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Who Am I?

Author: Spicy Candy
last update publish date: 2026-06-16 18:35:00

Raven

I can barely walk to the bathroom.

Every muscle between my hips feels wrung out, swollen, used all night in the best and most thorough way possible.

I run a warm bath instead of a shower. Ease myself in slowly, wincing, and let the warmth work into the soreness.

I’m massaging gently between my thighs, easing the throbbing, when my phone buzzes on the bathroom counter.

Dave.

I’d left him several missed calls after I was discharged from the hospital and he never returned a single one. My m
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Angelie Roa
Oh... What a revelation...!!! If Roman would really marry Vivienne that will make her his first wife. The title that's supposed to be for Raven alone.
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  • Is It Wrong I Want Daddy So Bad?    Collared

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  • Is It Wrong I Want Daddy So Bad?    Enemies

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  • Is It Wrong I Want Daddy So Bad?    The Vivienne Cole

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