She stared into a pair of amber eyes.
Her blonde hair fell in loose curls around her face, her skin was a pasty white with rosy cheeks, lightly sprayed with freckles.Josephine untangled her robe and it fell to the ground, revealing her naked body.Josephine's fingers slowly caressed over her healed scars on her body that were caused by her parents as a child. She frowned and wondered what she did wrong to deserve these.No child should ever experience what she's been through.Her eyes fell to her favorite tattoo of a sunset moth on her right hip.She has been very fond of moths ever since she was a child.A moth represents tremendous change, but it also seeks the light.Just like Josephine.As a child, her classmates always made fun of her because she liked moths and the other kids were terrified but she didn't care.She sighed when her eyes fell to her faint stretch marks on her butt.Josephine was insecure about her body at a young age but as she grew older she learned how to love herself.Stretch marks...Tattoos...Scars...They all tell a story of who you are and what you've endured.Josephine steps into a huge glass-in shower, she steps under the shower head turns on the shower, allowing the warm water to ease her sore muscles.She shuts her eyes and tilts her head back as her mind drifts off to Elizabeth.She wonder's who Elizabeth is engaged to.Probably a celebrity, an actress or singer.Josephine was never a fan of marriage, when she was a child, her dream was for a prince to sweep her off her feet and run as far away from her parents.But then she gave up hope when she realized this is reality not an illusion.After her shower she dressed up and skipped breakfast, deciding she would grab a cup of coffee on her way to work. - ❧ -She inserted the key into the keyhole before unlocking it as she walked inside her studio.The smell of fresh paint and wood brought a warm smile to her face.Josephine sauntered into her office, she removed her coat and hung it on her chair, setting her bag behind her desk, she dug her hand into her coat pocket and pulled out her phone.Josephine checked the time and realized that Mrs. Martin will be here any minute.She stepped out of her office then paused when she noticed a woman standing by the door.It's Elizabeth."Oh, I was not expecting you to be here so early." She said, stepping further into the room."Forgive me Miss. Hansen-"Josephine interrupted Elizabeth and said. "Call me Josephine." She gestured politely. Elizabeth chuckled nervously and corrected herself. "Josephine..." She trailed off.Josephine glanced at her outfit.She wore a black sweater dress with thigh-high boots topped off with a brown coat. She had minimum makeup and her dark hair curled into beach waves."My fiancé and I will be very busy today so we suggested we come see you right now. I hope it's okay." Elizabeth explained."It's okay." She lied.Josephine never liked it when her clients would always mess up her schedule, she would usually call them off but since this is Elizabeth Walker, Josephine will let it slide.As Elizabeth was sharing the details with her, Josephine became distracted when a man entered the workshop.He is dressed in a black polo-neck and black trousers with black oxford shoes topped off with a long grey coat.She also noticed that he wore a lot of rings, Josephine counted 7 rings on his long fingers, including a huge tattoo on his left hand.He must love rings. She thought to herself.His dark hair was messy, drawing attention to his sharp jaw, covered in dark stubble. He was big, over six foot.Her throat went dry when the man was now staring at her.Butterflies burst in her stomach.A good feeling ignited under her skin.He is the most beautiful man Josephine has ever laid eyes on.Josephine looked away when Elizabeth wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him.After what felt like hours they both pulled away from the kiss and turned to Josephine."Josephine, this is my fiancé, Elijah."That's a beautiful name. Josephine thought to herself.Josephine didn't know why but she started to envy Elizabeth.She's very gorgeous, rich, is a model and has a very attractive fiancé.What more could she ask for.Josephine finally had the courage to speak.She took a step closer and she noticed that his eyes were grey framed by thick lashes.She had been right that he was tall, she had to tip her head back to meet his gaze.Slowly, she drew out her hand."Nice meeting you Elijah."He accepted her kindness and shook her hand."Likewise, Josephine."His voice is deep and soothing with a hint of an Australian accent. She realized that she's been holding a breath since Elijah walked in. She drew in air-with it, his scent: Cigarettes and expensive cologne. It caused her to be weak in the knees.Staring back at those endless eyes, she felt as if he could see her-the part where no one could understand, the part where the world drained her from everything she's had. The part that is desperately seeking for love and affection. The part where she will allow her lover to read her skin like poetry.It made her shiver. She is the sun and he is the storm.What created it, was the art of eye contact."Follow me." She said and they both followed her into her office.Josephine plopped herself on her chair and the couple sat across from her."Alright so as I told you yesterday our