ALEXA
Like a drowning person, I gasped, jolting awake in bed. My eyes darted around the large unfamiliar room, my heart rate spiking. I could still hear the echoes of gunshots from my dream, the hair on the back of my neck prickling. I groaned, pressing the heel of my palm against my eye socket. My head felt as though I'd just smashed it against a rock. Gods, I hate hangovers. Drinking last night was definitely a mistake. One I shouldn't have made. Speaking of last night... The last thing I remembered was the stranger's piercing blue eyes. Merely thinking about them made me ache in ways I couldn't explain. Did I sleep with him? I wondered, reaching for the white sheets to push them off my body. My eyes bulged in their sockets when I saw that I was only wearing a white long-sleeved shirt that definitely belonged to a man. And judging from the delicious scent oozing from it, it belonged to... "Killian!" I blurted out, stumbling out of bed. Cursing under my breath, I felt around the bed for my phone, and when I finally found it, I breathed a sigh of relief. But that relief was momentarily cut short when I realized that my battery was too low. I brought a hand to my head in frustration, and just then, I caught sight of the neatly folded dress on the nightstand. My dress. I hurried over to it, frowning when I saw the note and the business card attached to the dress. The business card had the name 'Killian Cross' in elegant cursive. Apparently, he was the CEO of the Crux Bellator Group. The handwriting on the note caught my eye. It was pretty, not something you would expect from a man who exuded dark charisma. I read the note aloud, a frown creasing up my brows. "No, I did not fuck you despite how badly you tempted me to, you little temptress." Heat bloomed on my cheeks, but I continued reading anyway. "You threw up on your dress. I had it washed. I guess old habits die hard. Here I am, cleaning up after your mess. Again." My brows drew together, confusion sinking into me. Did he know me before? My heart leapt in my chest. Perhaps he knew what I used to be like before I lost my memory and married Vincent. "Against your charms, I stand no chance. I came so close to fucking you until you couldn't walk, but if I'm going to touch you, I want you to be aware of every second. I want to brand every moment in your brain, Tesora." I bit my lower lip, clamping my thighs together when heat curled low in my belly. It was absurd for the stranger to elicit such a reaction from me when he wasn't even in the room with me. Who the hell was this guy? "Meet me at the Rosemary suite, 7PM. Don't be late, Tesora. Do not tempt me to spank you over the table." I dropped the paper, my jaw slackened with disbelief. Who the hell did he think he was? That question lingered on my mind even as I stepped into the rosemary suite by 6:53PM, knots tightening in my stomach. My gaze rested on him the instant I stepped into the lobby. Killian Cross. How could I not notice him? His presence seemed to envelop the entire space. He was a sight to behold tonight. Dressed in a black shirt and tailored pants with a long leather coat and gloves, he looked like he belonged on the front page of a men’s beauty magazine. His eyes found mine, and that dirty smirk of his sent my heart into overdrive. Clearing my throat, I raised my chin and strode towards him, refusing to show how much he affected me. His smirk lingered on his lips as he rose to his full height. My breath hitched. He was tall. Probably at least 6'3 ft. I'd been too drunk to notice this the previous night. In a few strides, he was right in front of me. "Seven minutes early," Killian drawled, his voice a deep, velvet caress that slid down my spine. "Afraid I'd spank you, Tesora?" I narrowed my eyes, trying to summon fire to cover the tremor in my limbs. "Don't flatter yourself. I just don't like being late." "Mm." He studied me, his eyes dragging over me like he was already undressing me with his gaze. "That red dress is a bold choice." His eyes dropped to my red lipstick-coated lips. "I like it." My stomach flipped. "I didn't ask for your opinion." He leaned in, his mouth so close to my ear that his breath tickled my skin. "But it makes you feel good, doesn't it?" My cheeks burned. I hated that he was right. I couldn't recall the last time my dead husband had complimented me. No, he just never did. Still, I felt uneasy by how quickly this stranger was unravelling me. The tension thickened as we sat. He didn’t touch the wine. Neither did I. “You brought me here for a reason,” I said coldly. “Let’s get to it.” Killian rested his gloved hand on the table. “I’m offering you protection.” My laugh was bitter. “That what you call it now? Is that what this is? Some twisted sugar-daddy contract?” “No,” he said. “I’m offering marriage. For twelve months.