Anna
I knock the first shot back, then the second. Damn, that liquor hits hard. Absinthe is not a drink to toy with.
It is, however, spreading a lovely warmth through my aching body. Blair may be right. This may be exactly what I need to get through the rest of the evening.
Suddenly, Blair spots something over my shoulder. I turn to see Jeremiah, Hermes's assistant marching toward us, his enormous stomach bouncing as he walks. "Stay here," she mutters. "I'll handle him."
Before I can protest, she's gone.
I close my eyes and squeeze the bridge of my nose for a few seconds. The chattering gets louder and louder as the seconds roll past, and I lose myself in it.
Everything will be fine.
Everything will be.
"Everyone! May I have your attention, please?" Collins deep voice over the microphone makes me snap my eyes open. I glance up to the stage. Collins raises his arm and gives the audience that signature charming smile that suckered me in years ago.
I hold my breath. Yes. This is it. He's going to take it all back and issue a public apology. He's going to unravel this nightmare. He's going to—
"Babe?"
I take a step forward...and then freeze when Diana emerges from the crowd and clambers up the podium to stand beside him.
She flips her hair over her shoulder, beams at him, and takes his outstretched hand. Collins kisses the backs of her fingers. "I know this is kind of a whirlwind, but what can I say? There will never be another grand opportunity like this."
The whole room swoons at them. I fight the urge to collapse. Tears fill my eyes.
"Diana Lynch, baby... you are my oxygen. The reason I wake up each day, strong and ready to face whatever difficulties might come my way. I can't imagine life without you in it, constantly filling my darkness with your radiant light."
He's said those words to me before. The only difference this time around is he means them. I can see it in his eyes. The way he looks at her.
He genuinely loves her.
Collins drops to one knee.
I bury my face in my palms.
God. This can't be happening...
But it is.
"Will you spend the rest of my life with me, Diana?"
The clapping that fills the air feels like salt on an open wound. Diana sheds a few fake tears as Collins slip a ginormous diamond ring onto her finger. The exact one he'd gotten me engaged with.
I spin around on my heels and beeline back to the bar. "Absinthe. More. Now."
The bartender lofts a brow. "How many shots?"
"The whole bottle," I deadpan
His eyes widen. "Ma'am, I don't think..."
Before he can answer, I reach out and snatch it from its resting place. I don't bother turning back, even as the bartender protests after me.
I slice through the crowd, headed toward the rear alley exit. The bottle feels heavy in my hand, but my heart feels even heavier. Maybe drowning one with the other will balance things.
Or maybe it'll knock me out cold.
Either is fine.
The bartender shouts again, and I turn around to explain to him that it's the worst day of my life and he needs to get off my case.
But as I turn, I run into something solid.
It feels like a brick wall, but more defined.
My absinthe splashes up the neck of the bottle and onto the front of his very fine, very expensive shirt.
"Oh my God." I damn near drop the bottle in shock. Instead, I set it down on a nearby table, grab a few napkins, and begin cleaning him up as fast as I can. "I am so sorry! Are you okay?"
The man gazes down at me with an unreadable expression on his face. "You don't look too good yourself."
I stop and look up at him. Is he... is he mocking me?
His full mouth is curved up in what looks like a suppressed smirk. His dark, curly hair hangs in front of his eyes, but even through that, I can see brilliant green eyes sparkling with mirth. The only thing I can find remotely funny around here is... well, me.
"I'm—"
"Anna! There you are!" Diana screeches. "Collins is such a darling...he proposed. I'm so — "
I zone out completely, my eyes fixed on this stranger. The mirth leaves his eyes in an instant, replaced by an icy mask. He buttons his suit jacket around the splash stains on his waist, giving my worst enemy a polite nod.
When he looks at me again, I do something shocking.
"Help me," I whisper.
He looks at me and glances over my shoulder at Diana who's now running towards us, eager to rub in the news of her engagement on my face. I see the pieces fall into place in his eyes.
And then he does something completely shocking.
He scoops my face into his hand and devours my lips like it's his last meal on earth.
