Gautham observed Sindhu's apparent discomfort to the so he suggested going back for which she gladly obliged.
Their parents were still in deep discussion about god knows what. Anyways, Sindhu just sat down on the couch and started fidgeting with her fingers... She kept fidgeting. She was bored and she had no phone to pass time while Gautham was sitting beside her and doing just that. He was going through his phone. She was tempted to take a peek or maybe even borrow it and see if he had some games. If her mum could read her mind she would have given her a stern look and asked 'Really??' as if she was crazy. But Sindhu was seriously bored… so much so that she might eat someone just about then.
But right then it came... Rain... The smell of wet sand filled the air and you could feel it even before you could hear the downpour. Sindhu couldn't help the grin that spread on her face. She had been waiting for it to rain from the morning. That was the whole reason why she was late in the first palace. She silently excused herself and went to the kitchen. She looked back to make sure her mother did not notice her. Through the kitchen, there was a back door to the yard. She quickly sneaked out through there and was now watching the downpour with a gleeful grin. Sadly she couldn't get wet now... for obvious reasons of course. She cannot exactly go back in there looking like a wet battered puppy. But she couldn't help herself from stretching her hands into the rain.
Sindhu was so caught up with the rain that she didn't even notice that she had an audience and you guessed it right. Gautham was staring at her play in rain with that stupid lopsided grin on his face. He had sneaked out right behind her.
Let's just say he couldn't resist the crazy glint that filled her eyes when she left.
Without knowing what he was doing, he took out his phone and snapped a photo of Sindhu.
The shutter sound from snapping the photo brought Sindhu back to reality. And she gave Gautham an accusatory look but when the reality of the situation she was in struck her... Her expression changed to that of a kid caught with his hands on a cookie jar.
She gave Gautham a pleading look as if asking him without words not to tell anyone.
If her mom had caught her... she sneaking out of the back to play in rain with guests at home... she will never hear the end of it.
But Gautham was not let down by her antics. He seemed thoroughly amused.
My god!!!! This girl!!!
Something about her ticked all the right boxes for Gautham.
She... Okay let's face it; he had absolutely no idea how to describe her. Maybe it was the casual way she carried herself around a stranger or the simple way she was dressed without taking much effort to impress him or his family... She didn't seem to be making much fuss on, "Oh I should make a good first impression and sit there like a doll to the whips and whims of her mother...” And for some reason he just liked it. A lot.
And he did not miss her mom glaring at her as soon as she came to the living room. Probably for being late or it could be for dressing up so simply.
She didn't seem to be intimidated by this whole arranged marriage thing.
She was herself. She was not trying to pretend to be the proper lady. Even now she was playing in rain like a child without any care of others' criticisms. He liked that the most.
And he knew that she means no disrespect to him or my parents. And he was pretty sure she will screw him to the next universe if he ever disrespected her parents in any way. Don't ask me how he knows that. He just does.
My god Gautham! Get a grip on yourself. You just saw the girl an hour ago and you're thinking about her as if you know her for ages.
"Don't worry I won't tell anyone about you sneaking out", Gautham replied to her pleading look. "And we can hang out in here if you want" saying which Gautham went ahead and sat on the swing in their backyard.
Sindhu signed a relief and joined him on the other side of the swing. It was a sofa-like swing made to accommodate three people.
"Oh, thank god! I was getting bored in there. And no offense to your parents, mind you" Sindhu said sighing in relief.
"None taken! Even I was getting bored" Gautham said shaking his head.
Sindhu sat down comfortably crossing her legs Indian style as she asked, "Hey can I borrow your phone"
"What? Don't tell me you're going to snoop?" Gautham asked her with a confused look. By the way, he was totally teasing her... but then again he forgot she was not the nervous type.
"Oh please! If I decided to snoop... you won't even know that I was snooping! Anyways I just wanted to play some games to pass time and again before you ask my phone is upstairs in my room. So hand it over" She sassed with a smirk.
"Bossy much", Gautham commented but handed her the phone anyways.
She played with the phone for 5 minutes but quickly got bored. So they started talking. She talked all about her schooling and college stories. She told him about her bestie who also happens to be a guy. Aryan Singhania... Okay, Gautham doesn't have enough feeling for Sindhu yet to feel jealous and all but can't really say it didn't bother me. Not in a way I am going to doubt her but in a way "How can this guy know more about her than me" kinda way. Anyways she did not seem like the type to find jealously as something cute so he kept his mouth shut.
