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Sebastian is quite attractive in a model-like way, with his piercing turquoise eyes, light hair, and fit physique. It’s one of the reasons why magazines love putting him on their covers. That and his shrewd ways in the law “circuit. “Ana! Did you bring us some of your cookies?” “Yeah.” I grin, waving my bribes box. “I stayed up all night making them.” “You’re such a sweetheart.” Sebastian takes the box, opens it, but pauses before eating. “Sorry about your Dad. That must be hard.” “I’m fine.” Totally. Like I’m not on the verge of mentally collapsing or anything. Like I’m not on the verge of breaking down. But I’ve always thought saying I’m fine, even when I’m not, works. At least people will leave me alone, and I don’t have to be the subject of their pity. “What are you doing here?” Sebastian asks. “For Damien?” “Nope.” “Then?” It’s Christian who asks, staring at me over the rim of his cup. I don’t know if it has something to do with the fact that he deals with many dangerous criminals, but he has a gaze that could make a sinner confess his deepest, darkest secrets. Which contradicts his Prince Charming image. But then again, Dad always said Christian was never the Prince Charming type. He just gives off those vibes. “I want to intern here this summer.” There’s a brief silence, and I’m tempted to fill it, but I don’t. I shouldn’t ramble in a professional setting. These men aren’t Dad’s colleagues anymore. They’re lawyers I need to impress. “What did Damien say?” Liam asks. I know he didn’t tell them about the wedding, but he knows, and that means he’ll constantly refer back to him. Damien is his uncle, after all. “He doesn’t know.” I pause. “Technically, he refused.” “Technically?” Sebastian grins, and that causes his cheeks to crease with gorgeous dimples. “Tell us more.” “Damien doesn’t think I should intern, but that doesn’t make sense, right? I’m taking pre-law and need the experience to apply for law school, so I can’t just do nothing during the summer.” “You can.” Christian grabs a cookie and rotates it between his fingers, but doesn’t take a bite. “Seb and I didn’t do any pre-law internships, and we’re doing just fine.” “That’s because you guys are geniuses. I’m not. But I’m a super hard worker and a fast learner, and I’m definitely not lazy, so I can get all sorts of things done.” “Nice.” Liam raises his mug in my direction. “Continue selling yourself that way and it’ll work.” “Listen to our Luca Prince here. He’s worked with enough corporations to know what marketing is,” Christian says, referring to Liam, my husband’s nephew—that’s what they call him, prince, because Damien is his uncle and he’s the king. They called me King Princess, too, when they first met me, but I told them it’s just Ana. Sometimes, it’s hard to live in the shadow of an otherworldly man such as my dad and to be seen as just an extension of him. “Does that mean I’m in?” I ask hopefully. “We don’t personally approve interns, love.” Sebastian snatches his third cookie. “HR does, and we just pick.” “I can’t submit to HR.” “Why not?” “Damien, right?” Liam asks. “Yeah.” I click my nails. “He’ll know I went against his order, and I’d rather he doesn’t find out until I’m in.” “Now that you mention it, I want to see the look on his face, so we should make this happen. This is so exciting.” Liam grins. “My, Luca Prince. Is this a rebellion?” Sebastian smirks. “You both love it.” “I’m a good fucking citizen.” Sebastian chews his cupcake. “Christian, however…” The latter sips from his coffee, a gleam shining in his eyes. “If we do this, will there be some fun, Liam?” “I can assure you of that.” He gives me a knowing look, and I try my hardest not to blush. “I can’t take you in, though, Ana. I have enough interns for a lifetime. How about you, Seb?” “Me, too, I’m afraid. Penelope, however, doesn’t have any interns.” “Not her.” I twist my lips. “Why not?” Christian pushes his mug away and focuses on me. Well, shit. I can’t badmouth a senior partner in front of the lawyer I want to work with the most. “She’s Damien’s friend and she doesn’t like Dad.” I step toward Christian. “So you’re all I’ve got.” “You’re telling me to go against Damien for you, and you know that’s such a bad idea, Ana.” “I know, but I promise to make it up to you with hard work. Criminal law is my passion.” Sebastian grins, shaking his head. “You’re not listening to him, love.” “Huh?” “He said it’s a bad idea.” “Yeah…I know.” Christian stands and smiles down at me, his features becoming hard with the motion. “What you don’t know is that I love bad ideas.” “Does that mean you’re taking me in?” I’m waiting for a nod or a yes to do my happy dance, but Christian goes quiet, and the atmosphere changes from light and playful to completely suffocating. I recognize it so well, as this is what my life has been like for the past couple of weeks. Breathing is a chore, and everything in between is too charged and asphyxiating. My heart thunders as I slowly turn around and catch a glimpse of the man who’s been torturing my days and nights—the man who has been appearing in my dreams without permission. The man I wasn’t supposed to see now. He has a hand in his pocket as he strides to us in the midst of onlookers. That’s what Damien does—he steals attention. He’s a thief. Because every time he’s in sight, I’m robbed of breath and other things I don’t want to put a name to. And now, I feel like he’ll rob me of something else. Something I really don’t want to give away. So I won’t. Because I’m taking things into my own hands now. And there’s nothing Greek God Husband can do about it.ANASTASIA. He pumps them in me, and I’m clenching him—us—in a choke-like hold.“Fuck. Do you feel how your tight pussy is strangling me?”“Yeah…”He groans deep in his throat, and it does things to me, things like making me tighten around him harder, swallowing him deeper.And I can’t help moaning. I don’t have the space of mind to control it or the rest of the sounds that come out of me.I’m a mess of chaotic emotions and sensations, and there’s no way I can mute myself anymore.“Is it because it feels full?”“Yeah, full and good and…and…I’m…”“And you’re what?” He pumps harder, faster, pressing the heel of my palm against my clit.The sureness in his movements, the pure dominance of it, drags me under in one swift movement.“I’m coming!”I clench around him the hardest yet as that wave crashes into me. The orgasm is neither gentle nor soft. It’s callous and demanding, just like him. My legs shake over his shoulders, and my head is a fog of mixed emotions—emotions I can’t get hold o
