She stared into a pair of amber eyes.
Her blonde hair fell in loose curls around her face, her skin was a pasty white with rosy cheeks, lightly sprayed with freckles.Josephine untangled her robe and it fell to the ground, revealing her naked body.Josephine's fingers slowly caressed over her healed scars on her body that were caused by her parents as a child. She frowned and wondered what she did wrong to deserve these.No child should ever experience what she's been through.Her eyes fell to her favorite tattoo of a sunset moth on her right hip.She has been very fond of moths ever since she was a child.A moth represents tremendous change, but it also seeks the light.Just like Josephine.As a child, her classmates always made fun of her because she liked moths and the other kids were terrified but she didn't care.She sighed when her eyes fell to her faint stretch marks on her butt.Josephine was insecure about her body at a young age but as she grew older she learned how to love herself.Stretch marks...Tattoos...Scars...They all tell a story of who you are and what you've endured.Josephine steps into a huge glass-in shower, she steps under the shower head turns on the shower, allowing the warm water to ease her sore muscles.She shuts her eyes and tilts her head back as her mind drifts off to Elizabeth.She wonder's who Elizabeth is engaged to.Probably a celebrity, an actress or singer.Josephine was never a fan of marriage, when she was a child, her dream was for a prince to sweep her off her feet and run as far away from her parents.But then she gave up hope when she realized this is reality not an illusion.After her shower she dressed up and skipped breakfast, deciding she would grab a cup of coffee on her way to work. - ❧ -She inserted the key into the keyhole before unlocking it as she walked inside her studio.The smell of fresh paint and wood brought a warm smile to her face.Josephine sauntered into her office, she removed her coat and hung it on her chair, setting her bag behind her desk, she dug her hand into her coat pocket and pulled out her phone.Josephine checked the time and realized that Mrs. Martin will be here any minute.She stepped out of her office then paused when she noticed a woman standing by the door.It's Elizabeth."Oh, I was not expecting you to be here so early." She said, stepping further into the room."Forgive me Miss. Hansen-"Josephine interrupted Elizabeth and said. "Call me Josephine." She gestured politely. Elizabeth chuckled nervously and corrected herself. "Josephine..." She trailed off.Josephine glanced at her outfit.She wore a black sweater dress with thigh-high boots topped off with a brown coat. She had minimum makeup and her dark hair curled into beach waves."My fiancé and I will be very busy today so we suggested we come see you right now. I hope it's okay." Elizabeth explained."It's okay." She lied.Josephine never liked it when her clients would always mess up her schedule, she would usually call them off but since this is Elizabeth Walker, Josephine will let it slide.As Elizabeth was sharing the details with her, Josephine became distracted when a man entered the workshop.He is dressed in a black polo-neck and black trousers with black oxford shoes topped off with a long grey coat.She also noticed that he wore a lot of rings, Josephine counted 7 rings on his long fingers, including a huge tattoo on his left hand.He must love rings. She thought to herself.His dark hair was messy, drawing attention to his sharp jaw, covered in dark stubble. He was big, over six foot.Her throat went dry when the man was now staring at her.Butterflies burst in her stomach.A good feeling ignited under her skin.He is the most beautiful man Josephine has ever laid eyes on.Josephine looked away when Elizabeth wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him.After what felt like hours they both pulled away from the kiss and turned to Josephine."Josephine, this is my fiancé, Elijah."That's a beautiful name. Josephine thought to herself.Josephine didn't know why but she started to envy Elizabeth.She's very gorgeous, rich, is a model and has a very attractive fiancé.What more could she ask for.Josephine finally had the courage to speak.She took a step closer and she noticed that his eyes were grey framed by thick lashes.She had been right that he was tall, she had to tip her head back to meet his gaze.Slowly, she drew out her hand."Nice meeting you Elijah."He accepted her kindness and shook her hand."Likewise, Josephine."His voice is deep and soothing with a hint of an Australian accent. She realized that she's been holding a breath since Elijah walked in. She drew in air-with it, his scent: Cigarettes and expensive cologne. It caused her to be weak in the knees.Staring back at those endless eyes, she felt as if he could see her-the part where no one could understand, the part where the world drained her from everything she's had. The part that is desperately seeking for love and affection. The part where