LOGINALEXA
Like a drowning person, I gasped, jolting awake in bed. My eyes darted around the large unfamiliar room, my heart rate spiking. I could still hear the echoes of gunshots from my dream, the hair on the back of my neck prickling. I groaned, pressing the heel of my palm against my eye socket. My head felt as though I'd just smashed it against a rock. Gods, I hate hangovers. Drinking last night was definitely a mistake. One I shouldn't have made. Speaking of last night... The last thing I remembered was the stranger's piercing blue eyes. Merely thinking about them made me ache in ways I couldn't explain. Did I sleep with him? I wondered, reaching for the white sheets to push them off my body. My eyes bulged in their sockets when I saw that I was only wearing a white long-sleeved shirt that definitely belonged to a man. And judging from the delicious scent oozing from it, it belonged to... "Killian!" I blurted out, stumbling out of bed. Cursing under my breath, I felt around the bed for my phone, and when I finally found it, I breathed a sigh of relief. But that relief was momentarily cut short when I realized that my battery was too low. I brought a hand to my head in frustration, and just then, I caught sight of the neatly folded dress on the nightstand. My dress. I hurried over to it, frowning when I saw the note and the business card attached to the dress. The business card had the name 'Killian Cross' in elegant cursive. Apparently, he was the CEO of the Crux Bellator Group. The handwriting on the note caught my eye. It was pretty, not something you would expect from a man who exuded dark charisma. I read the note aloud, a frown creasing up my brows. "No, I did not fuck you despite how badly you tempted me to, you little temptress." Heat bloomed on my cheeks, but I continued reading anyway. "You threw up on your dress. I had it washed. I guess old habits die hard. Here I am, cleaning up after your mess. Again." My brows drew together, confusion sinking into me. Did he know me before? My heart leapt in my chest. Perhaps he knew what I used to be like before I lost my memory and married Vincent. "Against your charms, I stand no chance. I came so close to fucking you until you couldn't walk, but if I'm going to touch you, I want you to be aware of every second. I want to brand every moment in your brain, Tesora." I bit my lower lip, clamping my thighs together when heat curled low in my belly. It was absurd for the stranger to elicit such a reaction from me when he wasn't even in the room with me. Who the hell was this guy? "Meet me at the Rosemary suite, 7PM. Don't be late, Tesora. Do not tempt me to spank you over the table." I dropped the paper, my jaw slackened with disbelief. Who the hell did he think he was? That question lingered on my mind even as I stepped into the rosemary suite by 6:53PM, knots tightening in my stomach. My gaze rested on him the instant I stepped into the lobby. Killian Cross. How could I not notice him? His presence seemed to envelop the entire space. He was a sight to behold tonight. Dressed in a black shirt and tailored pants with a long leather coat and gloves, he looked like he belonged on the front page of a men’s beauty magazine. His eyes found mine, and that dirty smirk of his sent my heart into overdrive. Clearing my throat, I raised my chin and strode towards him, refusing to show how much he affected me. His smirk lingered on his lips as he rose to his full height. My breath hitched. He was tall. Probably at least 6'3 ft. I'd been too drunk to notice this the previous night. In a few strides, he was right in front of me. "Seven minutes early," Killian drawled, his voice a deep, velvet caress that slid down my spine. "Afraid I'd spank you, Tesora?" I narrowed my eyes, trying to summon fire to cover the tremor in my limbs. "Don't flatter yourself. I just don't like being late." "Mm." He studied me, his eyes dragging over me like he was already undressing me with his gaze. "That red dress is a bold choice." His eyes dropped to my red lipstick-coated lips. "I like it." My stomach flipped. "I didn't ask for your opinion." He leaned in, his mouth so close to my ear that his breath tickled my skin. "But it makes you feel good, doesn't it?" My cheeks burned. I hated that he was right. I couldn't recall the last time my dead husband had complimented me. No, he just never did. Still, I felt uneasy by how quickly this stranger was unravelling me. The tension thickened as we sat. He didn’t touch the wine. Neither did I. “You brought me here for a reason,” I said coldly. “Let’s get to it.” Killian rested his gloved hand on the table. “I’m offering you protection.” My laugh was bitter. “That what you call it now? Is that what this is? Some twisted sugar-daddy contract?” “No,” he said. “I’m offering marriage. For twelve months.