ANASTASIA. My nipples harden and push against my bra and shirt, making them ache, but not as much as where my fingers are heading. That’s where it hurts the most, because his eyes are there.So I sink my fingers between my folds, using him as an anchor. And it feels different with him watching, like I’m building up an explosion, not an orgasm.But my hand is too soft, and it’s not enough, even when I twist my clit and roll my hips.I think it’s because he’s there and he’s watching with his jaw set in a line. Although I want him to watch me, to see me, so what’s wrong?I can’t reach that peak, no matter how much I try, and it’s not due to my lack of arousal, because I’m so soaked that there are probably wet spots on the sheet.“What’s wrong, baby girl? Having trouble?”My fingers pause at that. Baby girl.I think I became wetter, too, but that might be because he’s pushed off the wall and is stalking toward me. And it’s downright stalking, with his shoulders squared and his steps slow
ANASTASIA.Gravity seems to have left the building.Or maybe it’s my sanity.Maybe it’s both.Because I don’t feel either of them—neither gravity nor my sanity. I’m floating in the air and unable to land.Or more accurately, I’m floating on Damien’s shoulder. His broad shoulder that I’ve always looked at and might have dreamt about touching, but not with my stomach. I wasn’t that crazy.Apparently, I am now, though, because that’s all I can think about—my stomach on his shoulder. Okay, that’s a lie. I’m thinking about a lot of things, like how his strong arm is looped around my calves and the way my head is hitting his powerful back with each step up the stairs.He’s carrying me like I’m a weightless feather. The effortlessness of the act does things to me. His strength. His brutishness. His domination.All of it.And I soak it in, allow it to tear me open and seep inside me. Isn’t that what masochists do? Not only do we seek the pain, but we also wallow in it and allow it to grow roo
ANASTASIA. “What time is it?”I jump, letting the bags fall from my fingers and hit the ground with a resounding thud.The entry hall is dark aside from the garden lights slipping through the windows. But some of it is camouflaged by a tall, broad figure who’s standing there, blocking the soft hues, massacring and turning them into a shadow.I can’t see his features clearly, but I can feel the harshness in them. It’s hanging in the air and shooting imaginary daggers at my chest.“I asked what time it is, Anastasia.”My spine jerks in a line at the cold edge of his voice and the blunt authority in it. He’s always been firm, stern, but this is the first time it’s sounded so angry, and that pushes me to talk.“Uh, eleven, I think.” My brain suddenly shut down and stopped thinking. “You think? Is that the best reply you can come up with after disappearing, not answering your phone, and returning on the back of a fucking bike?” Fuck. “You called me?” I reach into my bag that’s in the mi
ANASTASIA. “Are you listening, Ana?”I slide my attention from my assaulted vanilla milkshake that I’ve been jamming the straw in and out of to Zeke, who’s staring at me with a furrowed brow.He came to pick me up earlier and we’ve been sitting in a coffee shop and talking. Well, he’s ended up doing all the talking while I’ve been thinking about other things.Like what was Damien doing with Payton the entire afternoon?For hours.Alone.She didn’t even leave in her car.Logically, I shouldn’t be this affected, because I have no hold on him, right? Except maybe I do. After all, there’s a marriage certificate that says he’s married to me, and it should go without saying that he doesn’t leave with a woman who isn’t me.It’s only on paper. The marriage isn’t real.“Are you still upset about your dad?” Zeke tries again.He’s such a gentleman. Like the best ever, and he’s hot, too, with his leather jacket, medium-length hair, and his pouty lips that are good at kissing.But I don’t think k
ANASTASIA. Yes, I know they were close but “she’s not supposed to be with him during lunch and be happy about it. Or maybe this is normal, but my head doesn’t understand that logic right now.I’m not thinking as I let my legs take over and start walking toward the car. The same car he picked me up in on our wedding day. The same car that Payton shouldn’t be getting into while she’s all smiles like that.But I’m late, because the car has already left the parking garage. It’s already out and I’m standing here, staring at the exit with the sound of the tires and Payton’s laugh echoing in my ears.And I want to chop off my ears and feed them to the nearest dog.“Ana?”I slowly look away from the exit to focus on Caroline. For a second, I forgot she was there, that she almost saw me make a fool out of myself.Because I shouldn’t. I’m fine, right? It doesn’t matter who Damien spends his lunch with or that he returns her smile or that she only laughs with him.“Are you okay?” Caroline runs