she will allow her lover to read her skin like poetry.It made her shiver. She is the sun and he is the storm.What created it, was the art of eye contact."Follow me." She said and they both followed her into her office.Josephine plopped herself on her chair and the couple sat across from her."Alright so as I told you yesterday our wedding is in four months-." Elizabeth explained.Josephine reached for her note book and grabbed her pencil.She turned her laptop on then cleared her throat."And you want me to sculpt for you." Josephine said.Elizabeth nodded."What do you two have in mind?""We want it to be carved, with clay."As Elizabeth explained how she wanted the sculpture to be, Josephine typed it down on her laptop."Full body or -." Josephine questioned."Half." Elijah spoke as he leaned back on his chair.Josephine paused and caught his gaze."Alright." She declared then typed it down.Elizabeth opened her mouth to talk but closed it again when she heard someone call out Josephine's name.Elijah observed Josephine, she felt her cheeks redden and she suddenly blurted. "Excuse me."Josephine adjusted her dress and walked out of her office."Mrs. Martin." She cheered.Mrs. Martin smiled and removed her jacket. "Morning Miss. Hansen."They both hugged."Should I get ready?" Mrs. Martin questioned.Josephine smiled."Give me a minute." She said then rushed back to her office."I think we will end it here for today." Josephine told the couple."Oh, is there a problem?" Elizabeth questioned Josephine, she sighed and shook her head. "No, it's just-."Elijah cut her off. "No need to explain Josephine. We will continue this tomorrow."She looked at him and smiled. "Thank you." His smile matched hers and her heart skipped eight beats at once. "No problem."Elijah stood up from his chair followed by Elizabeth. "Let's go babe." Elizabeth announced then locked her fingers with Elijah.The couple gave Josephine their number and left.Josephine could finally breathe,She pressed her body against the wall and shut her eyes.She just met Elijah and he already has an effect on her.In a good and bad way.When Josephine was done painting Mrs. Martin, she took a break by exploring the city.While Josephine walked through the city park , the sea of trees was seen swaying gently in the whispering wind. Reflections of the stars are shown in the peaceful pond as the rustle of the autumn leaves were softly blown down the road by the windJosephine found peace when she's at the park. One of her favorite things to do besides art is taking peaceful walks through parks. It helped her think clearly. Josephine loved parks from a very young age. Every Time her parents fought she would sneak out of the house and take a walk to the park that was a few blocks away from her house. She took a sip of her coffee and fished for her phone in her coat to check the time. It read 09:42 am. She sighed when she realized she had 20 minutes before Elijah and Elizabeth dropped by the studio. For the first time Josephine felt nervous to meet the couple again, especially Elijah. There is something about him,
"Josephine?""Josephine..." Elijah repeated as he admired Josephine.Josephine flustered and looked out the café window, watching as people and cars pass by. She turned back at Elijah and smiled. "It has a ring to it." Elijah simply said as he took a bite of his cheesecake he ordered earlier. Josephine chuckled and took a deep breath then said. "Yeah, I guess." "So what got you into art?" He questioned. Josephine stiffened. Her heart paused for a second and she started to fidget with her hands, avoiding eye contact with the man sitting in-front of her. Elijah noticed that something was off and he cleared his throat, noticing the tension. "I'm guessing it's something not pretty." He whispered.Josephine turned to look at him and they locked eyes. She noticed a little bit of guilt flashed on his face and he quickly replaced it with a small smile. Josephine shook her head. "No. no it's okay." She replied. She took a sip of her coffee then set it aside. "Let's say I didn't have a
2 weeks laterHe sat there with a glass of whiskey in his hand as he stared into nothing. Wondering in his own thoughts unbothered by his surroundings.JosephineElizabeth Josephine Elizabeth His mind kept going back and forth but what confused him the most was why is thinking about a woman he just met two weeks ago and the fact the idea of comparing his own fiancé and stranger is, disgusting. Elijah has never thought of any other woman whenever he was in a relationship his eyes were only focused on that one person he chose to date but this time it's different he just met this person and suddenly he can't get her out of his mind. He felt someone's hand snake around his neck, he didn't budge. "Are you good babe?" Elizabeth questions. He sighed and nodded. Elizabeth nodded and began to kiss him slowly. leaving trails of neck kisses until she reached the corner of his lips. He gulped down his drink, then set the glass aside. Elijah pulled Elizabeth onto his lap and she giggled. He
