LOGINSix years ago — Milan
The rain was merciless. It spilled down from a bruised sky, washing the narrow alleyways of the Navigli district in a grey, trembling blur. Siena huddled closer to Marco under the awning of a shuttered café, his leather jacket draped over both of them. “You’re shaking,” he said, brushing wet strands of hair from her face. “We don’t have to do this tonight.” She looked up at him, eyes burning with a mix of fear and devotion. “Yes, we do. He’s flying out in the morning. If we wait, we lose everything.” Marco hesitated. “You sure the codes will work?” Siena reached into her purse, pulled out a folded paper. “I watched my father type them myself. I know which account is the fallback. That’s where he hides the real money.” Marco stared at the paper, then at her — like he was weighing her soul. “You trust me?” he asked. She nodded. “I love you.” He kissed her — rough, desperate, like the storm around them. She thought it meant everything. --- That night, everything went wrong. By the time they reached the safehouse with the data, the police were already waiting. Not uniformed officers — no, these men were silent, armed, and ruthless. Siena barely had time to scream. They tore her away from Marco. She fought like hell, kicking, biting — but he didn’t move. Didn’t resist. Just stood there, watching. The van doors slammed. She was shoved against the cold metal floor. One of the men laughed. “You should pick your lovers more carefully, sweetheart.” Her breath caught. “What…?” The agent leaned in, breath hot and cruel. “Your boyfriend cut a deal two hours ago. Gave us everything. You, the access codes, your father’s assets. Even the fallback.” Her heart split in two. Marco never came to visit her in the detention center. Not once. The charges disappeared mysteriously weeks later, but the damage had been done. Her name was blacklisted. Her reputation shattered. Her father — who had already disappeared — never reached out. And Marco? He vanished. Until today. --- And now he was back. Smiling. As if he hadn’t handed her over like currency. She could still hear Adriano’s voice from minutes ago, casual, almost amused: “Siena, you remember Marco, don’t you?” Her blood had turned to ice. Marco had looked up from his drink. “Been a while,” he said smoothly, like they were old classmates and not co-conspirators with blood between them. Siena hadn’t moved. If she had, she might’ve lunged. Adriano’s hand had rested lightly on her lower back — not possessive, not comforting. Just… aware. He knew. The whole thing had been a test. She sat now in the dim lounge just off the main hallway, her fingers digging into the velvet cushion beside her. Laughter floated from the drawing room, muted by thick doors. Marco was in there. Still. Six years ago, he let her be dragged into a van and disappear. Now he was drinking her host’s whisky. She exhaled slowly. Rage didn’t help. Not yet. She’d survive this evening. She’d smile. She’d listen. And then? She’d burn him. --- And she would. She’d burn him with a smile, just like he’d handed her over with a kiss. Her hand was still gripping the velvet cushion. She forced herself to let go, fingers aching from the tension. Six years of exile, of silence, of clawing her way back into a life that didn’t belong to her anymore — all for this moment. The door creaked. Adriano. He stepped inside, quiet as always, a glass of something dark in one hand, eyes already reading her like she was a dossier. “You didn’t tell me,” she said before he could speak. He cocked his head slightly. “Tell you what?” “That it was him. That he’d be here. That you knew.” “I wanted to see your face.” She turned sharply, rising from the couch. “You used me.” “I tested you.” He took a sip. “And you passed.” “Passed what?” Her voice cracked. “Staying seated instead of stabbing him with a fork?” Adriano’s eyes glinted. “You’re more dangerous when you stay seated.” Siena let out a bitter laugh. “Was this your game all along? See if I’d snap?” He didn’t answer at once. Instead, he walked closer, stopped just a foot away. “No,” he said. “The game started six years ago. You just never finished playing it.” A long silence stretched between them. Then, softly, he added, “But I can help you win.” Siena stared at him. At the shadows beneath his eyes, the calm power in his stance, the burn of something unspoken behind his every word. He wasn’t just offering revenge. He was offering alliance. And for the first time since she’d walked into the room, her pulse slowed. Just a little. “I want full access,” she said. “You’ll have it.” “No surveillance. No interference.” He smiled faintly. “No promises. But I like your terms.” She looked toward the hallway again, where laughter had died down. Probably another toast. Another lie. Her voice was colder now. “Then let the bastard drink. Because when I’m done —” She met Adriano’s gaze, unflinching. “— he’ll wish he’d stayed in that alley with the rain.” ---The afternoon lay over the apartment like warm glass — heavy, unmoving, clear enough to see every particle of dust turn gold where the light caught it. The city beyond the half-closed shutters hummed in a faraway key: a scooter passing two streets over, a window creaking somewhere higher up, the soft insistence of summer trying to outlast itself.Lucia had fallen asleep on the sofa, one arm draped over a small herd of toy animals she’d left mid-adventure. A marker rolled lazily from her open hand, leaving a pale green streak on the pillow. Siena moved it aside, brushed a curl from the child’s forehead, and stood there for a moment, watching the even rise and fall of her chest. The rhythm grounded the room.The air was thick enough to slow thought. Siena crossed to the bookshelf and opened the lowest drawer — the one she hadn’t touched in months. Inside lay a small wooden box, its corners worn smooth, its velvet lining faded from blue to a kind of thoughtful gray. She lifted it with bo
