Sienna
Christian walks with me to Nico and Sylvana’s villa, which is on the same estate as this. I start telling him about Serena’s discovery, and when I conclude my story, he has an impassive look on his face.
“Allessio fucking Speranzini,” he says with disgust in his voice.
“I guess you know him, then?” I say sarcastically, knowing the reputation that bastard has and how they compare me to him in mafia circles.
“Know him? If I knew what the fucker did to you and your family back in New York, I would not have an accord with him right now.” He says.
I stop walking and look up at him. “You have an accord with my greatest enemy?”
He looks at me. “As I said, Sienna, if I knew he was the reason he caused you pain, I would not have met with him a year ago. You play your cards close to your chest; how was I supposed to know what you two meant to one another? I didn’t even know Serena was his daughter; in fact, no one I know is aware that he even has a daughter. He has a son he keeps close to him at all times since his eldest got killed.”
I don’t say anything to this, and Christian sighs. “If Allessio is behind Sylvana’s disappearance, I will find out. If you want, I can use our accord against him.”
I shake my head. “Allessio will have known you’re close to me by now and will use it against you instead. The man is cunning; he developed a bullet that shoots through bulletproof glass in one go. He did that just to get back at Dante.”
“Dante Dragonetti. If I knew you were his wife, I would never have imposed-”
“Wait, you didn’t know?”
Christian gives me an odd expression. “Sienna, no one in the underground families from Russia to Greece and even Japan, knew that Dante even had a wife or daughter. We have all assumed that you were the older sister who has decided to take over.”
I blanch at this. “What? But how can that be?”
“Dante was a very secretive man, Sienna. If he didn’t want you to know something, you would have been blind up until the truth was revealed. It did well in keeping you safe all this time.” He says and tilts my chin to look at him. “Is this the reason you’re so sad during winter?”
“Yes,” I say, not meeting his eye, but he seems to understand. “Alright, then I will no longer push the issue if it makes you uncomfortable.” He says, letting go of my chin, then following my lead as we walk.
No one knows I’m Dante’s wife; no one even knew he had one. I need to test this theory before I just blindly believe Christian. He’s sweet and all, but now that I know that he has ties to the man who ruined my life, I don’t trust him as much as I used to.
“This makes absolutely no sense; why wait ten years to turn traitor?” He asks, snapping me out of my thoughts. I shake my head. “That is exactly what I asked myself, but I have yet to come to an answer.”
Christian looks over at Nico’s villa, then glances towards me. “Give me a few days, and I’ll look into it. For now, let's hear what Nico has to say in all of this; perhaps we missed something.”
I nod, but before I can reply, Nico rushes outside, and when he sees Christian, a frown crosses his brow. “What is he doing here?” He asks.
“Christian was with me when you called, Nico. He might be able to help in all of this. Now, please tell me what happened here.” I say, walking towards him. He sighs and shakes his head.
“I’ve been out at Mestizo’s since noon and told her that I will be back before five. When I got home, I noticed the quiet and found this on the refrigerator door.” He says, handing over a small piece of paper.
/‘Don’t come looking for us - S’/
“It’s her handwriting; I would recognise it a mile away.”
“But why would she leave? Were you guys fighting a lot, arguing?” I ask, trying to make sense of this situation, but Nico shakes his head. “We argue as much as any couple, but never for more than an hour or so. We always make up in the end, but our fights aren’t anything serious. More about doing the dishes or taking out the trash, you know, normal stuff.”
I nod. “So, what could have made her run? Is there anything I should know, Nico?”
Nico narrows his eyes at me. “Is there anything you’re assuming, Sienna?” He asks with an edge to his voice, but I shake my head. “Not at all.”
“I think what Sienna means is has Sylvana been acting strange lately?” Christian steps in between us and places a hand on the small of my back.
Nico looks Christian up and down with a stony expression on his face, then he sighs. “No, not at all. We were planning on going to Paris over Christmastime with the kids and even went to a travel agent to plan an itinerary.” He says, shaking his head and scoffing.
So they were planning to go away at Christmas, then? And no one told me anything….
“So, Sylvana would have no reason to leave, then?” Christian says and looks towards me.
“What if someone took her? Made her leave after threatening her?”
