Chapter 9 Uncertain Feelings
Elena Davis,
A feeling of falling into a cold pond wakes me up from my deep sleep. I jerked up on my bed with dripping wet hair and dress, wondering me about what happened to me?
Calming my raced heart, I started checking my condition. As my gaze rose upwards from my covers, I knew I need to write my will as patty was standing with an empty bucket and the face which only remind me of the death.
She was breathing visibly with her red and razor sharp gaze, making me wonder the reason of her volcanic anger. Is Tom did something? I don’t think so; maybe I had done something wrong.
The flash of kissing Mr. Accardo crossed my mind, which froze my world. The touch of his rough lips still lingering on my mouth, his taste is fresh in my mind.
The way he was pulling me more into him; trying to blend me in him, making me feel every skin he could do that time. I float far, far away with him in that magnificent feeling, hearing his beating heart of the palm and his intoxicating trails of kisses on my neck and lips exploring every depth I ever excited.
What he did to me, I crossed every limit with him. I had to doubt my own feelings about him? His every touch on my skin, reminding me of him at every breath I am taking now, the feeling of his arms around me, his smell, his taste, will make me go mad one day.
Every cell of my skin making me rebel against me like they weren’t me, there were making me feel like I am a part of him. This is all too much to bear for a poor soul like me.
This unfamiliar crowd of emotions is nothing less than a suffocation for me; I am experiencing trapped inside me. How can I feel that with him? He is my boss, it’s completely unprofessional. All the last night’s memories were flooding my mind.
“Why the fuck you didn’t tell me before?” Roaring sound of patty made me came out of his daze into reality. He threw the bucket in the room’s corner in anger.
“What I didn’t tell you before?” I questioned as I didn't know what she was asking about. She gave me a nasty look and sat down on the bed with a loud thump.
“About your boss,” he reminded me. I think I need a good advice right now. Is she thinking that I have a crush on him?
“NO NO NO. I don’t have a crush on him.” I apposed and shook my head in negative.
“DO YOU THINK I AM, MAD?” she yelled angrily, throwing pillows at me.
“Ok, I have but a tiny one.” She stopped as I confessed my crush on him.
“Then why do you look so confused about it?” She pleaded with me, giving me a pill and a glass of water. I took pills.
“Because, I am. I don’t know why I kissed him back? He is attractive, but he is also my boss.” I confessed everything with hesitation.
“The fundamental question is why he kissed me? I mean, I know that we both are physically attracted to each other. He always tries to scare me with his closeness, but he never crossed his limits like last night.” Not only mine, but his actions are also very confusing to me. He clearly knew that I was drunk, but still he kissed like there would not be sunrise again.
His green eyes were holding softness for me which I never saw before, and they were holding a pleasure of heaven a happiness of finding something. I still remember the way they were shining like a moon in the dark sky having a power to fade my whole universe in them for him.
His hands were moving around me like he was claiming me, wanting me, but I felt his urgency, the need of me in him. He had the same dark aura around him, but this time it was so appealing that I wanted to get lost in that.
“What happened afterwards?” I asked her, getting up from my bed.
“Nothing. He brought you here. He didn’t even allow me or tom to touch you. He is so bossy, how you survive around him?” he scuffled at her memory.
“Alright, I need to get ready for the office.” He nodded at started walking out of my bedroom.
“Breakfast will be on the table.” She told me and left the room.
I get ready and completed my daily morning routine. Whatever that was its not important as I was drunk nothing counts. I don’t want to be his one of whore, which he parades every day.
It was a mistake and I will not repeat it at any cost. Taking my keys and purse, I got near my parking lot and drove to the office as a pile of files was waiting for me.
I started working in my office instead of his, as he always forces me to work in front of him like I am a traitor or something. My decision of ignoring him must go smoothly, or it will ruin everything in the near future.
I will act like last night never happened to us. We never kissed. He didn’t kiss you magically. Remember this, El. This won’t be hard to conduct, and it will be professional too.
I just have to avoid any close contact with him and the most important thing, don’t look in his eyes. It won’t be that difficult to follow a few rules in his presence, otherwise I will end up becoming one of his regular whores.
It’s been past noon and I didn’t report to him about our tomorrow’s meeting, it’s very essential for company. I think he read the mail I send him and started working on it as I have received none further orders from him. It’s good that if he responds and work on it, so I can send my future work through mail no need to go in front of him.
