>Chap:11

I scratched my scalp in frustration. Sighing, giving up i fall back on the sofa and closed my eyes. I was preparing for my upcoming exams. And there was this one topic that was difficult for me to understand. I tried watching online lectures but they were of no use. First they were extremely long like for 3 hours and second i can't understand well by listening. My mind gets blank after 30 minutes, how am i supposed to listen continuously for such a long time.

I wish i had my senior doctor as my boyfriend, i would ask him anything at anytime.

You need boyfriend for that?.

My thoughts spoke.

Yes, so what. I could also ask my seniors but they weren't nice and free to teach me. And I don't like begging anyone.

I sighed again. I looked up at the white ceiling thinking about my life. It's been so long since i had a romantic relationship with someone. I wanted to have a relationship later but never found anyone good enough.

A knock pulled me out of my thoughts, i blinked and looked tow