LOGINAnna
I knock the first shot back, then the second. Damn, that liquor hits hard. Absinthe is not a drink to toy with.
It is, however, spreading a lovely warmth through my aching body. Blair may be right. This may be exactly what I need to get through the rest of the evening.
Suddenly, Blair spots something over my shoulder. I turn to see Jeremiah, Hermes's assistant marching toward us, his enormous stomach bouncing as he walks. "Stay here," she mutters. "I'll handle him."
Before I can protest, she's gone.
I close my eyes and squeeze the bridge of my nose for a few seconds. The chattering gets louder and louder as the seconds roll past, and I lose myself in it.
Everything will be fine.
Everything will be.
"Everyone! May I have your attention, please?" Collins deep voice over the microphone makes me snap my eyes open. I glance up to the stage. Collins raises his arm and gives the audience that signature charming smile that suckered me in years ago.
I hold my breath. Yes. This is it. He's going to take it all back and issue a public apology. He's going to unravel this nightmare. He's going to—
"Babe?"
I take a step forward...and then freeze when Diana emerges from the crowd and clambers up the podium to stand beside him.
She flips her hair over her shoulder, beams at him, and takes his outstretched hand. Collins kisses the backs of her fingers. "I know this is kind of a whirlwind, but what can I say? There will never be another grand opportunity like this."
The whole room swoons at them. I fight the urge to collapse. Tears fill my eyes.
"Diana Lynch, baby... you are my oxygen. The reason I wake up each day, strong and ready to face whatever difficulties might come my way. I can't imagine life without you in it, constantly filling my darkness with your radiant light."
He's said those words to me before. The only difference this time around is he means them. I can see it in his eyes. The way he looks at her.
He genuinely loves her.
Collins drops to one knee.
I bury my face in my palms.
God. This can't be happening...
But it is.
"Will you spend the rest of my life with me, Diana?"
The clapping that fills the air feels like salt on an open wound. Diana sheds a few fake tears as Collins slip a ginormous diamond ring onto her finger. The exact one he'd gotten me engaged with.
I spin around on my heels and beeline back to the bar. "Absinthe. More. Now."
The bartender lofts a brow. "How many shots?"
"The whole bottle," I deadpan
His eyes widen. "Ma'am, I don't think..."
Before he can answer, I reach out and snatch it from its resting place. I don't bother turning back, even as the bartender protests after me.
I slice through the crowd, headed toward the rear alley exit. The bottle feels heavy in my hand, but my heart feels even heavier. Maybe drowning one with the other will balance things.
Or maybe it'll knock me out cold.
Either is fine.
The bartender shouts again, and I turn around to explain to him that it's the worst day of my life and he needs to get off my case.
But as I turn, I run into something solid.
It feels like a brick wall, but more defined.
My absinthe splashes up the neck of the bottle and onto the front of his very fine, very expensive shirt.
"Oh my God." I damn near drop the bottle in shock. Instead, I set it down on a nearby table, grab a few napkins, and begin cleaning him up as fast as I can. "I am so sorry! Are you okay?"
The man gazes down at me with an unreadable expression on his face. "You don't look too good yourself."
I stop and look up at him. Is he... is he mocking me?
His full mouth is curved up in what looks like a suppressed smirk. His dark, curly hair hangs in front of his eyes, but even through that, I can see brilliant green eyes sparkling with mirth. The only thing I can find remotely funny around here is... well, me.
"I'm—"
"Anna! There you are!" Diana screeches. "Collins is such a darling...he proposed. I'm so — "
I zone out completely, my eyes fixed on this stranger. The mirth leaves his eyes in an instant, replaced by an icy mask. He buttons his suit jacket around the splash stains on his waist, giving my worst enemy a polite nod.
When he looks at me again, I do something shocking.
"Help me," I whisper.
He looks at me and glances over my shoulder at Diana who's now running towards us, eager to rub in the news of her engagement on my face. I see the pieces fall into place in his eyes.
And then he does something completely shocking.
He scoops my face into his hand and devours my lips like it's his last meal on earth.