“ My jaw dropped. “You’re insane.” “People are looking for you, Alexa. Not because of Vincent. Because of you. The version of you that you don’t remember.” Something cold slithered down my spine. "What the hell are you talking about?" Killian reached inside his coat and slid a manila envelope across the table. "Open it," he said. Reluctantly, I did. Inside was a surveillance photo. It showed me standing beside a man I didn't recognize. I looked different. Colder. My face was partly hidden by a dark hood. But it was me. I was holding a gun. A real gun. I sucked in a sharp breath. "What... what is this?" "That photo was taken two years ago in Ukraine. The man beside you is dead now. Shot in the head." "That's impossible," I whispered. "I was with Vincent. I—" Killian interrupted me. "You think your memory loss was natural? There are still people who know what you did, and they want you silenced." My hands trembled. "You're lying." "I'm offering you protection. Marriage gives you my name, my power. Nobody touches what's mine." I pushed my chair back abruptly, my wine glass trembling in my hand as my anger flared. "I don't need your protection. I've survived this long without your help, Killian. I didn't ask for this." His eyes darkened, just a flicker, but it was enough to make me pause. And I caught a glimpse of the danger in his eyes. It unsettled me. Killian reached for a his phone and passed it to me. On the screen was Sofia. Laughing with a guy at a club. “Watch closely,” he said. On screen, a man passed her table. He brushed her jacket, leaving something on it. A tracker. “What the hell—” Killian didn’t blink. “They’re closing in. And the only reason they haven’t found you yet… is me.” “Why?” I demanded. “Why do you even care?” He stared at me for a long, loaded second. Then he spoke. “Because you weren’t just someone I knew before the amnesia.” He leaned in, his eyes locked to mine. “You belong to me.” My eyes widened. I stood, rage and panic crashing into each other in my chest. “You’re lying!” “You think I’d let you crawl back to your sad little life as Vincent’s widow if you weren’t?” He rose too, his aura overwhelming and powerful. “You belong to me, Alexa. And I don’t let what’s mine get taken.” My pulse thundered in my ears. “You don’t have a choice,” he added darkly. “You never did.” I grabbed the wine glass and hurled it at his chest. The red liquid exploded across his coat. He didn’t flinch. He simply looked down at the mess. Then he looked up and smiled. “You always do this,” he said softly. “Rage. Denial. Then surrender.” “I’ll see you at the courthouse tomorrow morning, Tesora.” And then he whispered, "Or I’ll start with Sofia."ARABELLA He was still feverish. I watched the pulse in Killian's neck flutter like a trapped bird, his breathing shallow. He looked so fucking beautiful while he was on the edge of life and death, unconscious but powerful. Even in his state, he managed to steal the air from my lungs.Matteo dabbed his forehead with a damp cloth again, his jaw tight. He tucked another blanket over his brother's body as if that would somehow make up for all the hate.It made me want to scream."Enough," I snapped, leaning against the doorframe, my arms crossed. The wound on my neck throbbed, still fresh from where the scissors had sunk into me. I pressed into it, relishing the sting. "What is this? The Florence Nightingale act?"Matteo didn't look at me. He just adjusted the IV line as though he was the fucking nurse now."Don't you think it's a little late for brotherly love?" I added, annoyed. "Where was this tenderness when you thought he'd stolen your empire, your woman, and your life?"He didn'