Nico shakes his head. “Not my Sylvana, never,” he says.
It’s true; Sylvana used to be a mafia boss and always had her wits about her. She’s the toughest woman I know; so why would she leave the love of her life?
I place a hand on Nico’s shoulder. “We’ll find her, I promise,” I say, and Nico nods, but then he looks at Christian and scowls. “This is a family matter; he shouldn’t be here.”
“Nico,” I start and pinch the bridge of my nose. “Christian has people monitoring the ports as well as the airports and any exit from Italy. We need him right now,” I say, repeating what Christian had told me after he got off the phone in my office.
Nico’s mouth is a thin line, but he eventually nods and turns to walk back inside his empty home. “I suppose I should alert Dario and Serena,” I sigh, shaking my head. “This will push Serena over the edge.”
Christian takes my hand and leads me back inside the villa. “We need to think with a clear head, and I do not think it’s best to think about fifty things at once. Focus on the fact that Sylvana has suddenly gone missing after Serena found out she has been meeting with a person connected to Allessio Speranzini.”
I look up at Christian and frown. “What are you implying?”
He sighs. “Sienna, Sylvana might not be the same woman she was when she married Nico. I want to meet with Allessio, but I can’t exactly do that right after Sylvana disappears; it will send alarm bells ringing. Let me see what I can find out, okay?”
I nod as we get to the door of the villa but then Christian’s phone rings. He smiles at me apologetically and walks off to answer it; I don’t find this odd because I do the exact same thing when it comes to our work. I might be the woman Christian wants, but I am still a Mafioso.
I watch the sunset casting a hue over the garden and sigh; I don't remember the last time I even went into a garden, much less planted, potted or sketched. My life took a different turn in Italy, and it makes me realise that I have come a long way from being that bird in a golden cage.
“Honey,” Bamba walks towards me with a swagger in her step and twirls. “Notice anything different?” She asks with a smile on her face, but when I narrow my eyes to look at her, the smile drops. “You don’t.”
Her disappointment makes my heart crack, and I wrap my arms around her. “I’m sorry, Bamba. I just have a lot on my mind right now.” I say, letting go and placing my hands on her shoulders. She pouts but knows what I mean when I say this.
A whistle sounds behind us, and Christian saunters in. “Wow, Bamba, that is one beautiful dress; you should wear ones like that more often. It accentuates your curves well.” He says with that dreamy smile Bamba loves so much, and I can literally see her swooning.
“Thank you, Christian. At least someone noticed my change in dress type,” she says, raising her eyebrow at me, and I roll my eyes. She then kisses me on the cheek and saunters to her room upstairs.
I look at her walking away from me and sigh. “I just can’t please them all,” I murmured to myself, but I think Christian heard me because he came up from behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. “No, you can’t. So just start with one,”
Turning my head to look at him, I frown. “And who might that be?” I ask with a raised eyebrow.
Christian chuckles. “Yourself. If you’re not happy, everyone will feel it since you’re who they look to for strength.” He says and kisses my cheek before letting go of me and turning me around. “I have to leave for a bit, duty calls. Don’t forget about our date tomorrow - 1 PM, wait for me.”
“I’ll be waiting,” I say with a smile and Christian winks at me before walking out of the villa.
Happiness? I don’t think I know how to feel that anymore.
