3 years later, Chennai.
The climate outside was humid... Dark clouds covered the sky like a blanket over the city but still no rain. It was almost as if the clouds are teasing the city. As if they are daring the people to set their foot out the doors. And in the sink, the city was quiet compared to other days. It was as if people are playing a safe bet.
"Siinnddhuu," Aruna- her mom's voice shrilled through the room bringing her out of her train of thoughts.
"Sindhu, Gautham's family will be here any moment. Are you even ready yet?" Aruna continued shouting on top of her lungs.
“Oh shit!” Sindhu cursed under her breath at last noticing the time. She must have been daydreaming longer than she originally planned. Shit Shit! Her mom is going to be hysterical if she saw her in this state. She was still in her sweat pants and t-shirt.
Sindhu suddenly panicked and scrambled from her balcony. She went straight to the washroom along with the dress she had already chosen for the occasion.
She came out after 10 minutes for a quick shower and wearing the dress. It was a salwar suit and it was blue! Yuck! Okay, it's not exactly yuck but it's just she would rather prefer red or black over blue. But her mom strictly prohibited so she chose the next best alternative.
She went near the dressing table and brushed her medium-length hair and then eventually plaited it into a French braid. She would have preferred to tuck the whole plait on top of my head with a clip but she would never hear the end of it if her mom sees it. SO she kept it down like the good girl that she was! Yea right- note the sarcasm.
Next is the face... Okay, she had not touched any makeup in her life and she was not planning on touching them now, even if she had to hear hours of lectures from her mom. Thus she kept her face plain but she did draw a long thin bindi with the eyeliner. Then she chose the accessories. She wore a long earring that almost touched her shoulders. She then wore a plain chain with a butterfly pendant. It was a gift from her brother from his first salary. Well, it's the only chain she did have that approved of her mother’s standards of decent anyways... So she didn't have to wrack her brain to choose. Yup, she was not a fan of jewelry. And then after searching through my drawers for a solid 10 minutes she finally found her bangles and her watch.
Yup, She was ready and on time too.
Seeing herself in the mirror she can't believe that she was the same girl who used to drive a badass bike and wear leather jackets only 3 years ago. She had changed a lot. All those memories seemed as if they had happened eons back instead of measly 3 years. The girl back then seemed so farfetched now.
Three years ago the girl would have run away from the house at the mention of marriage. But here she was dolled up for an arranged marriage without much resistance.
Okay, marriage is not fixed yet. It's, in fact, the first meeting, for her and Gautham while their parents met a week before.
She came out of her train of thoughts when the bell sound shrilled through the house. She guessed Gautham's family had arrived. So she quickly ran to the balcony. She couldn't help but wish to have a peek at Gautham before going down.
What?? She might not like makeup and jewels but she was still a girl. But she was not lucky. They have already crossed the threshold of visibility from her balcony... Oh, wait... That must be him. He looked absolutely yummy.
He had dark hair, tall, lean and blue eyes. He looks good, especially in those jeans and a formal shirt. He was busy in a call, so he was lagging behind his parents. He quickly cut his call seeing my mom coming towards him to greet him. Not bad, a boy with manners...
Once she was done inspecting she decided to spare her mom some throat ache and got down before her mum has to shout again to call her down.
She plastered a big goofy smile on her face before exiting the room and went down to the living room where everyone was seated now. She greeted everyone politely and on cue, her mom asked her to go bring refreshments from the kitchen for everyone which was the duty of the girl of the house- According to her mom mind you. But she goes anyways without any protest but she suddenly felt a pair of eyes on her back while she was leaving. When she looked back she could see Gautham staring at her but as soon as their eyes met he looked away pretending to do something with his phone playing dumb.
She let out an amused chuckle and went on to do her mum's bidding.
After a few minutes, Sidhu came back with the refreshments and served everyone. When she served Gautham he seemed nervous which only boosted her already 'good for nothing' arrogance.
Gautham's parents asked her to sit next to them... his mom asked her some questions regarding my studies and other general stuff and she answered them as politely as she can.
It's not that she does not have respect for elders but she was just a little low on patience so it was difficult not to be blunt most of the time. But she tries.
After the questioning session, his parents started discussing something with her parents which left just Sindhu and Gautham, who just happen to be viewing the paintings in the living room with curiosity.