wedding is in four months-." Elizabeth explained.Josephine reached for her note book and grabbed her pencil.She turned her laptop on then cleared her throat."And you want me to sculpt for you." Josephine said.Elizabeth nodded."What do you two have in mind?""We want it to be carved, with clay."As Elizabeth explained how she wanted the sculpture to be, Josephine typed it down on her laptop."Full body or -." Josephine questioned."Half." Elijah spoke as he leaned back on his chair.Josephine paused and caught his gaze."Alright." She declared then typed it down.Elizabeth opened her mouth to talk but closed it again when she heard someone call out Josephine's name.Elijah observed Josephine, she felt her cheeks redden and she suddenly blurted. "Excuse me."Josephine adjusted her dress and walked out of her office."Mrs. Martin." She cheered.Mrs. Martin smiled and removed her jacket. "Morning Miss. Hansen."They both hugged."Should I get ready?" Mrs. Martin questioned.Josephine smiled."Give me a minute." She said then rushed back to her office."I think we will end it here for today." Josephine told the couple."Oh, is there a problem?" Elizabeth questioned Josephine, she sighed and shook her head. "No, it's just-."Elijah cut her off. "No need to explain Josephine. We will continue this tomorrow."She looked at him and smiled. "Thank you." His smile matched hers and her heart skipped eight beats at once. "No problem."Elijah stood up from his chair followed by Elizabeth. "Let's go babe." Elizabeth announced then locked her fingers with Elijah.The couple gave Josephine their number and left.Josephine could finally breathe,She pressed her body against the wall and shut her eyes.She just met Elijah and he already has an effect on her.In a good and bad way.I’m so done for.The way I feel about Adam, after knowing him for such a short amountof time, can’t be good for me. I mean, it feels good, but it’s definitely dangerous.We’ve been seeing each other for a few weeks now, and I’m smitten, totally smitten. I’m a smitten kitten. And clearly a massive geek.We’re at the beach. It’s early morning, and I have to be at work in a few hours. But we’re all here this morning, surfing at the beach just outside Adam’s house. Max is out there with Grady, Base, Tad, and Paige. Adam and I quit surfing a while ago. We’re sitting up on my rock, and I’m sketching a picture of them all surfing.Adam is here, with me. He’s wrapped around me from behind, his chin resting on my shoulder, while he watches me draw.His lips skim over my shoulder, and his teeth graze my skin, making me shiver. His fingers trace over the skin on my stomach where they’ve made their way under the hem of my tank top.We haven’t done anything more than kiss.He knows I’m a virgin.
Pulling my black, skin-tight, off-the-shoulder dress out of mycloset, I bit my lip. It was sexy yet elegant, even with the thigh slit, and I loved it. But I’d never worn anything like this before in front of Dane, my boss. It would feel weird.My gaze flicked to the more formal dress further along the closet rail, but then I remembered what Dane had said to me yesterday before I left o-Verve ...Don’t dress as my PA. Wear what you’d wear to go on a date, not what you’d wear to go to a business dinner.I looked back at the black dress I was holding and gave it a firm nod. Yes, this would do. I’d throw on a light layer of makeup, add some jewelry, maybe curl the ends of my hair and leave it down. First, I needed to shower.Blowing out a breath, I put a hand to my fluttering stomach. First dates were always nerve-wracking. But this wasn’t a real date, so I technically had no need to feel nervous. There was no pressure to impress, no worry that this might end up being a waste of my time,
Later that day, I parked in the lot outside my apartment buildingand switched off the engine. It wasn’t a very well-lit parking area, so I was glad that dusk hadn’t yet completely fallen. There were many times I’d needed to stay late at the office to help Dane with one thing or another, so I often didn’t make it home until it was super dark.Slipping out of my car, I locked it with the remote fob and then dug the can of pepper spray out of my bag. It was only a short walk to my building, but a girl could never be too careful.Crossing the crack-ridden pavement, I glanced around. There was no one hovering about. All I could hear were my heels clacking on the ground and the sounds of street traffic.Reaching the footpath that led to the main entrance, I neatly sidestepped the cans, wrappers, and crinkled flyers that littered the ground near the overflowing trash can.I could afford to live in a nicer neighborhood, I just preferred being near my family. Especially my father, Simon.Insi
Stopping at my desk, Hanna regarded me warily. “Uh-oh, youreyelid’s twitching. What’s wrong? Did someone mistake you for the model on the Syphilis Awareness billboard again?”I narrowed my eyes at my friend and coworker. “No. And I don’t look anything like her.” We’d had this conversation already. But Hanna liked to poke at me in that way that only one of your closest friends would.“You have the same pale blue eyes and high cheekbones. Her hair isn’t exactly the same platinum blonde shade as yours, but it’s close.”People always assumed my hair color came straight out of a bottle. In truth, I’d inherited it from my half-Swedish grandmother.“But she doesn’t have your blunt bangs or Jessica Alba-mouth,” Hanna went on because, yeah, she was a pain in my ass when bored.“Can we not talk about the model who looks nothing like me, please?”“Of course.”“Great. If you’ve come to speak to Dane, he’s not yet back from his lunch meeting, but he shouldn’t be much longer.”“I came to check on
