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Rather than being stumped by my questions, Camille smiled. “I’ll answer your questions one by one,” she said calmly. “First—Lucien.” “You don’t want to marry him? But Helene, at the very least, you’re familiar with him. He’s cold, yes, but he’s also known to be a gentleman.” She tilted her head slightly. “If you wait for our parents to arrange another match for you, can you guarantee the next man will be even half as decent?” “I—” She waved me off. “I know what you want to say,” she continued. “That you’re your own person. That they can’t force you to marry someone you dislike.” Her tone sharpened, but just a little. “But that thinking is nothing short of naïve, Helene.” “The moment you were born a Laurent, your fate was already sealed. The family has to ‘recoup' the cost of raising you.” “And for a woman,” she added evenly, “that cost is repaid through marriage to a suitable match, chosen by them.” “There’s no escape,” she said, her voice calm and matter-of-factly, “unless you give up your name, your identity, and disappear completely—to a place where they can no longer reach you.” She paused, letting the weight of her words sink in. “That,” she concluded, “is the price of being born into a prominent family.” I listened in a daze, as though she were reciting the unspoken laws of a world I had never asked to live in. “So if you truly want freedom,” she continued, “you have to let them recoup their investment. And the fastest way to do that is by marrying Lucien—then using that opportunity to sever ties with the family permanently.” She met my gaze steadily. “This may be the only chance you’ll ever get.” I wanted to scoff. To tell her she was exaggerating. But the deadly seriousness in her eyes told me she wasn’t. This was the reality I had to face. Camille went on, “Second, you’re worried the Blackthornes will reject you once they find out you’re no longer a Laurent.” "But..." A faint smile curved her lips. “Do you really think our parents would be foolish enough to let that slip before the marriage?” “And if the truth comes out afterward?” Her smile deepened. “Then the Blackthornes would likely be delighted that you've cut ties with them. Who would still harbor goodwill toward a family that pulled such a despicable stunt?” She added coolly, “Even if our parents tried to cling to you afterward, the Blackthornes would stand in their way and protect you.” “Lastly,” she said lightly, “you asked why you’d want to be tied to Lucien and the Blackthorne family for life.” She arched a brow. “For glory and wealth, of course.” I stared at her, my expression deadpan. A heartbeat later, she laughed softly. “I’m joking. I know you don’t care about things like that.” Then her expression turned serious. “I’ll be blunt with you,” she said quietly. “A severance document only sounds powerful. But if our parents ever decide they want something from you, it’ll amount to nothing more than a worthless piece of paper.” She paused, then added evenly, “But with the Blackthorne family’s influence behind you? That’s an entirely different matter.” I was silent for a minute, then smirked faintly. “Breaking free from one cage by stepping into another. What a brilliant plan.” Camille shrugged. “As long as it works.” Silence settled between us—heavy, contemplative—each of us lost in our own thoughts. Then she spoke again. “And if you’re really worried about being tied to Lucien forever… it doesn’t necessarily have to be that way.” I glanced at her, curious as to what she had to say. “From what I know, Lucien is pragmatic,” she continued. “Before officially registering the marriage, you can propose to him about entering into a contract marriage instead of a conventional one.” She really does have an alarming number of strange ideas, I thought, realizing again just how little I understood this sister of mine. “And you think he’d agree?” I asked. “Why wouldn’t he?” she replied. “It’s common practice among families like ours. Not to mention he doesn’t strike me as someone exactly eager for emotional entanglements.” I thought of the cold, distant figure in my memories and nodded slowly. To some extent, I could agree to her words. “You seem to hold him in high regard,” I said after a brief pause. “Of course,” Camille replied. “He’s a natural-born genius. People will always admire those better than themselves.” Her lips curved faintly. “And he isn’t arrogant, either.” “Even after his accident?” I asked quietly. Her smile didn’t falter. “Do you think a disability diminishes a person’s worth?” “No,” I said. “But earlier, you were the one who told Father that the situation had changed. That his position had become uncertain.” A glint of cunning flashed through her eyes. “And how do you know I didn’t say that intentionally?” I stared at her, suddenly unsure where she truly stood. Instead of continuing the conversation, she reached out and flicked my forehead lightly. “Children shouldn’t be curious about everything.” “All you need to know,” she added, her tone deceptively casual, “is that you won’t go wrong marrying Lucien.” I didn’t respond. Instead, I asked quietly, “You orchestrated this game and dragged me in without asking for my consent. So at the very least, I deserve to know—what’s in it for you?” She smiled, mischief flickering across her face. “Think of it as eliminating a competitor for the inheritance.” She opened the car door, then added without looking back, “And more importantly, setting someone up for unimaginable regret in the near future.” Before I could react, she stepped out. “I look forward to seeing you at the next family meeting,” she said over her shoulder. “And learning what choice you’ve made.” I watched her walk away. For a fleeting moment, a flash of understanding surfaced— Then, just as quickly, it vanished, leaving only confusion behind.LUCIENI tapped the armrest of my wheelchair, slow and deliberate, trying to keep the irritation building in my chest from surfacing.This was exactly why I avoided returning to the old house when I could. Too many people here fancied themselves clever.It hadn’t even been long since the accident, yet they were already beginning to show their hand. If her subtle expressions were anything to go by, even Helene—who was meeting them for the first time today—seemed to have seen through them.That said…My eyes narrowed slightly, suspicion flickering beneath the surface.Could people as foolish as they were truly be capable of orchestrating something like that?The moment the thought surfaced, I cut it off, as I had done countless times before.Speculation was useless. What I needed was evidence. Cold, irrefutable proof.Tuning out the voice droning beside me—and ignoring my mother’s expectant gaze—I let my eyes pass briefly over Ethan before settling on Isabel.“Where’s the old man?”“
HELENEI had already expected that I wouldn’t be meeting just Lucien’s mother and grandfather. Still, the moment I stepped into the living room—at least twice the size of the Laurents’—I couldn’t help but feel taken aback.The entire Blackthorne family was here.Sebastian Blackthorne, Lucien’s grandfather, had three children with his late wife.Vivienne Blackthorne, Lucien’s mother, was the eldest and had only one child: Lucien.Marcus Blackthorne, the second child and only son, had two sons and a daughter with his wife.Eleanor Blackthorne, Isabel’s mother, was the youngest, with a son and a daughter of her own.And now, every single one of them was present.Weren’t they all supposed to be busy?And hadn’t Isabel once said her parents were traveling the world?Yet here they were.My steps faltered slightly, and I instinctively glanced at Lucien beside me.Perhaps sensing it, he tilted his head a little.“Nervous?” he asked under his breath.Before I could answer, he added, “Don’t be.