“ My jaw dropped. “You’re insane.” “People are looking for you, Alexa. Not because of Vincent. Because of you. The version of you that you don’t remember.” Something cold slithered down my spine. "What the hell are you talking about?" Killian reached inside his coat and slid a manila envelope across the table. "Open it," he said. Reluctantly, I did. Inside was a surveillance photo. It showed me standing beside a man I didn't recognize. I looked different. Colder. My face was partly hidden by a dark hood. But it was me. I was holding a gun. A real gun. I sucked in a sharp breath. "What... what is this?" "That photo was taken two years ago in Ukraine. The man beside you is dead now. Shot in the head." "That's impossible," I whispered. "I was with Vincent. I—" Killian interrupted me. "You think your memory loss was natural? There are still people who know what you did, and they want you silenced." My hands trembled. "You're lying." "I'm offering you protection. Marriage gives you my name, my power. Nobody touches what's mine." I pushed my chair back abruptly, my wine glass trembling in my hand as my anger flared. "I don't need your protection. I've survived this long without your help, Killian. I didn't ask for this." His eyes darkened, just a flicker, but it was enough to make me pause. And I caught a glimpse of the danger in his eyes. It unsettled me. Killian reached for a his phone and passed it to me. On the screen was Sofia. Laughing with a guy at a club. “Watch closely,” he said. On screen, a man passed her table. He brushed her jacket, leaving something on it. A tracker. “What the hell—” Killian didn’t blink. “They’re closing in. And the only reason they haven’t found you yet… is me.” “Why?” I demanded. “Why do you even care?” He stared at me for a long, loaded second. Then he spoke. “Because you weren’t just someone I knew before the amnesia.” He leaned in, his eyes locked to mine. “You belong to me.” My eyes widened. I stood, rage and panic crashing into each other in my chest. “You’re lying!” “You think I’d let you crawl back to your sad little life as Vincent’s widow if you weren’t?” He rose too, his aura overwhelming and powerful. “You belong to me, Alexa. And I don’t let what’s mine get taken.” My pulse thundered in my ears. “You don’t have a choice,” he added darkly. “You never did.” I grabbed the wine glass and hurled it at his chest. The red liquid exploded across his coat. He didn’t flinch. He simply looked down at the mess. Then he looked up and smiled. “You always do this,” he said softly. “Rage. Denial. Then surrender.” “I’ll see you at the courthouse tomorrow morning, Tesora.” And then he whispered, "Or I’ll start with Sofia."AUTHOR'S POV The church was too quiet. The flowers, the candles, and the guests in their suits and dresses all seemed to be frozen in time. Giovanni stood at the altar, a muscle twitching in his jaw, his eyes fixed on the double doors. Minutes passed. Then half an hour. Whispers rippled through the pews. The priest shifted nervously. Finally, one of his father's men approached with a grim look on his face. In his hand was a sealed envelope. Giovanni snatched it, tearing it open with trembling fingers. His eyes scanned the page, but for a moment, he didn't breathe. "I lost the baby. I cannot stand in front of you like this. You deserve better. I won't chain you to my shame. Please don't look for me. Forgive me." His vision blurred, the letters distorting on the page. His lips moved, but no sound came out. "No," he whispered. The paper slipped from his hand, fluttering to the floor. "No... no, no." He doubled over so fast the crowd stirred, thinking he might collapse. He s