Entering the water, I paddle out on my board, pushing through the waves. Paddling out farther, I need big waves.I need to surf Evie out of my head.I need the peace that only being out here can give me.It’s been five days since our talk. I haven’t spoken to her since. I havecaught glimpses of her on my way back in and out of the hotel as I pass by the coffee shop, but I’ve avoided going in there.I’ve had to go to Starbucks. So, now, I’ve lost my decent fucking coffee as well.I’ve been staying away from her for many reasons, and it’s not just the fact that she broke my heart. Seeing her again has screwed me up so much.I knew I wasn’t over her—I’d have to be stupid to ever think I was—but I didn’t realize how badly I’d want her again. The urge to touch her and taste her was overwhelming. Just breathing the same air as her was fucking killing me.Standing there, staring at her, I was eighteen all over again.From the moment I’d seen Evie sitting up on that rock eleven years ago, I’
My alarm is going off with an annoying insistence. On a groan, I reach over and slam my hand on it, turning it off.Time for work.Ugh.Summer has only just begun, and I’ve worked the last seven daysstraight as a favor for Grady. I can’t wait for tomorrow when I can sleep in. I’m only doing the overtime because Grady is the best boss ever—a retired pro surfer, and the Shack is his life—and he asked me because we’reshort-staffed at the moment. I’m also doing it because I need the money. Paige, who works part-time in the shop with Base and me, has been on vacation. And Tad, who does the surf lessons with Grady, has been out sick with the flu. So, Grady has been pulling Base out of the shop to help with the surf lessons. So, I’ve been manning the shop alone. But Tad and Paigewill be back tomorrow, so I’ll get the day off. Yay!For tomorrow, I was thinking, once I drag my ass out of bed, that I mightactually spend the day at the beach and lie out in the sun, read a book, swim, and may
My hands are shaking. They’ve been shaking pretty much all day. Every time I think about Adam, the shakes start. How I haven’t managed to break a cup, I’m not sure.He looks the same yet different. He looks hardened to the world. The light that used to live in his eyes has dulled. But he’s still as handsome as ever, if not even more so with age.Adam never looked like a boy. He was always very much a man, even at eighteen. But now, he’s reached his full potential. He seems even bigger somehow.Or maybe it was just his anger that made him seem bigger, more imposing.All that anger, and it was reserved solely for me.The guy I left behind all those years ago was not the man I saw today.I have to wonder if I’m to blame for that.I glance at the clock. Five minutes until the end of my shift. Fiveminutes until Adam is here, and he wants his answers.Answers I can’t give him.So, I’m going to have to lie, something I never wanted to do.I thought there was a slim possibility that I might
She’s here again—rock girl. She’s sitting up on that same big rock, a hundred yards away from my beach house, where she sits every day. Hence, the nickname, Rock Girl.God, I’m lame.With her sketchpad resting against her bent knees, her eyes are fixed on the paper like her life depends on it while her hand freely moves the pencil over the paper, drawing...I have no clue.I wish I did.I mean, I could take a wild guess and say she’s drawing the scenery—the pier, beach, sand, sky. There’s plenty of shit like that here in Malibu. But still, I want to know exactly what she’s drawing that has her so enraptured.Like, I really want to know.I’ve been watching Rock Girl for a week now.I saw her on the first day when Max and I arrived at the beach house,which will be my home for the next year. This will be my year of freedom before I have to go to Harvard, and then once I graduate, it is on to work for my father to learn the family business.Can’t wait. I have to stop myself from rolling m
Half an hour later, I’m showered and dressed for work in a suit and tie. I hate ties, but as the head of Gunner Entertainment, I have to look the part.I head into the living room of the bungalow I call home five days a week. There’s no sign of the blonde, except for the lingering strong scent of perfume.Thank God.I live in a rented bungalow at The Beverly Hills Hotel. I could get an apartment, but I can’t bring myself to put down roots here. Even though I grew up in Beverly Hills, it’s never felt like home. Home is in Malibu where my beach house is. It’s the house that Max and I rented for our year off before we headed to college. It’s the place where I met Evie and where I spent the best year of my life with her—before she left me, and my world came crashing down.The minute I graduated from Harvard and started working for my father, I was granted access to my trust fund. The first thing I did with that money was go straight to Malibu, and I offered a stupid amount of money to th