We sat in the garden going over everything that I wanted to know about the potion that I was going to take that would make me forget about the past few weeks and all the magic and monsters that I'd learned about. Brax has gone over it a million times with me because I didn't want to miss anything. he's set my family away after about the fourth time of explaining it so they could get everything ready that needed to be done in order for this to work the best that it could."one more time", I beggedHe sighed in frustration. "you're going to go upstairs. Get into bed, then you will drink the vile," he spoke slowly like he was talking to a child. He was trying to keep his voice as calm and normal as possible, but I could tell he was getting frustrated with repeating himself. "after a few minutes, you will get tired and start to fall asleep. You'll sleep for a few hours. Are you following me?" he asked because I was no longer looking at him; I was staring at the vile that was in my hands.
Today is the day that I'm finally moving out and starting my life.I got into a college that, if I'm honest, I don't even remember applying to after high school. I didn't plan on going to college because I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life, but I guess somewhere along the line, I sent an application in, and I got in. My brain has been all over the place lately, so it doesn't surprise me that I forgot about it. I'm going to study English lit. I want to be a writer. The college is three hours from home, so I'm a little scared. I've never been that far away from home before, and I've never gone anywhere without my mum and dad. I'm so excited for some freedom, though, and to work out who I am. Mum and Dad got me an apartment only a short walk from the school. I was happy to stay in the dorm room, but they thought it was best that I had my own space and stayed away from all the bad influences of dorm life. Plus, I get to take Blue with me, which I wouldn't have been able to do
Right after I stopped being in shock, I called Mum and Dad to thank them and ensure they hadn't made a mistake with where I was living. They sounded shocked but told me that there was no mistake at all. I can't help but feel like there's something there hiding from me. I don't spend too much time thinking about it, though, cause I'm too busy enjoying living in this amazing place. I also called Kelly ten times to ensure I was in the right place. She laughed every time and told me to stop worrying and enjoy it. I've explored the place, finding a pool and garden on the roof where I like to spend a lot of time. I don't have access to the other floors, so I haven't gone on them, but the strange thing is I haven't seen anyone else around like it's always just me, Nick and Kelly. Whenever I ask if other people live here, they both laugh and say of course they do then change the subject. I still haven't been able to shake the feeling that I've forgotten something I can't think of what it cou
The rest of the day was pretty boring. I went to my classes blue, waiting outside each one. When the day was over, I rushed home to tell Kelly and Nick that I'd been invited to a party. I'm sure they didn't care, but they were nice and acted like they did. Nick offered to drive me so I could have a few drinks if I wanted, which I accepted. I also told them how people kept telling me I smelt amazing. They just said I should take it as a compliment.I went upstairs to get ready, going through the walk-in to find something to wear. I pulled out a light blue short sun dress with thin straps, put that on and taking a look in the mirror. I loved it but thought that maybe it was showing too much boob, but before I left home, I made a promise to myself that I would step out of my comfort zone a little, which meant I was wearing this dress. I paired it with tan sandals, then went off to do my hair and makeup. I let my hair out, leaving it in its normal wavy state and decided to wear just a lit
I can't shake the feeling that I know him from somewhere. But no matter how hard I think, I can't work it out. And there is no way that I would have forgotten a face like his. he led me into the kitchen, going to the fridge, got a bottle of water out for me and undone it before handing it to me. "drink that, then ill make you a better drink."I swallowed deeply, trying to hide how attracted I was to him. The more I stared at him, the more my cheeks burned pink. Taking the water from him, I took a big sip in hopes it would settle me. "Thanks," I said when I was done. I had never been this nervous around someone before.He had already made the drink he had promised me. Handing that over to me before taking a drink, I asked, " So, do you go to school here?"He turned around, leaning against the bench behind him—shaking his head.Taking a sip of the drink, I had to stop myself from spitting it back out. It was straight tequila with the tiniest bit of lime in it. I struggled but managed to
I went inside, closing the door behind me. Turning my back to it, I slid down to the ground. I was on some kind of high; I had never had someone make me feel this way before. After a second of sitting there, the feeling that I had forgotten something returned; I hadn't noticed that it had gone away early, which I thought was strange. Blue sat there staring at me. "He was just amazing." I put my hands up to my face and let out a happy groan. "I have never in my life felt that way about someone or had them make me feel this way."Blue stood up, turned and walked away like he was over my rambling. "Okay, sorry, I get it you don't want to hear about" I got up, going into my room and changed into a black silk nightgown. I didn't want to have a shower because I never wanted to wash the feeling of his hands touching me off my skin. Crawling into bed, I closed my eyes and dreamed about him all night. I needed to see him again; I'm unsure how to make that happen. I woke up in the morning
After an hour of talking to them and trying to convince them that I was okay, I decided to go for a walk. It was right on dark. They tried to stop me from going; I made it clear that I was okay and I just needed space. The night was cold, but the moon was full and bright in the sky. I loved the feeling of the moonlight beaming down on me. I walked along the streets until I reached the edge of the woods. I stood there staring into them. It was like they were calling for me to go in there. I took a step closer. Blue growled, stepping in front of me and trying to stop me. "It's okay, I'll be fine", I assured him. I took another step, and a voice came flashing into my head. "Don't do it, little princess" I stopped looking around, making sure that there was no one around and that the voice was in my head. When I couldn't see anyone, I took another step forward. A hand wrapped itself around my wrist, pulling me back. I screamed, spinning around to see who was holding on to. My eyes looke
BraxI laid there watching her walk away, not being able to do anything because of the pain I was in I have never felt anything like it before. Not even the first time i shifted into a wolf. Every inch of my body screamed in pain. I felt our bond break. I have no idea why, though, and this pain was nothing like the pain I felt when I broke my bond with my first mate. Once she was gone, I struggled to my feet, knowing that I had to get to her. Something horrible was happening to her, and even though our bond was broken, I still love her with every part of me, and I was scared that I could lose her forever. All the power she has courseing through her body now is enough to kill the strongest monsters. I mind-linked Nick to see if she had gone home. He got back to me immediately, telling me what was happening there. I shifted into my wolf and let it take over to get me there faster. The ground was shaking i knew that she was going it. I knew the energy that she was sending out would dra