RUEMonths ago, I shifted uneasily in my seat, glancing at my wristwatch. I'd spent an hour getting ready, thinking I'd finally have a normal date like normal people.Instead, I ended up sitting alone at a restaurant with garlic bread and way too many sympathetic stares from strangers.By the time the clock hit ten, I was done pretending he was just "running late." He wasn't coming.I was about to delete his number and pretend he'd never existed when my phone buzzed.For a second, I thought it was Oliver. It wasn't.Adrian: Ruin, what disaster are you brewing tonight?I stared at the screen. Adrian. The last person I expected, but somehow the exact person I needed.Rue: Table for one. Boyfriend's a no-show. Go ahead, laugh.He didn't. Instead, the typing bubble blinked.Adrian: That's cruel. Where are you?Rue: Some overpriced place with good garlic bread, I guess.Adrian: Then eat the bread. Screw the man.I smirked, pulling the plate towards me.Rue: Easy for you to say. You're
RUE I was halfway through my second bowl of popcorn when I dialed Adrian's number again. It went straight to voicemail, just like the other probable one hundred and twenty-two times I'd called.I wasn't allowed to panic. Nope. I needed to keep my cool and focus on the TV screen because my life depended on it. A heart attack was looming close by after all.Suddenly, the front door jerked open. I sat up with wide eyes, my heart racing in my chest at the sight of him. Adrian.He was holding a hand to his prosthetic eye, and I could smell the coppery scent of blood on his black clothes. Swallowing past the lump in my throat, I moved towards him."Why didn't you pick up my calls? I thought you were dead," I said, my voice cracking at the end of my statement.His green eye widened in surprise."Rue... I'm sorry, I lost my phone. I'm sorry for worrying—"I didn't let him finish his statement. Instead, I threw myself into his arms.I pressed my cheek against his chest and felt the wild
SERA Killian stared at his son calmly. But somehow, even that felt like the calm before the storm."Angel," he said softly, without looking away from Gio. His voice was soft but terrifying."Remind me. What happens to a man who steals another Don's mistress and then has the audacity to get her pregnant?"The girl whimpered. Gio, the cocky little idiot, only smirked wider."Relax, Dad. She's not a mistress anymore. She's mine."Killian blinked. His jaw flexed. Then, without warning, he hurled his teacup against the wall."Yours?" he roared. "Are you out of your goddamn mind, Giovanni?! Do you have a death wish?!""Dad—""Don't you 'Dad' me!" Killian snapped. "I have survived assassins, attacks, coups, and betrayals—and this... this is what's going to bury me? My idiot son and his unborn bastard?!""Killian!" I grabbed his arm before he could launch something more dangerous at Gio's head. His muscles were taut under my grip, shaking with rage.Meanwhile, Gio lazily leaned against t
SERA My husband was seated on the kitchen counter, his lips twitching as I strapped the pressure cuff on his arm."You know," I muttered, pressing the button, "most men your age sit in rocking chairs and yell at pigeons. Not dodge assassination attempts and stress-test their wives' sanity."Killian smirked, his head tilting towards me. "Maybe I like keeping you on your toes, Angel.""Mhm. Keep it up and you'll be keeping me in widow's black."He chuckled, unbothered, which made me want to smack him. Because on the counter beside him sat two letters: one as red as spilled blood, Rue's first real threat, and another from a Don who apparently didn't appreciate Gio's latest hobby.I picked up the second letter, waving it at him. "Our son kidnapped a Don's mistress."Killian's mouth curved into a grin, the kind that was equal parts amused and exasperated. "He's resourceful.""Resourceful? Killian, he stole a man's girlfriend.""Mistress," he corrected, as if that made it better.I gave
ADRIAN I stared at the envelope taped to the door, my fingers itching to rip it off and crush it, but somehow I held myself back. I'd seen these before. Too many times.I tore it open.The message was cold and deadly."Unfortunately, you are on a hit list. Someone paid to kill you. You can't escape, but we will give you the chance to sort things out with your family. This deal cannot be reversed."I froze when my gaze skimmed over the lower part of the letter. My stomach twisted.It wasn't my name. It was hers.Rue.My blood pounded in my ears, every nerve ending on fire. Someone had put her on a hit list. My girl. Someone wanted her dead. And I... I could feel the rage stirring inside me like a living thing.I swallowed hard, forcing my voice to stay steady, though I knew I sounded insane. "Rue..." I growled, not taking my eyes off the envelope.She leaned closer, her hands brushing against my arm. "Adrian... what is it?"I glanced at her. She was so achingly beautiful. I want