KILLIAN Nothing could have prepared me for the sound of the familiar voice that I’d just heard. Matteo. This was definitely not how I’d imagined that we would meet again. An extra ice bucket of humiliation crashed over me, and I squeezed my eyes shut. Kill me now.“Matteo?" I heard Arabella say at the door. Then, the door creaked open.They were arguing about something now, but my mind was warping into something unpleasant and unstable. I could barely understand them.But if Matteo knew exactly where I was. It had to mean that he was in on it with Arabella. Fury simmered inside of me, and the urge to commit murder gripped me. The anger was so intense, it sharpened my mind and vision.And the moment I heard approaching footsteps, I pushed against the restraints until I felt something snap. There was a wet, sickening pop that indicated that my left wrist had been dislocated. Fire raced through my arm, the agony nauseating.But I didn't stop.I gritted my teeth and reached out for t
SERA The intercom crackled once. Then I heard Matteo speak. "Don't panic, Sera. I'm not here to hurt anyone."My stomach churned with unease.I didn't move or say a word. The screen still showed him standing there as patient as a predator, his hands folded behind his back. He leaned in slightly, his eyes locking onto the camera lens."I just wanted to see you again," he said softly. "I just want to remind you that I miss you."I gripped the counter beside the monitor, my fingers aching around the knife. What the hell does he want?"I'm also here to tell you that..." His voice dipped lower. "I know where Killian is."My heart dropped into the pit of my stomach.He smiled. It was a slow, calculated, 'I-hold-all-the-cards' smile."I'd invite you to let me in, but I know you're smarter than that," he said, his voice laced with amusement. Bastard."So how about we talk? Just you and me. No violence. No threats. Just the truth," he added.I swallowed the bile rising in my throat, my pu
Warning: This chapter includes themes of psychological distress, manipulation, and non-consensual situations. Please read with care.KILLIAN Everything hurt. It wasn't a sharp pain. No, it was dull. It felt as though something was crawling beneath my skin, rewiring my muscles, and scraping my bones.My eyes opened. Or I thought they did.The ceiling above me blinked as if it was alive. My limbs wouldn't move. My chest was bare. The cool air kissed skin I didn't remember exposing.Where the fuck was my shirt?"You're awake," Arabella crooned as if she was greeting a beloved pet. "Good morning, lover."My skull felt like it had been caved in with a hammer. I groaned, shifting against cold leather and steel. The sting of a tight restraint cut into my wrist. Ankles, too.Fuck.I blinked against the blur. My vision was swimming, the room softly pulsing. Red silk curtains, glinting city lights behind the glass, the clink of a glass being set down...Where the hell was I?"Where—" I c
SERA The tea was imaginary, but Rue made me sip like it was imported from a Parisian café. She had so much sass for a five-year-old. I wondered who she got that from. Me or Killian? Probably the both of us. I was trying not to get my hopes up. Trust me, I was. But the more I hung out with her, the more I wanted her to be mine. How perfect would that be?"More tea, Mama!" Rue declared, lifting her plastic teapot with a flourish that made her curls bounce.I sipped dutifully from the tiny cup with a crooked handle. "Mmm. Exquisite, my lady. Is this... strawberry unicorn flavor?"Rue gasped dramatically. "Nooo, it's marshmallow dragon!""Ah. Of course." I gave her a solemn nod. "My apologies to the marshmallow dragons. I didn't mean to offend their legacy."Rue giggled and poured again, this time adding a crumbled teddy graham as a snack. He promptly drowned in my cup."Mama," she whispered, cupping her mouth against my ear as if she was about to deliver classified intel. "Mr. Bea
KILLIAN I held the phone steady against my ear, even though every inch of me wanted to throw it against the wall. "Good evening, Killian," Arabella said softly. Even the sound of her voice disgusted me. "Speak." I droned. “I'm done playing games," she said, and I closed my eyes at the venom behind those four words. "Who are you trying to deceive this time? Yourself?" I flicked my lighter open, the cool breeze ruffling my hair against my face. "You answered my call, and I'm thankful for that," she whispered. She sounded drained. That might be a facade, though. "I must be losing my mind," I muttered flatly, rubbing my jaw. "Because the only reason I'd take your call is if I planned to trace it." "I know. But I owe this to you. I think I've ruined your life enough. I don't want you to be in pain when you eventually find out the truth. So, I want to make you see the truth before it's too late." I leaned against the hood of my car, staring at the glittering skyline. The tru