Matteo Dragonetti - 21 Years Old I watch her get out of the armored limousine and know immediately that she’s my target. Dressed in white and looking as radiant as any blushing bride should look on their wedding day. The only problem is that her last name is Cerulli, and she owes my family a blood debt. Things would have been fine if my father didn’t complete my Dragonetti Blood Training two years ago, then I didn’t have to step up to the plate. But then I had to become Capo at nineteen when they attempted to assassinate my mother. There would have been no blood feud or vendetta, but they decided to touch someone as innocent as Sienna Dragonetti, and now they will all pay the fucking price. “The blushing bride,” my cousin, Lukas, comments when he sees her. “She’ll regret being a Cerulli after today.” “Hmm,” I comment, checking my weapons once again. We’ve planned this ambush for weeks and know exactly which families are inside and which are our allies. “After today, not only will s
Sienna - 5 Years LaterWhoever said that a second chance at a first-time love was impossible was lying through their teeth. Whoever said that a 20% chance of falling pregnant was a pipe dream hasn’t seen my three-year-old son running through my garden on the original Dragonetti Estate.Of course, giving birth nearly killed me again, so we eventually had my womb removed. This means that I cannot have any more children at all, so my protectiveness over Matteo has increased tenfold. He’s Dante’s only heir, the only child I can give him after Daniella, so he needs to be protected at all costs.These last few years have been anything but easy. We recently came to an agreement with my half-brother about my supposed claim to his birthright. He understands now that I have zero interest in the throne and that no one will come to claim it; he and Dante even came to an amiable accord.Nico and Dario have branched out into different parts of Italy and now rule as Capos in their own right. Dante s
Sienna“Come back to me, mia regina. I need you,” I can hear Dante’s voice as if my head is being held underwater, but where I am feels safer, so I don’t try to bridge the surface. It’s warm here; there’s no constant thoughts or overwhelming feelings… there’s nothing. I haven’t felt ‘nothing’ in ages, and right now, I am content.“I’m so sorry,” Dante’s voice comes again and forces me to pay attention to him. “You saw the scared side of me trying to forget about you through using women. I shouldn’t have fought what I felt for you, I should have been open about everything from the start. This is my fault; yet again, you end up close to death because of me.”I try to frown, but my face feels stiff; in fact, everything feels stiff right now. Does Dante still love me? That fact alone should make me happy, but I think that I am past feeling anything for anyone. He crushed me when I walked into his office and shattered my heart like those plates I dropped.Will we ever get past this, thoug
Dante“Find her!” Fuck, fuck fuck! What just happened? It’s well after nine; why the fuck was Sienna not in bed? I pace the floor and drag my hands through my hair in frustration; there’s no way she could have gotten far, not with the men after her.A few seconds later, I hear the gate to the villa crashing open, and when I rush out to see what the fuck is happening, I see an SUV speeding away. Dario comes running towards me, with a concerned look on his face, and he hands me his cell phone.“She took my SUV,” he says, and I can see the little blip that is Sienna rushing to what I assume to be her cottage off the coast. I hand my little brother his cellphone back and give him a nod of thanks before deciding to follow Sienna.Why did she even run out like that? I thought we were through, I thought this is what she wanted! So why did she look so fucking shattered when she saw what I was doing with another woman?“Fuck, Sienna,” I growl while looking at the GPS and seeing Dario’s SUV co
SiennaI feel like an idiot. Not only does Dante not truly want me, but I’m a product of an affair my mother had years ago. A mafia bastard; not a true Vincenzo, and the fact alone makes me hate myself even more.No wonder my mother never cared for my father’s infidelities; she had been unfaithful right at the start of her marriage. Did my father know about it? No, if he did, then I would have been killed a long time ago along with my mother.I sigh and sit up in bed; it’s been three weeks, and Dante hasn’t been back into this room. After he told me about everything, he took it upon himself to turn into a ghost, and we haven’t seen one another since.Dario told me that the day Dante ‘kidnapped’ me, there was a sniper stationed at the cemetery, but they took care of him before he could fire his rifle. All this time, I thought he came for me because he wanted me, or he still loved me when in fact, I’m simply here for my own safety. But even so, why am I here? Why try to keep me safe if
DanteThat wasn’t supposed to happen; that wasn’t supposed to fucking happen!I slam my fist against the tiled shower wall and let out a frustrated growl when I see blood against the ruined tiles. How did we go from arguing to fucking? There was nothing intimate about what we just did, nothing at all, just a raw, primal need for me to claim what’s mine.But Sienna is not mine, not anymore. She’s only here because of the hit on her life, anyway. But then a-fucking-gain, why do I even care that she has a hit out on her? She wanted to be stupid and step back onto Italian soil, so she should face the consequences.Fuck, I need to get out of here for a few days to clear my head.I’m about to turn the taps and get out when I feel Sienna’s arms wrap around my waist. She’s naked against my body, and I can feel every dip and curve of her against me. I breathe out a sigh, then she kisses the scars on my back, and I lean my head back.“What are you doing, Sienna?” I ask, fighting the comfortabl