Ahhh, I have decided not to think about him, but why I am just thinking about him? This is so frustrating. I cannot concentrate on work; I should take a few minutes of break and should start back soon.
Getting up, I went to the top floor of the building to get some air. It is a sunny day but partly cloudy too, warm wind is blowing with little higher speed than my usual habit, but I liked it very much.
I walked towards the parapet of the building and peeped down from there. As expected, it was beautiful. Blowing air just made my heart full of energy and I forget about all worry, work tension. I should have come here before, it is so peaceful here.
“Is this as I pay you?” I startled as I heard his toneless mockery directly in my ears. I was hesitant to turn around, but when I partially turned around, I tripped on the network of pipes.
My hand involuntarily went towards him to catch something which regains my balance, but he slid his one hand around my waist and jerked me towards him as my head bumped on his hard muscular chest.
Don’t look in his eyes. Don’t look in his eyes, El. This is the only thing I was chanting in my mind and heart to avoid further conflicts.
“No, sir.” At least I said something in my hardened breathing while keeping my head down. I tried to push him, and for my good luck, he allowed me to.
Thank god, he left me or don’t know what he was going to do? Was I expecting him to hold me near his heart? NO, absolutely not.
“NEVER CALL ME THAT.” I flinched at his sudden roar and took a few steps back. What’s wrong with this man? Oh, I know. Everything is wrong with him. I nodded at him.
“Use your sweet, kissable mouth to speak.” He spoke in his usual toneless voice, making my mouth drop on the floor. He smirked in arrogance as my head jerked at him.
His eyes were only holding a mischievous look with something I have never seen before, but it’s making his eyes sparkle at corners, and it looked petrified with his crooked, sinister smile. Shit!! I have decided not to look into his eyes.
“No, Mr. Accardo.” I spat again, looking downward.
“Then what were you doing here? Is everything ready for tomorrow’s meeting?” he hissed badly, taking a step towards me and I could ask you the same Mr. Scissor mouth.
“Not yet, but I will complete it soon.” I totally ignored his first question. He put his both hands in his pocket and stood like a mountain in front of me, dominating me. He is waiting to listen to my answer, which I didn’t want to speak.
“I came here to take some fresh air, as I couldn’t concentrate on work.” I answered and took a step back again to meet a parapet wall instead.
“Is my kiss bothering you?” he swaggered and again took a step towards me just leaving two step distance between us. Pride was flooding in his eyes and words making me cringe in place.
Chapter 10 Bursting out“No, no, never.” I continuously opposed the idea and my mind again remembered the feeling of his lips gliding on mine. His beating heart was below my chest, that resonating peaceful sound.The way I was molded to his body; I am experiencing the same pull again in air.“Then why are you blushing pink?” he asked, while closing the distance between us.“I am not.” I refused, shaking my head in negative.“Yes, you are fiocco din eve (snowflake).” He called me something in Italian again. Why he always says something in Italian when he very well knows I don’t understand Italian at all.“NO. Mr. Accardo. It’s weather.” I spoke adamantly, but we both very well know the truth.“Ok, let’s test your theory.” He insisted while resting his both hands beside the wall of parapet, leaning down at me; brushing his rough stubble over my cheeks while chuckling at h
Elena Davis,The sudden squeeze over my waist made me gasp loudly, and he took advantage of it, sliding his tongue with speed. His every trust devouring me; measuring new depths each time.He is going too far. I should stop him. I was trying hard, but the feeling of him was too hard to protest. Pushing him with my tongue I tried to break the kiss, but they get entangled more than ever, breaking an appreciating groan from him by pulling me more in him, making me practically rest on his chest.I was out of breathing, but he wasn’t allowing me to take the air. I beat his chest to break free. But that was gone in vain. Then I bit his lip, making him break the kiss and gasping as much as possible for air. I rested my head on his chest.I lost my balance, but he was squeezing me on him with his hand while panting for air. I was completely out of energy, technically dandling over him for support like wine.
