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Her deepest desire Chapter 29- A night to remember
“What are you wearing tonight” Rose says to me through my phone screen, we’re on FaceTime. “I am wearing this beautiful number here ” I say lifting up a floor-length deep v, plunge sequin yellow dress. “Can you see it?” I ask already laughing when I realize that all she can see is a yellow patch of the dress. “Move back so I can see the whole dress,” She says laughing too. “I wish you were here Rosie” I say moving back and missing my sister badly. It’s been a month since I left Gabriel. I have been numb since. I haven’t allowed myself to feel anything but tonight I feel the weight of it all come over me. “Me too. Ryan. But I’ll be with you in spirit. Just try to have fun tonight, everything else will matter in the morning.” Rose says, I move closer to the phone screen to look at her. “I hear you,” I say after a moment. We say our goodbyes and I get to get ready for the gala. Work is the only thing that’s kept my mind off of everything. And tonight we get to meet with South Afric
Her deepest desire Chapter 30- Too much information?
He’s Minister Mesi Shona? I couldn’t figure out who he was earlier but I knew him from somewhere. There have been so many cabinet shuffles we can’t keep up.” I say shifting on my sofa. Suddenly I can’t sit still, my skin crawls when I remember what he said tonight. And Rami is married to him? “Yes. What did he want?” he asks walking and sitting next to me. He’s getting impatient. “I don’t even know, he said weird things that don’t make sense to me. He said I don’t know what you and my wife are planning. But I want to give you the courtesy of a warning. Tell Ramie to abandon any plan the two of you have or there will be dire consequences. I promise that.” I repeat the words remembering his words clear as day. “What the hell does that mean? Ryan that man is bad news we need to call your brother “ He says pulling out his phone and dialing Zan’s number. “Gabriel don’t…” I say and get interrupted by Zan’s voice, coming through the speaker. “What’s up?” Zan says answering the phone qu
Her deepest desire Chapter 31- Nerves
Gabriel had to leave early this morning for a work emergency so I’ll be meeting Ramie and my brother alone. My nerves are shot and now that I had time to think about this whole situation last night I’m even more uneasy . I woke up and looked up Minister Shona and the stuff I found is scary. His name comes up in every scandal there is in the country. And he thinks I’m in with his wife to do what? I realized how much I shut out the world this morning. I know what’s happening with corruption in South Africa but I don’t give it any mind. News always breaks that this Government official did this and the third but these people never get caught. They just get reassigned to a different post so people forget about their dirty deeds and all is well. So I stopped caring what happens to any of them, corruption is the name of the game here. Hard working people pay tax so the poor can stay poor and so people like Shona can steal. I actively chose to do good with my work. That’s why Max and I work s
Her deepest desire Chapter 32- Time out
“How did the meeting go?” Gabriel asks me on the other end of the line. “Well turns out I don’t know my brother at all” I say remembering the conversation I had with him and Ramie this morning. Zan had me convinced he lives a simple, uncomplicated life. I am questioning everything I know about him, this business with Ramie has opened doors I knew existed but I didn’t want confirmation they do exist. “So he told you” Gabriel says and I remain silent. I don’t know what say. “Do you want to talk about it?” he asks when the silence stretches. “Obviously” I say wanting to know more, maybe he’ll tell me something that makes it all make sense. “Okay, then come to me. We can’t talk about it over the phone” he says and my heart starts to beat fast. Are we back to spending time together? Are going to go through the same motions? I can’t go through another heart break, I don’t have the strength. “Come to you? Why can’t we talk on the phone?” I ask scared and excited by the prospect of spendi
Her deepest desire Chapter 33- Denied
Gabriel shows me into the bathroom so I can freshen up. I take a few minutes to get the flight off me and I head back to the balcony after a while. I get comfortable on the day bed, I look beyond the coast and take everything in. I would love to wake up to this every morning, this is incredible. Gabriel joins me after a while, he’s changed into more comfortable clothes now. He sits next to me on the day be and looks out into the view. “How are you feeling?” he asks looking at me. “I’m good now” I say smiling at him. “Good” he says and goes back to looking at the view. “How are you?” I ask too. “I’m tired but with a little rest I’ll be good,” he says sighing. “Work?” “Amongst other things,” he says looking at me again, he gives me a look that says you’re one of those problems but he doesn’t say it. I look away unease creeping into my mind. “Is an exceptional view always on the list of criteria when you buy a house? “ I say trying to lighten up the mood, I don’t want to sour thi
Her deepest desire Chapter 34- Lazy days
2 pm Gabriel and I are lying on the penthouse’s huge rooftop. It has an area where you can lie on the most comfortable white sofa I have ever seen. I’m in my all-white bikini, I smile thinking about the struggle I had when I was deciding what to wear. I thought it was too sexy, too suggestive but then I decided to wear it anyway. The air feels good on the skin and I’m a few kilometres from the ocean so why not dress appropriately? When I walked out to the roof Gabriel was already comfortable on the gigantic sofa. He gave me a long stare and looked away scratching his head. It felt good knowing I still affect him like that. We have been lazing here for a while in silence. “When did Zan join the National Intelligence Service?” I ask Gabriel and turn to my side so I can see his face. His eyes trail to my cleavage and back to my eyes. I feel heat warm up my body, he says so much with just a look, and in the 30 minutes we’ve spent here he’s undressed and fucked me with his eyes about 2
Her deepest desire Chapter 35- Commit
His fingers move inside of me as he kisses and bites my neck. I pant feeling my body climb. He starts to move his fingers inside of me in a slow torturous rhythm. I open my legs wider giving him better access to my pussy. He moves his fingers in and out slowly, I clench my pussy on the inside greedily. I love his fingers inside of me as much as I love his cock inside of me. I come softly with his fingers still moving inside of me. He looks at me as I come down from my high. He pulls his fingers out of me and licks them clean. “I miss this with you,” I say after I catch my breath. “Me too,” he says and smiles. I move closer to him and kiss him. He kisses me back with so much emotion and feeling. He breaks the kiss and looks at me for a moment. “We should eat, I’ll go check on our food,” he says and stands up with me. He untangles me from his waist and carefully places my feet on the floor and walks into the house. I sit back down annoyed, he’s not budging. I thought I convinced him th
Her deepest desire Chapter 36- The storm
I drop my bags on the floor when I walk through my apartment door. I’m exhausted, Gabriel and I landed at OR Tambo International this morning. We were supposed to leave Cape Town on Sunday night but we decided to come back to Joburg this morning. That was a bad idea, landing an hour and a half before your due to be at work on a Monday is always a terrible idea. I’m so glad I got through my day without falling over. I really need to get cleaned up and in bed ASAP. Suddenly there’s a knock at my door, I turn and look at it. I’m not expecting anyone, who could that be? I walk and look through the peephole. Zan? I open the door smiling, which disappears the moment I see his face. He’s pissed. “What’s wrong?” I ask my heart beating fast. Did something happen? “I should be asking you that, what’s wrong with you Ryan?” he says walking past me into the apartment. I close the door trying to figure out why he’s acting this way. When I turn and look at him, Gabriel pops into my head. He knows?
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