was going and then he told me that the boy was him and the girl was Masoma” Jonathan said and Amira’s eyes widened.“SO they had met several times before?” she asked and Jonathan nodded her head.“But since Masoma can’t remember, I guess she has forgotten” Jonathan replied and Amira laughed.“He’s a strong man, he’s trustworthy” she replied and Jonathan nodded.“I sent it to his father the very next day and then we talked. He's like her since he was 15 and his mother had a lot of things to say about him and the way he followed her” Jonathan continued and Amira laughed.‘So we can say that he has been waiting for her?” she asked and Jonathan nodded.“Yes. H’es quite patient you know” Jonathan replied and Amira hummed
“I was shocked as well when he requested to see me and then he told me a story about a young boy who had been in love with someone all his life, he watched her grow up into someone he even fell in love more and I was getting honestly invested curious where the conversation was going and then he told me that the boy was him and the girl was Masoma” Jonathan said and Amira’s eyes widened.“SO they had met several times before?” she asked and Jonathan nodded her head.“But since Masoma can’t remember, I guess she has forgotten” Jonathan replied and Amira laughed.“He’s a strong man, he’s trustworthy” she replied and Jonathan nodded.“I sent it to his father the very next day and then we talked. He's like her since he was 15 and his mother had a lot of things to say about him and the way he followed her” Jonathan continued and Amira laughed.‘So we can say that he has been waiting for her?” she asked and Jonathan nodded.“Yes. H’es quite patient you know” Jonathan replied and Amira hummed
Night had fallen before any of the women in the room decided it was time to go back to their houses. They slowly walked out of the room talking and laughing, their voices filling the ears of everyone around while the rest of them looked on with both respect and healthy envy.“So have you decided how you are going to host the bouquet?” Masoma asked and Amira shrugged.“Well I have no idea yet but we never can tell” she replied rubbing her chin.The Berg kingdom had a lot of traditions, traditions that Amira wanted to bring back, there was an upcoming bouquet where everyone in the kingdom would eat together, dance and laugh together. It was more of aftering bonding kind of festival and event and it was always richly enjoyed and Amira wasn’t about to stop that anything soon but planning it had been proving a little bit hard for her as she wanted to try something different.“You know we’ll always be available to help,” Serena said and Amira smiled.“Yeah, like I would forget that” she rep
Masooma frowned as she slowly dubbed the wound in front of her with care. She had spent a really long time trying to stop the incessant bleeding. The man in front of her had a frown on his face and even though he wasn’t saying anything, his face told her that he was showing great restraint and she knew because she had opted for an herb that stung the blood cells but was the fastest way to stop the bleeding and make it heal.“Can you be more careful?” he finally spoke and Masoma turned to him with a frown.“Careful?” she barked at him, “More like you are the one who needs to be careful because how do you use your sword to very conveniently slice yourself? Weren’t you looking?” she barked back at him and he stared at her speecles.s'I injured myself and you are blaming me?’ he questioned and Masoma was the one who was now speechless. She dropped the herbs in her hands and glared at him.“Who asked me to be careful?” she yelled at him, suddenly irritated.“You injure yourself and you wit
THIRD POVKareem’s hand slowly slid away from the door and he turned to see that the Queen was right, Serena was standing right behind her, based on how she was looking, she had obviously been tricked there as well.“Kareem” she whispered and ehr voice carried so much pain and hurt that it almost made Kareem crumble.Amira’s words echoed in his head and he didn’t know what to do. What happened between the two of them was something that no one had seen coming, it was something that neither of them could control. It had been over four months since he found out Serena's true identity and he still couldn’t wrap his head around it. Not that she deceived him, contrary to what everyone and including her believed he was way past that.He could see clearly that she didn’t look good, her voice was so small, so quiet that he could barely hear it. He knew that his actions had also hurt her and on the spot he regretted it. He had been avoiding her, refused to speak to her or even do anything with
AMIRA’S POV“Is it ready?” I asked and Elora nodded her head.“Ready my queen” she replied and I smiled mischievously.“They have to settle whatever is wrong today” I said and Elora shook her head.“Hopefully it doesn’t backfire” she commented and I snorted.“More than anything what they both need is this. He needs to listen to her, that’s how they get past what happened” I responded.Holding a crying Serena in my arms two days ago that totally broke my heart. I knew she was hurt and I also knew that Kareem was hurt and I also knew that they loved each other. I had caught Kareem throwing a few glances at Serena in the throne room during meetings each time she wasn’t looking so I knew that he didn’t hate or despise her, he was just angry and maybe there was some other emotions for him but that exactly wasn’t my business, the both of them could sort it out themselves.Serena had been a support and pillar for me, while I was a slave, in my earliest days here as a girl who loved and as Jo
THIRD POVSerena closed her eyes as Julianna kept fanning her. She was tired, metally, physically and emotionally. There were a lot of things happening with her but the most important was Kareem’s obstinate decision not to speak to her unless he had no other choice and all of her efforts had proved abortive.She didn’t think that hiding her identity from him would cause something like this and would make him so angry. It wasn’t her choice to keep or hid her identity is secret, It was something that was very important to her, it was for her safety, for the safety of Jonathan so that no one would think she was trying to usurp the throne, she was also trying to protect herself, she just didn’t know that this was what was going to happen. She had thought several times about how she was going to tell him but the time was never right and besuche f what happened to Amira, she had to come out and show her true identity and surprisingly, Amira hadn’t even bothered to hold it against her, it h
I left the Zadok kingdom with the greatest fanfare anyone could leave with. Everyone was both excited and elated to see me go, it was such a beautiful sight and by the time the carriages were rolling out from the gates of the Zadok, I had tears in my eyes and Jonathan merely held my hand tightly and tighter.“You can always come back whenever you want” he said softly and I nodded my head softly. It is very comforting to hear people tell me that I could always come back. It had been a long time since I left home but luckily for me I experienced how it felt for home to be called home. It was a sweet feeling and I loved it but luckily for me, I have more than one place to call home.I used to think that whenever I got married, I wouldn’t cry when leaving Zadok, that my parents wouldn’t cry or even be bothered but I saw my mother’s red eyes as I left, I knew her status was the only reason why she was trying her best to hold her composure and I didn’t blame her, deep down we both knew the
I was now a married woman.The feeling was too much and I just couldn’t help but keep smiling, my smile was about to tear my mouth to the back. The wedding lasted till late in the night where I and Jonathan danced so hard and we retired to our beds in the early hours of the morning. I snuggled into Jonathan’s arms as we slept as husband and wife. It was beyond my imagination, the excitement I was feeling as Jonathan’s wife.By the next morning, we were done packaging and we were about to leave. I walked back to my room to stare at the place I had lived for so many years. I didn’t know how hot it would feel to leave. Of course I knew that Zadok would always be home but leaving in this way made it look as though I wouldn’t be coming back anytime soon and it made me laugh. The Zadok kingdom held a lot of memories for me and I was going to leave those memories behind. Luckily for me, the last few months I had lived in Zadok were full of happy memories and my terrible and worse memories w