"I was a fucking idiot," she mumbled to herself.Her fingertips brushed over the incomplete sculpture that is meant for Elijah and Elizabeth.She started working on it a few days after she had lunch with Elijah. The sooner she starts with it the faster she finishes and they'll be out of her life for good.Josephine was angered and embarrassed at how Elijah offered her lunch and bailed on her. With the look he gave her before he walked out of the café she could sense from a mile away that he regretted going out on lunch with her.But the question is, did she regret agreeing?She scrunched her button nose while she studied the sculpture making sure that there was no flaw.She already started with the measurement and building the skull. Every day for the past two weeks she's been in her studio working on the sculpture.So far she likes how it's turning out.It would take about two months and two weeks to finish it if there are no distractions.Josephine decided to play music as she worke
She wishes she spoke the way she painted. Ceaselessly.Obsessively.She would paint to the point of suffocation. She would paint herself into nervous breakdowns.Canvases scattered all over like an art gallery filled with abandoned paintings, each of them having a significant meaning to it, dark or beautiful. Josephine sat in silence as she inhaled the gray stench. Intoxicating her lungs as it set her mind at ease. There was something euphoric in her eyes as she took each drag, if she perversely lured on that morbid end to punish those who had caused her pain and endless suffering. The mother who herself had abused her, had suffered so much pushing and fighting throughout her abusive days and the father whose brain was ill and poisoned addled by corporal punishment and lack of affection towards his daughter...Every single demon she fights on a daily basis has been put to sleep, her mind calm as deep rivers in the night. She was at peace. The illegal substance (weed) that she t
She kissed her without warning. Without permission. Without even deciding to do it but simply because she couldn't have done anything else.Her vanilla scent, the taste of her lips, the feeling of her skin seemed to get inside of Josephine. Josephine, snaked her hands around Zariah's waist and pulled her closer. She kissed Zariah with all the desires she's kept away. She kissed her without resistance and hesitation. Josephine craved Zariah's touch but secretly she craved his too. She wanted to feel something. Hoping that it will distract her mind from the man she's been battling to forget for ages. Josephine kissed Zariah from her soft lips to her sweet neck then slowly traveled down to her collar bone.Josephine slipped her hand under her mini dress. She reached in her lace panties into her wet slit. She gently rubbed her lower lips while kissing her. "I'm all yours Josephine." She whispered, her soft voice trembling.She pushed me in my apartment, shutting the door as her back
Josephine studied Zariah's features as she slept peacefully beside her. The morning sun kissing her golden face. Her long lashes resting on her flesh, her lips parted as she took slow calm breaths. Josephine did not get enough sleep yesterday. After they had sex they watched a little bit of tv and fell asleep on the soft mat, with a blanket they got from the couch. Her mind has been playing games with her. Thinking about him and all the things she wants him to do with her body. She craved him so much that even a little kiss would put her mind at ease. It was scary for her because never in her life has she been so attracted to someone then Elijah. Was it because he was taken, or was it because he seemed so mysterious which made her curious about him? What was it that made her feel this way towards this man and why him? Josephine reached out her hand and touched Zariah's soft skin. A small moan escaped her lips which made Josephine pull back her hand.Zariah fluttered her eyes op
Elijah was nervous.His heart was racing, palms sweating and stomach twisting. He has not had this particular feeling in a long time. His teenage hormones always kicked in whenever he saw Josephine or even heard her voice over the call. "Mr. Cohen surprised you by dropping by." Josephine said, a nervous smile stretching across her face. Elijah gritted his teeth by the way she addressed him. 'Mr. Cohen.' He specifically told her not to call him that, multiple times so why is she still doing it. Is it to tick him off because if that was the reason?Then it's definitely working. "I was hoping we can talk somewhere more..." He trailed off as his gaze shifted to black woman standing next to her. Probably one of her customers. "Private." He blurted out. Josephine exchanged looks with the woman and threw her hands up in the air like she's been caught doing something illegal. "Think about what I said Josephine." she said, the woman had a very sweet voice. She was beautiful but her voi