Even Gautham told her about himself. Might not have narrated it as a grand story as Sindhu did, but he did tell her enough about himself.
In all the speaking and sneaking they forgot all about their parents. And luck has it; they were caught red-handed sneaking out together, which seem to amuse their parents more.
After some teases and some glaring from Sindhu at her mom for teasing, they all went inside for lunch. Lunch went without much drama.
Gautham's family was about to leave when Sindhu spoke up.
"Aunty and uncle," she said addressing his parents, "And Gautham. Can I talk to you guys for a minute???" she asked. They all nodded and settled down around her. She took a minute for herself then said, "I mean no disrespect to anyone but I would like to clarify certain things out first. I know as per our tradition marriages are arranged and the decisions are taken by the parents... especially on the bride side. But in this case, it will be my decision and mine alone. And to take that decision I first need to know him first. We are practically strangers and marriage is a long-term commitment that affects not only the both of us but also our families. Even you guys don't know anything about me. I mean... What if I am some spoilt brat who will end up disrespecting you and take your son away from you.”
"So what I am trying to say is- I am going to need time to make a decision... a lot of time actually. And if you guys have any constraints, you can tell me straight away. And at any point you think I am not good enough for your son, you can tell it to my face. As you see I like things open. And one last thing... the final decision will be mine and mine alone regardless of what my parents tell you. Unless and until I say "Yes", this marriage is not going to go anywhere.", she finished confidently. She then turned towards me.
"And Gautham", she addressed him directly now. "I know I am blunt but I don't know how to be any other way. So if at any point you feel that I am not good enough for you, I want you to tell me to my face. And I will respect that decision. But if by some chance you decide that you can put up with my craziness, I want that decision to be yours and yours alone, no strings attached. If there are any strings, I want you to come and tell me about it."
Gautham simply nodded with a smile
"So you are ready to give me the benefit of doubt I guess??" she asked again looking straight at him.
"Yup", Gautham simply said popping the 'P' at the end. Then he looked at his mom and he could say that his mom is already half in love with this girl. And if at all he knew his mom, he knew she would have liked the no-nonsense speech Sindhu gave just minutes ago more than anything else. His mum liked straightforward people, who criticize or praise to face.
Gautham and his family were on their way back home; his parents had a goofy grin on their faces. "I take it you liked Sindhu..?" He asked. It was more a rhetoric question than an actual question. "So how did you like her parents?" He asked again. He did not get much time to talk with them to actually make an opinion. "Well, they were polite. Her mom tried to sell me how much a goody two shoes her daughter was. But I know those eyes. She should have been quite the troublemaker. And if I judged the girl right, she will tell you as to how much trouble she has actually made. And she is going to be quite the addition to our family" Gautham's mom, Renuka, said, totally amused. "Whoa whoa whoa. Nothing is decided just yet. So, slow down your horses."Gautham exclaimed panicked. "Oh cut the crap Gautham. I am your mother. You and I both know that you like that girl way too much to let her pass through your fingers. When was the last time you even talke
Gautham stood there outside a building that looked like an office but the only problem was everyone inside was talking and laughing around. Not a single person was actually working. There were about ten people just hanging around and making fun. One of them was even munching on snacks as he laughed around joking. Gautham looked around confused not knowing whether to go in or not until he saw a room with a signboard Ms. Sindhuja Srinivas. At last, he was sure that he was in the right place. He knocked on the door tentatively and a faint "come in" came from inside the room right after. He opened the doors and peaked in. There she was, wearing spectacles that were clutching onto the top of her nose; brows frowned from concentrating and she seemed frustrated as she signed some papers. Gautham cleared his throat to get her attention but Sindhu was already too into the work to notice it. So he had to knock on her table standing in front of her desk which finally go
"And Arvind your salary will be on your account on the 1st of every month along with your exam fees okay" "But mam, you don't have to do that. I will manage." "Arvind, I know I don't have to do it but I am doing it. God, what's with you guys always arguing with me. I am seriously getting confused about who the boss is" Sindhu bickered. "Thank you, mam. I won't let you down. I promise. I will be back in a year." He said. The kinda respect he has for his boss is very evident in his voice. "I will hold the fort till then. You just focus on your exams. And if any of these dumb heads call you with doubts, just ignore them. Even they have to learn. Anyways I am going out for lunch, make sure the dumb heads don't set the office on fire okay" she said taking her bags. "Yes, mam," Arvind said with a salute jokingly and walked out of the office with a grin. At last, Sindhu's attention turned to Gautham and he was looking at her amazed. "
