(Song: Dynamite by BTS)BELLE Everything has been a lie all this while. I was still nursing the heartbreak of my ex-fiancé, now I have an ex best friend.Thinking about all the times we have spent together added to my aching heart. She knew her brother won't get married to me, yet she let him hurt me terribly. Even had the guts to cry with me, console me."Lord! My heart." A sob escaped from my lips. My mind went back to the first day of the show. I could remember vividly when I had told Samantha that Brandon was present, and her reaction was far from what I had expected. Also, a not so faint memory of the time I had made skillet and I had smelled it on him when he had come to the kitchen to apologize. Then, the other times she claimed she was only making meals for her and Richard, her brother was among.It was all pretense. How wasn't I able to suspect this?Gosh! Even when Brandon and Kyle almost had a fight, she was the one who stopped Brandon that night.I couldn't go back to th
(Song: Cry by Benson Boone)BELLE Ever since that party incident with Brandon...if that's the exact word to use, infact, it was an incident 'cause I was drunk and not in a clear state of mind, I have been staying closer to Kyle.Kyle on the other hand has been supportive as ever in been with me all the time. At this point, I don't know if he was doing for me or only to wade off Brandon. Out of twenty something tweets, I was mentioned close to fifteen times... Mind you, I'm not exaggerating. Most times, with Brandon. Fewer times, with Kyle or Sam. I think I have to speak with Jodi today, so we would go through the recordings on her laptop. There was something fishy somewhere. I was damn sure that I'm being used as some sort of pawn to promote the show."What's up, Jodi?""Hii, Belle.""Seems like you're going somewhere." She was looking a little restless."Not really. I had wanted to install more cameras before this morning's task. But I've moved it to after dinner.""Okay, that's pe
(Song: Demons by Imagine Dragons)BRANDON I felt so uneasy during today's challenge. I was even a bit scared that a tweet about my family would come up. "We have come to end of today's challenge." Logan said, drawing a breath of relief from me.As he said, we were in week four, making it one month left to end of the show and till this very moment, I haven't told Belle the truth. It seemed like after that Friday night party, Kyle made a pact to never leave Belle's side. I hardly see her alone... except when she wants to have her bath and I couldn't possibly go to meet her in there."Hey Brand. I'd be making avocado toast and scrambled eggs for breakfast. Would you like to join?"I think I know that voice. I whipped my head back. I knew it. First time she was saying a word to me after her outburst on Saturday... Ahh, that slap! Can't remember the last time someone hit me on the face apart from my dad...but that was like twenty something years ago."Carina..." I was close to giving her
(Song: That's So True by Gracie Abrams)JODIMonday came a lil too fast. Wasn't it Friday an hour ago. It just hit me that we were in the fourth week and I haven't found any tangible evidence against the show yet."Hey Jodi.""Richard, hello." "I'm making bacon and eggs. Are you interested?" He said, rubbing the back of his neck."Oh... sure. Thank you."Okay, that was rather surprising. First time in four weeks he tried to act nice to me. Looked like Samantha must have turned down his advances 'cause he had eyes for her since that lap dance she did on his dick literally...lol.Oh well, none of business. I only have a month to accomplish my mission here, no distractions.I made my way to the dressing room to get more of my tiny cameras. During the weekend, I noticed that there are a lot of places that I haven't installed them yet. "Good." I whispered when I found no one in the dressing room. I went to my bag to get my cameras. I was already shoving some inside when I heard the door
(Song: Anxiety by Doechi)BELLE I had woken up with a banging headache, on a solid-rock chest. Wait, what was happening? I've never been in this kind of sleeping position with Kyle before. Yes, we did sleep on same bed but we have never been this close.'Was I...' I opened my eyes a little and a thrill of coldness ran through my soul.Brandon!Wait... What! How! Why! No, this should be a dream I need to wake up from. It better be a dream. I closed my eyes again, opened them and it was still him.Did I just go back in time? Why am I on the same bed with Brandon? As my eyes went down to my fingers, I was startled to notice a ring. Was it my engagement last night?No freaking way! This wasn't happening! God, I can't relive this...At that point, he shifted. I had to pretend as if I was sleeping again. I didn't yet understand what was going on."Damn! One AM." I heard him cursing softly, following the rustle of sheets and the faint creak of bed frame, hinting he was getting up."My love
(Song: Nights Like This by Kid Laroi)BRANDON I just spent the best ninety minutes of my life since the past two months. Despite the fact Belle and I didn't speak much, I was satisfied being close to her. I understand she's still very much mad at me, but how am I supposed to apologize when she doesn't give me a chance? When I had picked her as my partner, unknowingly, I was glad to my bones, that at least I have enough time to apologize for being an big asshole, before delving to the reason why I chose to be one.Three minutes to the end of the challenge, and I was planning on telling her if we could talk after the results, but she brushed me cold. Time up, she rushed out of the kitchen."Belle, please wait." I went after her, however I stopped myself when I saw other contestants leaving their own stands. I didn't want to cause a scene, after the my last rodeo with Kyle."You all have to wait at the lounge area for the results." Logan said."What food did you make?" Carina asked me