It was a giant painting of a phoenix.
"Before you can ask... I did paint that one" Sindhu told him in a low voice leaning towards him.
He was startled at first but after turning towards her briefly he once again gave his attention to the Phoenix. She must say she was quite proud of that piece. It was huge and vibrant with colors that just... you just can't go without noticing it.
"Can I have a closer look?" he asked her pointing at the painting on the wall. She thought of some witty comebacks but bit back her tongue and just nodded.
Both of them approached the painting. It was hung low on the plain wall of her living room. It was a 48 by 48-inch piece. It looked as if the bird is bleeding through the wall. Sindhu made her dad paint the wall white just for this painting.
Gautham's jaws dropped ever so slightly seeing it up close... "You have an amazing talent Sindhu," Gautham said with his eyes still not leaving the painting.
She just stood there quietly as he observed each and every brushstroke in there. She was used to people appreciating this painting but none praised it so bluntly. And it was evident that he was sincere in his compliment.
"This Phoenix... It has a deeper meaning for you, doesn't it? Like... It's more than just paints and brushes... it's more of your heart and soul isn't it??" he asked Sindhu in a soft voice finally looking straight into my eyes, rendering her absolutely speechless.
It was partly his eyes but mainly it was what he said. He was absolutely right. For a person who just laid eyes on it for a few meager minutes, he actually hit bull's eyes. This painting... was more than just brush strokes and paint. It represented a time in her life that only she knew of. She never let any person know about it. Not even Aarav knows the emotions behind this painting and the part of her life that it represents. But Gautham saw right through it. Maybe that's why; starring into his eyes Sindhu became nervous for the first time in her life. His blue eyes made her anxious. He was looking at her like he was seeing right through her plastered smiles and quick jokes... And that thought is quite terrifying in itself for her.
"Yes... I... I mean yes it does have a deeper meaning to me" Sindhu stuttered out. She wanted to be far away from the person in front of her. His penetrating stare made weird things to her and she knew as a fact that she did not like it.
She took a lot of effort to build the walls around her. It was airtight as far as she was concerned. Nobody ever got through those walls. This person suddenly can't just like that look at a painting and walk right through it.
Gautham observed Sindhu's apparent discomfort to the so he suggested going back for which she gladly obliged. Their parents were still in deep discussion about god knows what. Anyways, Sindhu just sat down on the couch and started fidgeting with her fingers... She kept fidgeting. She was bored and she had no phone to pass time while Gautham was sitting beside her and doing just that. He was going through his phone. She was tempted to take a peek or maybe even borrow it and see if he had some games. If her mum could read her mind she would have given her a stern look and asked 'Really??' as if she was crazy. But Sindhu was seriously bored… so much so that she might eat someone just about then. But right then it came... Rain... The smell of wet sand filled the air and you could feel it even before you could hear the downpour. Sindhu couldn't help the grin that spread on her face. She had been waiting for it to rain from the morning. That was the whole reason why she wa
Gautham and his family were on their way back home; his parents had a goofy grin on their faces. "I take it you liked Sindhu..?" He asked. It was more a rhetoric question than an actual question. "So how did you like her parents?" He asked again. He did not get much time to talk with them to actually make an opinion. "Well, they were polite. Her mom tried to sell me how much a goody two shoes her daughter was. But I know those eyes. She should have been quite the troublemaker. And if I judged the girl right, she will tell you as to how much trouble she has actually made. And she is going to be quite the addition to our family" Gautham's mom, Renuka, said, totally amused. "Whoa whoa whoa. Nothing is decided just yet. So, slow down your horses."Gautham exclaimed panicked. "Oh cut the crap Gautham. I am your mother. You and I both know that you like that girl way too much to let her pass through your fingers. When was the last time you even talke
Gautham stood there outside a building that looked like an office but the only problem was everyone inside was talking and laughing around. Not a single person was actually working. There were about ten people just hanging around and making fun. One of them was even munching on snacks as he laughed around joking. Gautham looked around confused not knowing whether to go in or not until he saw a room with a signboard Ms. Sindhuja Srinivas. At last, he was sure that he was in the right place. He knocked on the door tentatively and a faint "come in" came from inside the room right after. He opened the doors and peaked in. There she was, wearing spectacles that were clutching onto the top of her nose; brows frowned from concentrating and she seemed frustrated as she signed some papers. Gautham cleared his throat to get her attention but Sindhu was already too into the work to notice it. So he had to knock on her table standing in front of her desk which finally go