Chapter 12 Rain of BulletsArius Accordo’s Pov,I don’t know how to feel. Should I be happy or mad at her? She kissed as I am the last hope of her existence melting in me like she became a part of my body, making it a treasured moment for both of us.The melodious voice of her thumping heart was the only thing I could experience besides that drug like feeling of kissing her. But she kissed after threatening the life of that worm.Why does she care about him so much? He kissed her cheek, and I felt betrayed. I didn’t prefer anyone’s touch over her, and that bastard dared to kiss her. I am so eager to kill that worm, but I can’t, as she is fond of him.She acted strange this morning. She didn’t greet me with her dazzling smile as usual, but rolled her eyes at me in annoyance. I am quite used to witnessing her smile every day, but still she has to pay the price of rolling that captivating h
Airus Accordo’s Pov,I got down and walked over to Ben to see what happened to him, as he said to me, he will protect her with her life. Enzo and Nicole picked up the unconscious Ben on their shoulder and walked towards another car.He gets lucky that he wasn’t in his state, or consequences will be worse for him to risk her life. I said nothing to them, as they are used to handling such conditions very well.I sat in the car beside her, placing her head in my lap. She is gorgeous, even in this state. I didn’t like the trails of tears formed on her cheeks; they are making me uncomfortable and raising an uneasy feeling in me.It’s nothing Arius, just a few days' hangover from her. It will wear off in a few days. I must not be attracted to her, but my every attempt fails when she opens her golden pools for me.Beautiful,
Chapter 14 Wishing ThreatenedElena Davis’s Pov,“Yes. You idi-” I screamed at him loudly and about to cuss, but he jerked me on the wall of the bathroom within a blink of an eye. For a moment, I couldn’t figure out what actually happened to me. He started kissing me with a lot of pressure.I gripped his neck for support as my legs who lost their strength as his lips touched mine, circling his arm around my waist to pull at his chest. He groaned loudly as I didn’t kiss him back.“Why?” He asked something, but his lips still weren’t leaving mine.“What?” I inquired, as I got nothing from his question. His hot, ragged breathing was pricking the skin of the neck, forming goose bumps all over the body.“Why are you worried about me?” He asked, clearly smelling my skin through the crook of my neck and resting his lips over my neck. I pushed him with all my force, taking a few step
Chapter 15. Puzzled Heart Elena Davis, “I am ok Patty.” As I finished, she hugged me and just cried for a few moments. I didn’t break the hug, I just held her. She is an orphan like me and always tries to give me love equal to mother. She must be scared a lot. “Shuuu… look, I am perfectly fine.” I made her look at me while removing the teardrops from her cheeks. She was nodding at me, but fresh tears rolled down again. “Police said they weren’t able to find yours-” Patty shuddered, tightening her grip on my hands. Oh God, they thought I died. It must be very difficult for them to hear. “Mr. Accardo saved me from that accident.” I confessed, and she nodded at me. “We were a lot scared, El and where were you last night? If you were alright, then why didn’t you call us before?” Theo asked, coming out from a bathroom holding a first aid box in his hand. Complete night? Was I out for the ni
Decorations of Arius Arius Accardo, As I promised, I let her leave after that longest and sweetest kiss of hers. It's official. I am addicted to kissing her. I couldn't stop kissing her even after her breath left her; I felt like she was under my breath. I left because my breath needed her breath to kiss me more often than I am going to demand of her; every time she came in front of me, I felt the urge to kiss her senselessly and took her at that point, ignoring the surroundings. The touch of her feathery skin pulls me to feel her more than before. Why does this happen when she is around me? Her fragrance made my nerves calm. Her giggle felt like the first rain on my deserted heart. I clearly remember that I killed one slut who dared to place her mouth over my torso. They are only for fucking, not for lovemaking; I didn't even allow them to touch me. I just fuck them, tieing them to bed, but this tiny girl made me kiss her, crave her. With
Pearly Tears Arius Accordo's Pov, Her eyes moved from me to my chest, back and forth again and again. I looked down to enlighten myself about the fact that it had a red crimson patch near my neck area. Ohh, it was just a stain of blood. "Maybe your wound is open." She muttered and retreated towards the bathroom and within a few seconds, she came with a first aid box holding in her hands and walked near the sofa. She stood there hoping that I would follow her and sighed loudly as I just stood there looking at her without moving. Resting the box on the coffee table, she approached me. I was surprised that she just held my little finger, and I started walking behind her without any complaints, like I was in a trance with her. She made me sit on the sofa, and arched her eyebrows at my shirt, showing that I have to remove it for a fresh bandage. Let's see what she would do if I refused to remove it. I just sat there looking