HELENEThe Blackthorne Estate sprawled across the hillside, stretching over acres as far as the eye could see—an unapologetic display of wealth and power.The car carrying Lucien and me passed through the towering iron gates before coming to a smooth stop at the main entrance.A line of staff stood waiting.At the forefront was a middle-aged man with perfectly slicked-back hair and an air of practiced professionalism.I recognized him immediately.Alaric Winston—the estate’s head butler.And the reason I knew him so clearly—My gaze flickered briefly to the man seated beside me.—could be traced back to last night.After Isabel and Adrian left, I had remained in my assigned room, intending to stay out of Lucien’s sight for the rest of the day. With our earlier meeting as reference, it had become painfully clear that neither of us knew how to interact with each other beyond negotiations and carefully defined terms.I didn't want to risk another awkward encounter. But after missing bot
LUCIENLooking at the woman sitting across from me, who was doing her utmost to appear completely at ease, a trace of amusement surfaced in my eyes.During our previous meetings, she had been so composed and unflappable that the possibility that she might develop post-marriage nerves hadn’t crossed my mind.And yet here she was.Fidgeting with her fingers and carefully avoiding my gaze. I had been watching from the window when she arrived, noting how she lingered in the car far longer than necessary. If Isabel hadn't come along, or if I hadn't deliberately sent Adrian outside to receive them, I suspected there was a fair chance she might have turned around and left entirely.The contrast between the woman who had sat across from me days ago and proposed a contract marriage with the calm efficiency of someone closing a business deal, and the one currently doing her best not to look at me, was unexpectedly—I considered the word before settling on one.Endearing."Has the matter with
HELENEThree days later, I found myself behind the wheel, driving into Villa 001 at Monarch Park, my gaze fixed on the brightly lit building ahead.I pulled into the driveway but didn’t turn off the engine immediately.“Are you nervous?”At the question, I glanced at Isabel in the passenger seat.“What do you think?” I replied flatly.She laughed, clearly amused. “Relax. My cousin doesn’t bite. And besides, you’re legally married now. Even if anything happens—”“Alright, that’s enough,” I cut in before she could finish whatever nonsense she was about to say.That was on me, for expecting anything remotely comforting from her.I shifted my gaze back to the villa, looking out through the windshield.Today was the day I moved in with Lucien Blackthorne.The official first day of our contract marriage.And apparently, I had developed cold feet.In the three days since my father’s call, I had been almost entirely occupied with the procedures required to sever ties with the Laurent family.
HELENEAfter applying the final touches to the pictures I had taken in Country F, I reviewed them one last time. Only when I was satisfied did I send them off to the studio.At the same time, I let out a quiet breath of relief.Finally, my ears could get some rest.The constant nagging these past few days had nearly driven me to the edge.Stretching, I rose from behind the desktop and walked over to the bedroom window. Propping my forearm against the frame, I leaned my head against it, looking out at nothing in particular as my thoughts drifted. Of the one-day ultimatum I had given my father, more than half had already passed in silence.I doubted the delay was because he had suddenly grown a conscience.Could it be—My brows knit slightly as a thought surfaced.Had there been a new development on their end?Fortunately, I didn’t have to wonder for long.Right then, my phone rang.I turned, picked it up from the bed, and glanced at the screen.Father.I answered but said nothing, le
LUCIEN For the first time in my life, I felt as though I wasn’t intelligent enough. From everything Helene had said so far, it was obvious she found the idea of replacing Noemie and marrying me just as ridiculous as I did. She had even clearly foreseen the consequences it could bring—especially fo
HELENE“What exactly is going on between you and my cousin?” Isabel asked.The moment the question left her lips, a single thought crossed my mind.As expected.When I saw her standing outside my door earlier, I had already guessed why she came. And, as it turned out, I wasn’t wrong.Thinking about
HELENEI sent Grandma a message to let her know I’d received the package she’d sent, having spotted it by the front door earlier.Knowing how rarely she checked her phone, I didn’t expect a reply anytime soon.Fortunately, the produce was still fresh as I sorted everything into the refrigerator. Ot
ISABELFollowing the words I’d meant as comfort, I was caught off guard when Helene lowered her head and whispered an apology.Then came the tears. One after another, large drops slipping silently down her cheeks.“I—I didn’t mean to blame you,” I stammered, panic rising as I reached out to wipe t