"And Arvind your salary will be on your account on the 1st of every month along with your exam fees okay" "But mam, you don't have to do that. I will manage." "Arvind, I know I don't have to do it but I am doing it. God, what's with you guys always arguing with me. I am seriously getting confused about who the boss is" Sindhu bickered. "Thank you, mam. I won't let you down. I promise. I will be back in a year." He said. The kinda respect he has for his boss is very evident in his voice. "I will hold the fort till then. You just focus on your exams. And if any of these dumb heads call you with doubts, just ignore them. Even they have to learn. Anyways I am going out for lunch, make sure the dumb heads don't set the office on fire okay" she said taking her bags. "Yes, mam," Arvind said with a salute jokingly and walked out of the office with a grin. At last, Sindhu's attention turned to Gautham and he was looking at her amazed. "
After 2 hours of driving, they reached Mahabalipuram Beach. Gautham staggered from the back of the bike and he looked pale as if he might faint any moment. On the other hand, Sindhu had no expression on her face. After taking a few deep breathes, the darkness on her face evaded. Sindhu plastered a smile and turned to face Gautham and in an instant, her expression changed to concern and slowly to guilt. Was she that rash while she was driving?? Sindhu thought to herself. You probably drove like a maniac as always, you idiot! Her subconscious scolded her instantly. The next second she rushed to Gautham's side and held his arms for support and hurriedly explained. "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I mean, in all the excitement of being behind wheels after soo long that I utterly forgot about you sitting behind me. Was it that bad??" Sindhu gave him her best puppy dog face filled with regret. Gautham just glared at her and said gritting his te
Gautham looked at the girl who was still tirelessly playing in the waves. Sindhu was fully drenched by now but that did not seem to faze her. Her laughter made him feel things he didn't know how to describe. He was not a sappy person and for him, the term ‘love’ relates to people he understands deeply and after spending a lot of effort and time together. He does not believe in sudden magic and sparks. But looking at that girl playing in the water, the sun descending behind her with crimson bleeding throughout the sky and her laughter ringer in his ears- he knew he was happy at that moment. And that happiness came because of her presence without her ever doing anything. But that was all he needed to know. He knew he could be happy with her. He knew if it was with her, he can make a family. And that is what he was looking for in a marriage…On an impulse, he stood up and sneaked behind Sindhu. But before he could scare her as he planned, she turned around and
Sindhu and Gautham continued to banter. But after a while silence filled between them. Sindhu started to walk along the shore and Gautham followed suit. After a while, Gautham reached out for Sindhu's hands and made her look at him, and asked in a soft voice, "Why did you panic??""You just caught me off guard I guess. Moreover, just the term "Marriage" scares me shitless." Sindhu brushed off Gauthams hands and walked away from the shore and sat on the sand. Seeing that Gautham was still standing, she patted the space next to her silently asking him to sit near her."As I said, you don't know me well Gautham.", Sindhu said looking sideways at Gautham.Gautham once again reached out for Sindhu's hands and held them in his. He looked at their joined hands and then looked up at Sindhu and asked in an earnest voice, "Then tell me about yourself because I wanna know everything about you."Sindhu let out a loud sigh. Her whole life flashed past her in a matter
Sindhu woke up to traffic noise. She dozed off 5 minutes into the ride. Seeing that Sindhu had finally woken up, Gautham asked her, "Where do you want to eat??"Sindhu looked around her and she recognized where they were, quite easily. She thought about it for a minute and asked, "Do you like Maggie??" Gautham said, "Yes, why?"Sindhu did not answer but instead, directed him to drive to an apartment building near where they were. It was on the outskirts of the city. They were about half an hour away from her home.Gautham gave Sindhu a confused look. "Where is this exactly??""Oh, this... This is my apartment of sorts, I guess. My parents don't know about this place. Come on. Let's go." Sindhu said in a matter-of-fact voice."Well, that explained everything. Thanks for nothing." Gautham said sarcastically following Sindhu inside the building.The strong stench of paint and thinner hit his nostrils as soon as he stepped inside. Now that explains ev