After 2 hours of driving, they reached Mahabalipuram Beach. Gautham staggered from the back of the bike and he looked pale as if he might faint any moment. On the other hand, Sindhu had no expression on her face. After taking a few deep breathes, the darkness on her face evaded. Sindhu plastered a smile and turned to face Gautham and in an instant, her expression changed to concern and slowly to guilt. Was she that rash while she was driving?? Sindhu thought to herself. You probably drove like a maniac as always, you idiot! Her subconscious scolded her instantly. The next second she rushed to Gautham's side and held his arms for support and hurriedly explained. "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I mean, in all the excitement of being behind wheels after soo long that I utterly forgot about you sitting behind me. Was it that bad??" Sindhu gave him her best puppy dog face filled with regret. Gautham just glared at her and said gritting his te
Gautham looked at the girl who was still tirelessly playing in the waves. Sindhu was fully drenched by now but that did not seem to faze her. Her laughter made him feel things he didn't know how to describe. He was not a sappy person and for him, the term ‘love’ relates to people he understands deeply and after spending a lot of effort and time together. He does not believe in sudden magic and sparks. But looking at that girl playing in the water, the sun descending behind her with crimson bleeding throughout the sky and her laughter ringer in his ears- he knew he was happy at that moment. And that happiness came because of her presence without her ever doing anything. But that was all he needed to know. He knew he could be happy with her. He knew if it was with her, he can make a family. And that is what he was looking for in a marriage…On an impulse, he stood up and sneaked behind Sindhu. But before he could scare her as he planned, she turned around and
Sindhu and Gautham continued to banter. But after a while silence filled between them. Sindhu started to walk along the shore and Gautham followed suit. After a while, Gautham reached out for Sindhu's hands and made her look at him, and asked in a soft voice, "Why did you panic??""You just caught me off guard I guess. Moreover, just the term "Marriage" scares me shitless." Sindhu brushed off Gauthams hands and walked away from the shore and sat on the sand. Seeing that Gautham was still standing, she patted the space next to her silently asking him to sit near her."As I said, you don't know me well Gautham.", Sindhu said looking sideways at Gautham.Gautham once again reached out for Sindhu's hands and held them in his. He looked at their joined hands and then looked up at Sindhu and asked in an earnest voice, "Then tell me about yourself because I wanna know everything about you."Sindhu let out a loud sigh. Her whole life flashed past her in a matter
Sindhu woke up to traffic noise. She dozed off 5 minutes into the ride. Seeing that Sindhu had finally woken up, Gautham asked her, "Where do you want to eat??"Sindhu looked around her and she recognized where they were, quite easily. She thought about it for a minute and asked, "Do you like Maggie??" Gautham said, "Yes, why?"Sindhu did not answer but instead, directed him to drive to an apartment building near where they were. It was on the outskirts of the city. They were about half an hour away from her home.Gautham gave Sindhu a confused look. "Where is this exactly??""Oh, this... This is my apartment of sorts, I guess. My parents don't know about this place. Come on. Let's go." Sindhu said in a matter-of-fact voice."Well, that explained everything. Thanks for nothing." Gautham said sarcastically following Sindhu inside the building.The strong stench of paint and thinner hit his nostrils as soon as he stepped inside. Now that explains ev
Gautham went into the kitchen and stood beside her. He could see the guilt and regret eating her up. He could feel her barely holding on. He felt as if one wrong move from him and she will break to pieces.Gautham carefully rubbed her head first and he tucked a few stray hairs behind her ears. He took the vessels from her hand and closed the taps. He gently pulled her so that she would face him. What he saw tugged at his heart. For once Sindhu seemed vulnerable. It seemed like she was showing her true self to him. The person she had hidden behind cold stares and cheeky grins."Hey... look at me," Gautham said softly.When their eyes met, her eyes told them all -her pain, her despair, her guilt, her regret, and her insecurities. Gautham knew he cannot be careless so he chose his words carefully."I am not going to stand here and trivialize your mistakes to make you feel better because frankly, I don't really know half of it and I have not been in your shoe