AnnaViktor's words sound garbled in my ears. I’m trying to just draw in the next breath, exhale, and repeat.I’m pregnant. With a Russian mob boss’s baby.I fucked a mob boss. A criminal.An insanely hot criminal, but this is not the time to split hairs.“Thanks, Viktor, really.” I offer him my most magnanimous smile so he knows there’s no hard feelings. “For everything. You’ve been wonderful, and you’re absolutely right—this food is too amazing to skip for salad. So again, thank you.”He casually lofts a brow. “But…?”“But I don’t need your help. Or your money. Or your protection.”The other brow joins his hairline. “Oh, really?”Why do I have this sinking feeling that he’s not taking me seriously? “Really really. I’m a big girl. I can tie my own shoes and everything. I’ll get a new with great employers, and a solid paycheck—”“I will provide for my child. And you.”The tone of his voice brooks no argument. He’s not raising his voice or expressing any anger, but the muscle in his j
AnnaI should be getting ready. Should be doing something more, at least. More makeup, or more jewelry, or more… I dunno. Better hairstyle, maybe.Instead, I’m lying on my bed and staring at the ceiling like it’s going to spit out all the answers to my burning questions.How is this supposed to work?How am I supposed to raise a baby with a man like Salvatore?Should I raise my baby with him?What if he thinks I’m just some gold-digger?I don’t need Salvatore’s help. Even if my parents have fallen from grace, and are at the verge of disowning me, the new job I'll hopefully get soon will make me enough to put a roof over my head. I will make enough to cover rent, bills, and make sure my baby has everything they need.But I want Salvatore's… not his help, but more like… involvement? Yeah, that’s it. I just want him to be involved, to be part of this whole process of learning how to become decent parents in a less-than-decent world.He doesn’t know how much his promise means to me. That
ViktorI'm so restless. I need another drink.The bottle of vodka hasn’t left my side for the better part of an hour, which is how long I’ve been staring at the laptop screen. Trying to process this email I have opened in front of me.Trying to process the fact that I, Viktor Mikhail Anatoly Ivanov, am about to become a father.My sister, Irina’s sing-song voice rings in my ears. “I don't understand. Is that a problem…? Or a blessing?”I chug more vodka down and pray the screen will start swimming enough for all the information to blur together until it makes sense.Because as it stands now, none of this makes sense.I had everything meticulously planned out. Nikolai was supposed to be the family continuer. He should have been the one to go to the premiere and talk with Hermes and all that shit...No. Can’t think about that what if. Even though he’s my little brother, the mental image of him being the one to sweep Anna off her feet and into that storage closet makes my stomach churn.
ViktorI can't remember when last I chased after a woman.But what I do remember is, they never ran as fast as Anna. Ever.She would put most track stars to shame."Hey!" I finally catch her elbow through the double doors. "Stop. Where are you going?"She turns, flustered and out of breath. "I-I have t-to go, sorry! I have to—" Her voice dies when she tries to tear out of my grasp and her bag slips off her shoulder and upends. We both reach for it at the same time and the jostling knocks a smaller bag out of it."Here, let me get that—""No!"I bend down to pick up the baggie, intending to just give it back to her. But when I see what it's holding, I freeze.I look at it.At her.At it.At her.Say something. You need to say something.But what the fuck am I supposed to say?"Congratulations"?"Who's the father"?"Are we having a boy or girl"?Oh, fucking hell.I wave the stick. "How are you carrying this about?""Salvatore..." She looks around cautiously, trying to grab the stick fr
Viktor"I still can't believe you said that shit right in Collins Black's face," Senator Silas laughs, picking up a glass of wine from a passing waiter.The business party I'm throwing to celebrate our purchase of Belfast Pictures has already reached a crescendo, and now the atmosphere is a lot calmer, with the music slow. Guests mill about, discussing in low tones, but loud laughter.I shrug and take another sip of my lemon water, eyeing a few of them around us. "What's there to fear in Collins? He's a wimp. A big wimp."Senator Silas chuckles. He's a decent man of about forty-six. Tall, blond, and weirdly attractive. "Heard he's getting married to Lady Lynch. I would never have guessed they had something going on. I'll never understand what Diana sees in him. He's not even that successful anymore.""Wasn't his last hit movie The Storm? Wasn't that half a decade ago?"Silas chuckles. "He really should retire. Talentless freak.""I know, right?" I say without mirth.I know I should be
Anna"It's really been four months since you last saw him?" Blair asks from where she sits on the vanity dresser, a thick comb running through her hair. "And he has your number, yet hasn't called or texted back?"I bite my bottom lip, a familiar feeling of hurt which I've been accustomed ever since that night that changed my life months ago. "No," I shake my head , shoulders sagging. "Not one text. Not one call.""Bastard."I can't recount how many times Blair and I have gone over this same conversation. It's like a daily routine for us. A sacred moment, one I am beginning to dread. Because it only reemphasizes what I've been trying to run away from since that night. That it is only a matter of time before Salvatore is reduced to a figment of my imagination."Can you blame him? I'm clearly too much to handle."Blair turns to me with a death glare. "Never say that again. You're perfect.""So why don't they stay?""I don't know, but there's nothing wrong with you, babe. Don't let these