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Chapter Ninety-Nine: Nothing feels like Mine

Author: Jhumie_writes
last update Last Updated: 2025-08-18 19:35:33
I used to imagine what it would feel like, the week before my wedding.

As a little girl, I pictured sunlight spilling through sheer curtains while I tried on dresses I had chosen myself. I thought there would be laughter, chaos, flowers scattered everywhere because I couldn’t decide which I liked best. I thought it would be messy and imperfect, but mine.

Now, here I was, sitting stiff backed in a room draped with ivory fabric and silver accents, surrounded by people buzzing around me with clipboards, fabric swatches, and color charts. Their voices overlapped, brisk and practiced.

None of them looked at me. Not really.

“You’ll wear your hair up. It elongates your neck.”

“These roses are already ordered. White with blush tips.”

“Candles on the tables, not lanterns. The family prefers candles.”

Every sentence began with you’ll, you must, you will.

I hadn’t said yes to any of it. I hadn’t chosen a flower, or a song, or a plate. My hands lay motionless in my lap, the engagement ring heavy o
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Ivy’s voice here shows the suffocating reality of her engagement, the perfection around her is a prison, and she’s realizing for the first time how little of this life belongs to her. This chapter is about quiet rebellion: the awakening of resistance, even if it’s just in her thoughts for now.

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