-Her 012-

I was depressed. That wasn't out of context, I truly was depressed.

Not only was I homesick, I was also in a constant state of anxiety.

It's only been a few days since I met my mate. Despite the days being uneventful, a lot has happened within those days for me.

I was in a constant battle with myself. My past was not much of a big help as it affects to my stand in life now. The role I am to play now also bothers me, this along to the thought of being Salazar's mate.

Salazar.

Wonderful, he truly is. I believe he just said what he said because he's only thinking of the future and for the good of the pack. Only his beliefs weren't my tea.

And Jenny.

The image of them both kissing came in my mind again and I was given another gut to the heart. We may have not marked each other yet but he was stating plans as mates, isn't that enough context that we belong to each other? For all I know he may even love her. All the much reason why I thought of rejecting him.

I couldn't though. I wa