The morning entered without knocking — soft, wide, yellow. It slid over the tiled floor and climbed the edges of the table, finding what the night had left behind: two cups, a half-folded towel, and the smell of boiled water cooling in the kettle. Siena opened the kitchen window with the slow precision of someone who hadn’t slept properly but refused to let exhaustion decide the day. The latch clicked; air moved in. Milan’s hum rose from below — coffee machines, early scooters, someone dragging a chair across a terrace. The apartment was no longer a refuge under siege. It was simply awake. She moved quietly through her small rituals: kettle refilled, flame lit, cups arranged in a straight line though no one asked her to. Her hands carried a faint tremor of fatigue, the kind that lingers after vigilance rather than fear. Steam began to bloom again, and the kettle started its first shy hiss. The front door lock turned. Footsteps, unhurried. Adriano entered, sleeves rolled, jacket fo
Morning came quietly, like it didn’t want to wake anyone.No alarms, no noise from the street yet — only a pale kind of light slipping around the curtains.Siena sat on the edge of the small bed, shaking down the thermometer. The red line climbed, then settled. 36.9. Good.She breathed out. “Okay, piccola. All good.”A small voice, still fogged with sleep: “Mama?”“I’m here,” Siena said, brushing a curl from her daughter’s face. “Morning.”Lucia blinked. “Bath?”“Just a little one. Warm water.”Lucia smiled, eyes still half-closed. “Bubbles?”Siena laughed softly. “Always bubbles.”---Steam filled the small bathroom, smelling of soap and something like almonds.Siena tested the water with her wrist, nodded once, and poured in a handful of bubble mix.Lucia’s eyes went wide. “Look! It’s puff-puff!” she said, slapping the surface gently.“The bubbles are laughing,” Siena answered, rolling her sleeves higher.Lucia blew at the foam until it scattered, then squealed when a drop landed on
Morning arrived the way hospitals prefer it — orderly, fluorescent before it was golden. The corridor lights brightened by degrees, the night monitors handed off their pens, and the soft wheels of the vitals cart resumed their half-hour pilgrimage from door to door. Through the thin, pale blinds of Observation 7, daylight gathered itself into a sheet and laid it across the floor.Lucia slept on her back, the blanket a neat line under her arms, the pulse-ox clip blinking its tiny red heart at the tip of her finger. The monitor read it in calm numbers: oxygen 99, heart rate in the high eighties, respirations even, blood pressure a narrow, sensible bookend to the night. Siena, who had not closed her eyes so much as taught them how to rest while open, sat where she had sat for hours, one hand on the blanket at Lucia’s shoulder, the plastic parent band warmed to her skin.A nurse slipped in first, wristwatch set five minutes fast the way some people bait time. “Good morning,” she said in a
They transferred Lucia upstairs when the sun was still a rumor at the edge of the city. The elevator doors opened onto a quieter floor, the kind built for waiting rather than crisis — low voices, long corridors, daylight that would arrive slowly and take the edge off metal and glass. Observation Room 7 was small, rectangular, and cleared of everything that could make a mother feel in the way. A narrow bed. A recliner that pretended to be comfortable. A monitor mounted high, its screen already alive with thin lines and numbers. A rolling pole with a saline bag hung but capped — ready if needed, unnecessary if luck held. Lucia lay on her back, blanket tucked under her arms, a tiny adhesive band across the crook of her elbow where the cannula sat like a promise not yet called in. The pulse-ox clip glowed red against her finger, a little jewel that pulsed with each artifact of the heart’s work. The blow-by nozzle had been removed; the mask coiled at the base of the pole like a snake out
The hour before dawn makes every room honest. Color drains to ash; sound thins to a thread. The safe apartment breathed in long, even measures — vents whispering, pipes settling, the city outside reduced to a pulse behind glass.Siena had stopped pretending not to sleep. Somewhere between three and four she’d let her body fold into the chair by Lucia’s bed, a throw blanket slid haphazardly over her knees, her head tilted against the high back. She kept one hand free, palm resting on the mattress, two fingers lightly touching the edge of Lucia’s blanket where the rise and fall would tell her more than any clock. The bandage over her palm tugged when she flexed; it itched the way healing does when it decides to, not when you ask.Lucia lay on her side facing her, hair looped into soft curls against the pillow, breath a quiet tide. A line of stuffed animals kept sentinel at the foot of the bed — fox, rabbit, a soft bear whose ear had been loved thin. The nightlight in the corner had surr