AnnaWe both hear the front door open. Asya smiles at me knowingly while I start to panic.“Keep at it, moya docha,” she mutters to me on her way to the cabinets. “I’ll set the table.”It’s a longer moment than I expect before Viktor appears in the archway of the kitchen. He’s sniffing the air with a growing smile, and my stomach does a little flip.Will he like it? Will he forgive my lumpy, misshapen interpretation of his favorite food?The moment he sees his mother in the dining room, he freezes. “Mama? What are you doing here?”Asya is completely unfazed. “I had to come see the beautiful mother of my grandchild! And give a few pointers for dinner.” She winks at me as she finishes arranging the silverware.I notice she only grabbed enough for two place settings. “Aren’t you joining us?”“Thank you, docha, but I have my own plans.” She walks over to me and kisses my cheek. “Besides, you’ll want your alone time.”For the first time since I’ve met him, Viktor looks completely bewildere
AnnaAn hour later, Asya and I are busting up laughing while I utterly fail at stuffing the dough for meaty pierogies. I’m either overfilling or rolling the dough too thin, because the membrane keeps breaking no matter how delicately I handle it.“You’re doing much better than I did when I first learned!” Asya exclaims while watching me struggle with joining the seams of my second attempt. “The trick is being able to measure a balance with your eyes. And better a thick dough than a broken one, yes?”“So what do I do with this… this… whatever the hell this is?” I laugh as I hold up my sad attempt at international cuisine.She plucks it from my hand and lays it out on the counter. “Take it apart and try again. Smaller meat, thicker dough.”“But what if it looks bad? Or it’s too small compared to the others?”“Then we eat it as a tester. Always test your cooking before serving, moya docha. Better a fat chef than a skinny husband.”I damn near choke on my own spit when she says that. Husb
AnnaAnother day, another trudge through the muck of a job I used to love. More and more, I wonder if I ever actually loved it, or if I just loved the freedom away from Collins and my parents and their never-ending attempts to control every last aspect of my life.When the day ends, my afternoon guard brings me home. I don’t bother making a fuss about who drives this time.“Hold on,” Viktor barks when we reach the penthouse door. He pulls me back and steps in front of me, drawing his gun in the same motion. I don’t know what’s got him on edge all of a sudden, but when I try to ask what’s wrong, he gestures for me to remain quiet.My heart jumps into my throat.Slowly and silently, he eases the door open and creeps inside.Someone’s in the kitchen. That must have been what alerted him: someone clanking and clinking and making all sorts of noises with our dishes. Viktor isn’t due home for at least another hour or two, and we don’t usually have an in-house guard stay behind all day.Vikt
Anna“Ma’am, please. You know I have orders.”“I know.” I take another sip from my travel mug and offer Viktor’s driver a sweet smile. “But as I’ve shared with you before, I’d rather drive myself.”Lev sighs and keeps his hand outstretched as if I’m going to give up and finally return him the car keys. “I understand, believe me. But what the boss says, goes.”“I’ll be sure to tell the boss that it’s not your fault.”Am I a shit-stirrer? Not usually. I’m more of the type to keep her head down, move in the shadows, don’t draw attention, et cetera. I don’t like causing waves.What do I like?Viktor’s reactions to my stubbornness, for one.We’ve settled into a nice, easy tempo at home that should have me feeling comfortable and relaxed. He comes home for dinner. We slide into small talk and do our best to avoid sharing details about our respective days.It’s what happens after bedtime that keeps me on edge.And it’s not his fault, necessarily.I’m the one having depraved sex dreams about
ViktorOne would think I’d be in a far better mood.I should be. Anna blushed hard when she saw me at breakfast. As if she knew that I knew, though there’s no way in hell that could be true. She doesn’t have to worry; her secret’s safe with me. For now.What’s killed my good mood is the fact that Senator Silas is now blatantly ignoring my calls, texts, emails from my corporate office, everything. As if he has any grounds to dodge me, the same man who can blow up his marriage and his career at the snap of my fingers.“I’ll be out most of the day,” I warn Anna as I pack up to leave. “Call me if you need anything.”I try my best to ignore the way her face falls as I tug my coat on and grab my keys. What more does she want? I have shit to do. Lives to fucking ruin.But fuck me, I can’t leave. I get to the front door and find myself unable to leave the penthouse with this nagging feeling that I’ve somehow disappointed the mother of my unborn child.The trek back to the kitchen is worth the
ViktorI'm not going anywhere.I have no idea what will happen if she wakes up. But I don't fucking care right now, because I want to know in exquisite detail what has her so hot and bothered—and then I want to make that come to life.I bend toward her. "Tell me what you want, baby," I breathe in her ear.Her brow furrows, and it takes every ounce of self-control not to kiss the frown away."I... want..." Anna mumbles in her sleep. "I... need..." She moans, louder this time, and those fingers work over her clit even more.A wicked smile tugs at the corners of my mouth. "Me, don't you? You want me?" At her slumped nod and roll of her hips, I keep going. "That's it, baby. Take it. Be my good girl and take every fucking inch."Her legs kick the sheets down more. I can see her fingers dipping and massaging under her panties. I want to drag that damp fabric down, shove her hand aside, and wake her up by sliding right into her sweetness.I pause and wait. My breath is caught in my throat, b







